Part 11
"Well then, a blonde little girl," began Heinrich again, "once expressed her conviction to me, quite different, you see, from Fräulein Sissy, that platonic love did, as a matter of fact, exist, and do you know what she suggested as a proof of it? giving ... an experience out of her own life. She had, you know, once spent a whole hour in a room with a lieutenant and...."
"That is enough!" cried Frau Ehrenberg nervously.
"And," finished Heinrich, quite unperturbed and in a reassuring voice, "nothing at all happened in that hour."
"So the blonde girl says," added Else.
The door opened. George saw a strange lady enter in a clear blue square-cut dress, pale, simple and dignified. It was only when she smiled that he realised that the lady was Anna Rosner, and he felt something like pride in her.
When he shook hands with his love he felt Else's look turn towards him.
They went into the next room, where the table was laid with a moderate show of festivity. The son of the house was not there. He was at Neuhaus at his father's factory. But Herr Ehrenberg suddenly turned up at the table when the supper was served. He had just come back from his travels, which as a matter of fact had taken him to Palestine. When he was asked by Hofrat Wilt about his experiences he was at first reluctant to let himself go; finally it turned out that he had been disappointed in the scenery, annoyed by the fatigue of the journey, and had practically seen nothing of the Jewish settlements which, according to reliable information, were in process of springing up.
"So we have some ground to hope," remarked Nürnberger, "that we may keep you here even in the event of a Jewish state being founded in the imminent future?"
Ehrenberg answered brusquely: "Did I ever tell you that I intended to emigrate? I am too old for that."
"Really," said Nürnberger, "I didn't know that you had only visited the district for the benefit of Fräulein Else and Herr Oskar."
"I am not going to quarrel with you, my dear Nürnberger. Zionism is really too good to serve as small talk at meals."
"We'll take it for granted," said Hofrat Wilt, "that it is too good, but it is certainly too complicated, if only for the reason that everybody understands something different by it."
"Or wants to understand," added Nürnberger, "as is usually the case with most catchwords, not only in politics either--that's why there is so much twaddle talked in the world."
Heinrich explained that of all human creatures the politician represented in his eyes the most enigmatic phenomenon. "I can understand," he said, "pickpockets, acrobats, bank--directors, hotel--proprietors, kings ... I mean I can manage without any particular trouble to put myself into the souls of all these people. Of course the logical result is that I should only need certain alterations in degree, though no doubt enormous ones, to qualify myself to play in the world the rôle of acrobat, king or bank-director. On the other hand I have an infallible feeling that even if I could raise myself to the _n_th power I could never become what one calls a politician, a leader of a party, a member, a minister."
Nürnberger smiled at Heinrich's theory of the politician representing a particular type of humanity, inasmuch as it was only one of the superficial and by no means essential attributes of his profession to pose as a special human type, and to hide his greatness or his insignificance, his feats or his idleness behind labels, abstractions and symbols. What the nonentities or charlatans among them represented, why, that was obvious: they were simply business people or swindlers or glib speakers, but the people who really counted, the people who did things--the real geniuses of course, they at the bottom of their souls were simply artists. They too tried to create a work, and one, too, that raised in the sphere of ideas quite as much claim to immortality and permanent value as any other work of art. The only difference was that the material in which they worked was one that was not rigid or relatively stable, like tones or words, but that, like living men, it was in a continual state of flux and movement.
Willy Eissler appeared, apologised to his hostess for being late, sat down between Sissy and Frau Oberberger and greeted his father like a friend long lost. It turned out that though they both lived together they had not seen each other for several days.
Willy was complimented all round on his success in the aristocratic amateur performance where he had played the part of a marquis with the Countess Liebenburg-Rathony in a French one-act play. Frau Oberberger asked him, in a voice sufficiently loud for her neighbours to catch it, where his assignations with the countess took place and if he received her in the same _pied-à-terre_ quarter as his more middle-class flames. The conversation became more lively, dialogues were exchanged and became intertwined all over the room.
