LETTER XXIX.

A.D. 389.

THIS letter is in fact a meditation on Christ as the true Chief good of man, the true Source of happiness, and Food of the soul, and Fountain of life, to be sought therefore with eagerness, and clung to with all the affection of the soul, which must therefore scorn all meaner delights.

AMBROSE TO IRENÆUS, GREETING.

Sidenote: Ps. xlv. 3.

Sidenote: Rom. x. 15. Is. lii. 7.

1. WHILE engaged in reading, after resting my mind for a while and desisting from study, I began to meditate on that versicle which in the evening we had sung at Vigils, _Thou art fairer than the children of men_, and, _How beautiful are the feet of them that bring good tidings_ of Him. And truly nothing is more beautiful than that chief good, the very preaching of which is beyond measure lovely, and specially the progress of continuous discourse, and the foot-steps, so to speak, of Apostolic preaching. But who is equal to these things? They to whom God gave not only to preach Christ, but also to suffer for Him.

Sidenote: Ps. lxiii. 6.

Sidenote: Ib. xxii. 29.

2. Let us, as far as we can, direct our minds to that which is beautiful seemly and good, let us be occupied therein, let us keep it in mind, that by its illumination and brightness our souls may become beautiful and our minds transparent. For if our eyes, when obscured by dimness, are refreshed by the verdure of the fields and are able by the beauty of a grove or grassy hill to remedy every defect of the failing vision, while the very pupils and balls of the eye seem to be coloured with the hue of health: how much more does this eye of the mind, beholding that chief good, and dwelling and feeding thereupon, brighten and shine forth, so as to fulfil that which is written, _My soul shall be satisfied even as it were with marrow and fatness_. Moreover, he who has a skilful knowledge of the souls of his flock, pays attention to wild grasses, that he may obtain much pasturage: for by the sweeter kind of herbage lambs are made fatter, and the milky juice more healthful. On these pastures those _fat ones_ have fed, who _have eaten and worshipped_, for good indeed are those pastures wherein is placed the saint of God.

Sidenote: Prov. xxvii. 25.

Sidenote: Deut. xxxii. 2.

Sidenote: 2 S. Pet. i. 4.

3. There is grass also, whereby the flocks of sheep are nourished, for whence come the fleeces of wisdom, and the clothing of prudence. And perchance this is the _grass of the mountain_, upon which the words of the prophet distil _as the showers upon the grass_, and which the wise man carefully gathers, that he may have a fleece for a covering, that is, for a spiritual garment. And thus proper food and clothing are provided for that soul which cleaves to the chief Good, that Good Which is Divine, and which the Apostle Peter exhorts us to seek for, that by the acquisition of such knowledge we may become _partakers of the Divine nature_.

Sidenote: Deut. xxviii. 11, 12.

Sidenote: Ib. xxxii. 2.

4. The knowledge hereof the good God opens to His saints, and grants it out of His good treasury, even as the sacred Law testifies, saying, _The Lord sware unto thy fathers to give thee and open unto thee His good treasure_. From this heavenly treasure He gives rain to His lands, to bless all the works of thy hands. By this rain is signified the utterance of the Law, which moistens the soul fruitful and fertile in good works, that it may receive the dew of Grace.

Sidenote: Ps. xxvii. 4.

Sidenote: v. 13.

Sidenote: Ps. lxv. 4.

Sidenote: Ps. cxxviii. 5.

5. The knowledge of this good David sought; as he himself declares, saying, _One thing have I desired of the Lord, which I will require, even that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life to behold the fair beauty of the Lord, and to visit His temple_. And that this is the chief Good he straightway added in the same Psalm, _I believe verily to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living_. He must be sought after, there He will be clearly seen face to face. This good is in the house of God, in His secret and hidden place. Wherefore he says again, _He shall be satisfied with the pleasures of thy house_. In another place too he has shown this to be the highest blessing, saying, _The Lord shall bless thee out of Sion, and thou shalt see the good of Jerusalem_. Wherefore blessed is he who dwells then in the vestibule of faith and in the spiritual abode, the dwelling place of devotion and the life of virtue.

Sidenote: Isa. lii. 7.

Sidenote: 1 Cor. i. 1.

Sidenote: S. Matt. vii. 17.

Sidenote: Ps. cxliii. 10.

Sidenote: S. Matt. xx. 15.

Sidenote: Ps. iv. 6.

Sidenote: Heb. i. 3.

