Sonnets and Verse

Part 1

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SONNETS AND VERSE

BY

H. BELLOC

SONNETS AND VERSE

BY

H. BELLOC

DUCKWORTH & CO. 3 HENRIETTA STREET, LONDON, W.C.

_First Published in 1923_

_All rights reserved_

_Made and Printed in Great Britain by Turnbull & Spears, Edinburgh_

To

JOHN SWINNERTON PHILLIMORE

A DEDICATION

WITH THIS BOOK OF VERSE

_When you and I were little tiny boys_ _We took a most impertinent delight_ _In foolish, painted and misshapen toys_ _Which hidden mothers brought to us at night._

_Do you that have the child’s diviner part--_ _The dear content a love familiar brings--_ _Take these imperfect toys, till in your heart_ _They too attain the form of perfect things._

CONTENTS

I. SONNETS

PAGE

I. LIFT UP YOUR HEARTS IN GUMBER, LAUGH THE WEALD 3

II. I WAS LIKE ONE THAT KEEPS THE DECK BY NIGHT 4

III. RISE UP AND DO BEGIN THE DAY’S ADORNING 5

IV. THE WINTER MOON HAS SUCH A QUIET CAR 6

V. WHATEVER MOISTURE NOURISHES THE ROSE 7

VI. YOUTH GAVE YOU TO ME, BUT I’LL NOT BELIEVE 8

VII. MORTALITY IS BUT THE STUFF YOU WEAR 9

VIII. NOT FOR THE LUCKLESS BUDS OUR ROOTS MAY BEAR 10

IX. THAT WHICH IS ONE THEY SHEAR AND MAKE IT TWAIN 11

X. SHALL ANY MAN FOR WHOSE STRONG LOVE ANOTHER 12

XI. THEY THAT HAVE TAKEN WAGES OF THINGS DONE 13

XII. BEAUTY THAT PARENT IS TO DEATHLESS RHYME 14

XIII. WHAT ARE THE NAMES FOR BEAUTY? WHO SHALL PRAISE 15

XIV. LOVE WOOING HONOUR, HONOUR’S LOVE DID WIN 16

XV. YOUR LIFE IS LIKE A LITTLE WINTER’S DAY 17

XVI. NOW SHALL THE CERTAIN PURPOSE OF MY SOUL 18

XVII. BECAUSE MY FALTERING FEET MAY FAIL TO DARE 19

XVIII. WHEN YOU TO ACHERON’S UGLY WATER COME 20

XIX. WE WILL NOT WHISPER, WE HAVE FOUND THE PLACE 21

XX. I WENT TO SLEEP AT DAWN IN TUSCANY 22

XXI. ALMIGHTY GOD, WHOSE JUSTICE LIKE A SUN 23

XXII. MOTHER OF ALL MY CITIES ONCE THERE LAY 24

XXIII. NOVEMBER IS THAT HISTORIED EMPEROR 25

XXIV. HOAR TIME ABOUT THE HOUSE BETAKES HIM SLOW 26

XXV. IT FREEZES: ALL ACROSS A SOUNDLESS SKY 27

XXVI. O MY COMPANION, O MY SISTER SLEEP 28

XXVII. ARE YOU THE END, DESPAIR, OR THE POOR LEAST 29

XXVIII. BUT OH! NOT LOVELY HELEN, NOR THE PRIDE 30

XXIX. THE WORLD’S A STAGE. THE LIGHT IS IN ONE’S EYES 31

XXX. THE WORLD’S A STAGE--AND I’M THE SUPER MAN 32

XXXI. THE WORLD’S A STAGE. THE TRIFLING ENTRANCE FEE 33

II. LYRICAL, DIDACTIC AND GROTESQUE

TO DIVES 37

STANZAS WRITTEN ON BATTERSEA BRIDGE DURING A SOUTH-WESTERLY GALE 39

THE SOUTH COUNTRY 42

THE FANATIC 45

THE EARLY MORNING 48

OUR LORD AND OUR LADY 49

COURTESY 51

THE NIGHT 53

THE LEADER 54

A BIVOUAC 56

TO THE BALLIOL MEN STILL IN AFRICA 57

VERSES TO A LORD WHO, IN THE HOUSE OF LORDS, SAID THAT THOSE WHO OPPOSED THE SOUTH AFRICAN ADVENTURE CONFUSED SOLDIERS WITH MONEY-GRUBBERS 59