But George caught isolated snatches, including part of a conversation between Anna and Heinrich which dealt with Therese Golowski. He noticed at the same time that Anna would occasionally throw a dark inquisitive look at Demeter Stanzides, who had appeared to-night in evening dress with a gardenia in his buttonhole; and though he had no actual consciousness of jealousy he felt strangely affected. He wondered if at this moment she was really thinking that she was perhaps bearing a child by him under her bosom. The idea of "the depths ..." came to him again. She suddenly looked over to him with a smile, as though she were coming home from a journey. He felt an inner sense of relief and appreciated with a slight shock how much he loved her. Then he raised his glass to his lips and drank to her. Else, who up to this time had been chatting with her other neighbour Demeter, now turned to George. With her deliberately casual manner and with a look towards Anna she remarked: "She does look pretty, so womanly. But that's always been her line. Do you still do music together?"
"Frequently," replied George coolly.
"Perhaps I'll ask you to start accompanying me again at the beginning of the new year. I don't know why we have not done so before."
George was silent.
"And how are you getting on"--she threw a look at Heinrich--"with your opera?"
"Nothing is done so far. Who knows if anything will come of it?"
"Of course nothing will come of it."
George smiled. "Why are you so stern with me to-day?"
"I am very angry with you."
"With me! Why?"
"That you always go on giving people occasion to regard you as a dilettante."
This was a home thrust. George actually felt a slight sense of malice against Else, then quickly pulled himself together and answered: "That perhaps is just what I am. And if one isn't a genius it is much better to be an honest dilettante than ... than an artist with a swollen head."
"Nobody wants you to do great things all at once, but all the same one really should not let oneself go in the way you do in both your inner and your outward life."
"I really don't understand you, Else. How can one contend.... Do you know that I am going to Germany in the autumn as a conductor?"
"Your career will be ruined by your not turning up to the rehearsals at ten o'clock sharp."
The taunt was still gnawing at George. "And who called me a dilettante, if I may ask?"
"Who did? Good gracious, why it has already been in the papers."
"Really," said George feeling reassured, for he now remembered that after the concert in which Fräulein Bellini had sung his songs a critic had described him as an aristocratic dilettante. George's friends had explained at the time that the reason for this malicious critique was that he had omitted to call on the gentleman in question, who was notoriously vain. So that was it once again. There were always extrinsic reasons for people criticising one unfavourably, and Else's touchiness to-day, what was it at bottom but sheer jealousy....
The table was cleared. They went into the drawing-room.
George went up to Anna, who was leaning on the piano, and said gently to her: "You do look beautiful, dear."
She nodded with satisfaction.
He then went on to ask: "Did you have a pleasant talk with Heinrich? What did you speak about? Therese, isn't that so?"
She did not answer, and George noticed with surprise that her eyelids suddenly drooped and that she began to totter. "What is the matter?" he asked, frightened.
She did not hear him, and would have fallen down if he had not quickly caught hold of her by the wrists. At the same moment Frau Ehrenberg and Else came up to her.
"Did they notice us?" thought George.
Anna had already opened her eyes again, gave a forced smile and whispered: "Oh, it is nothing. I often stand the heat so badly."
"Come along!" said Frau Ehrenberg in a motherly tone. "Perhaps you will lie down for a moment."
Anna, who seemed dazed, made no answer and the ladies of the house escorted her into an adjoining room.
George looked round. The guests did not seem to have noticed anything. Coffee was handed round. George took a cup and played nervously with his spoon. "So after all," he thought, "she will not finish up in middle-class life." But at the same time he felt as far away from her psychologically, as though the matter had no personal interest for him.
Frau Oberberger came up to him. "Well, what do you really think about platonic love? You are an expert, you know."
He answered absent-mindedly. She went on talking, as was her way, without bothering whether he was listening or answering. Suddenly Else returned. George inquired how Anna was, with polite sympathy.
"I am certain it is not anything serious," said Else and looked him strangely in the face.
Demeter Stanzides came in and asked her to sing.
"Will you accompany me?" She turned to George.
He bowed and sat down at the piano.
