Part 2

Shōnagon goes on to describe the ease and nonchalance with which those in attendance upon the Empress went about their duties or lay ‘with their Chinese cloaks trailing across the floor.’ ‘How I envied the composure with which they took and handed on the Empress’s notes and letters, standing up and sitting down, talking and laughing without the slightest trace of embarrassment! Would a time ever come when I should feel equally at home in such surroundings? The mere thought made me tremble.... Presently there were loud cries of “Make way!” Someone said it was the Prime Minister, and a great scuffling began, everyone clutching at whatever possessions they had left lying about and making hastily for the alcove.’

Shōnagon goes on to tell us that the visitor turns out to be not Michitaka, the Prime Minister, but his son, Korechika, the Empress’s favourite brother, then a lad of eighteen.

+Korechika.+ These last two days I have been supposed to be in retreat.[12] But I wanted to see how you were getting on in this tremendous snow-storm.

+Empress.+ I did not expect you. I thought ‘no roads were left....’[13]

+Korechika.+ Did you think that would stop me? I made sure ‘your heart was filled with pity....’

What, I thought, could have been more elegant than such a conversation as this? It was up to the most high-flown passages in any of the novels I had read.... After a while my Lord Korechika asked who was behind the curtains-of-state, and someone having told him it was I, he rose to his feet, intending, as I first thought, to go away. But instead, he came close up to the curtains and spoke about something that he heard had happened to me before I came to Court. I had already been feeling utterly awe-struck as I gazed at him through the curtains; and now when he actually came up and began to address me, I almost fainted.

Sometimes at festivals and processions he had seemed to be looking in the direction of our carriage; whereupon we had immediately made fast the blinds and even hidden our faces with our fans, lest he should get a momentary view of our profiles. And now, sitting terror-stricken before him, I wondered how it was that I had ever consented to embark upon a career for which I was so hopelessly ill-qualified. Even the fan with which I was attempting to hide my embarrassment he now took from me. I felt certain at once that my hair was straggling down in the wildest disorder, and whether it really was or no, probably I looked quite as distraught as I was feeling. Twisting my fan in his fingers, he began asking who painted it, and other questions—I all the while hoping only that he would soon go away. But it was clear he had no intention of doing so, for he was now reclining on his back close to the curtains. I think her Majesty felt at last that his long stay was disconcerting me, for she called to him: ‘Come over here! I want you to tell me whose writing this is.’ How thankful I felt! But Lord Korechika replied: ‘Send it along and I will look at it!’ and when she still insisted that he should come to her, he said: ‘I would come; but Shōnagon here has hold of me and will not let go.’ This, of course, was whimsical enough, but rather embarrassing for me, considering the immense difference in our ages and positions.

Her Majesty was now looking at some piece or other of writing in cursive syllabary. ‘If you want to know who wrote it, show it to this lady. I’ll be bound there’s not a hand in the world that she would not recognize.’ So he went on, always trying to say something that would get an answer out of me.

‘Shōnagon, do you like me?’ the Empress asked presently. ‘Why, Madam, what else do you suppose?’ I was beginning to reply, when someone in the breakfast-room sneezed violently. ‘There!’ cried her Majesty. ‘That shows you are not telling the truth. Of course, it would be nice if you liked me, but it can’t be helped.’

Next morning, when Shōnagon is in her room, someone brings her a note written on light green paper, and very prettily got up. In it is the poem: ‘Never had I known, never had known that false was false; save for the God of Truth whose voice resounded in the empty air.’ ‘It had been dictated,’ Shōnagon continues, ‘to one of her ladies. I felt terribly mortified and confused. How I should have liked to get hold of the person who produced that unlucky sneeze!’

Shōnagon’s reply—‘Thankless my lot who, for the trespass of another’s nose, am thought of shallow heart’—contains puns and ingenuities which it would be tedious to explain.

