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POEMS
_By the same author_:
THE GARDEN PARTY THE DOVES’ NEST BLISS
POEMS
BY KATHERINE MANSFIELD
LONDON: CONSTABLE & CO. LTD.
_First published 1923_
PRINTED IN GREAT BRITAIN BY ROBERT MACLEHOSE AND CO. LTD. THE UNIVERSITY PRESS, GLASGOW
TO ELIZABETH OF THE GERMAN GARDEN WHO LOVED CERTAIN OF THESE POEMS AND THEIR AUTHOR
CONTENTS
PAGE INTRODUCTORY NOTE xi
POEMS: 1909–1910
IN THE RANGITAKI VALLEY 3
SPRING WIND IN LONDON 4
BUTTERFLY LAUGHTER 6
THE CANDLE 7
LITTLE BROTHER’S SECRET 8
LITTLE BROTHER’S STORY 9
THE MAN WITH THE WOODEN LEG 10
WHEN I WAS A BIRD 11
THE ARABIAN SHAWL 12
SLEEPING TOGETHER 13
THE QUARREL 14
POEMS: 1911–1913
LONELINESS 17
THE MEETING 18
THE GULF 19
THE STORM 20
ACROSS THE RED SKY 21
VERY EARLY SPRING 22
THE AWAKENING RIVER 23
THE SEA-CHILD 24
THE EARTH-CHILD IN THE GRASS 25
TO GOD THE FATHER 26
THE OPAL DREAM CAVE 27
SEA 28
JANGLING MEMORY 29
THERE WAS A CHILD ONCE 30
THE SECRET 31
SEA SONG 32
COUNTRYWOMEN 34
STARS 35
DEAF HOUSE AGENT 36
POEMS AT THE VILLA PAULINE: 1916
VILLA PAULINE 39
CAMOMILE TEA 40
WAVES 41
THE TOWN BETWEEN THE HILLS 43
VOICES OF THE AIR 45
SANARY 46
TO L. H. B. (1894–1915) 47
POEMS: 1917–1919
NIGHT-SCENTED STOCK 51
NOW I AM A PLANT, A WEED.... 53
THERE IS A SOLEMN WIND TO-NIGHT 54
OUT IN THE GARDEN 55
FAIRY TALE 56
COVERING WINGS 57
FIRELIGHT 59
SORROWING LOVE 60
A LITTLE GIRL’S PRAYER 61
THE WOUNDED BIRD 62
CHILD VERSES: 1907
A FAIRY TALE 65
OPPOSITES 67
SONG OF KAREN, THE DANCING CHILD 69
A JOYFUL SONG OF FIVE 70
THE CANDLE FAIRY 71
SONG BY THE WINDOW BEFORE BED 72
A LITTLE BOY’S DREAM 73
WINTER SONG 74
ON A YOUNG LADY’S SIXTH ANNIVERSARY 75
SONG OF THE LITTLE WHITE GIRL 76
A FEW RULES FOR BEGINNERS 77
A DAY IN BED 78
THE LONESOME CHILD 79
A FINE DAY 80
EVENING SONG OF THE THOUGHTFUL CHILD 81
A NEW HYMN 83
AUTUMN SONG 84
THE BLACK MONKEY 85
THE PILLAR BOX 86
THE QUARREL 87
GROWN-UP TALK 88
THE FAMILY 89
INTRODUCTORY NOTE
In her Journal, on January 22, 1916, Katherine Mansfield told her plans as her writer to her dead brother. She wanted to pay “a sacred debt” to her country, New Zealand, because “my brother and I were born there.” “Then,” she continued, “I want to write poetry.”
“I feel always trembling on the brink of poetry,” she whispers to her brother. “The almond tree, the birds, the little wood where you are, the flowers you do not see, the open window out of which I lean and dream that you are against my shoulder, and the times that your photograph ‘looks sad.’ But especially I want to write a kind of long elegy to you ... perhaps not in poetry. No, perhaps in prose. Almost certainly in a kind of special _prose_.”
This “special _prose_” was the peculiar achievement of her genius. It seems to me that nothing like _Prelude_ or _At the Bay_ or _The Voyage_ or _The Doves’ Nest_ had ever been written in English before. English prose was turned to a new and magical use, made crystal-clear, and filled with rainbow-beauties that are utterly indefinable. What might, in another writer of genius, have become poetry, Katherine Mansfield put into her stories.
Nevertheless, she had written and, at long intervals, continued to write poetry. Perhaps her poetry is not quite poetry, just as her prose is not quite prose. Certainly, whatever they are, they belong to the same order; they have the same simple and mysterious beauty, and they are, above all, the expression of the same exquisite spirit. To my sense they are unique.
