Part 2
Slowly the incongruities of the whole situation bore in upon him, and he sat and smoked and smiled in moody silence, staring with skeptical interest at the dimly lighted room around him. It was certainly the Old Doctor's private study, and realization of just what that meant came over him ironically.
The Old Doctor had been very stingy with his house and his books and his knowledge and his patients. It was natural perhaps under the professional circumstances of waning Age and waxing Youth. Yet the fact remained. Never before in five years of village association had the Young Doctor crossed the threshold of the Old Doctor's home, yet now he came and went like the Man of the House. Here he sat at this instant in the Old Doctor's private study, in the Old Doctor's chair, his feet upon the Old Doctor's table, and the whole great room with its tier after tier of bookcases, and its drawer after drawer of probable memoranda _free_ before him. He could imagine the Old Doctor's impotent wrath over such a contingency, yet he felt no sentimental mawkishness over his own position. As far as he knew the Dead were dead.
Sitting there in the Old Doctor's study, he conjured up scene after scene of the Old Doctor's irascibility and exclusiveness. Even as late as the Sick-A-Bed Lady's arrival, the Old Doctor had snubbed him unmercifully before a crowd of people. It was at the station when the little sick stranger was being taken off the car and put into a carriage, and the Old Doctor had hailed the Younger with unwonted friendliness.
"I've got a case in there that would make you famous if you could master it," he said.
The Young Doctor remembered perfectly how he had walked into the trap.
"What is it?" he had cried eagerly.
"That's none of your business," chuckled the Old Doctor, and drove away with all the platform loafers shouting with delight.
Well, it seemed to be the Young Doctor's business _now_, and he got up, turned the lamp higher and began to hunt through the Old Doctor's rarest books for some light on certain curious developments in the Sick-A-Bed Lady's case.
He was just in the midst of this hunt when the Old Housekeeper glided in like a ghost and startled him.
"Sit down," he said absent-mindedly, and went on with his reading. He had almost forgotten her presence when she coughed and said: "Excuse me, sir, but I've something very special to say to you."
The Young Doctor looked up in surprise and saw that the Woman's face was ashy white.
"I--don't--think--you quite--understand the case," she stammered. "I think the little lady upstairs is going to be a Mother!"
The Young Doctor put his hand up to his face, and his face felt like parchment. He put his hand down to the book again, and the book cover quivered like flesh.
"What do you m-e-a-n?" he asked.
"I'll tell you what I mean," said the Old Housekeeper, and led him back to the sick room.
Two hours later the Young Doctor staggered into his Best Friend's house clutching a sheet of letter paper in his hand. His shoulders dragged as though under a pack, and every trace of boyishness was wrung like a rag out of his face.
"For Heaven's sake, what's the matter?" cried his friend, starting up.
"Nothing," muttered the Young Doctor, "except the Sick-A-Bed Lady."
"When did she die? What happened?"
The Young Doctor made a gesture of dissent and crawled into a chair and began to fumble with the paper in his hand. Then he shivered and stared his Best Friend straight in the face.
"You might say," he stammered, "that I have just heard from the Sick-A-Bed Lady's Husband--" he choked at the word, and his Friend sat up with astonishment: "You heard me _say_ I had heard from the Sick-A-Bed Lady's Husband?" he persisted. "_You_ heard me say it, mind you. You heard me say that her Husband is sick in Japan--detained indefinitely--so we are afraid he won't get here in time for her confinement--"
The sweat broke out in great drops on his forehead, and his hand that held the sheet of paper shook like a hand that has strained its muscles with heavy weights.
The Best Friend took a scathing glance at the scribbled words on the paper and laughed mirthlessly.
"You're a good fool," he said, "a good fool, and I'll publish your blessed lie to the whole stupid village, if that's what you want."
But the Young Doctor sat oblivious with his head in his hands, muttering: "Blind fool, blind fool, how could I have been such a blind fool?"
"What is it to _you_?" asked his Best Friend abruptly.
The Young Doctor jumped to his feet and squared his shoulders.