Thus began Shōnagon’s career at Court. There are, however, in the _Pillow-Book_ two passages which refer to an earlier period in her life. In 986, when she was about twenty, she attended a Buddhist Ceremony at the palace of Fujiwara no Naritoki, Colonel of the Bodyguard and Assistant Councillor of State. ‘The heat,’ she says, ‘was desolating, and we had things to attend to that could not be left over till next day; so we meant only to hear a little of the service and then go home. But such surging oceans of carriages had pressed in behind us, that it was impossible to escape. When the morning part of the ceremony was over we sent word to the carriages at the back of us that we were going away, and being glad enough to get a little closer, they at once let us through, and themselves moved up into line. We had to put up with a good deal of chaffing as we retired.... His lordship Yoshichika[14] called to me as we passed: “You _do well to retire_.” At the moment I was suffering so much from the heat that I did not see the point: but afterwards I sent a man to him with the message: “Among five thousand arrogants, you too will surely find a place.”’

The allusion (and nothing would so have covered Shōnagon with shame as that it should be thought she had not recognized it) is to a passage in the _Lotus Sūtra_ where five thousand of Buddha’s hearers walk out during one of his sermons. Buddha makes no attempt to stop them, saying only: ‘Arrogant creatures, _they do well to retire_.’ It is precisely this part of the _Lotus Sūtra_ that is read at the end of the morning service on the first day of the ceremony in question, so that Shōnagon, who became the great pastmaster in the art of capping quotations, begins her career with a very light ordeal.

The following passage also seems to belong to about the year 986:

On that day too (the seventh of the first month) I loved being taken to see the White Horses.[15] We girls living at home used to drive off to the Palace in a coach marvellously furbished. When we came to the ground-bar of the Middle Gate, there was always a terrible bump. Heads knocked together, combs fell out, and, if one did not instantly rescue them, got trampled upon and smashed to pieces. Near the guard-room were a lot of officers, who used to take bows from soldiers in the procession and twang them, to make the White Horses prance. This we found very entertaining. In the distance, through one of the gates of the Inner Palace, we could see shutters, behind which figures were moving to and fro, ladies perhaps of the Lamp or Wardrobe. How marvellous they seemed to us—these people who walked about the Palace as though it belonged to them!

So close did the procession pass that one could study the very texture of the soldiers’ faces. I remember one who had put on his powder unevenly, so that here and there his dark skin showed through, looking like those black patches in the garden, when the snow has begun to melt. An absurd sight. But when the horses reared and plunged wildly about I was frightened, and shrinking back into our coach saw nothing more of the show.

Here is an after-breakfast scene in the Palace, dating from the spring of 994:

Presently we heard those who had been handing the Imperial Dishes tell the serving-men they might clear, and a moment later His Majesty reappeared. He asked me to mix some ink ... and presently folded a white poem-slip, saying to us gentlewomen: ‘Write me a few scraps of old poetry—anything that comes into your head.’ I asked my lord Korechika what he advised me to choose. ‘Don’t ask me,’ he said. ‘Write something quickly and hand it in. This is entirely your affair. We men are not intended to help you.’ And he put the inkstand by me, adding: ‘Don’t stop to think! The _Naniwazu_[16] or anything else you happen to know....’ Really there was nothing to be afraid of; but for some reason I felt terribly confused, and the blood rushed to my face. Two or three of the upper ladies tried their hands, one with a spring song, another with a poem on this or that flower. Then it came to me, and I wrote out the poem: “The years go by; age and its evils crowd upon me, but be this as it may, while flowers are here to see, I cannot grieve.’ But instead of ‘flowers’ I wrote ‘my Lord.’ ‘I did this out of curiosity,’ said the Emperor, while he was looking at what I had written. ‘It is so interesting to see what is going on in people’s heads.’ A conversation followed, in the course of which he said: ‘I remember my father, the late Emperor Enyū, once[17] saying to his gentlemen-in-attendance: “Here is a book. Each of you shall write a poem in it.” Several of them found great difficulty in getting started. “Don’t bother about your handwriting,” my father said, “nor, for that matter, whether your poems are suitable to the season. It’s all one to me.” Thus encouraged (but still making rather a burden of it) they set to work. One of them was the present Prime Minister! He was only a captain of the Third Rank then. When it came to his turn he wrote the old poem: “Like the tide that rises on the shore of Izumo, deeper and deeper grows my love for you; yes, mine.” But he altered “love for you” to “devotion to my Sovereign,” which pleased my father very much.’

