CHAPTER NINETEEN
Slipped through your fingers like that! Like a Leverichs words were not fit for print. He had been away for a couple of days, and now sat tilted back in his office chair, a heavy, leather-covered thing not meant for tilting, his face puffed with anger, his mouth snarlinga wild beast balked of his prey. His eyes, ferociously insolent, dwelt on Justin, who, fine and keen and smiling a little, sat opposite him. Brute anger never had any effect on Justin but to give him a contemptuous, chill self-possession.
Youre sure the agreements made?
Caters been sending new consignments as fast as they could go for the past three days; hes loaded up with machines.
Leverich swore again. Dd fools, not to have made terms with Hardanger first! If wed only known! If there was only some way to put a spoke in the wheel, even yet!
Oh, Ive got the spoke, easily enough, said Justin indifferently, the only trouble is, I cant use it.
Got a spoke! Why in heaven didnt you say that before? Leverich came down on the front legs of his chair with a force that sent it rolling ahead on its casters. What are you sitting here for? What do you mean by telling me that you cant use it?
Just what I say. But its not worth talking about.
See here, Alexander, could you get our machine in now instead of his?
I suppose I might.
And youre not going to do it?
I cant, I tell you, Leverich. The information came to me in such a way that I cant touch it.
The information Its something damaging to do with the machine?
Justin drummed with his fingers on the desk without answering.
You have proof?
Whats the sense of talking, Leverich? Proof or no, I tell you, I cant use it. This isnt any funny business, you can see that. Dont you suppose, if I could use it, that I would? But there are some things a man cant doat any rate, _I_ cant. And that settles it.
Heaven knows he had gone over the matter insistently enough in the last few days, since the combination had been unwillingly given into his hands, but always with the foregone conclusion. The devilgranting that there is one,doesnt, as a rule, actively try to tempt us to evilhe simply confuses us, so that we are kept from using our reason. But this time he had no field for action. To use secret information against Cater, that could never have been had but for Caters kindness to him in helping him to those bars in time of need, was first, last, and every time impossible to Justin Alexander. It was vain for argument to suggest that this very deed of kindness had worked his disasterthe fact remained the same. He might do other things, he might do worse thingsthis thing he could not do, not though the refusal worked his own ruin, not though Caters ruin with Hardanger was insured anyway, but too late for the typometer to profit by it. Even if the typometer could by some means keep afloat until that day arrived, it would take a couple of years for such a timing-machine to regain its prestige in a foreign country.
Justin had no excess of sentiment, no quixotic impulse urged him to go and tell Cater what he had learned. It was Caters business to look after his end of the game, if the price of material or labor was too cheap, he must know that there was something wrong with it. The stream of Justins mind ran clear in spite of that feeling of sharp practice toward himselfnay, because of it; it was impossible to use the weapon that a former kindness had placed in his hand. He looked at Leverich now with an expression which the latter quieted himself to meet. This was a situation, not for bluster and rage, but to be competently grappled with.
How about your obligations? Do you call this fair dealing to us, Alexander? Theres Lewistons noteonce this deal was settled we would have paid that, as you know. But its out of the question as things stand. Well have to get our money out the best way we can. If this is your sense of honorto sacrifice your friends! See here, Alexander, lets talk this out. When it comes to talking of ruin, no man can afford to stand on terms. We didnt put you into the typometer business on any kindergarten principlesit isnt to form your character. What we did, we did for profit; and if the profit isnt there, we get out. Weve no objection to doing a kindness for anyone, if we can do it and make a profit, but it stands to reason that were not in the business for philanthropy any more than for kindergartening. We liked you, and we were willing to give you a place in the game if you could run it to suit us, but we dont consider any scheme that doesnt make moneywhat doesnt make money has to go. Profit, profit, profitthats what every sane man puts first, and theres no justice in losing a chance to make it. What you lose, another man takesif you make another mans wife and children better off, you stint your own. Youve got to consider a question on all sides. No woman respects a man who cant make money; its his everlasting business to make money, and she knows it. Your wife wont think much of your fine scruples if shes to go without for emand, by the Lord, shes right! When you go into business, youve got to make up your mind to one of two things: youve either got to step hard on the necks of those below you, or youve got to lie down and let them wipe their feet on you.