"It's _this_ to me," he cried, "that I wanted her for my own! I could have cured her. I tell you I could have cured her. I wanted her for my own!"
"She's only a waif," said the Best Friend tersely.
"Waif?" cried the Young Doctor, "_waif_? No woman whom I love is a _waif_!" His face blazed furiously. "The woman I _love_--that little gentle girl--a waif?--without a home?--I would make a cool home for her out of Hell itself, if it was necessary! Damn, damn, _damn_ the brute that deserted her, but _home is all around her_ NOW! Do I think the Old Doctor guessed about it? _N-o!_ Nobody could have guessed about it. Nobody could have known about it much before this. You say _again_ she isn't _anybody's_? I'll prove to you as soon as it's decent that she's _mine_."
His Best Friend took him by the shoulder and shook him roughly.
"It is no time," he said, "for you to be courting a woman."
"I'll court my Sweetheart when and where I choose!" the Young Doctor answered defiantly, and left the house.
The night seemed a thousand miles long to him, but when he slept at last and woke again, the air was fresh and hopeful with a new day. He dressed quickly and hurried off to the scene of last night's tragedy, where he found the Old Housekeeper arguing in the doorway with a small boy. She turned to the Doctor complacently. "He's begging for the postage stamp off the Japanese letter," she exclaimed, "and I'm just telling him I sent it to my Sister's boy in Montreal."
There was no slightest trace of self-consciousness in her manner, and the Young Doctor could not help but smile as he beckoned her into the house and shut the door.
Then, "Have you told her?" he asked eagerly.
The Old Housekeeper humped her shoulders against the door and folded her arms sumptuously. "No, I haven't told her," she said, "and I'm not going to. I don't dar'st! I help you out about your business same as I helped the Old Doctor out about his business. That's all right. That's as it should be. And I'll go skipping up those stairs to tell the little lady any highfaluting, pleasant yarn that you can invent, but I don't budge one single step to tell that poor, innocent, loony Lamb--the _truth_. It isn't ugliness, Doctor. I haven't got the strength, that's all!"
Just then the little silver bell tinkled, and the Doctor went heavily up the few steps that swung the Sick-A-Bed Lady's room just out of line of real upstairs or downstairs.
The Sick-A-Bed Lady was lying in glorious state, arrayed in a wonderful pale green kimono with shimmering silver birds on it.
"You stayed too long downstairs," she asserted and went on trying to cut out pictures from a magazine.
The Young Doctor stood at the window looking out to sea as long as his legs would hold him, and then he came back and sat down on the edge of the bed.
"What's your name, Honey?" he asked with a forced smile.
"Why, 'Dear,' of course," she answered and dropped her scissors in surprise.
"What's my name?" he continued, fencing for time.
"Just '_Boy_,'" she said with sweet, contented positiveness.
The Young Doctor shivered and got up and started to leave the room, but at the threshold he stopped resolutely and came back and sat down again.
This time he took his Mother's wedding ring from his little finger and twirled it with apparent aimlessness in his hands.
Its glint caught the Sick-A-Bed Lady's eye, and she took it daintily in her fingers and examined it carefully. Then, as though it recalled some vague memory, she crinkled up her forehead and started to get out of bed. The Young Doctor watched her with agonized interest. She went direct to her bureau and began to search diligently through all the drawers, but when she reached the lower drawer and found some bright-colored ribbons she forgot her original quest, whatever it was, and brought all the ribbons back to bed with her.
The Young Doctor started to leave her again, this time with a little gesture which she took to be anger, but he had not gone further than the head of the stairs before she called him back in a voice that was startlingly mature and reasonable.
"Oh, Boy, come back," she cried. "I'll be good. What do you want?"
The Young Doctor came doubtfully.
"Do you understand me to-day?" he asked in a voice that sent an ominous chill to her heart. "Can you think pretty clearly to-day?"
She nodded her head. "Yes," she answered; "it's a good day."
"Do you know what marriage is?" he asked abruptly.
"Oh, yes," she said, but her face clouded perceptibly.
Then he took her in his arms and told her plainly, brutally, clumsily, without preface, without comment: "Honey, you are going to have a child."
