The Works of Aphra Behn, Volume II
Chapter 31
_Enter_ Orsames, Geron.
_Ger_. May I not know what ‘tis afflicts you so? You were not wont to hide your Soul from me.
_Ors_. Nor wou’d I now, knew I but how to tell thee; Oh, _Geron_, thou hast hitherto so frighted me With thoughts of Death, by Stories which thou tell’st Of future Punishment i’th’ other World, That now I find thou’st brought me to endure Those Ills from Heaven thou say’st our Sins procure. There’s not a little God of all the Number That does not exercise his Arts on me, And practise Power, which by my suffering He grows more mighty in--I’ll not endure it.
_Ger_. Why not, as well as I?
_Ors_. Thou may’st do what thou wilt; but there’s a Difference (As vast as ‘twixt the Sun and lesser Lights) Between thy Soul and mine; Thou canst contented sit whole Days together, And entertain thy Lute, that dull Companion, Till duller Sleep does silence it and thee: But I, whose active Soul despise that drousy God, Can ever dare him in his height of Power: Then when he ties thee to thy lazy Couch, Where thou’rt so far from Sense, thou’st lost thy Soul; Even then, my Geron, my divertive Fancy Possesses me, beyond thy waking Thought-- But, _Geron_, all was but an airy Dream; I wak’d, and found my self a thing like thee.
_Ger_. What was your Dream?
_Ors_. Why, I will try to tell it thee --Methought I saw the Firmament divide, And all the Clouds, like Curtains, draw aside; The Sun in all his Glories, ne’er put on So bright a Ray, nor Heaven with more Lustre shon! The Face of Heaven too bright for mortal Eye Appear’d, and none durst gaze upon’t but I; In Jove’s illustrious Throne I only sat, Whilst all the lesser Gods did round me wait; My Habit, such as cannot be exprest; Iris in all her various Colours drest, The Morning-Sun, nor Sun-declining Sky, Was half so beautiful, so gay, as I. The brightest Stars in all Heaven’s Canopy Were chosen out to make a Crown for me; With which methought they glorify’d my Brow, And in my Hand they plac’d the Thunder too; The World was mine, and thousands such as thou, Still as I moved, low to the Earth did bow; Like thronging Curls upon the wanton Sea, They strove, and were as numerous as they: Thither I soon descended in a Cloud; But in the midst of the adoring Croud, Almighty Woman at my Feet did bow, Adorn’d with Beauties more than Heaven can show: But one among the rest (for there were store) Whilst all did me, I did that one adore; She did unking me, and her wondrous Eyes Did all my Power and Thunder too despise; Her Smiles could calm me, and her Looks were Law; And when she frown’d, she kept my Soul in awe. Oh, _Geron_, while I strive to tell the rest, I feel so strange a Passion in my Breast, That though I only do relate a Dream, My Torments here would make it real seem.
_Ger_. ‘Tis lucky that he takes it for a Dream. [Aside. --Pray do not form Ideas in your Fancy, And suffer them to discompose your Thoughts.
_Ors_. In spite of your Philosophy, they make A strange Impression on me.
_Ger_. That’s perfect Madness, Sir.
_Ors. Geron_, I will no longer be impos’d upon, But follow all the Dictates of my Reason. --Come tell me, for thou hast not done so yet, How Nature made us; by what strange Devices. Tell me where ‘twas you lighted on me first; And how I came into thy dull Possession? Thou say’st we are not born immortal, And I remember thou wert still as now, When I could hardly call upon thy Name, But as thou wouldst instruct my lisping Tongue; And when I ask’d thee who instructed thee, Thoud’st sigh, and say a Man out-worn by Age, And now laid in the Earth--but tell me, Geron, When time has wasted thee, for thou’rt decaying, Where shall I find some new-made Work of Nature, To teach those Precepts to, I’ve learnt of thee? --Why art thou silent now?
_Ger_. You ought not, Sir, to pry into the hidden Secrets of the Gods.
_Ors_. Come, tell not me of Secrets, nor of Gods-- What is’t thou studiest for, more new Devices? Out with ‘em--this Sulleness betrays thee; And I have been too long impos’d upon. I find my self enlightened on a sudden, And ev’ry thing I see instructs my Reason; ’. has been enslav’d by thee--come, out without it.
_Ger_. I dare not, Sir.
_Ors_. Who is’t thou fear’st?
_Ger_. The Anger of the Gods, Who will not have their high Decrees reveal’d, Till they themselves unfold ‘em in their Oracles.
_Ors_. What are those Oracles?
_Ger_. Heavenly Voices, Sir, that expound what’s writ In the Eternal Book of Destiny.
_Ors_. I’ll know what’s writ in that eternal Book, Or let thee know what it contains of thee.
_Ger_. What will you do?
_Ors_. Throw thee into the Sea; by Jupiter, I will. [_Offers to take him up_.
_Ger_. Stay, _Orsames_-- ’.is true, I have Commands from _Cleomena_, But yet the Time is hardly ripe for the Design. [_Aside_.
_Ors_. Begin your Story--or, by Heaven--
_Ger_. I shall--When you consider who I am, With how much Care and Toil I’ve brought you up; How I have made my aged Arms your Cradle, And in my Bosom lull’d you to your rest; How when you wept, my Tears kept time with yours, And how your Smiles would dry again those Showers; You will believe ‘tis my Concern for you, And not your Threats, makes me declare a Truth.
_Ors_. Forward, my dearest _Geron_, Whilst I as silent as a healthy Sleep, As growth of Flowers, or motion of the Air, Attend each long’d-for Syllable thou breath’st.
_Ger_. Be pleas’d to walk into the Garden, Sir, And there I’ll tell you Wonders to ensue; But first, great Sir, your Pardon for the past. [_Kneels_.
_Ors_. I give it thee--Gods, this is fine indeed! Thy Language and thy Mien are altered. Oh, how my Soul’s inlarg’d already! go, lead the way.
[_Exeunt_.