Chapter 3
"Your sword, then, if you like that name better. For what his sword is to a hero, what his ship is to a true sailor, what a wife is to a true husband,--such, my young friend, to a genuine drummer is his drum."
So saying, the veteran threw aside the covering, and presented to his pupil the long-coveted prize. The boy's eyes shone with pleasure, and (as he wrote that evening to his parents) he was so happy he could have hugged both the old drummer and the new drum.
"I selected it for you, and you may be sure it is a good one. It won't be any handsomer, but, if you use it well, it won't be really much the worse, for going through a campaign or two with you. For it is with drums as it is with the drummers; they grow old, and get some honorable scratches, and some unlucky bruises, and now and then a broken head; but, God prospering them, they come out, at last, ugly to look at, perhaps" (the veteran stroked his mustache), "but well-seasoned, and sound, and very truly at your service."
Frank thought be saw a tear in his twinkling gray eye, and he was so much affected by it, that he caught his hand in both of his, exclaiming, "Bless you, dear sir! Dear, good sir, God bless you!"
The old man winked away the moisture from his eye, smiling still, but with a quivering lip, and patted him gently on the shoulder, without saying a word.
Frank had the sense to perceive that the interview was now over; the veteran wished to be left alone; and, with the new drum at his side, he left the tent, proud and happy, and wishing in his heart that he could do something for that singular, kind old man.
As Frank was hastening to his tent, he was met by one of the captains in his regiment, who, seeing the bright beaming face and new drum, accosted him.
"So, you are a drummer boy--are you?"
"Yes, sir, I am learning to be one," said Frank, modestly.
Now, these two had seen each other often in camp and the captain had always regarded Frank with a smile of interest and kindness, and Frank (as he wrote home) had "always liked the looks of the captain first-rate."
"I saw you, I think, the day you came here," said the captain. "You had some curls then. What has become of them?"
Frank's lip twitched, and he cast down his eyes, ashamed to betray any lingering feeling on that subject.
"The boys cut them off in my sleep, sir."
"The rogues!" exclaimed the captain. "And what did you do?"
Frank lifted his eyes with a smile. "I partly finished them myself--they had haggled them so; and the next day I found a man to cut my hair nicely."
"Well, it is better so, perhaps: short hair for a soldier. But I liked those curls. They reminded me of a little sister of mine--she is gone now--," in a low, mellow tone. "Are you attached to any company?"
"I am enlisted in the Jackson Blues."
"What is your name?"
"Frank Manly, sir."
"Are you any relation to Mrs. Manly, of----?"
"She is my mother, sir," said Frank, with proud affection.
"Is it possible! Mrs. Manly's son! Indeed, you look like her."
"Do you know my mother, sir?"
"My lad," said the captain, "I used to go to school to her. But, though I have heard of her often, I haven't seen her for years."
"I shall write to her, and tell her about you," said Frank, delighted. "She will be glad to hear that I have found so good a friend."
"Ask her," said the captain, "If she remembers Henry Edney, who used to go to school to her in ----. She will recollect me, I am sure. And give my very kind regards to her, and to your father; and tell them I regret I didn't see you before you enlisted, for I want just such a drummer boy in my company. But never mind," he added quickly, as if conscious of having spoken indiscreetly, "you will do your duty where you are, and I will try to do mine, for we must have only one thought now--to serve our country."
They separated, with more kind words on the captain's part, and with expressions of gratitude on the part of Frank, who felt that, to compensate him for John Winch's treachery, he was already securing the friendship of a few of the best of men.
You may be sure the boy wrote to his mother all about the interview, and told her how sorry he was that he had not enlisted in Captain Edney's company; not only because he liked his new friend's kindness and affable manners so well, but also because there existed in the ranks of the Jackson Blues a strong prejudice against their own officers. Captain ---- was almost a stranger to his men, and seemed determined to continue so. He seldom appeared amongst them, or showed any interest in their welfare. He had never once drilled them, but left that duty entirely to the sergeant. They consequently accused him boldly of laziness, ignorance, and conceit--three qualities which men always dislike in their superiors. How different was Captain Edney!