For a second her mind wavered before him. He could actually see the totter in her eyes, and braced himself for the final hopeless crash, but suddenly all her being focused to the realization of his words, and she pushed at him with her hands and cried: "No--No--Oh, my God--_n-o_!" and fainted in his arms.
When she woke up again the little-girl look was all gone from her face, and though the Young Doctor smiled and smiled and smiled, he could not smile it back again. She just lay and watched him questioningly.
"Sweetheart," he whispered at last, "do you remember what I told you?"
"Yes," she answered gravely, "I remember that, but I don't remember what it means. Is it all right? Is it all right to _you_?"
"Yes," said the Young Doctor, "it's--all--right to--me."
Then the Sick-A-Bed Lady turned her little face wearily away on her pillow and went back to those dreams of hers which no one could fathom.
For all the dragging weeks and months that followed she lay in her bed or groped her way round her room in a sort of timid stupor. Whenever the Young Doctor was there she clung to him desperately and seemed to find her only comfort in his presence, but when she talked to him it was babbling talk of things and places he could not understand. All the village feared for the imminent tragedy in the great white house, and mourned the pathetic absence of the young husband, and the Young Doctor went his sorrowful way cursing that other "boy" who had wrought this final disaster on a girl's life.
But when the Sick-A-Bed Lady's hour of trial came and some one held the merciful cone of ether to her face, the Sick-A-Bed Lady took one deep, heedless breath, then gave suddenly a great gasp, snatched the cone from her face, struggled up and stretched out her arms and cried, "Boy--Boy!"
The Young Doctor came running to her and saw that her eyes were big and startled and sharp with terror:
"Oh, Boy--_Boy_," she cried, "the Ether!--I remember _everything_ now--I--was his wife--the Old Doctor's Wife!"
The Young Doctor tried to replace the cone, but she beat at him furiously with her hands, crying:
"No, No, No!--If you give me Ether I shall die thinking of him!--Oh, no!--_n-o_!"
The Young Doctor's face was like chalk. His knees shook under him.
"My God!" he said, "what _can_ I give you!"
The Sick-A-Bed Lady looked up at him and smiled a tortured, gallant smile. "Give me something to keep me here," she gasped! "Give me a token of you! Give me your little briarwood pipe to smell--and give it to me--quickly!"
HICKORY DOCK
Used by permission of _Lippincott's Magazine_.
THIS is the story of Hickory Dock, and of a Man and a Girl who trifled with Time.
Hickory Dock was a clock, and, of course, the Man, being a man, called it a clock, but the Girl, being a girl, called it a Hickory Dock for no more legitimate reason than that once upon a time
"Hickory, Dickory, Dock, A Mouse ran up the Clock."
--Girls are funny things.
The Man and the Girl were very busy collecting a Home--in one room. They were just as poor as Art and Music could make them, but poverty does not matter much to lovers. The Man had collected the Girl, a wee diamond ring, a big Morris chair, two or three green and rose rugs, a shiny chafing-dish, and various incidentals. The Girl was no less discriminating. She had accumulated the Man, a Bagdad couch-cover, half-a-dozen pictures, a huge gilt mirror, three or four bits of fine china and silver, and a fair-sized boxful of lace and ruffles that idled under the couch until the Wedding-Day. The room was strikingly homelike, masculinely homelike, in all its features, but it was by no means home--yet. No place is home until _two_ people have latch-keys. The Girl wore _her_ key ostentatiously on a long, fine chain round her neck, but its mate hung high and dusty on a brass hook over the fireplace, and the sight of it teased the Man more than anything else that had ever happened to him in his life. The Girl was easily mistress of the situation, but the Man, you see, was not yet Master.
It was tacitly understood that if the Wedding-Day _ever_ arrived, the Girl should slip the extra key into her husband's hand the very first second that the Minister closed his eyes for the blessing. She would have chosen to do this openly in exchange for her ring, but the Man contended that it might not be legal to be married with a latch-key--some ministers are so particular. It was a joke, anyway--everything except the Wedding-Day itself. Meanwhile Hickory Dock kept track of the passing hours.