Leverich had stopped at intervals for comment from Justin. Since none was offered, he went on, with the large and easy manner of one who feels the justice of his convictions: No man ever accused me of being close. Im free-handed, if I say it that shouldnt. I like to give, and I _do_ give. If theres money wanted for charity, the committees know very well where to come. And my wife likes to give, too; her names on the books of twenty charitable organizations. But we give out of money Ive made by _not_ being free-handedby getting every last cent that belonged to me. You see, I dont leave my wife out of my calculationsany mans a fool that does. Shes got the right to have as good as I can give her. I wouldnt talk like this to most men, Alexander, but between you and me its different. It pays to keep your wife in a good humor, when youve got to go home after a hard days work; you take a dissatisfied woman, and shell make your home a hell. I know menGreat Scott! I dont know how they live! He paused again. Justin did not answer. He sat with his head on his hand, looking, not at Leverich, but to one side of him.
When I say Ive made the money, continued Leverich, I mean that I actually _have_ made most of itmade it out of nothing! like the first chapter of Genesis. If a man has money to start with, he can add to it as easily as you can roll up a snowballits no credit to him. But Ive had only my brains. Ive seen money where other men couldnt, and nothing has stood in my way of getting to it; thats the whole secret of success. And my attitudes fairyou couldnt find a fairer. When one of your clerks falls sick, you pay him his full salary for three or four months till hes around again. _I_ know! Well, I dont do any such stunts. When I was a clerk myself, I was on the sick-list once for three months, and nobody paid me. After the first month I was bounced, and I didnt expect anything else. I didnt expect any philanthropical business, and I dont give it. Thats fair, isnt it? I dont give quarter, and I dont expect any. If Im squeezed, I pay. I dont stand still in the middle of a deal and snivel about what I can do and what I cant do. I dont snivel about what you call moral obligations; I only recognize money obligations. Why, see here, Alexander, he broke off, if you use the influence you spoke of, you dont have to tell me what it isyou dont have to tell anybody but Hardanger. Cater himself neednt know that you had anything to do with it.
But Id know, said Justin quietly.
Leverich lost his easy manner; his jaw protruded.
Very well, then, it comes down to this: If you fail us now, out of any of your fool scruples toward that poor devil across the street,whos bound to get the blood sucked out of him anyway,you ruin your own prospects, and you try and cheat us out of the money we put up on you. By, if you see any honor in that, I dont.
Mr. Leverich, said Justin, raising his head swiftly, with a steely gleam in his eyes that matched the others, when I try to cheat you or Lewiston or any man out of what has been put up on me, Ill give you leave to say what you please. At present Ill say good morning.
Leverich shrugged his shoulders and turned his back as he bent over his desk. Justin picked up his hat and went out, brushing, as he did so, against a dark, pleasant-faced man who had been sitting in the next room. Something in his face instantly conveyed to Justin the knowledge that the conversation he had just been engaged in had grown louder than the partition warranted. The next instant he recognized the man as a Mr. Warren, of Rondell Brothers. Each turned to look back at the other, and both men bowed; the action had a certain definiteness in it, unwarranted by the slightness of the meeting. The next moment Justin was in the street.
The clash of steel always roused the blood in him; he felt actively stronger for combat. He was competently apportioning toward Lewistons note the different sums coming in this month. There were large bills to be paid to the typometers credit by several firms, one of them Coneways. Coneways represented the largest counted-in asset for the entire yearit was the backbone of the establishment. If it went to Lewiston, what would be left for the business? That could come next, Lewiston was first. Leverich and Martin would exact every penny of their principal after these intervening six months of the year were over. Well, let them! Lewistons note was what he had to think of now.