V.
FUN IN CAMP.
Frank now practised his lessons on his drum, and was very happy. He had passed the surgical examination a few days after his arrival in camp, and been duly sworn into the service. This latter ceremony made a strong impression on his mind. He stood in the open air, together with a number of new recruits, and heard the Articles of War read; after which they all took off their caps, and held up their right hands, while the oath was administered.
One day, on returning to camp after his lesson in the woods, he was astonished to see Jack Winch, with his cap off, his fighting-cut displayed to all beholders, and his fist shaking, marched off by armed soldiers.
"What are they doing with Jack?" he hastened to inquire of Abram Atwater, who stood among his comrades with his arms composedly crossed under his cape.
"He is put under guard," said the tall, taciturn soldier.
"You see," cried Joe Harris, coming up, "Jack had tipped the bottle once too often, and got noisy. The sergeant told him to keep still. 'Dry up yourself,' said Jack. 'Start,' says the sergeant; and he took hold of him to push him towards the tent; but the next he knew, he got a blow square in the face,--Jack was so mad!"
"Come, boys," said Ned Ellis, "Le's go over and see how he likes the fun."
The proposal was accepted; and presently a strong deputation of the Blues went to pay a visit to their disgraced comrade. Arrived at the guard tent, a couple of sentinels crossed their bayonets before them. But although they could not enter, they could look in; and there, seated on the ground, they saw Jack, in a position which would have appeared excessively ludicrous to Frank, but that it seemed to him too pitiful to behold any comrade so degraded. In consequence of his continued fury and violence, Jack had been secured in this fashion. Imagine a grotesque letter _N_, to which feet, arms, and a head have been added, and you have some idea of his posture, as seen in profile. His knees were elevated; forming the upper angle of the letter. The lower angle was represented by that portion of the body which forms the seat of the human animal. The arms were passed over the upper angle, that is, the knees, and kept in their place by handcuffs on the wrists, and by a musket thrust through, over the arms and under the knees.
"Can't you untie them iron knots with your teeth, Jack?" said Joe, meaning the handcuffs.
"How do you like the back to your chair?" said Ned.
"Let's see ye turn a somerset backwards, Jack."
And so forth. But Frank did not insult him in his disgrace.
Winch was by this time sufficiently sobered and humbled. He destroyed the symmetry of the _N_ by doubling himself ingloriously over his knees and hiding his face between them.
"Got the colic, Jack?" asked Harris--"you double up so."
Winch glared up at him a moment,--a ludicrous picture, with that writhing face and that curious fighting-cut,--but cast down his eyes again, sulkily, and said nothing.
"Come away, boys," whispered Frank. "Don't stay here, making fun of him. Why do you?"
"Jack," said Ellis, "we're going to take a drink. Won't you come along with us?"--tauntingly.
And the Blues dispersed, leaving poor Jack to his own bitter reflections.
He had learned one thing--who his friends were. On being released, he shunned Harris and Ellis especially, for a day or two, and paid his court to Frank.
"I am going to tell you something, Frank," said he, as they were once at the pond-side, washing their plates after dinner. "I'm going to leave the company."
"Leave the Blues?" said Frank.
"Yes, and quit the service. I've got sick of it."
"But I thought you liked it so well."
"Well, I did at first. It was a kind of novelty. Come, let's leave it. I will."
"But how can you?"
"Easy enough. I am under age, and my father 'll get me off."
"I should think you would be ashamed to ask him to," Frank could not help saying, with honest contempt.
Jack was not offended this time by his plainness, for he had learned that those are not, by any means, our worst friends, who truly tell us our faults.
"I don't care," he said, putting on an air of recklessness. "I ain't going to lead this miserable dog's life in camp any longer, if I have to desert"--lowering his voice to a whisper; "we can desert just as easy as not, Frank, if we take a notion."