Comparatively few of these poems have been published; and of these few hardly one, except those which have appeared after her death in _The Adelphi_, over her own name. All those which were published in her lifetime, with two exceptions, appeared in papers which we edited together--in _Rhythm_, when we were young; in _The Athenaeum_, when we were older. The reason of this restriction was that she had tried in vain to get them published in other places. I remember her telling me when first we met that the beautiful pieces now gathered together as “Poems, 1911–1913” had been refused, because they were unrhymed, by the only editor who used to accept her work. He wanted her to write nothing but satirical prose. This treatment made her very reserved about her verses. Those she published in _Rhythm_ appeared as translations from an imaginary Russian called Boris Petrovsky; those she published in _The Athenaeum_ appeared over the pseudonym of Elizabeth Stanley. Her cousin, to whom this book is dedicated, was the only person to penetrate this latter disguise.
The poems have been roughly grouped in periods. Katherine Mansfield’s practice was suddenly to spend several days in writing poetry, and then to abandon poetry wholly for months and years together. “Poems at the Villa Pauline,” with the exception of the sonnet to L. H. B., were written in curious circumstances. Villa Pauline was a four-roomed cottage on the shore of the Mediterranean where we lived in 1916. For the whole of one week we made a practice of sitting together after supper at a very small table in the kitchen and writing verses on a single theme which we had chosen. It seems to me now almost miraculous that so exquisite a poem as, for instance, “Voices of the Air,” should have been thus composed.
The Child Verses at the end of the volume were written when Katherine Mansfield was still at Queen’s College. They were saved from destruction by one of her friends.
POEMS 1909–1910
IN THE RANGITAKI VALLEY
O valley of waving broom, O lovely, lovely light, O heart of the world, red-gold! Breast high in the blossom I stand; It beats about me like waves Of a magical, golden sea.
The barren heart of the world Alive at the kiss of the sun, The yellow mantle of Summer Flung over a laughing land, Warm with the warmth of her body, Sweet with the kiss of her breath.
O valley of waving broom, O lovely, lovely light, O mystical marriage of Earth With the passionate Summer sun! To her lover she holds a cup And the yellow wine o’erflows. He has lighted a little torch And the whole of the world is ablaze. Prodigal wealth of love! Breast high in the blossom I stand.
1909.
SPRING WIND IN LONDON
I blow across the stagnant world, I blow across the sea, For me, the sailor’s flag unfurled, For me, the uprooted tree. My challenge to the world is hurled; The world must bow to me.
I drive the clouds across the sky, I huddle them like sheep; Merciless shepherd-dog am I And shepherd-watch I keep. If in the quiet vales they lie I blow them up the steep.
Lo! In the tree-tops do I hide, In every living thing; On the moon’s yellow wings I glide, On the wild rose I swing; On the sea-horse’s back I ride, And what then do I bring?
And when a little child is ill I pause, and with my hand I wave the window curtain’s frill That he may understand Outside the wind is blowing still. ... It is a pleasant land.
O stranger in a foreign place, See what I bring to you. This rain--is tears upon your face; I tell you--tell you true I came from that forgotten place Where once the wattle grew.
All the wild sweetness of the flower Tangled against the wall. It was that magic, silent hour.... The branches grew so tall They twined themselves into a bower. The sun shone ... and the fall
Of yellow blossom on the grass! You feel that golden rain? Both of you could not hold, alas, (Both of you tried--in vain) A memory, stranger. So I pass.... It will not come again.
1909.
BUTTERFLY LAUGHTER
In the middle of our porridge plates There was a blue butterfly painted And each morning we tried who should reach the butterfly first. Then the Grandmother said: “Do not eat the poor butterfly.” That made us laugh. Always she said it and always it started us laughing. It seemed such a sweet little joke. I was certain that one fine morning The butterfly would fly out of the plates, Laughing the teeniest laugh in the world, And perch on the Grandmother’s lap.
THE CANDLE
By my bed, on a little round table The Grandmother placed a candle. She gave me three kisses telling me they were three dreams And tucked me in just where I loved being tucked. Then she went out of the room and the door was shut. I lay still, waiting for my three dreams to talk; But they were silent. Suddenly I remembered giving her three kisses back. Perhaps, by mistake, I had given my three little dreams. I sat up in bed. The room grew big, oh, bigger far than a church. The wardrobe, quite by itself, as big as a house. And the jug on the washstand smiled at me: It was not a friendly smile. I looked at the basket-chair where my clothes lay folded: The chair gave a creak as though it were listening for something. Perhaps it was coming alive and going to dress in my clothes. But the awful thing was the window: I could not think what was outside. No tree to be seen, I was sure, No nice little plant or friendly pebbly path. Why did she pull the blind down every night? It was better to know. I crunched my teeth and crept out of bed, I peeped through a slit of the blind. There was nothing at all to be seen. But hundreds of friendly candles all over the sky In remembrance of frightened children. I went back to bed ... The three dreams started singing a little song.
