Chapter 5

Looking forth from the threshold by which he lay, he saw pale moonlight and mist making a white haze together on the outer air. The white doe ran by, a body of silver; like quicksilver she ran. And the huntsman, the passion to slay rousing his blood, caught up arrow and bow, and tried in vain with his maimed hands to notch the shaft upon the string.

The beautiful creature leapt lightly by, between the curtains of moonbeam and mist; and as she went she sprang this way and that across the narrow streamlet, till the pale shadows hid her altogether from his sight. “Ah! ah!” cried the huntsman, “I would have given all my life to be able to shoot then! I am the most miserable man alive; but to-morrow I will be the happiest. What a thing is love, that it has known how to conquer in me even my hunter’s blood!”

In the morning the beautiful maiden returned; she came sadly. “I gave you my word,” said she: “here I am. If you have the arrow still with you as it was last night, I will be your wife, because you have done what never huntsman before was able to do--not to shoot at the white doe when it went by.”

The huntsman showed her the unused arrow; her beauty made him altogether happy. He caught her in his arms, and kissed her till the sun grew high. Then she brought food and set it before him; and taking his hand, “I am your wife,” said she, “and with all my heart my will is to serve you faithfully. Only, if you value your happiness, do not shoot ever at the white doe.” Then she saw that there was blood on his hand, and her face grew troubled. She saw how the other hand also was wounded. “How came this?” she asked; “dear husband, you were not so hurt yesterday.”

And the huntsman answered, “I did it for fear lest in the night I should fail, and shoot at the white doe when it came.”

Hearing that, his wife trembled and grew white. “You have tricked us both,” she said, “and have not truly mastered your desire. Now, if you do not promise me on your life and your soul, or whatever is dearer, never to shoot at a white doe, sorrow will surely come of it. Promise me, and you shall certainly be happy!”

So the huntsman promised faithfully, saying, “On your life, which is dearer to me than my own, I give you my word to keep that it shall be so.” Then she kissed him, and bound up his wounds with healing herbs; and to look at her all that day, and for many days after, was better to him than all the hunting the king’s forests could provide.

For a whole year they lived together in perfect happiness, and two children came to bless their union--a boy and a girl born at the same hour. When they were but a month old, they could run; and to see them leaping and playing before the door of their home made the huntsman’s heart jump for joy. “They are forest-born, and they come of a hunter’s blood; that is why they run so early, and have such limbs,” said he.

“Yes,” answered his wife, “that is partly why. When they grow older they will run so fast--do not mistake them for deer if ever you go hunting.”

No sooner had she said the word than the memory of it, which had slept for a whole year, stirred his blood. The scent of the forest blew up through the rocky ravine, which he had never repassed since the day when he entered, and he laid his hands thoughtfully on the weapons he no longer used.

Such restlessness took hold of him all that day that at night he slept ill, and, waking, found himself alone with no wife at his side. Gazing about the room, he saw that the cradle also was empty. “Why,” he wondered, “have they gone out together in the middle of the night?”

Yet he gave it little more thought, and turning over, fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamed of hunting and of the white doe that he had seen a year before stooping to drink among the red leaves that covered the forest pool.

In the morning his wife was by his side, and the little ones lay asleep upon their crib. “Where were you,” he asked, “last night? I woke, and you were not here.”

His wife looked at him tenderly, and sighed. “You should shut your eyes better,” said she. “I went out to see the white doe, and the little ones came also. Once a year I see her; it is a thing I must not miss.”

The beauty of the white doe was like strong drink to his memory: the beautiful limbs that had leapt so fast and escaped--they alone, of all the wild life in the world, had conquered him. “Ah!” he cried, “let me see her, too; let her come tame to mv hand, and I will not hurt her!”

His wife answered: “The heart of the white doe is too wild a thing; she cannot come tame to the hand of any hunter under heaven. Sleep again, dear husband, and wake well! For a whole year you have been sufficiently happy; the white doe would only wound you again in your two hands.”