6. In Him therefore let us be and in Him abide, of Whom Isaiah says, _How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of Him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace_. Who are they that preach but Peter, Paul, and all the Apostles? What do they preach to us but the Lord Jesus? He is our Peace, He is our chief Good, for He is Good from Good, and from a good tree is gathered good fruit. And good also is His Spirit, Who takes of Him and _leads_ His servants _forth into the land of righteousness_. For who that hath the Spirit of God within him will deny that He is good, since He says Himself, _Is thine eye evil because I am good?_ May this Good which the merciful God gives to them that seek Him come into our soul, and into our inmost heart. He is our Treasure, He is our Way, He is our Wisdom, He is our Righteousness, our Shepherd, the good Shepherd, He is our Life. Thou seest how many goods are in this one Good! These goods the Evangelists preach to us. David seeking for these goods saith, _Who will shew us any good?_ And he shews that the Lord Himself is our Good by adding, _Lord, lift Thou up the light of Thy Countenance upon us_. But Who is the Light of the Father’s Countenance, but _the Brightness of His Glory_, and the Image of the invisible God, in Whom the Father is both seen and glorified, as He also glorifies His Son?

Sidenote: 1 Tim. iii. 16.

Sidenote: Heb. i. 3.

Sidenote: S. John xi. 35.

Sidenote: Ib. i. 29.

♦8. Wherefore the Lord Jesus Himself is that chief Good which was announced to us by Prophets, declared by Angels, promised by the Father, preached by Apostles. He hath come to us as ripeness; nor as ripeness only, but as ripeness in the mountains; to the intent that in our counsels there should be nothing sour, or unripe, nothing harsh or bitter in our actions or manners, the first Preacher of good tidings hath come among us. Wherefore also He saith, I, Who spoke, am present with[163] you, that is, I Who spoke in the Prophets, am present in that Body which I took of the Virgin; I am present as the inward Likeness of God, and the _express Image of His person_, I am present too as Man. But who knows Me? For they saw the Man, but His Works made them believe He was above man. Was He not as man when weeping over Lazarus? again, was He not above man, when He raised him to life? Was He not as man when scourged? and again, above man when _He took away the sin of the world_?

Sidenote: S. Matt. iv. 17.

Sidenote: Amos v. 14.

Sidenote: Col. ii. 9.

Sidenote: S. John i. 16.

9. To Him therefore let us hasten in Whom is the chief Good: for He is the bounty and patience of Israel, Who calls thee to repentance, that thou come not into condemnation but mayest receive the remission of thy sins. He saith, Repent. This is He of Whom the Prophet Amos cries, _Seek good_. He is the chief Good, Who is in need of nothing, but abounds in all things. And well may He abound, _in Whom dwelleth all the fulness of the Godhead bodily_; of _Whose fulness we have all received_, and _in Whom we are filled_, as saith the Evangelist.

Sidenote: Ps. cxix. 68.

Sidenote: Cant. i. 3.

10. If then the mind with its capacities of desire and pleasure hath tasted the chief Good, and by means of these two affections hath drank It in, unalloyed by sorrow and fear, it is wonderfully inflamed. For having embraced the Word of God, she knows no measure and yet feels no satiety, as it is written, _Thou art good and gracious, O teach me Thy statutes_: having embraced the Word of God, she desires Him above all beauty, she loves Him above all joy, she is delighted with Him above all perfumes, she desires often to see, often to look upon Him, often to be drawn to Him that she may follow. _Thy Name_, it is said, _is as ointment poured forth; therefore we maidens love Thee_, therefore we strive but cannot attain to Thee. _Draw us_ that we may _run after Thee_, that by the _fragrance of Thy ointments_ we may gain power to follow Thee.

Sidenote: Ps. cxix. 103.

Sidenote: Exod. xxxiv. 28.

Sidenote: 1 Kings xix. 4.

Sidenote: S. Matt. xvii. 4.

Sidenote: 1 Pet. i. 12.

11. And the mind presses forward to the sight of internal mysteries, to the place of rest of the Word, to the very dwelling of that chief Good, His light and brightness. In that haven and home-retreat she hastens to hear His words, and having heard, finds them sweeter than all other things. Learn of the Prophet who had tasted and saith, _O how sweet are Thy words unto my throat, yea sweeter than honey unto my mouth_. For what can that soul desire which hath once tasted the sweetness of the Word, and seen His brightness? When Moses received the Law he remained forty days on the mount and required no bodily food; Elijah, hastening to this rest, prayed that his life might be taken away; Peter, himself also beholding on the Mount the glory of the Lord’s Resurrection, would fain not have come down, saying, _It is good for us to be here_. How great then is the glory of the Divine Essence and the graces of the Word, _which things the Angels desire to look into_.

Sidenote: Acts vii. 55.