LITTLE BROTHER’S SECRET
When my birthday was coming Little Brother had a secret: He kept it for days and days And just hummed a little tune when I asked him. But one night it rained And I woke up and heard him crying: Then he told me. “I planted two lumps of sugar in your garden Because you love it so frightfully I thought there would be a whole sugar tree for your birthday, And now it will all be melted.” O the darling!
LITTLE BROTHER’S STORY
We sat in front of the fire; Grandmother was in the rocking chair doing her knitting And Little Brother and I were lying down flat. “Please tell us a story, Grandmother,” we said. But she put her head on one side and began counting the stitches, “Suppose you tell me one instead.” I made up one about a spotted tiger That had a knot in his tail; But though _I_ liked this about the knot, I did not know why it was put there. So I said: “Little Brother’s turn.” “I know a perfect story,” he cried, waving his hands. Grandmother laid down her knitting. “Do tell us, dear.” “Once upon a time there was a bad little girl And her Mummy gave her the slipper, and that’s all.” It was not a very special story. But we pretended to be very pleased And Grandmother gave him jumps on her lap.
THE MAN WITH THE WOODEN LEG
There was a man lived quite near us; He had a wooden leg and a goldfinch in a green cage. His name was Farkey Anderson, And he’d been in a war to get his leg. We were very sad about him, Because he had such a beautiful smile And was such a big man to live in a very small house. When he walked on the road his leg did not matter so much; But when he walked in his little house It made an ugly noise. Little Brother said his goldfinch sang the loudest of all birds, So that he should not hear his poor leg And feel too sorry about it.
WHEN I WAS A BIRD
I climbed up the karaka tree Into a nest all made of leaves But soft as feathers. I made up a song that went on singing all by itself And hadn’t any words, but got sad at the end. There were daisies in the grass under the tree. I said just to try them: “I’ll bite off your heads and give them to my little children to eat.” But they didn’t believe I was a bird; They stayed quite open. The sky was like a blue nest with white feathers And the sun was the mother bird keeping it warm. That’s what my song said: though it hadn’t any words. Little Brother came up the patch, wheeling his barrow. I made my dress into wings and kept very quiet. Then when he was quite near I said: “Sweet, sweet!” For a moment he looked quite startled; Then he said: “Pooh, you’re not a bird; I can see your legs.” But the daisies didn’t really matter, And Little Brother didn’t really matter; I felt _just_ like a bird.
THE ARABIAN SHAWL
“It is cold outside, you will need a coat-- What! this old Arabian shawl! Bind it about your head and throat, These steps ... it is dark ... my hand ... you might fall.”
What has happened? What strange, sweet charm Lingers about the Arabian shawl ... Do not tremble so! There can be no harm In just remembering--that is all.
“I love you so--I will be your wife,” Here, in the dark of the Terrace wall, Say it again. Let that other life Fold us like the Arabian shawl.
“Do you remember?” ... “I quite forget, Some childish foolishness, that is all, To-night is the first time we have met ... Let me take off my Arabian shawl!”
SLEEPING TOGETHER
Sleeping together ... how tired you were ... How warm our room ... how the firelight spread On walls and ceiling and great white bed! We spoke in whispers as children do, And now it was I--and then it was you Slept a moment, to wake--“My dear, I’m not at all sleepy,” one of us said...
Was it a thousand years ago? I woke in your arms--you were sound asleep-- And heard the pattering sound of sheep. Softly I slipped to the floor and crept To the curtained window, then, while you slept, I watched the sheep pass by in the snow.
O flock of thoughts with their shepherd Fear Shivering, desolate, out in the cold, That entered into my heart to fold! A thousand years ... was it yesterday When we, two children of far away, Clinging close in the darkness, lay Sleeping together?... How tired you were...
THE QUARREL
Our quarrel seemed a giant thing, It made the room feel mean and small, The books, the lamp, the furniture, The very pictures on the wall--
Crowded upon us as we sat Pale and terrified, face to face. “Why do you stay?” she said, “my room Can never be your resting place.”
“Katinka, ere we part for life, I pray you walk once more with me.” So down the dark, familiar road We paced together, silently.
The sky--it seemed on fire with stars! I said:--“Katinka dear, look up!” Like thirsty children, both of us Drank from that giant loving cup.
“Who were those _dolls_?” Katinka said. “What were their stupid, vague alarms?” And suddenly we turned and laughed And rushed into each other’s arms.
POEMS 1911–1913
LONELINESS
Now it is Loneliness who comes at night Instead of Sleep, to sit beside my bed. Like a tired child I lie and wait her tread, I watch her softly blowing out the light. Motionless sitting, neither left nor right She turns, and weary, weary droops her head. She, too, is old; she, too, has fought the fight. So, with the laurel she is garlanded.