When his wife was not by, the hunter took the two children upon his knee, and said, “Tell me, what was the white doe like? what did she do? and what way did she go?”

The children sprang off his knee, and leapt to and fro over the stream. “She was like this,” they cried, “and she did this, and this was the way she went!” At that the hunter drew his hand over his brow. “Ah,” he said, “I seemed then almost to see the white doe.”

Little peace had he from that day. Whenever his wife was not there he would call the little ones to him, and cry, “Show me the white doe and what she did.” And the children would leap and spring this way and that over the little stream before the door, crying, “She was like this, and she did this, and this was the way she went!”

The huntsman loved his wife and children with a deep affection, yet he began to have a dread that there was something hidden from his eyes which he wished yet feared to know. “Tell me,” he cried one day, half in wrath, when the fever of the white doe burned more than ever in his blood, “tell me where the white doe lives, and why she comes, and when next. For this time I must see her, or I shall die of the longing that has hold of me!” Then, when his wife would give no answer, he seized his bow and arrows and rushed out into the forest, which for a whole year had not known him, slaying all the red deer he could find.

Many he slew in his passion, but he brought none of them home, for before the end a strange discovery came to him, and he stood amazed, dropping the haunch which he had cut from his last victim. “It is a whole year,” he said to himself, “that I have not tasted meat; I, a hunter, who love only the meat that I kill!”

Returning home late, he found his wife troubling her heart over his long absence. “Where have you been?” she asked him, and the question inflamed him into a fresh passion.

“I have been out hunting for the white doe,” he cried; “and she carries a spot in her side where some day my arrow must enter. If I do not find her I shall die!”

His wife looked at him long and sorrowfully; then she said: “On your life and soul be it, and on mine also, that your anger makes me tell what I would have kept hidden. It is to-night that she comes. Now it remains for you to remember your word once given to me!”

“Give it back to me!” he cried; “it is my fate to finish the quest of the white doe.”

“If I give it,” said she, “your happiness goes with it, and mine, and that of our children.”

“Give it back to me!” he said again; “I cannot live unless I may master the white doe! If she will come tame to my hand, no harm shall happen to her.”

And when she denied him again, he gave her his bow and arrows, and bade her shoot him to the heart, since without his word rendered back to him he could not live.

Then his wife took both his hands and kissed them tenderly, and with loud weeping quickly set him free of his promise. “As well,” said she, “ask the hunter to go bound to the lion’s den as the white doe to come tame into your keeping; though she loved you with all her heart, you could not look at her and not be her enemy.” She gazed on him with full affection, and sighed deeply. “Lie down for a little,” she said, “and rest; it is not till midnight that she comes. When she comes I will wake you.”

She took his head in her hands and set it upon her knee, making him lie down. “If she will come and stand tame to my hand,” he said again, “then I will do her no harm.”

After a while he fell asleep; and, dreaming of the white doe, started awake to find it was already midnight, and the white doe standing there before him. But as soon as his eyes lighted on her they kindled with such fierce ardour that she trembled and sprang away out of the door and across the stream. “Ah, ah, white doe, white doe!” cried the wind in the feathers of the shaft that flew after her.

Just at her leaping of the stream the arrow touched her; and all her body seemed to become a mist that dissolved and floated away, broken into thin fragments over the fast-flowing stream.

By the hunter’s side his wife lay dead, with an arrow struck into her heart. The door of the house was shut; it seemed to be only an evil dream from which he had suddenly awakened. But the arrow gave real substance to his hand: when he drew it out a few true drops of blood flowed after. Suddenly the hunter knew all he had done. “Oh, white doe, white doe!” he cried, and fell down with his face to hers.

At the first light of dawn he covered her with dried ferns, that the children might not see how she lay there dead. “Run out,” he cried to them, “run out and play! Play as the white doe used to do!” And the children ran out and leapt this way and that across the stream, crying, “She was like this, and she did this, and this was the way she went!”

So while they played along the banks of the stream, the hunter took up his beautiful dead wife and buried her. And to the children he said, “Your mother has gone away; when the white doe comes she will return also.”