"What shall it be?" asked Else.
"Anything you like," replied Wilt, "but nothing modern." After supper he liked to play the reactionary at any rate in artistic matters.
"Right you are," said Else, and gave George a piece of music.
She sang the _Das Alte Bild_ of Hugo Wolf in her small well-trained and somewhat pathetic voice. George played a refined accompaniment, though he felt somewhat _distrait_. In spite of his efforts he could not help feeling a little annoyed about Anna. After all no one seemed to have really noticed the incident except Frau Ehrenberg and Else.
After all, what did it really come to?... Supposing they did all know?... Whom did it concern? Yes, who bothered about it? Why, they are all listening to Else now, he continued mentally, and appreciating the beauty of this song. Even Frau Oberberger, though she is not a bit musical, is forgetting that she is a woman for a few minutes and her face is quiet and sexless. Even Heinrich is listening spell-bound and perhaps for the moment is neither thinking of his work, nor of the fate of the Jews, nor of his distant mistress. Is perhaps not even giving a single thought to his present mistress, the little blonde girl, to please whom he has recently begun to dress smartly. As a matter of fact he does not look at all bad in evening dress, and his tie is not a ready-made one, such as he usually wears, but is carefully tied.... Who is standing so close behind me? thought George, so that I can feel her breath over my hair.... Perhaps Sissy.... If the world were to be destroyed to-morrow morning it would be Sissy whom I should choose for to-night. Yes, I am sure of it. And there goes Anna with Frau Ehrenberg; it seems I am the only one who notices it, although I have got to attend simultaneously to both my own playing and Else's singing. I welcome her with my eyes. Yes, I welcome you, mother of my child.... How strange life is!...
The song was at an end. The company applauded and asked for more. George played Else's accompaniment to some other songs by Schumann, by Brahms; and finally, by general request, two of his own, which had become distasteful to him personally, since somebody or other had suggested that they were reminiscent of Mendelssohn.
While he was accompanying he felt that he was losing all touch with Else and therefore made a special effort in his playing to win back again her sense of sympathy. He played with exaggerated sensibility, he specifically wooed her and felt that it was in vain. For the first time in his life he was her unhappy lover.
The applause after George's songs was great.
"That was your best period," said Else gently to him while she put the music away, "two or three years ago."
The others made kind remarks to him without going into distinctions about the periods of his artistic development.
Nürnberger declared that he had been most agreeably disillusioned by George's songs. "I will not conceal the fact from you," he remarked, "that going by the views I have frequently heard you express, my dear Baron, I should have imagined them considerably less intelligible."
"Quite charming, really," said Wilt, "all so simple and melodious without bombast or affectation."
"And he is the man," thought George grimly, "who dubbed me a dilettante."
Willy came up to him. "Now you just say, Herr Hofrat, that you can manage to whistle them, and if I know anything about physiognomy the Baron will send two gentlemen to see you in the morning."
"Oh no," said George, pulling himself together and smiling; "fortunately, the songs were written in a period which I have long since got over, so I don't feel wounded by any blame or by any praise."
A servant brought in ices, the groups broke up and Anna stood alone with George by the pianoforte.
He asked her quickly "What does it really mean?"
"I don't know," she replied, and looked at him in astonishment.
"Do you feel quite all right now?"
"Absolutely," she answered.
"And is to-day the first time you have had anything like it?" asked George, somewhat hesitatingly.
She answered: "I had something like it yesterday evening at home. It was a kind of faintness. It lasted some time longer, while we were sitting at supper, but nobody noticed it."
"But why did you tell me nothing about it?"
She shrugged her shoulders lightly.
"I say, Anna dear," he said, and smiled guiltily, "I would like to have a word with you at any rate. Give me a signal when you want to go away. I will clear out a few minutes before you, and will wait by the Schwarzenbergplatz till you come along in a fly. I'll get in and we will go for a little drive. Does that suit you?"
She nodded.
He said: "Good-bye, darling," and went into the smoking-room.