THE REBEL 61

THE PROPHET LOST IN THE HILLS AT EVENING 63

THE END OF THE ROAD 65

AN ORACLE THAT WARNED THE WRITER WHEN ON PILGRIMAGE 67

THE DEATH AND LAST CONFESSION OF WANDERING PETER 68

DEDICATORY ODE 70

DEDICATION ON THE GIFT OF A BOOK TO A CHILD 78

DEDICATION OF A CHILD’S BOOK OF IMAGINARY TALES 79

HOMAGE 80

THE MOON’S FUNERAL 81

THE HAPPY JOURNALIST 83

LINES TO A DON 85

NEWDIGATE POEM 88

THE YELLOW MUSTARD 93

THE POLITICIAN OR THE IRISH EARLDOM 94

THE LOSER 96

III. SONGS

NOËL 99

THE BIRDS 101

IN A BOAT 102

SONG INVITING THE INFLUENCE OF A YOUNG LADY UPON THE OPENING YEAR 104

THE RING 105

CUCKOO! 106

THE LITTLE SERVING MAID 107

AUVERGNAT 110

DRINKING SONG, ON THE EXCELLENCE OF BURGUNDY WINE 111

DRINKING DIRGE 113

WEST SUSSEX DRINKING SONG 115

A BALLAD ON SOCIOLOGICAL ECONOMICS 117

HERETICS ALL 118

HA’NACKER MILL 119

TARANTELLA 120

THE CHAUNTY OF THE “NONA” 122

THE WINGED HORSE 125

STREPHON’S SONG (FROM “THE CRUEL SHEPHERDESS”) 127

IV. BALLADES

SHORT BALLADE AND POSTSCRIPT ON CONSOLS AND BOERS 131

BALLADE OF THE UNANSWERED QUESTION 134

BALLADE TO OUR LADY OF CZESTOCHOWA 136

BALLADE OF HELL AND OF MRS ROEBECK 138

BALLADE OF UNSUCCESSFUL MEN 140

BALLADE OF THE HERESIARCHS 142

V. EPIGRAMS 147

VI. THE BALLAD OF VAL-ÈS-DUNES 157

I SONNETS

I

Lift up your hearts in Gumber, laugh the Weald And you my mother the Valley of Arun sing. Here am I homeward from my wandering Here am I homeward and my heart is healed. You my companions whom the World has tired Come out to greet me. I have found a face More beautiful than Gardens; more desired Than boys in exile love their native place.

Lift up your hearts in Gumber, laugh the Weald And you most ancient Valley of Arun sing. Here am I homeward from my wandering, Here am I homeward and my heart is healed. If I was thirsty, I have heard a spring. If I was dusty, I have found a field.

II

I was like one that keeps the deck by night Bearing the tiller up against his breast; I was like one whose soul is centred quite In holding course although so hardly prest, And veers with veering shock now left now right, And strains his foothold still and still makes play Of bending beams until the sacred light Shows him high lands and heralds up the day.

But now such busy work of battle past I am like one whose barque at bar at last Comes hardly heeling down the adventurous breeze; And entering calmer seas, I am like one that brings his merchandise To Californian skies.

III

Rise up and do begin the day’s adorning; The Summer dark is but the dawn of day. The last of sunset fades into the morning; The morning calls you from the dark away. The holy mist, the white mist of the morning Was wreathing upward on my lonely way. The way was waiting for your own adorning That should complete the broad adornéd day.