When the Man first brought Hickory Dock to the Girl, in a mysteriously pulsating tissue-paper package, the Girl pretended at once that she thought it was a dynamite bomb, and dropped it precipitously on the table and sought immediate refuge in the Man's arms, from which propitious haven she ventured forth at last and picked up the package gingerly, and rubbed her cheek against it--after the manner of girls with bombs. Then she began to tug at the string and tear at the paper.
"Why, it's a Hickory Dock!" she exclaimed with delight,--"a real, live Hickory Dock!" and brandished the gift on high to the imminent peril of time and chance, and then fled back to the Man's arms with no excuse whatsoever. She was a bold little lover.
"But it's a _c-l-o-c-k_," remonstrated the Man with whimsical impatience. He had spent half his month's earnings on the gift. "Why can't you call it a clock? Why can't you _ever_ call things by their right names?"
Then the Girl dimpled and blushed and burrowed her head in his shoulder, and whispered humbly, "Right name? Right names? Call things by their right names? Would you rather I called _you_ by your right name--Mr. James Herbert Humphrey Jason?"
_That_ settled the matter--settled it so hard that the Girl had to whisper the Man's wrong name seven times in his ear before he was satisfied. No man is practical about everything.
There are a good many things to do when you are in love, but the Girl did not mean that the _Art of Conversation_ should be altogether lost, so she plunged for a topic.
"I think it was beautiful of you to give me a Hickory Dock," she ventured at last.
The Man shifted a trifle uneasily and laughed. "I thought perhaps it would please you," he stammered. "You see, now I have given you _all my time_."
The Girl chuckled with amused delight. "Yes--all your time. And it's nice to have a Hickory Dock that says 'Till he comes! Till he comes! Till he comes!'"
"Till he comes to--_stay_," persisted the Man. There was no sparkle in his sentiment. He said things very plainly, but his words drove the Girl across the room to the window with her face flaming. He jumped and followed her, and caught her almost roughly by the shoulder and turned her round.
"Rosalie, Rosalie," he demanded, "will you love me till the _end of time_?" There was no gallantry in his face but a great, dogged persistency that frightened the Girl into a flippant answer. She brushed her fluff of hair across his face and struggled away from him.
"I will love you," she teased, "until--the clock stops."
Then the Man burst out laughing, suddenly and unexpectedly, like a boy, and romped her back again across the room, and snatched up the clock and stole away the key.
"Hickory Dock shall _never_ stop!" he cried triumphantly. "I will wind it till I die. And no one else must ever meddle with it."
"But suppose you forget?" the Girl suggested half wistfully.
"I shall _never_ forget," said the Man. "I will wind Hickory Dock every week as long as I live. I _p-r-o-m-i-s-e_!" His lips shut almost defiantly.
"But it isn't fair," the Girl insisted. "It isn't fair for me to let you make such a long promise. You--might--stop--loving me." Her eyes filled quickly with tears. "Promise me just for one year,"--she stamped her foot,--"I won't take any other promise."
So, half provoked and half amused, the Man bound himself then and there for the paltry term of a year. But to fulfil his own sincerity and seriousness he took the clock and stopped it for a moment that he might start it up again with the Girl close in his arms. A half-frightened, half-willing captive, she stood in her prison and looked with furtive eyes into the little, potential face of Hickory Dock.
"You--and I--for--_all time_," whispered the Man solemnly as he started the little mechanism throbbing once more on its way, and he stooped down to seal the pledge with a kiss, but once more the significance of his word and act startled the Girl, and she clutched at the clock and ran across the room with it, and set it down very hard on her desk beside the Man's picture. Then, half ashamed of her flight, she stooped down suddenly and patted the little, ticking surface of ebony and glass and silver.
"It's a wonderful little Hickory Dock," she mused softly. "I never saw one just like it before."
The Man hesitated for a second and drew his mouth into a funny twist. "I don't believe there _is_ another one like it in all the world," he acknowledged, half laughingly,--"that is, not _just_ like it. I've had it fixed so that it won't strike _eleven_. I'm utterly tired of having you say 'There! it's eleven o'clock and you've _got_ to go home.' _Now_, after ten o'clock nothing can strike till twelve, and that gives me two whole hours to use my own judgment in."