Sidenote: 2 Cor. xii. 2.

12. The soul then which beholds this chief Good, requires not the body, and understands that it ought to have as little connexion with it as possible; it renounces the world, withdraws itself from the chains of the flesh, and extricates itself from all the bonds of earthly pleasures. Thus Stephen beheld Jesus, and feared not being stoned, nay, while he was being stoned, prayed not for himself but for his murderers. Paul also, when _caught up to the third heaven_, knew not _whether he was in the body or out of the body: caught up_, I say, _into Paradise_, he became invisible to the presence of his own body, and having heard the words of God he blushed to descend again to the infirmities of the body.

Sidenote: Col. ii. 20–22.

Sidenote: 2 Cor. v. 8.

13. Thus, knowing what he had seen and heard in Paradise, he cried saying, _Why, as though living in the world, are ye subject to ordinances? Touch not, taste not, handle not, which all are to perish with the using._ For he would have us of this world in figure and semblance, not in use or possession, _using as though we used it not_, as our place of sojourn, not of rest, walking through it as in a vision, not with desire, so as to pass as lightly as possible over the mere shadow of this world. In this way S. Paul, who walked by faith not by sight, was _absent from the body and present with the Lord_, and although upon earth conversed not with earthly but with heavenly things.

Sidenote: S. John i. 1.

Sidenote: Acts xvii. 28.

Sidenote: 2 Cor. i. 19.

Sidenote: Exod. iii. 14.

14. Wherefore let our soul, wishing to draw near to God, raise herself from the body, and ever adhere to that chief End which is divine, Which is everlasting, _Which was from the beginning_, and _Which was with God_, that is, the Word of God. This is that Divine Being, _in Whom we live and move and have our being_. This is _That which was in the beginning_, the true _I AM_. _For the Son of God, Jesus Christ, was not yea nor nay but in Him was yea._ He bid Moses say, _I AM hath sent me_.

Sidenote: Ps. cxix. 109.

15. With this Good therefore let our soul be, and if possible, be continually, that each of us may say, _My soul is continually in my hand_. And such will be the case, if it be not in the flesh, but in the spirit, and does not entangle itself in earthly things. For when it turns back to carnal things, then the allurements of the body creep over it, then it swells with rage and anger, then it is pierced with sorrow, then it is lifted up with arrogance, then it is bowed down with grief.

Sidenote: S. Matt. v. 44, 45.

Sidenote: Ib. 48.

Sidenote: Rom. xiii. 10.

16. These are the heavy griefs of the soul by which it is often brought down to death, while its eyes are blinded so that they see not the light of true glory, and the riches of its eternal heritage. But by keeping them always fixed on God, it will receive from Christ the brightness of wisdom, so as to have its vision enlightened by the knowledge of God, and to behold that hope of our calling, and see that which is good and well-pleasing and perfect. For that which is good is well-pleasing to the Father, and that which is well-pleasing is perfect, as it is written in the Gospel, _Love your enemies, that ye may be the children of your Father Which is in heaven, for, He sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust_, which is surely a proof of goodness. Afterwards He concludes by saying, _Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father Which is in heaven is perfect_. For charity is perfect; in short it is _the fulfilling of the Law_; for what can be so good as _charity_ which _thinketh no evil_?

Sidenote: Isa. xl. 31.

Sidenote: Wisd. ix. 15.

Sidenote: Rom. xi. 36.

17. Fly then those regions where dwell envy, ambition, and contention. Therefore let thy mind open itself to receive this Good, that it may mount above the clouds, that it may be _renewed as the eagle_, and like the eagle spread abroad its wings, that with new vigour in its pinions it may fearlessly soar aloft and leave its earthly dwelling-place behind it, _for the earthly habitation weigheth down the mind_. Let it put off old things, let it cast off wandering desires, let it purge its eyes that it may see that Fountain of true wisdom, that Source of eternal life Which flows and abounds with all things and is in want of nothing. For who hath given to Him, seeing that _of Him and through Him and to Him are all things_?

Sidenote: Ps. xvi. 2.

18. The Fountain of life then is that chief Good from Which the means of life are dispensed to all, but It hath life abiding in Itself. It receiveth from none as though It were in need, It confers good on others rather than borrows from others for Itself, for It hath no need of us. Thus in the person of man it is said, _my goods are nothing unto Thee_. What then can be more lovely than to approach to Him, to cleave to Him; what pleasure can be greater? He who has seen and tasted freely of the Fountain of living water, what else can he desire? what kingdoms? what powers? what riches? perceiving how miserable even in this world is the condition of kings, how mutable the state of empires, how short the space of this life, in what bondage sovereigns themselves must live, seeing that their life is according to the will of others, not their own.