Rise up and do begin the day’s adorning; The little eastern clouds are dapple grey: There will be wind among the leaves to-day; It is the very promise of the morning. _Lux Tua Via Mea_: your light’s my way-- Then do rise up and make it perfect day.

IV

The Winter Moon has such a quiet car That all the winter nights are dumb with rest. She drives the gradual dark with drooping crest And dreams go wandering from her drowsy star Because the nights are silent do not wake But there shall tremble through the general earth, And over you, a quickening and a birth. The Sun is near the hill-tops for your sake.

The latest born of all the days shall creep To kiss the tender eyelids of the year; And you shall wake, grown young with perfect sleep, And smile at the new world and make it dear With living murmurs more than dreams are deep; Silence is dead, my dawn, the morning’s here.

V

Whatever moisture nourishes the Rose The Rose of the World in laughter’s garden-bed Where Souls of men on faith secure are fed And spirits immortal keep their pleasure-close. Whatever moisture nourishes the Rose, The burning Rose of the world, for me the same To-day for me the spring without a name Content or Grace or Laughter overflows.

This is that water from the Fount of Gold Water of Youth and washer out of cares Which Raymond of Saragossa sought of old And finding in the mountain, unawares, Returned to hear an ancient story told To Bramimond, his love, beside the marble stairs.

VI

Youth gave you to me, but I’ll not believe That Youth will, taking his quick self, take you. Youth’s all our Truth: he cannot so deceive. He has our graces, not our ownselves too. He still compares with time when he’ll be spent, By human doom enhancing what we are; Enriches us with rare experiment, Lends arms to leagured Age in Time’s rough war.

Look! This Youth in us is an Old Man taking A Boy to make him wiser than his days. So is our old Youth our young Age’s making: So rich in time our final debt he pays. Then with your quite young arms do you me hold And I will still be young when all the World’s grown old.

VII

Mortality is but the Stuff you wear To show the better on the imperfect sight. Your home is surely with the changeless light Of which you are the daughter and the heir. For as you pass, the natural life of things Proclaims the Resurrection: as you pass Remembered summer shines across the grass And somewhat in me of the immortal sings.

You were not made for memory, you are not Youth’s accident I think but heavenly more; Moulding to meaning slips my pen’s poor blot And opening wide that long forbidden door Where stands the Mother of God, your exemplar. How beautiful, how beautiful you are!

VIII

Not for the luckless buds our roots may bear Now all in bloom, now seared and cankered lying Will I entreat you, lest they should compare Foredoomed humanity with the fall of flowers. Hold thou with me the chaste communion rare And touch with life this mortal case of ours: You’re lifted up beyond the power of dying: I die, as bounded things die everywhere.

You’re voiced companionship, I’m silence lonely; You’re stuff, I’m void; you’re living, I’m decay. I fall, I think, to-night and ending only; You rise, I know, through still advancing day. And knowing living gift were life for me In narrow room of rhyme I fixed it certainly.

IX

That which is one they shear and make it twain Who would Love’s light and dark discriminate: His pleasure is one essence with his pain, Even his desire twin brother to his hate. With him the foiled attempt is half achieving; And being mastered, to be armed a lord; And doubting every chance is still believing; And losing all one’s own is all reward.

I am acquainted with misfortune’s fortune, And better than herself her dowry know: For she that is my fortune and misfortune, Making me hapless, makes me happier so: In which conceit, as older men may prove, Lies manifest the very core of Love.

X

Shall any man for whose strong love another Has thrown away his wealth and name in one, Shall he turn mocker of a more than brother To slight his need when his adventure’s done? Or shall a breedless boy whose mother won him In great men’s great concerns his little place Turn when his farthing honours come upon him To mock her yeoman air and conscious grace?

Then mock me as you do my narrow scope, For you it was put out this light of mine: Wrongfully wrecked my new adventured hope, Wasted my wordy wealth, spilt my rich wine, Made my square ship within a league of shore Alas! To be entombed in seas and seen no more.

