Pharais; and, The Mountain Lovers
Part 4
After a silence, during which he had looked long at the fire, and closed his eyes at the last, with Lora's gaze hungrily set upon him, and the dark, sweet gloom of Mrs. Maclean's, wet with the dew of unshed tears, upon both of the twain, whom she loved so passing well, he murmured huskily and confusedly:
"By green pastures ... I will lay me down to sleep.... It calleth, calleth ..."
Suddenly Mrs. Maclean arose. Taking Lora's hand, she led her to the fireside and motioned her to kneel beside Alastair. Then, blowing out the candle-flame, she too knelt. Only the fireglow now lit the room, filled with brooding shadows in the corners and with warm dusk where the two women kneeled and the man slept.
With arms lifted as if in invocation, the elder woman--her face wan under her grey hair, though touched with an unreal glow from the flaming peats--in a low, crooning voice, repeated the ancient rest-words, the ancient prayer of her people, said at the covering up of the fire against the hours of sleep:
"_Smàlaidh mis'n nochd an teine; Mar a smàlas Mac Moire. Gu'm bu slan an tigh's an teine, Gu'm bu slan a' chiudeachd uile. Co bhios air an lar? Peadair agus Pòl, Co bhios air an phaire nochd? Moire mhin-gheal's a Mac. Bial De a labhras, Aingeal geal a dh' innseas-- Ga'r comhnadh's ga'r gleidheadh Gus an tig an solus geal a maireach._"
I will cover up the fire aright, Even as directed by the Virgin's Son. Safe be the house, and safe the fire, And safe from harm be all the indwellers. Who is that that I see on the floor? Even Peter himself and Paul. Upon whom shall this night's vigil rest? Upon the blameless Virgin and her Son: God's mouth has spoken it. A white-robed angel shall be with us in the dark, Till the coming of the sun at morn.
When she ceased, there was no sound save the low sobbing of Lora and the quiet breathing of the sleeper in the high-backed chair.
Having made the sign of the cross upon her breast and over the fire, she covered up the flame with ash and charred peat. Quietly, then, she placed her strong arm around Alastair, and half guided, half lifted him to the bed in the adjoining room where he and Lora were wont to sleep. The girl-wife followed, and, with deft hands, unclad Alastair and laid him gently in the bed. Swiftly disrobing herself, she lay down by his side, her dark hair mingling on the pillow with his tangle of dull gold.
The gleam still emitted between the bars from beneath the covered peats passed into the room through the open doorway and fell upon the bed.
Alastair stirred; opened his eyes; looked with wild, startled gaze at Lora, then at Mrs. Maclean, who had again knelt, and with raised arms had begun her "Blessing of Peace."
With a sigh he closed his eyes, and the terror passed from his face. Once or twice he muttered parts of the lines of that ancient sleep-prayer, familiar to him since his boyhood, and before it was ended deep slumber had come upon him:
"_Laidhidh misc 'nochd Le Moire 's le 'Mac, Le mathair mo Righ, 'Ni mo dhion 'o dhroch-bheairt, Cha laidh mise leis an olc, 'S cha laidh an t' olc leam; Ach laidhidh mì le Dia,_ _'S laidhidh Dia Ma' rium. Lamh dheas Dhe fo'm cheann, Crois nan naoi aingeal leam. 'O mhullach mo chinn Gu craican mo bhonn, Guidheam Peadair, guidheam Pòl, Guidheam Moir-Oigh' 'sa Mac. Guidheam an da ostal deug, Gun mise 'dhol eug le'n cead. 'Dhia 'sa Mhoire na gloire. 'S a Mhic na oighe cubhraidh Cumabh mise o na piantan dorcha, 'S Micheal geal' an cò 'ail m'anama._"
This night I will lay me down to sleep With Mary Virgin and her Son, Even with the mother of my King, Who protects me from all evil; Nor shall evil lie down to sleep with me, But I shall sleep with God: And with me shall God lie down. His right arm shall be under my head: The cross of the Nine Angels be about me, From the top of my head To the soles of my feet. I supplicate Peter, I supplicate Paul, I supplicate Mary the Virgin and her Son, I supplicate the twelve Apostles, That evil befall us not this night. Mary, in thy goodness and glory, And Thou, Son of the sweet-savoured Virgin, Protect us this night from all the pains of darkness. And thou, Michael, guardian of souls, abide with us, watching.
When she looked down, at the end of her prayer, Mary saw that Lora's eyes also were closed; though by the muttering of the lips she knew her dear one was not asleep.
Softly she closed the door behind her; then, passing by the fire, went into the third room of the cottage.