"I, for one," said Frank, indignantly, "shan't take a notion to do anything so dishonorable. We enlisted of our own free will, and I think it would be the meanest and most dishonest thing we could do to----"
"Hush!" whispered Jack. "There's Atwater; he'll hear us."
* * * *
At midnight the drummer boy was awakened by a commotion in the tent.
"Come, Frank," said some one, pulling him violently, "we are going to have some great fun. Hurrah!"
Frank jumped up. The boys were leaving the tent. He had already suspected that mischief was meditated, and, anxious to see what it was, he ran out after them.
He found the company assembled in a dark, mysterious mass in the street before the row of tents.
"Get a rope around his neck," said one.
"Burn the tent," said another.
"With him in it," said a third.
"What does it all mean?" Frank inquired of his friend Atwater, whom he found quietly listening to the conspirators.
"A little fun with the Gosling, I believe," said Atwater, with a shrug. "They'd better let him alone."
"The Gosling" was the nickname which the Blues had bestowed on their captain.
After a hurried consultation among the ringleaders, the company marched to the tent where the Gosling slept. Only Atwater, Frank, and a few others lingered in the rear.
"I hope they won't hurt him," said Frank. "Ought we not to give the alarm?"
"And get the lasting ill-will of the boys?" said Atwater. "We can't afford that."
The captain's tent was surrounded. Knives were drawn. Then, at a concerted signal, the ropes supporting the tent were cut. At the same time the captain's bed, which made a convenient protuberance in the side of the tent, was seized and tipped over, while tent-pole, canvas, and all, came down upon him in a mass.
"Help! guard! help!" he shrieked, struggling under the heap.
At the instant a large pile of straw, belonging to the quartermaster's department close by, burst forth in a sheet of flame which illumined the camp with its glare.
The boys now ran to their tents, laughing at the plight of their captain, as he issued, furious, from the ruins. Frank began to run too; but thinking that this would be considered an indication of guilt, he stopped. Atwater was at his side.
"We are caught," said Atwater, coolly. "There's the guard." And he folded his arms under his cape and waited.
"What shall we do?" said Frank, in great distress, not that he feared the advancing bayonets, but he remembered John Winch's arrest, and dreaded a similar degradation.
"There are two of them," said the half-dressed captain, pointing out Frank and his friend to the officer of the guard.
In his excitement he would have had them hurried off at once to the guard-tent. But fortunately the colonel of the regiment, who had been writing late in his tent, heard the alarm, and was already on the spot. He regarded the prisoners by the light of the burning straw. Frank, recovering from the trepidation of finding himself for the first time surrounded by a guard, and subject to a serious accusation returned his look with a face beaming with courage and innocence. The colonel smiled.
"Have you been meddling with Captain ----'s bed and cutting his tent down?" he asked.
"No, sir," said Frank, with a mien which bore witness to the truth.
"Do you know who set that fire?"
"No, sir."
"What are you out of your tent for?"
"I came to see the fun, sir. If it was wrong I am very sorry."
"What fun?"
"The boys were going to have some fun; I didn't know what, and I came to see."
"What boys?"
"All the boys in our company."
"Which of them did the things your captain complains of?"
"I don't know, sir. They were all together; and who tipped the bed, or cut the ropes, or set the fire, I can't tell."
"It seems they were all concerned, then."
"No, sir, not all. Some did the mischief, and the rest looked on."
"Did this person with you do any of the mischief?"
"No, sir; he was with me all the time, and we kept out of it."
"How happens it, then, that only you two are caught?"
"All the rest ran."
"And why didn't you run?"
"We had not been doing anything to run for," said Frank, with convincing sincerity.
Atwater was then questioned, and gave similar answers.
"Captain ----," said the colonel, "I think it is evident these are not the persons who are most deserving of punishment. This boy, certainly, could not have been very deeply concerned in the assault, and I am inclined to place entire confidence in his story."
The captain himself appeared not a little ashamed of having accused one so young and ingenuous as the drummer boy. The prisoners were accordingly released, and the investigation of the affair was postponed until the morrow. Returning with Atwater to their tent, Frank could not repress the joy he felt at their fortunate escape. But Atwater took the whole affair with astonishing coolness, exhibiting no more emotion at their release than he had betrayed at their entrapment.