Old Ehrenberg, Nürnberger and Wilt had sat down at a green card-table to play tarok. Old Eissler and his son were sitting opposite each other in two enormous green leather arm-chairs and were utilising the opportunity to have a good chat with one another after all this time. George took a cigarette out of a box, lighted it and looked at the pictures on the wall with particular interest. He saw Willy's name written in pale red letters down below in the corner on the green field in a water-colour painted in the grotesque style, that represented a hurdle race ridden by gentlemen in red hunting-coats. He turned involuntarily to the young man and said: "I never knew that one before."
"It is fairly new," remarked Willy lightly.
"Smart picture, eh?" said old Eissler.
"Oh, something more than that," replied George.
"Yes, I hope to be able to look forward to doing something better than that," said Willy.
"He is going to Africa, lion hunting," explained old Eissler, "with Prince Wangenheim. Felician is also supposed to be of the party, but he has not yet decided."
"Why not?" asked Willy.
"He wants to pass his diplomatic examination in the spring."
"But that could be put off," said Willy; "lions are dying out, but unfortunately one can't say the same thing of professors."
"Book me for a picture, Willy," called out Ehrenberg from the card-table.
"You play the Mæcenas later on, father Ehrenberg?" said Willy. "As I've said, I'll take you two on."[1]
"Raise you," replied Ehrenberg, and continued: "If I can order anything for myself, Willy, please paint me a desert landscape showing Prince Wangenheim being gobbled up by the lions ... but as realistic as possible."
"You are making a mistake about the person, Herr Ehrenberg," said Willy; "the celebrated Anti-Semite you are referring to is the cousin of my Wangenheim."
"For all I care," replied Ehrenberg, "the lions, too, may be making a mistake. Every Anti-Semite, you know, isn't bound to be celebrated."
"You will ruin the party if you don't look out," admonished Nürnberger.
"You should have bought an estate and settled in Palestine," said Hofrat Wilt.
"God save me from that," replied Ehrenberg.
"Well, since he has done that in everything up to the present," said Nürnberger, and put down his hand.
"It seems to me, Nürnberger, that you are reproaching me again for not goin' about peddlin' ole clo'."
"Then you would certainly have the right to complain of Anti-Semitism," said Nürnberger, "for who feels anything of it in Austria except the peddlars ... only they, one might almost say."
"And some people with a sense of self-respect," retorted Ehrenberg. "Twenty-seven ... thirty-one ... thirty-eight.... Well, who's won the game?"
Willy had gone back into the drawing-room again. George sat smoking on the arm of an easy-chair. He suddenly noticed old Eissler's look directed towards him in a strange benevolent manner and felt himself reminded of something without knowing what.
"I had a few words the other day," said the old gentleman, "with your brother Felician at Schönstein's; it is striking how you resemble your poor father, especially to one like me, who knew your father as a young man."
It flashed across George at once what old Eissler's look reminded him of. Old Doctor Stauber's eyes had rested on him at Rosner's with the same fatherly expression.
"These old Jews!" he thought sarcastically, but in a remote corner of his soul he felt somewhat moved. It came into his mind that his father had often gone for morning walks in the Prater with Eissler, for whose knowledge of art he had had a great respect. Old Eissler went on speaking.
"You, George, take after your mother more, I think."
"Many say so. It is very hard to judge, oneself."
"They say your mother had such a beautiful voice."
"Yes, in her early youth. I myself never really heard her sing. Of course she tried now and again. Two or three years before her death a doctor in Meran even advised her to practise singing. The idea was that it should be a good exercise for her lungs, but unfortunately it wasn't much of a success."
Old Eissler nodded and looked in front of him. "I suppose you probably won't be able to remember that my poor wife was in Meran at the same time as your late mother?"
George racked his memory. It had escaped him.
"I once travelled in the same compartment as your father," said old Eissler, "at night time. We were both unable to sleep. He told me a great deal about you two--you and Felician I mean."
"Really...."
"For instance, that when you were a boy you had played one of your own compositions to some Italian _virtuoso_, and that he had foretold a great future for you."