“She was like this,” they cried, laughing and playing, “and she did this, and this was the way she went!” And all the time as they played he seemed to see the white doe leaping before him in the sunlight.

That night the hunter lay sleepless on his bed, wishing for the world to end; but in the crib by his side the two children lay in a sound slumber. Then he saw plainly in the moonlight the white doe, with a red mark in her side, standing still by the doorway. Soon she went to where the young ones were lying, and, as she touched the coverlet softly with her right fore-foot, all at once two young fawns rose up from the ground and sprang away into the open, following where the white doe beckoned them.

Nor did they ever return. For the rest of his life the huntsman stayed where they left him, a sorrowful and lonely man. In the grave where lay the woman’s form he had slain he buried his bow and arrows far from the sight of the sun or the reach of his own hand; and coming to the place night by night, he would watch the mists and the moonrise, and cry, “White doe, white doe, will you not some day forgive me?” and did not know that she had forgiven him when, before she died, she kissed his two hands and made him sleep for the last time with his head on her knee.

THE GENTLE COCKATRICE

Far above the terraces of vine, where the goat pastures ended and the rocks began, the eye could take a clear view over the whole plain. From that point the world below spread itself out like a green map, and the only walls one could see were the white flanks and tower of the cathedral rising up from the grey roofs of the city; as for the streets, they seemed to be but narrow foot-tracks, on which people appeared like ants walking.

This was the view of the town which Beppo, the son of the common hangman, loved best. It was little pleasure to him to be down there, where all the other lads drove him from their play: for the hang-man had had too much to do with the fathers and brothers of some of them, and his son was not popular. When there was a hanging they would rush off to the public square to see it; afterwards they made it their sport to play at hanging Beppo, if by chance they could catch him; and that play had a way at times of coming uncomfortably near to reality.

Beppo did not himself go to the square when his father’s trade was on; the near view did not please him. Perched on the rocky hillside, he would look down upon a gathering of black specks, where two others stood detached upon a space in their midst, and would know that there his father was hanging a man.

Sometimes it was more than one, and that made Beppo afraid. For he knew that for every man that he hanged his father took a dram to give him courage for the work; and if there were several poor fellows to be cast off from life, the hangman was not pleasant company afterwards for those very near and dear to him.

It happened one day that the hangman was to give the rope to five fellows, the most popular and devil-may-care rakes and roysterers in the whole town. Beppo was up very early that morning, and at the first streak of light had dropped himself over the wall into the town ditch, and was away for the open country and the free air of the hills; for he knew that neither at home nor in the streets would life be worth living for a week after, because of all the vengeances that would fall on him.

Therefore he had taken from the home larder a loaf of bread and a clump of dried figs; and with these hoped to stand the siege of a week’s solitude rather than fall in with the hard dealings of his own kind. He knew a cave, above where the goats found pasture, out of which a little red, rusty water trickled; there he thought to make himself a castle and dream dreams, and was sure he would be happy enough, if only he did not grow afraid.

Beppo had discovered the cave one day from seeing a goat push out through a thicket of creepers on the side of the hill; and, hidden under their leaves, he had found it a wonderful, cool refuge from the heat of summer noons. Now, as he entered, the place struck very cold; for it was early spring, and the earth was not yet warmed through with the sun. So he set himself to gather dead grass, and briers, and tufts of goat’s hair, and from farther down the hillside the wood of a ruined goat-paddock, till he had a great store of fuel at hand. He worked all day like a squirrel for its winter hoard; and as his pile mounted he grew less and less afraid of the cave where he meant to live.

Seeing so large a heap of stuff ready for the feeding of his fire, he began to rise to great heights in his own imagination. First he had been a poor outlaw, a mere sheep-stealer hiding from men’s clutches; then he became a robber-chief; and at last he was no less than the king of the mountains.

“This mountain is all caves,” he said to himself, “and all the caves are full of gold; and I am the king to whom it all belongs.”