Soon she too was in bed, softly repeating, as the weariness of sleep came over her:
_Cha laidh mise leis an olc, 'S cha laidh an t' olc leam._
Without, came the rising sound of the tide among the pebbles on the shore, the incessant chime of wave lapsing over wave on flat rocks. The sough of the wind fell from the corries of Craig-an-Iolair, and died in whispers among the fern and dew-cold grasses.
So went the hours from silence into silence. And in time came the dawn, and an ashen-grey upon the sea, and a grey gloom upon each leaf and every dusky frond and blade. But when the black of the mainland became gold, and a trouble of light moved, swiftly-throbbing, across the eastern water, Michael the Watcher withdrew.
At the window of the room where Alastair and Lora slept, the beautiful sunflood of the new day poured in rejoicingly.
One long streamer of light fell upon his yellow hair and kissed the eyelids of a veiled, subsiding mind. Downward it moved, and filled with its gleam the dark-brown hair which lay across the white breast of Lora. Then, surely, it passed beneath the flower of her bosom and into her heart, and warmed it with joy; for with a smile she awoke, murmuring,
"_Pharais, Pharais._"
III
Before the want of that day, the rumour went among the scant population of Innisròn that Alastair, son of Diarmid of Macleod, was mad: that, in the phrasing of the islesman, he had the mind-dark.
Men and women whispered the thing with awe. In the West, something almost of a hieratic significance is involved in the poetic phrase that God has filled with dusk the house of the brain. Not thus is spoken of the violence of insanity--the mere insurgence of delirium from the fever of hate, or from jealousy, or love, or evil of the blood, or the curse of drink. But that veil of darkness which comes down upon the mind of man or woman in the fullness of life, and puts an impermeable mist or a twilight of awful gloom about the soul, is looked upon not only with an exceeding tenderness, but with awe, and as of a bowing of the head before a divine mystery.
Yet the rumour was not true, for Alastair Macleod, though he stood within the shadow, had not yet sunk into the darkness.
As it had chanced, Mrs. Maclean was not the only person who had seen him and Lora on their return.
Late in the night Ian Maclean had come back from the western side of the isle, and was standing in the shadow of the byre when, hand in hand, Lora and Alastair approached.
The old man had been unhappy, and, after leaving his kinsman at Ardfeulan, had wandered up among the corries. In the wail of the wind along the heights, in the sough of it in the little glens and shelving uplands, he heard voices to which he would fain not have listened, for they spoke of a terror that was in the air.
The moment he saw Alastair's eyes, dark within the moonlit pallor of the face, he knew that his premonitions were no mere imaginings. On his forehead he saw the shadow of doom.
With a sigh he turned, and, having entered the byre and gone to the part of it shut off for his use, lay down upon his bed of fragrant fern. But, weary as he was, he could not sleep.
Again the vision came to him: and once more he saw Alastair move blindly in an unfamiliar place, with the mist no longer up to his waist only, but risen now to his throat, and with thin tongues reaching upward still.
The long night went drearily past. When the day was come, Ian rose and let out the kye. The sweet freshness of the air was as balm to his weariness. The wind blew cool upon his brows, and a breath of the sea mingled with the myriad suspiration of the earth and gave him the intoxication of the dawn. His eyes grew brighter, his step firmer, his mien no longer that of profound dejection; and when Ghaoth came leaping toward him, and barked about the half-amused, half-angry cows--who stopped to plash their hoofs in the thick white dew, against which the warm breaths fell revolvingly like grey whorls of steam, and to swing their great horns against their flanks, wild and shaggy as the brown hill-sides in autumn--then all the gloom of the night went from him.
"Mayhap it was but a dream," he muttered: "and who can tell the folly of the mind?"
Then, with Ghaoth's help, he got the steers from the neighbouring shed and "Righ-geal," the great tawny-shaggy bull, whose either horn could have pierced right through and beyond the biggest drover who ever crossed the Kyles at Colintraive, and urged all the kine upward to the higher pastures, where the thyme was so sweet, close-clustered as it was among the soft green hair of the isle-grass.
It seemed to him as though all the larks on Innisròn were singing at one time and just there, everywhere around and above him. In the birk-shaws, there was a mavis that was as a fount wherefrom music spilled intoxicatingly: by the burn, the merles called, recalled, and called yet again, and over and over, sweet and blithe, and with loud, reckless cries of mirth and joy. On every gorse-bush, yellow with bloom, fragrant almost to pain, and filled with the murmur of the wild-bee and the high, thin hum of the wood-wasp, a yellow-hammer flitted to and fro, or sang its _tweet--tweet--tweet--o-o-oh sweet!--sweet!_
The sky was almost cloudless save for an angry flush in the north-east--a deep, living blue of infinite, though indiscernibly faint gradation. Here and there, too, were thin, almost invisible grey mare's-tails swept upward, as though they were snow-dust or sea-spray, before the flying feet of the Weaver of the Winds.
