Chapter 5
Know you what earth shall lose to-night, what rich, uncounted loans, What heavy gold of tales untold you bury with my bones? My loves in deep dim meadows, my ships that rode at ease, Ruffling the purple plumage of strange and secret seas. To see this fair earth as it is to me alone was given, The blow that breaks my brow to-night shall break the dome of heaven. The skies I saw, the trees I saw after no eyes shall see. To-night I die the death of God; the stars shall die with me: One sound shall sunder all the spears and break the trumpet's breath: You never laughed in all your life as I shall laugh in death.
VII
BALLADES
BALLADE D'UNE GRANDE DAME
Heaven shall forgive you Bridge at dawn, The clothes you wear--or do not wear-- And Ladies' Leap-frog on the lawn And dyes and drugs, and _petits verres._ Your vicious things shall melt in air ... ... But for the Virtuous Things you do, The Righteous Work, the Public Care, It shall not be forgiven you.
Because you could not even yawn When your Committees would prepare To have the teeth of paupers drawn, Or strip the slums of Human Hair; Because a Doctor Otto Maehr Spoke of "a segregated few"-- And you sat smiling in your chair-- It shall not be forgiven you.
Though your sins cried to---Father Vaughan, These desperate you could not spare Who steal, with nothing left to pawn; You caged a man up like a bear For ever in a jailor's care Because his sins were more than _two_ ... ... I know a house in Hoxton where It shall not be forgiven you.
ENVOI
Princess, you trapped a guileless Mayor To meet some people that you knew ... When the Last Trumpet rends the air It shall not be forgiven you.
A BALLADE OF AN ANTI-PURITAN
They spoke of Progress spiring round, Of Light and Mrs. Humphry Ward-- It is not true to say I frowned, Or ran about the room and roared; I might have simply sat and snored-- I rose politely in the club And said, "I feel a little bored; Will someone take me to a pub?"
The new world's wisest did surround Me; and it pains me to record I did not think their views profound, Or their conclusions well assured; The simple life I can't afford, Besides, I do not like the grub-- I wait a mash and sausage, "scored"-- Will someone take me to a pub?
I know where Men can still be found, Anger and clamorous accord, And virtues growing from the ground, And fellowship of beer and board, And song, that is a sturdy cord. And hope, that is a hardy shrub, And goodness, that is God's last word-- Will someone take me to a pub?
ENVOI
Prince, Bayard would have smashed his sword To see the sort of knights you dub--Is that the last of them--O Lord! Will someone take me to a pub?
A BALLADE OF A BOOK-REVIEWER
I have not read a rotten page Of "Sex-Hate" or "The Social Test," And here comes "Husks" and "Heritage".... O Moses, give us all a rest! "Ethics of Empire"!... I protest I will not even cut the strings, I'll read "Jack Redskin on the Quest" And feed my brain with better things.
Somebody wants a Wiser Age (He also wants me to invest); Somebody likes the Finnish Stage Because the Jesters do not jest; And grey with dust is Dante's crest, The bell of Rabelais soundless swings; And the winds come out of the west And feed my brain with better things.
Lord of our laughter and our rage. Look on us with our sins oppressed! I, too, have trodden mine heritage, Wickedly wearying of the best. Burn from my brain and from my breast Sloth, and the cowardice that clings, And stiffness and the soul's arrest: And feed my brain with better things.
ENVOI
Prince, you are host and I am guest, Therefore I shrink from cavillings.... But I should have that fizz suppressed And feed my brain with better things.
A BALLADE OF SUICIDE
The gallows in my garden, people say, Is new and neat and adequately tall. I tie the noose on in a knowing way As one that knots his necktie for a ball; But just as all the neighbours--on the wall-- Are drawing a long breath to shout "Hurray!" The strangest whim has seized me.... After all I think I will not hang myself to-day.
To-morrow is the time I get my pay--My uncle's sword is hanging in the hall-- I see a little cloud all pink and grey-- Perhaps the rector's mother will _not_ call-- I fancy that I heard from Mr. Gall That mushrooms could be cooked another way-- I never read the works of Juvenal-- I think I will not hang myself to-day.
The world will have another washing day; The decadents decay; the pedants pall; And H.G. Wells has found that children play. And Bernard Shaw discovered that they squall; Rationalists are growing rational-- And through thick woods one finds a stream astray, So secret that the very sky seems small-- I think I will not hang myself to-day.
ENVOI
Prince, I can hear the trumpet of Germinal, The tumbrils toiling up the terrible way; Even to-day your royal head may fall-- I think I will not hang myself to-day.
A BALLADE OF THE FIRST RAIN
The sky is blue with summer and the sun, The woods are brown as autumn with the tan, It might as well be Tropics and be done, I might as well be born a copper Khan; I fashion me an oriental fan Made of the wholly unreceipted bills Brought by the ice-man, sleeping in his van (A storm is coming on the Chiltern Hills).
I read the Young Philosophers for fun --Fresh as our sorrow for the late Queen Anne-- The Dionysians whom a pint would stun, The Pantheists who never heard of Pan. --But through my hair electric needles ran, And on my book a gout of water spills, And on the skirts of heaven the guns began (A storm is coming on the Chiltern Hills).
O fields of England, cracked and dry and dun, O soul of England, sick of words, and wan!-- The clouds grow dark;--the down-rush has begun. --It comes, it comes, as holy darkness can, Black as with banners, ban and arriere-ban; A falling laughter all the valley fills, Deep as God's thunder and the thirst of man: (A storm is coming on the Chiltern Hills).
ENVOI
Prince, Prince-Elective on the modern plan Fulfilling such a lot of People's Wills, You take the Chiltern Hundreds while you can-- A storm is coming on the Chiltern Hills.