In the evening Beppo lighted his fire, in the far back of his cave, where its light would not be seen, and sat down by its warmth to eat dried figs and bread and drink brackish water. To-morrow he meant to catch a kid and roast it and eat it. Why should he ever go home again? Kid was good--he did not get that to eat when he was at home; and now in the streets the boys must be looking for him to play at their cruel game of hanging. Why should he go back at all?

The fire licked its way up the long walls of the cavern; slowly the warmth crept round on all sides. The rock where Beppo laid his hand was no longer damp and cold; he made himself a bed of the driest litter in a niche close to the fire, laid his head on a smooth knob of stone, and slept. But even in his sleep he remembered his fire, dreading to awake and find himself in darkness. Every time the warmth of it diminished he raised himself and put on more fuel.

In the morning--for faint blue edges of light marking the ridged throat of the cavern told that outside the day had begun--he woke fully, and the fire still burned. As he lay, his pillow of rock felt warm and almost soft; and, strangely enough, through it there went a beating sound as of blood. This must be his own brain that he heard; but he lifted his head, and where he laid his hand could feel a slow movement of life going on under it. Then he stared hard at the overhanging rock, and surely it heaved softly up and down, like some great thing breathing slowly in its sleep.

Yet he could make out no shape at all till, having run to the other side of the cave, he turned to see the whole face of the rock which seemed to be taking on life. Then he realised very gradually what looked to be the throat and jaws of a great monster lying along the ground, while all the rest passed away into shadow or lay buried under masses of rock, which closed round it like a mould. Below the nether jaw-bone the flames licked and caressed the throat; and the tough, mud-coloured hide ruffled and smoothed again as if grateful for the heat that tickled its way in.

Very slowly indeed the great Cockatrice, which had lain buried for thousands of years, out of reach of the light or heat of the sun, was coming round again to life. That was Beppo’s own doing, and for some very curious reason he was not afraid.

His heart was uplifted. “This is my cave,” thought he, “so this must be my Cockatrice! Now I will ride out on him and conquer the world. I shall be really a king then!”

He guessed that it must have been the warmth which had waked the Cockatrice, so he made fires all down the side of the cave; wherever the great flank of the Cockatrice seemed to show, there he lighted a fire to put heat into the slumbering body of the beast.

“Warm up, old fellow,” he cried; “thaw out, I tell you! I want you to talk to me.”

Presently the mouth of the Cockatrice unsealed itself, and began to babble of green fields. “Hay--I want hay!” said the Cockatrice; “or grass. Does the world contain any grass?”

Beppo went out, and presently returned with an armful. Very slowly the Cockatrice began munching the fresh fodder, and Beppo, intent on feeding him back to life, ran to and fro between the hillside and the cavern till he was exhausted and could go no more. He sat down and watched the Cockatrice finish his meal.

Presently, when the monster found that his fodder was at an end, he puckered a great lid, and far up aloft in the wall of the cave flashed out a green eye.

If all the emeralds in the world were gathered together, they might shine like that; if all the glow-worms came up out of the fields and put their tails together, they might make as great an orb of fire. All the cave looked as green as grass when the eye of the Cockatrice lighted on it; and Beppo, seeing so mighty an optic turning its rays on him, felt all at once shrivelled and small, and very weak at the knees.

“Oh, Cockatrice,” he said, in a monstrous sad voice, “I hope I haven’t hurt you!”

“On the contrary,” said the Cockatrice, “you have done me much good. What are you going to do with me now?”

“I do with you?” cried Beppo, astonished at so wild a possibility offering to come true. “I would like to get you out, of course--but can I?”

“I would like that dearly also!” said the Cockatrice.

“But how can I?” inquired Beppo.

“Keep me warm and feed me,” re-turned the monster. “Presently I shall be able to find out where my tail is. When I can move that I shall be able to get out.”

