PART II: IN LONDON

Disillusionment, 59, 61, 93, 94, 132, 178, 185 Life in a boarding-house, 63, 78, 79, 94, 99, 107 Ambition, 71, 73, 109 An affair in a taxicab, 75 Self-disgust, 77 In love, 78, 96, 107 Conversations: (a) with E., 65, 69, 70, 75, 76, 79, 95, 96, 99, 104, 151, 152 (b) with H., 82, 83 (c) with R., 131, 140, 141, 142, 154, 155, 165, Ill-health, 59, 62, 69, 72, 74, 100, 107, 110, 114, 134-5, 153, 156 On Death, 62, 63, 84, 88 Heart attacks, 71, 72, 120, 122 Nervous breakdown, 80, 81, 82 Meets an old love, 86, 87 Holidays: (_a_) at C----, by the sea in North ----, 65, 66, 67 (_b_) at home, 82 (_c_) in Brittany and on Dartmoor (_riding a pony_), 97 Life in rooms, 102, 107, 108, 114, 138, 148, 149, 153 His brother, 121, 206 Discussions on marriage, 123, 124 In his sitting-room, 162 The fascination of London, 74, 142-145 (_a_) Petticoat Lane, 163 (_b_) Rotten Row, 176 Goes to concerts, 127, 161, 172 A lovers' quarrel, 126 He struggles with himself, 135, 137, 138 Engaged, 150, 158 Fears his inconstancy, 159, 185 Self-analysis, 167 _et seq_., 182, 183 Day-dreams: Life a dream, 178, 179, 188 The War, 182 Holidays: (_a_) on a Buckinghamshire farm, 191-205 (_b_) at the Lakes, 215-217 Should a husband keep a private journal? 210 Marriage, 205, 209, 215