XI

They that have taken wages of things done When sense abused has blocked the doors of sense, They that have lost their heritage of the sun, Their laughter and their holy innocence; They turn them now to this thing, now to t’other, For anchor hold against swift-eddying time, Some to that square of earth which was their mother, And some to noisy fame, and some to rhyme.

But I to that far morning where you stood In fullness of the body, with your hands Reposing on your walls, before your lands, And all, together, making one great good: Then did I cry “For this my birth was meant. These are my use, and this my sacrament!”

XII

Beauty that Parent is to deathless Rhyme Was Manhood’s maker: you shall bear a Son, Till Daughters linked adown admiring time Fulfil the mother, handing Beauty on. You shall by breeding make Life answer yet, In Time’s despite, Time’s jeer that men go void; Your stamp of heaven shall be more largely set Than my one joy, ten thousand times enjoyed.

The glories of our state and its achievement, Which wait their passing, shall not pass away. I will extend our term beyond bereavement, And launch our date into a dateless day. For you shall make recórd, and when that’s sealed In Beauty made immortal, all is healed.

XIII

What are the names for Beauty? Who shall praise God’s pledge he can fulfil His creatures’ eyes? Or what strong words of what creative phrase Determine Beauty’s title in the skies? But I will call you Beauty Personate, Ambassadorial Beauty, and again Beauty triumphant, Beauty in the Gate, Beauty salvation of the souls of men.

For Beauty was not Beauty till you came And now shall Beauty mean the sign you are; A Beacon burnt above the Dawn, a flame Like holy Lucifer the Morning Star, Who latest hangs in Heaven and is the gem On all the widowéd Night’s expectant Diadem.

XIV

Love wooing Honour, Honour’s love did win And had his pleasure all a summer’s day. Not understanding how the dooms begin, Love wooing Honour, wooed her life away. Then wandered he a full five years unrest Until, one night, this Honour that had died Came as he slept, in youth grown glorified And smiling like the Saints whom God has blest.

But when he saw her on the clear night shine Serene with more than mortal light upon her, The boy that careless was of things divine, Small Love, turned penitent to worship Honour. So Love can conquer Honour: when that’s past Dead Honour risen outdoes Love at last.

XV

Your life is like a little winter’s day Whose sad sun rises late to set too soon; You have just come--why will you go away, Making an evening of what should be noon. Your life is like a little flute complaining A long way off, beyond the willow trees: A long way off, and nothing left remaining But memory of a music on the breeze.

Your life is like a pitiful leave-taking Wept in a dream before a man’s awaking, A Call with only shadows to attend: A Benediction whispered and belated Which has no fruit beyond a consecrated, A consecrated silence at the end.

XVI

Now shall the certain purpose of my soul By blind and empty things controlled be, And mine audacious course to that far goal Fall short, confessing mere mortality. Limbs shall have movement and ignore their living, Brain wit, that he his quickness may deny. My promised hope forswears in act of giving, Time eats me up and makes my words a lie.

And mine unbounded dream has found a bar, And I must worst deceit of best things bear. Now dawn’s but daybreak, seas but waters are, Night darkness only, all wide heaven just air: And you to whom these fourteen lines I tell, My beauty, my desire: but not my love as well.

XVII

Because my faltering feet may fail to dare The first descendant of the steps of Hell Give me the Word in time that triumphs there. I too must pass into the misty hollow Where all our living laughter stops: and hark! The tiny stuffless voices of the dark Have called me, called me, till I needs must follow: Give me the Word and I’ll attempt it well.

Say it’s the little winking of an eye Which in that issue is uncurtained quite; A little sleep that helps a moment by Between the thin dawn and the large daylight. Ah! tell me more than yet was hoped of men; Swear that’s true now, and I’ll believe it then.

XVIII

When you to Acheron’s ugly water come Where darkness is and formless mourners brood And down the shelves of that distasteful flood Survey the human rank in order dumb. When the pale dead go forward, tortured more By nothingness and longing than by fire, Which bear their hands in suppliance with desire, With stretched desire for the ulterior shore.