Through the sad dark the slowly ebbing tide Breaks on a barren shore, unsatisfied. A strange wind flows ... then silence. I am fain To turn to Loneliness, to take her hand, Cling to her, waiting, till the barren land Fills with the dreadful monotone of rain.
1911.
THE MEETING
We started speaking, Looked at each other, then turned away. The tears kept rising to my eyes But I could not weep. I wanted to take your hand But my hand trembled. You kept counting the days Before we should meet again. But both of us felt in our hearts That we parted for ever and ever. The ticking of the little clock filled the quiet room. “Listen,” I said. “It is so loud, Like a horse galloping on a lonely road, As loud as that--a horse galloping past in the night.” You shut me up in your arms. But the sound of the clock stifled our hearts’ beating. You said, “I cannot go: all that is living of me Is here for ever and ever.” Then you went. The world changed. The sound of the clock grew fainter, Dwindled away, became a minute thing. I whispered in the darkness, “If it stops, I shall die.”
1911.
THE GULF
A gulf of silence separates us from each other. I stand at one side of the gulf, you at the other. I cannot see you or hear you, yet know that you are there. Often I call you by your childish name And pretend that the echo to my crying is your voice. How can we bridge the gulf? Never by speech or touch. Once I thought we might fill it quite up with tears. Now I want to shatter it with our laughter.
1911.
THE STORM
I ran to the forest for shelter, Breathless, half sobbing; I put my arms round a tree, Pillowed my head against the rough bark. “Protect me,” I said. “I am a lost child.” But the tree showered silver drops on my face and hair. A wind sprang up from the ends of the earth; It lashed the forest together. A huge green wave thundered and burst over my head. I prayed, implored, “Please take care of me!” But the wind pulled at my cloak and the rain beat upon me. Little rivers tore up the ground and swamped the bushes. A frenzy possessed the earth: I felt that the earth was drowning In a bubbling cavern of space. I alone-- Smaller than the smallest fly--was alive and terrified. Then, for what reason I know not, I became triumphant. “Well, kill me!” I cried and ran out into the open. But the storm ceased: the sun spread his wings And floated serene in the silver pool of the sky. I put my hands over my face: I was blushing. And the trees swung together and delicately laughed.
1911.
ACROSS THE RED SKY
Across the red sky two birds flying, Flying with drooping wings. Silent and solitary their ominous flight. All day the triumphant sun with yellow banners Warred and warred with the earth, and when she yielded Stabbed her heart, gathered her blood in a chalice, Spilling it over the evening sky. When the dark plumaged birds go flying, flying, Quiet lies the earth wrapt in her mournful shadow, Her sightless eyes turned to the red sky And the restlessly seeking birds.
1911.
VERY EARLY SPRING
The fields are snowbound no longer; There are little blue lakes and flags of tenderest green. The snow has been caught up into the sky-- So many white clouds--and the blue of the sky is cold. Now the sun walks in the forest, He touches the boughs and stems with his golden fingers; They shiver, and wake from slumber. Over the barren branches he shakes his yellow curls. ... Yet is the forest full of the sound of tears.... A wind dances over the fields. Shrill and clear the sound of her waking laughter, Yet the little blue lakes tremble And the flags of tenderest green bend and quiver.
1911.
THE AWAKENING RIVER
The gulls are mad-in-love with the river, And the river unveils her face and smiles. In her sleep-brooding eyes they mirror their shining wings. She lies on silver pillows: the sun leans over her. He warms and warms her, he kisses and kisses her. There are sparks in her hair and she stirs in laughter. Be careful, my beautiful waking one! you will catch on fire. Wheeling and flying with the foam of the sea on their breasts, The ineffable mists of the sea clinging to their wild wings, Crying the rapture of the boundless ocean, The gulls are mad-in-love with the river. Wake! we are the dream thoughts flying from your heart. Wake! we are the songs of desire flowing from your bosom. O, I think the sun will lend her his great wings And the river will fly away to the sea with the mad-in-love birds.
1911.
THE SEA CHILD
Into the world you sent her, mother, Fashioned her body of coral and foam, Combed a wave in her hair’s warm smother, And drove her away from home.
In the dark of the night she crept to the town And under a doorway she laid her down, The little blue child in the foam-fringed gown.
And never a sister and never a brother To hear her call, to answer her cry. Her face shone out from her hair’s warm smother Like a moonkin up in the sky.
She sold her corals; she sold her foam; Her rainbow heart like a singing shell Broke in her body: she crept back home.
Peace, go back to the world, my daughter, Daughter, go back to the darkling land; There is nothing here but sad sea water, And a handful of sifting sand.
1911.