Sidenote: S. Matt. xix. 26.

19. But what rich man passes to eternal life unless he be supported by the riches of virtue, that gift which is the portion of all, and declared to be impossible for the rich alone? Happiness then does not consist in using these things but in perceiving that whereby you may despise them, may regard them as void of truth[164], may judge them to be empty and fruitless, and may love the true beauty of naked truth which confesses the cheating vanities of this world.

Sidenote: Cant. iv. 9.

Sidenote: Ib. vii. 8.

Sidenote: Rev. xxi. 23.

Sidenote: S. John viii. 12.

Sidenote: S. Luke xxiv. 32.

20. Lift up therefore your eyes, O my soul; those eyes of which the Word of God saith, _Thou hast ravished my heart, my sister, my spouse, thou hast ravished my heart with one of thine eyes. Go up then to the palm tree_, overcome the world, that thou mayest reach the height of the Word. Leave out of doors the vain shows of this world, leave its malice, but bring in with you that goodness of mind which has grace in the tree of life, that is, if she wash her robes and enter into the city which is the true grace of the saints, wherein is the Tabernacle of God, around which the scribes of the Lord encamp, where neither day nor sun nor moon afford light, but _the Lord Himself is the light thereof_, and enlightens all that city. For He is the _Light of the world_, not indeed the visible light, but the intellectual brightness of the souls which are in this world, upon which He pours the bright beams of reason and of prudence, and in the Gospel is said to inspire with the breath of His spiritual influences the inmost soul, and the recesses of the mind.

Sidenote: Gen. xix. 30.

Sidenote: Ib. 17.

21. If then any man hath begun to be an inhabitant of that heavenly city, an inhabitant, that is, by his life and manners, let him not depart from it, let him not go out again, or retrace his steps, the steps, that is, not of his body but of his mind; let him not turn back. Behind is luxury, behind is impurity. When Lot went up into the mountain he left behind him the crimes of Sodom, but she who looked back, could not reach the higher ground. It is not your feet but your manners which are never to turn back. Let not your hands hang down, or the knees of your faith and devotion become feeble. Let not the weakness of your will be backsliding, let there be no recurrence of crime. Thou hast entered in, remain therefore; thou hast arrived, stay still; _escape for thy life_.

Sidenote: Joel iii. 13.

Sidenote: S. Luke xvii. 31.

Sidenote: Ps. civ. 2.

22. In your ascent your steps must tend directly upwards, no man can safely turn back. Here is the way, there, downfall; here ascent, there a precipice. In ascending there is labour, in descending danger; but the Lord is mighty, Who, when thou art founded there will guard and hedge thee round with prophetic walls and apostolic bulwarks. Therefore the Lord says to thee, _Come, get you down, for the press is full_. Let us be found within, not out of doors. In the Gospel too the Son of God saith, _He which shall be upon the house-top let him not come down to take away his vessels_. And this He says not of this house-top, but of that of which it is said, _He spreadeth out the heavens like a vault_.

Sidenote: Joel iii. 9.

Sidenote: Phil. iv. 13.

23. Remain within therefore, within Jerusalem, within thine own soul, peaceful, meek, and tranquil. Leave her not, nor descend in order to raise up this vessel of thine, either with honour, or wealth, or pride. Remain within, that aliens may not pass through thee, that sins may not pass through thy mind, vain acts, and idle thoughts: and they will not pass, if thou wilt wage a holy war in the cause of faith and devotion, for the love of truth against the snares of passion, and wilt take up the arms of God against spiritual wickedness and the craft of the devil, who tempts our senses by fraud and stratagem, but who is easily crushed by the gentle warrior, who sees no strife, but, as becomes the servant of God, teaches the faith with modesty, and convinces those who oppose themselves. Of him the Scripture says, _Let the warrior who is gentle arise_[165], and let him that is weak say, _I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me_.

Sidenote: Joel iii. 18.

Sidenote: 1 Cor. iii. 2.

Sidenote: S. John iv. 14.

24. Supported by this faith, even he who is weak shall prevail, and his soul will be holy, and the prophetic or apostolic mountains shall _drop down new wine_ for him, and _the hills shall flow with milk_, like that hill which gave milk to the Corinthians to drink, and water shall flow for him from their vessels, and from their well-heads. _From his belly shall flow living water_, that spiritual water which the Holy Spirit supplies to His faithful; may He vouchsafe to water thy soul also, that in thee may be _a fountain springing up into life eternal_. Farewell: love me as a son, for I love you as a father.