Then go before them like a royal ghost And tread like Egypt or like Carthage crowned; Because in your Mortality the most Of all we may inherit has been found-- Children for memory: the Faith for pride. Good land to leave: and young Love satisfied.

XIX

We will not whisper, we have found the place Of silence and the endless halls of sleep. And that which breathes alone throughout the deep The end and the beginning: and the face Between the level brows of whose blind eyes Lie plenary contentment, full surcease Of violence, and the passionless long peace Wherein we lose our human lullabies.

Look up and tell the immeasurable height Between the vault of the world and your dear head; That’s death, my little sister, and the night Which was our Mother beckons us to bed, Where large oblivion in her house is laid For us tired children, now our games are played.

XX

I went to sleep at Dawn in Tuscany Beneath a Rock and dreamt a morning dream. I thought I stood by that baptismal stream Whereon the bounds of our redemption lie. And there, beyond, a radiance rose to take My soul at passing, in which light your eyes So filled me I was drunk with Paradise. Then the day broadened, but I did not wake.

Here’s the last edge of my long parchment furled And all was writ that you might read it so. This sleep I swear shall last the length of day; Not noise, not chance, shall drive this dream away: Not time, not treachery, not good fortune--no, Not all the weight of all the wears of the world.

XXI

Almighty God, whose justice like a sun Shall coruscate along the floors of Heaven, Raising what’s low, perfecting what’s undone, Breaking the proud and making odd things even. The poor of Jesus Christ along the street In your rain sodden, in your snows unshod, They have nor hearth, nor sword, nor human meat, Nor even the bread of men: Almighty God.

The poor of Jesus Christ whom no man hears Have waited on your vengeance much too long. Wipe out not tears but blood: our eyes bleed tears. Come smite our damnéd sophistries so strong That thy rude hammer battering this rude wrong Ring down the abyss of twice ten thousand years.

XXII

Mother of all my cities once there lay About your weedy wharves an orient shower Of spice and languorous silk and all the dower That Ocean gave you on his bridal day. And now the youth and age have passed away And all the sail superb and all the power; Your time’s a time of memory like that hour Just after sunset, wonderful and grey.

Too tired to rise and much too sad to weep, With strong arm nerveless on a nerveless knee, Still to your slumbering ears the spousal deep Murmurs his thoughts of eld eternally; But your soul wakes not from its holy sleep Dreaming of dead delights beside a tideless sea.

XXIII

November is that historied Emperor Conquered in age but foot to foot with fate Who from his refuge high has heard the roar Of squadrons in pursuit, and now, too late, Stirrups the storm and calls the winds to war, And arms the garrison of his last heirloom, And shakes the sky to its extremest shore With battle against irrevocable doom.

Till, driven and hurled from his strong citadels, He flies in hurrying cloud and spurs him on, Empty of lingerings, empty of farewells And final benedictions and is gone. But in my garden all the trees have shed Their legacies of the light and all the flowers are dead.

XXIV

Hoar Time about the House betakes him slow Seeking an entry for his weariness. And in that dreadful company distress And the sad night with silent footsteps go. On my poor fire the brands are scarce aglow And in the woods without what memories press Where, waning in the trees from less to less Mysterious hangs the hornéd moon and low.

For now December, full of agéd care Comes in upon the year and weakly grieves; Mumbling his lost desires and his despair And with mad trembling hand still interweaves The dank sear flower-stalks tangled in his hair, While round about him whirl the rotten leaves.

XXV

It freezes: all across a soundless sky The birds go home. The governing dark’s begun. The steadfast dark that waits not for a sun; The ultimate dark wherein the race shall die. Death with his evil finger to his lip Leers in at human windows, turning spy To learn the country where his rule shall lie When he assumes perpetual generalship.

The undefeated enemy, the chill That shall benumb the voiceful earth at last, Is master of our moment, and has bound The viewless wind itself. There is no sound. It freezes. Every friendly stream is fast. It freezes, and the graven twigs are still.

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