"What a fellow you are!" said Frank, staying his enthusiastic step, while his companion, with slow and stately pace, came up with him. "You don't seem to care for any thing."
"Those that care the most don't always show it," said Atwater, laconically, as they crept back into the tent.
All was hushed and dark within; but soon they heard whispers.
"Abe! Frank! that you?"
And they soon found that the tent was full of the fugitives, awaiting their return.
"What made you let 'em catch you? How did you get off?" were the first eager inquiries.
Dark as it was, Frank thought he could see Atwater shrug his shoulders and look to him for the required explanation. For Abram was a fellow of few words, and Frank was glib of speech.
So Frank, seated on his bed, related their adventure, to the great delight of the boys, who bestowed the warmest praises upon them for their spirit and fidelity. They had stood their ground when deserted by their companions; and, although they had told the truth about the whole company, they had not inculpated individuals. Thus Frank, as he afterwards learned with pleasure, had by his courage and truthfulness won both the confidence of his officers and the good will of his comrades.
The next day the company was called to an account for the offence. In reply to the captain's charges, the sergeant, acting as spokesman for the rest, stated the grievances of the men. The result was, that the captain received directions to exercise his company in the colonel's presence; and, complying reluctantly, demonstrated his own inefficiency in a manner which elicited the merriment of spectators, and even provoked the colonel to smile.
Soon after, in order to get rid of so incompetent an officer, and at the same time punish the insubordination of the men, it was resolved to disband the company. Thus was afforded to Frank the opportunity, which seemed to him almost providential, of joining Captain Edney's company, and to John Winch the desired chance to quit the service, of which he had so soon grown weary.
At this time the boys' fathers came down together to visit them. John had written home a pitiful letter, and Mr. Winch went to see about getting him off.
But Jack was no sooner out of the service than he wished to be in again. Frank, Atwater, and several others, had joined Captain Edney's company, and he determined to follow their example.
"O John!" groaned Mr. Winch, in despair at this inconstancy, "when will you learn to be a little more steady-minded? Here I have come expressly to plead your cause, and get you off; but before I have a chance, you change your mind again, and now nothing can persuade you to go home."
"Well," said John, "I didn't like the company I was in. I'm satisfied now, and I'm going to serve my country."
"Well, well," said Mr. Winch, "I shall let you do as you please. But reflect; you enlist with my consent now, and you must dismiss all hope of getting off next time you are sick of your bargain."
"O, I shan't be sick of it again," said John, as full of ambition as he had lately been of discontent and disloyalty.
In the mean time Frank made the most of his father's visit. He showed him his new tent, his knapsack and accoutrements, and his handsome drum. He introduced him to the old drummer, and to Atwater, and to Captain Edney. The latter invited them both into his tent, and was so kind to them that Frank almost shed tears of gratitude, to think that his father could go home and tell what a favorite he was with his captain. Then, when dinner-time came, Frank drew a ration for his father, in order that he might know just what sort of fare the soldiers had, and how they ate it. And so the day passed. And Frank accompanied his father to the cars, and saw him off, sending a thousand good wishes home, and promising that he would certainly get a furlough the coming week, and visit them.
VI.
BREAKING CAMP.
Frank was disappointed in not being able to keep that promise. An order came for the regiment to be ready to march in two days; in the mean time no furloughs could be granted.
"I am sorry for you, Frank," said Captain Edney; "and I would make an exception in your case, if possible."
"No, I don't ask that, sir," said Frank, stoutly. "I did want to see my folks again, but----" He turned away his face.
"Well," said the captain, "I think it can be arranged so that you shall see them again, if only for a short time. You can warn them in season of our breaking camp, and they will meet you as we pass through Boston."