Shōnagon then tells us of the Emperor’s astonishment that people should be able to read such vast quantities of poetry. Twenty chapters (the length of the _Kokinshū_, the first official anthology) was far too much. ‘I am sure for my part,’ said the Emperor, ‘I shall never succeed in getting beyond Chapter 2.’

Another extract:

From the beginning of the fifth month,[18] it had been dark, rainy weather all the time. I became so bored that at last I suggested we had better go out and see if we couldn’t somewhere hear the cuckoo singing. This idea was very well received, and one of the girls suggested we should try that bridge behind the Kamo Shrine (it isn’t called Magpie Bridge, but something rather like it). She said that there was a cuckoo there every day. Someone else said it was not a cuckoo at all, but a cricket. However, on the morning of the fifth day, off we went. When we ordered the carriage, the men said they didn’t suppose that in such weather as this anyone would mind if we were picked up outside our own quarters and taken out by the Northern Gate.[19] There was only room for four. Some of the other ladies asked whether we should mind their getting another carriage and coming too. But the Empress said ‘No,’ and though they were very much disappointed we drove off rather hard-heartedly without attempting to console them or indeed worrying about them at all. Something seemed to be happening at the riding-ground, where there was a great press of people. When we asked what was going on, we were told that the competitions were being held, and that the archers were just going to shoot on horseback. It was said, too, that the Officers of the Bodyguard of the Left were there; but all we could see, when we had pulled up, was a few gentlemen of the Sixth Rank wandering vaguely about. ‘Oh, do let us get on,’ someone said; ‘there’s no one of any interest here.’ So we drove on towards Kamo, the familiar road making us feel quite as though we were on our way to the Festival.[20] Presently we came to my lord Akinobu’s[21] house, and someone suggested we should get out and have a look at it. Everything was very simple and countrified—pictures of horses on the panels, screens of wattled bamboo, curtains of plaited grass—all in a style that seemed to be intentionally behind the times. The house itself was a poor affair and very cramped, but quite pretty in its way. As for cuckoos, we were nearly deafened! It is really a great pity her Majesty never hears them. And when we thought of the ladies who had wanted so badly to come with us, we felt quite guilty. ‘It’s always interesting to see things done on the spot,’ said Akinobu, and sending for some stuff which I suppose was husked rice, he made some girls—very clean and respectable—along with others who seemed to come from neighbouring farms, show us how the rice was thrashed. Five or six of them did this, and then the grain was put into a sort of machine that went round, two girls turning it and at the same time singing so strange a song that we could not help laughing, and had soon forgotten all about the cuckoos. Then refreshments were brought on a queer old tray-stand such as one sees in Chinese pictures. As no one seemed much interested in its contents, our host said: ‘This is rough, country fare. If you don’t like it, the only thing to do in a place like this is to go on bothering your host or his servants till you get something you can eat. We don’t expect you people from the Capital to be shy. These fern-shoots, now. I gathered them with my own hand.’ ‘You don’t want us to arrange ourselves round the tray-stand like a lot of maid-servants sitting down to their supper?’ I protested.