All business undertakings, no matter how wild, how precarious to the sense of the beholder, are started with confidence in their ultimate success; it is the one trite, universal reason for startingthat faith is the capital that all possess in common. Some of these doubtful ventures, while never really succeeding, do not fail at once; they are always hard up, but they keep on, though gradually sinking lower all the time. Others seem to exist by the continuance of that first faith alonea sheer optimism that keeps the courage alive and keen enough to seize hold of the slightest driftwood of opportunity, binding this flotsam into a raft that takes them triumphantly out on the high tide. For all the long drag, the anxiety, the physical strain, the harassment, failure in itself seemed as inherently impossible to Justin as that he should be stricken blind or lose the use of his limbs. He must think harder to find a way of accomplishment, that was all.
His step had its own peculiar ring in it as he left Leverichs, but it lost somewhat of its alertness as he turned down the street that led to the factory, unaltered, since his first coming to it, save for the transformation of the neglected house he had noticed then, with its grewsome interior, which had been turned into a freshly painted shop long ago. The effect of association is inexorable. There was not a corner, not a building, along that too familiar way, that was not hung with some thought of care; there were moments of such strong repulsion that he felt as if he couldnt turn down that street againmoments lately when to enter the factory with its red-brick-arched yawning mouth of a doorway occasioned a physical nauseaa foolish, womanish state which irritated him.
The mail brought him the usual miscellaneous assortment of orders and bills, and letters on minor points, and questions as to the typometer. The mail was rather apt to be encouraging in its suggestions of a large trade. Two letters this morning were full of enthusiastic encomium on the use of the machine. In spite of an enormous and long-outstanding bill for office stationery, insistently clamorous for paymentone of those bills looked upon as trifles until they suddenly become staggeringthere was, after the mail, a general feeling of wielding the destiny of a large part of the world, where the typometer was a power.
A little woman whose husband, now dead, had been in his employ, came in to get help in collecting his insurance; she was timid before Justin, deeply grateful for his kind and effective assistance. Two men called at different times, for advice and introductions to important people. A friend brought in a possible customer from the Sandwich Islands. There was all that aura of prosperity that has nothing to do with the payment of ones bills.
Justin took both the friend and the customer out to lunch, his pleasant sense of hospitality only dimmed by the disagreeable fact of its taking every cent of the five dollars he had expected to last him for the week. He was strapped. The luncheon took longer, also, than he had counted on its doing. The morning, begun well, seemed to lead up only to sordid and anxious details and a sense of non-accomplishment, induced also by small requisitions from different people presupposing cash from a cash-drawer that was empty.
It was a welcome relief to figure, with Harkers assistance, on the large sums coming in at the end of the month from Coneways. There were a hundred ways for them to go, but they were to go to Lewiston. Perhaps, after all, as Harker astutely suggested, Lewiston would be satisfied with a partial payment and extend the rest of the note. While they were still consulting, word was brought in that Mr. Lewiston was there.
Mr. Lewiston was a young man, small-featured, black-haired, smooth-shaven, and with an air of nattiness and fashion set at odds at present by a very pale and anxious face and eager, dilated black eyes. He cut short Justins greeting with the words:
Ive just come over to speak about that note, Alexander.
Well, I was just wanting to speak to you about it myself, said Justin easily. Have a cigar?
Thank you, said Lewiston mechanically, and as mechanically holding out his hand for the cigar, evidently forgetting it the next moment. The fact is, I dont want to seem importunate, but if you could pay off that note fifteen days before date,a week from to-day, that is,wed discount it to satisfy you. I didnt want to bother you about it, and I tried outside first, but nobody will take up the paper just now, except at a ruinous rate. If you could make it convenient, Alexander Young Lewiston sat with his small, eager face bent forward over his knees, his lips twitching slightly. You know that money wasnt loaned on strictly business principles, Alexander, but for friendship; I got father to consent to it. If you could let us have it now, it would save us a world of trouble. Its really not muchonly ten thousand.
Justin shook his head, his keen blue eyes fixed on the other. I cant let you have it, Lewiston; I wish I could! But Im waiting on payments myself. Cant you pull out without it?