"Great future.... Great heavens, but it wasn't a virtuoso, Herr Eissler. It was a clergyman, from whom, as a matter of fact, I learned to play the organ."
Eissler continued: "And in the evening, when your mother had gone to bed, you would often improvise for hours on end in the room."
George nodded and sighed quietly. It seemed as though he had had much more talent at that time. "Work!" he thought ardently, "work!..."
He looked up again. "Yes," he said humorously, "that is always the trouble, infant prodigies so seldom come to anything."
"I hear you want to be a conductor, Baron."
"Yes," replied George resolutely, "I am going to Germany next autumn. Perhaps as an accompanist first in the municipal theatre of some little town, just as it comes along."
"But you would not have any objection to a Court theatre?"
"Of course not. What makes you say that, Herr Eissler? if it is not a rude question."
"I know quite well," said Eissler with a smile, as he dropped his monocle, "that you have not sought out my help, but I can quite appreciate on the other hand that you would not mind perhaps being able to get on without the intermediaryship of agents and others of that kind.... I don't mean because of the commissions."
George remained cold. "When one has once decided to take up a theatrical career one knows at the same time all that one's bargaining for."
"Do you know Count Malnitz by any chance?" inquired Eissler, quite unconcerned by George's air of worldly wisdom.
"Malnitz! Do you mean Count Eberhard Malnitz, who had a suite performed a few years ago?"
"Yes, I mean him."
"I don't know him personally, and as for the suite...."
With a wave of the hand Eissler dismissed the composer Malnitz. "He has been manager at Detmold since the beginning of this season," he then said. "That is why I asked you if you knew him. He is a great friend of mine of long standing. He used to live in Vienna. For the last ten or twelve years we have been meeting every year in Carlsbad or Ischl. This year we want to make a little Mediterranean trip at Easter. Will you allow me, my dear Baron, to take an opportunity of mentioning your name to him, and telling him something about your plans to be a conductor?"
George hesitated to answer, and smiled politely.
"Oh please don't regard my suggestion as officious, my dear Baron. If you don't wish it, of course I will sit tight."
"You misunderstand my silence," replied George amiably, but not without _hauteur_; "but I really don't know...."
"I think a little Court theatre like that," continued Eissler, "is just the right place for you for the beginning. The fact of your belonging to the nobility won't hurt you at all, not even with my friend Malnitz, however much he likes to play the democrat, or even at times the anarchist ... with the exception of bombs, of course; but he is a charming man and really awfully musical.... Even though he isn't exactly a composer."
"Well," replied George, somewhat embarrassed, "if you would have the kindness to speak to him.... I can't afford to let any chance slip. At any rate, I thank you very much."
"Not at all, I don't guarantee success, it is just a chance, like any other."
Frau Oberberger and Sissy came in, escorted by Demeter.
"What interesting conversation are we interrupting?" said Frau Oberberger. "The experienced platonic lover and the inexperienced rake? One should really have been there."
"Don't upset yourself, Katerina," said Eissler, and his voice had again its deep vibrating ring. "One sometimes talks about other things, such as the future of the human race."
Sissy put a cigarette between her lips, allowed George to give her a light and sat down in the corner of the green leather sofa. "You are not bothering about me at all to-day," she began with that English accent of hers which George liked so well. "As though I positively didn't exist. Yes, that's what it is. I am really a more constant nature than you are, am I not?"
"You constant, Sissy?"... He pushed an arm-chair quite near to her. They spoke of the past summer and the one that was coming.
"Last year," said Sissy, "you gave me your word you would come wherever I was, and you didn't do it. This year you must keep your word."
"Are you going into the Isle of Wight again?"
"No, I am going into the mountains this time, to the Tyrol or the Salzkammergut. I will let you know soon. Will you come?"
"But you are bound to have a large following anywhere."
"I won't trouble about any one except you, George."
"Even supposing Willy Eissler happens to stay in your vicinity?"
"Oh," she said, with a wanton smile and put out her cigarette by pressing it violently upon the glass ash-tray.