The Girl took one eager step towards him, when suddenly over the city roofs and across the square came the hateful, strident chime of midnight. Midnight? _Midnight?_ The Girl rushed frantically to her closet and pulled the Man's coat out from among her fluffy dresses and thrust it into his hands, and he fled distractedly for his train without "Good-by."
That was the trouble with having a lover who lived so far away and was so busy that he could come only one evening a week. Long as you could make that one evening, something always got crowded out. If you made love, there was no time to talk. If you talked, there was no time to make love. If you spent a great time in greetings, it curtailed your good-by. If you began your good-by any earlier, why, it cut your evening right in two. So the Girl sat and sulked a sad little while over the general misery of the situation, until at last, to comfort herself with the only means at hand, she went over to the closet and opened the door just wide enough to stick her nose in and sniff ecstatically.
"Oh! O--h!" she crooned. "O--h! What a nice, smoky smell."
Then she took Hickory Dock and went to bed. This method of bunking was nice for her, but it played sad havoc with Hickory Dock, who lay on his back and whizzed and whirred and spun around at such a rate that when morning came he was minutes and hours, not to say days, ahead of time.
This gain in time seemed rather an advantage to the Girl. She felt that it was a good omen and must in some manner hasten the Wedding-Day, but when she confided the same to the Man at his next visit he viewed the fact with righteous scorn, though the fancy itself pleased him mightily. The Girl learned that night, however, to eschew Hickory Dock as a rag doll. She did not learn this, though, through any particular solicitude for Hickory Dock, but rather because she had to stand by respectfully a whole precious hour and watch the Man's lean, clever fingers tinker with the little, jeweled mechanism. It was a fearful waste of time. "You are so kind to _little_ things," she whispered at last, with a catch in her voice that made the Man drop his work suddenly and give all his attention to _big_ things. And another evening went, while Hickory Dock stood up like a hero and refused to strike eleven.
So every Sunday night throughout the Winter and the Spring and the Summer, the Man came joyously climbing up the long stairs to the Girl's room, and every Sunday night Hickory Dock was started off on a fresh round of Time and Love.
Hickory Dock, indeed, became a very precious object, for both Man and Girl had reached that particular stage of love where they craved the wonderful sensation of owning some vital thing together. But they were so busy loving that they did not recognize the instinct. The man looked upon Hickory Dock as an exceedingly blessed toy. The Girl grew gradually to cherish the little clock with a certain tender superstition and tingling reverence that sent her heart pounding every time the Man's fingers turned to any casual tinkering.
And the Girl grew so exquisitely dear that the Man thought all women were like her. And the Man grew so sturdily precious that the Girl knew positively there was no person on earth to be compared with him. Over this happiness Hickory Dock presided throbbingly, and though he balked sometimes and bolted or lagged, he never stopped, and he never struck eleven.
Thus things went on in the customary way that things do go on with men and girls--until the Chronic Quarrel happened. The Chronic Quarrel was a trouble quite distinct from any ordinary lovers' disturbance, and it was a very silly little thing like this: The Girl had a nature that was emotionally apprehensive. She was always looking, as it were, for "dead men in the woods." She was always saying, "Suppose you get tired of me?" "Suppose I died?" "Suppose I found out that you had a wife living?" "Suppose you lost all your legs and arms in a railroad accident when you were coming here some Sunday night?"
And one day the Man had snapped her short with "Suppose? Suppose? What arrant nonsense! Suppose?--Suppose I fall in love with the Girl in the Office?"
It seemed to him the most extravagant supposition that he could possibly imagine, and he was perfectly delighted with its effect on his Sweetheart. She grew silent at once and very wistful.
After that he met all her apprehensions with "Suppose?--Suppose I fall in love with the Girl in the Office!"
And one day the Girl looked up at him with hot tears in her eyes and said tersely, "Well, why don't you fall in love with her if you _want_ to?"