Beppo undertook whatever the Cockatrice told him--it was so grand to have a Cockatrice of his own. But it was a hard life, stoking up fires day and night, and bringing the Cockatrice the fodder necessary to replenish his drowsy being. When Beppo was quite tired out he would come and lay his head against the monster’s snout; and the Cockatrice would open a benevolent eye and look at him affectionately.

“Dear Cockatrice,” said the boy one day, “tell me about yourself, and how you lived and what the world was like when you were free!”

“Do you see any green in my eye?” said the Cockatrice.

“I do, indeed!” said Beppo. “I never saw anything so green in all the world.”

“That’s all right, then!” said the Cockatrice. “Climb up and look in, and you will see what the world was like when I was young.”

So Beppo climbed and scrambled, and slipped and clung, till he found himself on the margin of a wonderful green lake, which was but the opening into the whole eye of the Cockatrice.

And as soon as Beppo looked, he had lost his heart for ever to the world he saw there. It was there, quite real before him: a whole world full of living and moving things--the world before the trouble of man came to it.

“I see green hills, and fields, and rocks, and trees,” cried Beppo, “and among them a lot of little Cockatrices are playing!”

“They were my brothers and sisters; I remember them,” said the Cockatrice. “I have them all in my mind’s eye. Call them--perhaps they will come and talk to you; you will find them very nice and friendly.”

“They are too far off,” said Beppo, “they cannot hear me.”

“Ah, yes,” murmured the Cockatrice, “memory is a wonderful thing!”

When Beppo came down again he was quite giddy, and lost in wonder and joy over the beautiful green world the Cockatrice had shown him. “I like that better than this!” said he.

“So do I,” said the Cockatrice. “But perhaps, when my tail gets free, I shall feel better.”

One morning he said to Beppo: “I do really begin to feel my tail. It is somewhere away down the hill yonder. Go and look out for me, and tell me if you can see it moving.”

So Beppo went to the mouth of the cave, and looked out towards the city, over all the rocks and ridges and goat-pastures and slopes of vine that lay between.

Suddenly, as he looked, the steeple of the cathedral tottered, and down fell its weathercock and two of its pinnacles, and half the chimneys of the town snapped off their tops. All that distance away Beppo could hear the terrified screams of the inhabitants as they ran out of their houses in terror.

“I’ve done it!” cried the Cockatrice, from within the cave.

“But you mustn’t do that!” exclaimed Beppo in horror.

“Mustn’t do what?” inquired the Cockatrice.

“You mustn’t wag your tail! You don’t know what you are doing!”

“Oh, master!” wailed the Cockatrice; “mayn’t I? For the first time this thousand years I have felt young again.”

Beppo was pale and trembling with agitation over the fearful effects of that first tail-wagging. “You mustn’t feel young!” said he.

“Why not?” asked the Cockatrice, with a piteous wail.

“There isn’t room in the world for a Cockatrice to feel young nowadays,” answered Beppo gravely.

“But, dear little master and benefactor,” cried the Cockatrice, “what did you wake me up for?”

“I don’t know,” replied Beppo, terribly perplexed. “I wouldn’t have done it had I known where your tail was.”

“Where is it?” inquired the Cockatrice, with great interest. “It’s right underneath the city where I mean to be king,” said Beppo; “and if you move it the city will come down; and then I shall have nothing to be king of.”

“Very well,” said the Cockatrice sadly; “I will wait!”

“Wait for what?” thought Beppo. “Waiting won’t do any good.” And he began to think what he must do. “You lie quite still!” said he to the Cockatrice. “Go to sleep, and I will still look after you.”

“Oh, little master,” said the Cockatrice, “but it is difficult to go to sleep when the delicious trouble of spring is in one’s tail! How long does this city of yours mean to stay there? I am so alive that I find it hard to shut an eye!”

“I will let the fires that keep you warm go down for a bit,” said Beppo, “and you mustn’t eat so much grass; then you will feel better, and your tail will be less of an anxiety.”

And presently, when Beppo had let the fires which warmed him get low, and had let time go by without bringing him any fresh fodder, the Cockatrice dozed off into an uneasy, prehistoric slumber.