‘Hand the things round,’ he said ... and while this was going on, in the midst of the clatter, one of the men came in and said that it was going to rain, and we hurried back to our carriage. I wanted to make my cuckoo-poem before we started; but the others said I could do it in the carriage. Before going we picked a huge branch of white-flower and decorated our carriage with it, great trails of blossom hanging over the windows and sides, till one would have thought a huge canopy of white brocade had been flung across the roof of the coach. Our grooms, throwing themselves into the thing, began with shouts of laughter squeezing fresh boughs of blossom into every cranny that would hold them. We longed to be seen by someone on our way back, but not a soul did we meet, save one or two wretched priests or other such uninteresting people. When we were nearly home we made up our minds it would be too dull to finish the day without anyone having seen us in our splendour, so we stopped at the palace in the First Ward and asked for the Captain,[22] saying we were just back from hearing the cuckoo. We were told he had been off-duty for some time and had got into easy clothes; but was now being helped into his Court trousers. Wouldn’t we wait? We said we couldn’t do that, and were driving on to the Eastern Gate, when he suddenly appeared running after us down the road. He had certainly changed in a marvellously short space of time, but was still buckling his belt as he ran. Behind him, barefooted in their haste, panted several dressers and grooms. We called to the coachman to drive on and had already reached the gate when, hopelessly out of breath, he staggered up to us. It was only then that he saw how we were decorated. ‘This is a fairy chariot,’ he laughed. ‘I do not believe there are real people in it. If there are, let them get down and show themselves.’

‘But, Shōnagon, what poems did you make to-day? That’s what I should like to hear.’ ‘We’re keeping them for her Majesty,’ I replied. Just then it once more began to rain in earnest. ‘I have always wondered,’ he said, ‘why when all the other gates have arches, this Eastern gate should have none. To-day, for example, one badly needs it.’ ‘What am I to do now?’ he asked presently. ‘I was so determined to catch you up that I rushed out without thinking what was to become of me afterwards.’ ‘Don’t be so ridiculous,’ I said. ‘You can come with us to the Palace.’ ‘In an _eboshi_?’[23] he asked. ‘What can you be thinking of?’ ‘Send someone to fetch your hat,’ I suggested. But it was now raining badly and our men, who had no raincoats with them, were pulling in the carriage as quickly as they could.[24] One of his men presently arrived from his palace with an umbrella, and under its shelter he now, with a slow reluctance that contrasted oddly with his previous haste, made his way home, continually stopping to look back at us over his shoulder. With his umbrella in one hand and a bunch of white-flower in the other, he was an amusing sight.

When we were back in the Palace, her Majesty asked for an account of our adventures. The girls who had been left behind were at first inclined to be rather sulky; but when we described how the Captain had run after us down the Great Highway of the First Ward, they could not help laughing. Presently the Empress asked about our poems, and we were obliged to explain that we had not made any. ‘That is very unfortunate,’ she said. ‘Some of the gentlemen at Court are bound to hear of your excursion, and they will certainly expect something to have come of it. I can quite understand that on the spot it was not very easy to write anything. When people make too solemn an affair of such things, one is apt suddenly to feel completely uninterested. But it is not too late. Write something now. You’re good for that much, surely.’ This was all true enough; but it turned out to be a painful business. We were still trying to produce something when a messenger arrived, with a note from the Captain. It was written on thin paper stamped with the white-flower pattern, and was attached to the spray that he had taken from our carriage. His poem said: ‘Would that of this journey I had heard. So had my heart been with you when you sought the cuckoo’s song.’ Fearing that we were keeping the messenger waiting, her Majesty sent round her own writing-case to our room, with paper slipped into the lid. ‘You write something, Saishō,’ I said. But Saishō was determined that I should write, and while we argued about it the sky suddenly grew dark, rain began to pour, and there were such deafening peals of thunder, that we forgot all about our poem, and frightened out of our wits ran wildly from place to place, closing shutters and doors. The storm lasted a long time, and when at last the thunder became less frequent, it was already dark. We were just saying we really must get on with our answer, when crowds of visitors began to arrive, all anxious to talk about the storm, and we were obliged to go out and look after them. One of the courtiers said that a poem only needs an answer when it is addressed to someone in particular, and we decided to do no more about it. I said to the Empress that poetry seemed to have a bad _karma_ to-day, and added that the best thing we could do was to keep as quiet as possible about our excursion. ‘I still don’t see why some of you who went should not be able to produce a few poems,’ she replied, pretending to be cross. ‘It isn’t that you can’t; of that I am sure. You have made up your minds not to.’ ‘The time has passed,’ I said. ‘One must do those things when one is in the right mood.’ ‘Right mood? What nonsense!’ she exclaimed indignantly. But all the same, she did not worry me any more about it.