Lewiston drew in his breath. Oh, yes, of course well have to, but it meansWell, I know you would if you could, Alexander, I told father sofather in a way holds me responsible, he was in London when I renewed the note the last time. There isnt anything to interfere with the payment when its due?
On my honor, no, said Justin. You shall have it then without fail.
For if that should slip up continued young Lewiston, wrapped in somber contemplation of his own affairs alone; he threw his arms outward with a gesture suddenly tragic in its intensity, paused an instant, then wrung Justins hand silently and departed.
Are you busy, Alexander? They said I could come in.
Why, Girard!
Justin wheeled a chair around with an instantly brightened face. Sit down. Im mighty glad to see you. He looked smilingly at his visitor, whose presence, long-limbed, straight, clean, and clear-eyed, always elicited a peculiar admiration from other men. I heard that you had a room at the Snows now, while Billy is away, but I havent laid eyes on you for a month.
Ive been coming in on a later train every morning and going out again on a very much later one at night. Im back in town on the paper for a while.
Why dont you settle down to something worth while? asked Justin, with the reserved disapproval of the business man for any mode of life but his own.
Settle down to this kind of thing? said Girard thoughtfully. Well, I did think of it last year, when I undertook those commissions for you. But whats the useyet awhile, at any rate? You see, I can always make enough money for what I want and to spare, and theres nobody else to care. I like my liberty! The love of trade doesnt take hold of me, somehowand you have to have such a tremendous amount of capital to keep your place. By the way, have you sold the island yet? The island was a small one up near Nova Scotia, taken once for a debt.
Not yet.
Girard gave him a quick glancewith the instant penetration of a man who has known hard times himself, he detected the signs of it in another; the perception lent a sort of under-warmth and kindness to his voice as he asked: How are things going with you?
Fine, said Justin in a conventionally prosperous tone, with a sudden sight of a bottomless pit yawning below him. Ive had a few things on my mind latelybut theyre all right now. By the way, how do you like it at the Snows?
Oh, fairly well. Girards gray eyes twinkled in an irrepressible smile. I score high at present. They all approve of me, and I am told that I am the only man who has never run into the Boston fern or got tangled in the Wandering Jew. Miss Bertha and I have long talks togethershes great. As for Mrs. Snowshe heard Sutton speak of her the other night to Ada as the old lady. I assure you that since He shook his head, and both men laughed.
Come to see us. Miss Linden is back with us again, said Justin hospitably, indescribably cheered by some soul-offered sympathy that lay below the trivial converse.
Thank you, said Girard, an indefinable stiffening change coming over him momentarily, to disappear at once, however, as he went on: By the way, I mustnt forget what I came for before I hurry off.
He took some bills out of his long, flat leather wallet as he rose. Do you remember lending that fifty dollars to my friend Keston last year? He turned up yesterday, and asked me to see that you got this.
Id forgotten all about it, averred Justin. He had not realized until he took the bills that he had been keeping up all day by main strength, with that caved-in sensation of there being nothing back of itnothing back of it. There are times when the touch of money is as the elixir of life. Justin, holding on by the skin of his teeth for ten thousand dollars, and needing imperatively at least as much more, felt that with this paltry fifty dollars it was suddenly possible to draw a free breath, felt a sheer, uncalculating lightness of spirit that showed how terrible was the persistent weight under which he was living. The very feeling of those separate bills in his pocket made him calmly sanguine.
He got ready to go home a little earlier than usual, saying lightly to Harker, who had come in for his signature to some papers:
Those payments will begin to straggle in next week. Coneways isnt due until the 31stthe very last minute! But hes always prompt, thank Heavenwhat are you doing?
Knocking on wood, said Harker, with a grim smile.
Oh, knock on wood all you want to, returned Justin.
He even thought of Lois on his way, and stopped to buy her some flowers. It was the first time he had thought of her unconsciously for a week. While he was waiting for a car to pass before he crossed the street, his eye caught the headline on a paper a newsboy was holding out to him:
GREAT CRASH CONEWAYS & CO. FAIL IN BOSTON