Category: Novels

The Story of a Lover

I was thirty years old when I saw her for the first time. We did not speak, we were not introduced, but I knew that I must meet her; I knew that love which had hitherto been gnawing in my imagination and my senses, had found an object. I fell in love at first sight. She did no...

Chapters

1. Part 1

I was thirty years old when I saw her for the first time. We did not speak, we were not introduced, but I knew that I must meet her; I knew that love which had hitherto been gna...

2. Part 2

And the honeymoon! This wonderful time that makes happy and normal at once--that gives color and joy and sensuous pleasure and at the same time frees one from the too great inte...

3. Part 3

So natural and beautiful did her condition seem to me that when her pains began, they took me by surprise, though we had been expecting them for many days. It was as if some str...

4. Part 4

So a part of my love for her--my ever deepening and increasing love for her--were these successive pregnancies, these material signs of sensibility to the spirit of life itself;...

5. Part 5

Yes, but what filled me at the same time with unutterable passionate misery was her tendency at such moments to reject me! That she wanted to see other men alone and intimately...

6. Part 6

On the steamer we were, I remember, unusually quiet. But I felt in her a new freer interest in other things. She, apparently, thought very little of the lover she had left, but...

7. Part 7

From the beginning, she hated her environment. She bitterly missed the picturesque detail of Europe, and the long, melancholy lines of the Middle Western landscape fanned her sm...

8. Part 8

And then again, more intensely than ever, she was hurt. What had happened to her abroad was as nothing compared to this. She was filled for months with a deep passionate resentm...