This was some consolation; although it was hard for Frank to give up the long-anticipated pleasure of visiting his family, and the satisfaction of relating his experience of a soldier's life to his sisters and mates. He had thought a good deal, with innocent vanity, of the wonder and admiration he would excite, in his uniform, fresh from camp, and bound for the battlefields of his country; but he had thought a great deal more of the happiness of breathing again the atmosphere of love and sympathy which we find nowhere but at home.
The excitement which filled the camp helped him forget his disappointment. The regiment was in fine spirits. It was impatient to be on the march. Its destination was not known; some said it was to be moved directly to Washington; others, that it was to rendezvous at Annapolis, and form a part of some formidable expedition about to be launched against the rebellion; but all agreed that what every soldier ardently desired was now before them--active service, and an enemy to be conquered.
The two days in which time the regiment was to prepare to move, became three days--four days--a week; unavoidable obstacles still delayed its departure, to the infinite vexation of Frank, who saw what a long furlough he might have enjoyed, and who repeatedly sent to his friends directions when and where to meet him, which he found himself obliged, each time, to write in haste and countermand the next morning. Such are some of the annoyances of a soldier's life.
But at length the long-delayed orders came. They were received with tumultuous joy by the impatient troops. It was necessary to send the ponderous baggage train forward a day in advance; and the tents were struck at once. All was bustle, animation, and hilarity in the camp; and a night of jubilee followed.
The drummer boy never forgot that night, amid all his subsequent adventures. While his companions were singing, shouting, and kindling fires, he could not help thinking, as he watched their animated figures lighted up by the flames, that this was, probably, the last night many of them would ever pass in their native states; that many would fall in battle, and find their graves in a southern soil; and that, perhaps, he himself was one of those who would never return.
"What are you thinking about, my bold soldier boy?" said a familiar voice, while a gentle hand slapped him on the back.
He turned and saw the bushy mustache of his friend and master, the old drummer, peering over his shoulder.
"O Mr. Sinjin!" said Frank. (The veteran wrote his name _St. John_, but every body called him _Sinjin_.) "I was afraid I should not see you again."
"Eh, and why not?"
"Because we are off in the morning, you know, and I couldn't find you to-day; and----"
"And what, my lad?" said the old man, regarding him with a very tender smile.
"I couldn't bear the thought of going without seeing you once more."
"And what should a young fellow like you want to see an ugly, battered, miserable old hulk like me, for?"
"You have been very kind to me," said Frank, getting hold of the old man's hard, rough hand; "and I shall be sorry to part with you, sir, very sorry."
"Well, well." The veteran tried in vain to appear careless and cynical, as he commonly did to other people. "You are young yet. You believe in friendship, do you?"
"And don't you?" Frank earnestly inquired.
"I did once. A great while ago. But never mind about that. I believe in _you_, my boy. You have not seen the world and grown corrupted; you are still capable of a disinterested attachment; and may it be long before the thoughtlessness of some, and the treachery of others, and the selfishness of all, convince you that there is no such thing as a true friend." And the old drummer gave his mustache a fierce jerk, as if he had some grudge against it.
"O Mr. Sinjin," said Frank, "I shall never think so and I am sure you do not. Haven't you any friends? Don't you really care for any body? Here are all these boys; you know a good many of us, and every body that knows you half as well as I do, likes you, and we are going off now in a few hours, and some of us will never come back; and don't you care?"
"Few, I fancy, think of me as you do," said the old man, in a slightly choking voice. "They call me _Old Sinjin_, without very much respect," grinning grimly under his mustache.
"But they don't mean any thing by that; they like you all the time, sir," Frank assured him.
"Well, like me or not," said the veteran, his smile softening as he looked down at the boy's face upturned so earnestly to his in the fire-light, "I have determined, if only for your sake, to share the fortunes of the regiment."
"You have? O, good! And go with us?" cried Frank, ready to dance for joy.
"I've got tired, like the rest of you, of this dull camp life," said the old drummer; "and seeing you pack your knapsack has stirred a little youthful blood in my veins which I didn't suppose was there. I'm off for the war with the rest of you, my boy;" and he poked a coal from the fire to light his cigar, hiding his face from Frank at the same time.