Two days afterwards Saishō was talking about our excursion, and mentioned the fern-shoots that Akinobu had ‘plucked with his own hand.’ The Empress was amused that Saishō seemed to have retained a much clearer memory of the refreshments than of anything else that happened during the expedition, and picking up a stray piece of paper she wrote: ‘The memory of a salad lingers in her head,’ and bade me make a beginning for the poem. I wrote: ‘More than the cuckoo’s song that she went out to hear.’ ‘Well, Shōnagon,’ she said, laughing, ‘how you of all people can have the face to mention cuckoos, I cannot imagine.’ I felt very crestfallen, but answered boldly: ‘I don’t see anything to be ashamed of. I have made up my mind only to make poems when I feel inclined to. If, whenever there is a question of poetry, you turn upon me and ask me to compose, I shall stay in your service no longer. When I am called upon like that, I can’t even count the syllables, still less think whether I am writing a winter song in spring, or a spring song in autumn.... I know there have been a lot of poets in my family; and it would certainly be very nice if, after one of these occasions, people said: “Of course, hers was much the best; but that is not surprising, considering what her father was.” As it is, not having the slightest degree of special talent in that direction, I object strongly to being perpetually thrust forward and made to behave as though I thought myself a genius. I feel I am disgracing my father’s memory!’ I said this quite seriously; but the Empress laughed. However, she said I might do as I pleased, and promised that for her part she would never call upon me again. I felt immensely relieved.

... Late one night when Korechika came in and began giving out themes upon which the ladies were to write poems, everyone else was delighted and poems were turned out in bundles. I meanwhile went on talking to the Empress about other matters. Presently Korechika caught sight of me and asked why I did not join the others and make some poems. ‘Come and take your theme,’ he said. I told him that I had, for good reasons of my own, given up writing poetry. This he was very loath to believe. ‘I am sure,’ he said, ‘my sister would not allow you to do so. It is the most absurd thing I ever heard of. Well! you may do as you like on other occasions; but I am not going to let you off to-night.’ However, I took no notice. While the poems of the other ladies were being judged, a minute slip of paper was handed to me by the Empress. On it was the poem: ‘Shall she, who of the famed Motosuke an offspring is deemed, alone be missing from to-night’s great tournament of song?’... To this I replied: ‘Were I another’s child, who sooner had enrolled in this night’s tournament of song?’ And I told the Empress, that if I were anyone else, I should be only too pleased to present her with thousands of poems.

A few weeks before the cuckoo-expedition, the Empress’s father, the Prime Minister Michitaka had died at the early age of forty-eight. In the normal course of affairs he would have been succeeded by his eldest son, Korechika; for already the Fujiwaras had established a kind of kingship in Japan, at the expense of the Mikado, who, though he had to be handled according to certain fixed rules, was a mere pawn in their game. But Michitaka’s brother, Michinaga, still a young man and with far more gift for politics than his nephew Korechika, was determined to shift the succession to his own branch of the family. For this purpose it was necessary to get up some kind of popular agitation against Korechika, and if possible to discredit his sister, the Empress Sadako, and replace her by a child of Michinaga’s own. Just as Genji,[25] in a rather similar situation, gave a handle to his enemies by his impudent escapade with Oborozuki, so the Empress’s brother Korechika lost no time in providing the opposing faction with a magnificent lever for his overthrow.