As soon as Ian had reached the last dyke, and had seen "Righ-geal" lead his impatient following toward the uplands, he stood swaying his grey head slowly to and fro, with his right hand moving automatically in rhythmic accord, while he repeated the familiar "Rann Buacbailleac," or Rune on the driving of the cattle to the pasture:
I
"_Siubhal beinne, siubhal baile, Siubhal gu re fada farsuinn; Buachaille Mhic De m'ar casaibh, Gu mu slan a thig sibh dachaidh, Buachaille Mhic De m'ar casaibh Gu mu slan a thig sibh dachaidh._
II
"_Comraig, Dhia agus Chalum-Chille, Bhith m'ar timchioll a fabh's a tilleadh, Agus nan or-chiabh down! Agus Banachaig nan basa min-gheal, Bride nan or-chiabh down!_"
I
Travel ye moorland, travel ye townland, Travel ye gently far and wide, God's Son be the Herdsman about your feet, Whole may ye home return. God's Son be the Herdsman about your feet, Whole may ye home return.
II
The protection of God and of Columba, Encompass your going and coming; And about you be the milkmaid of the smooth white palms, Bridget of the clustering hair, golden brown, And about you be the milkmaid of the smooth white palms, Bridget of the clustering hair, golden brown!
Turning aside, the shepherd searched here and there among the boulders and split rocks which everywhere obtruded from the sea of heather. For a time his quest was unrewarded; but just as he was about to relinquish it he gave an abrupt exclamation. He had seen the _Torranan_, that rare plant, of which he had often heard, but had never found: and, for sure, he would never have sought it there, for it was said to be a plant of the sea's lip--that is to say, of the shore, within reach of the tide-breath.
Muttering over and over, "_Buainams' thu thorranain!_"--Let me pluck thee, Torranan,--he gained the precious bloom at last, and then, holding it before him, half spoke, half chanted this ancient incantation, known in the isles as the "Eolas an Torranain," a spell of good service to keep the cows from the harm of the evil eye, and also to increase their milk:
"_Buainams' thu thoranain Le'd uile bheannachd's le'd uile bhuaidh--_"
Let me pluck thee, Torranan! With all thy blessedness and all thy virtue. The nine blessings came with the nine parts, By the virtue of the Torranan. The hand of St. Bride with me. I am now to pluck thee.
Let me pluck thee, Torranan! With thine increase as to sea and land; With the flowing tide that shall know no ebbing By the assistance of the chaste St. Bride, The holy St. Columba directing me, Gentle Oran protecting me, And St. Michael, of high-crested steeds, Imparting virtue to the matter the while, Darling plant of all virtue, I am now plucking thee!
All the time the old man had been carefully disengaging the cream-white, dome-shaped flower, he had crooned over and over:
"_Lamh Bhride leam, Tha mi 'nis ga'd bhuain!_"
The hand of St. Bride with me I am now to pluck thee!
So, too, now--now that he had the Torranan safe at last, he kept repeating:
"_'Cuir buaidh anns an ni, Tha mo lus lurach a nis air a bhuain!_"
Darling plant of all virtue, I am now plucking thee!
But the line that was on his lips for long that day--even after he had given the flower to Mary Maclean, with assurance that it was gathered during the lift of the tide, was _Ri lionadh gun tra'adh_--"With the flowing tide that shall know no ebbing." Over and over he said this below his breath. _Ri lionadh gun tra'adh_; strange words these: what was the hidden thing in them? What was the _lionadh_, the flowing tide: was it life or death?
But now the rare bloom was found: he was glad of that. He doffed his weather-worn bonnet, and placed the flower in the hollow of it: then, calling Ghaoth from the already scattered kye, he turned and made his way back to the clachan.
When he entered Mrs. Maclean's cottage, where his breakfast of porridge was ready, he made and received the usual salutation of blessing: and then sat down in silence.
The room was full of sunlight--so full that Mrs. Maclean had hung a screen of bracken from an iron hook, so that it shielded the peat-fire and let the life of the flame burn unchecked.
He did not look at Alastair; and, indeed, all the morning-blitheness had gone out of the eyes of the old man. Not that any there noticed his taciturnity. Mrs. Maclean moved softly to and fro. Alastair sat broodingly in the leathern chair before the fire: Lora on a stool at his feet, with her right hand clasped in his left and her eyes fixed on his face. On the table the porridge was untouched, the new bread uncut, the warm milk grown tepid.
With a sigh, Alastair rose at last. Crossing the room, he went to the east window and stared forth unseeingly, or, at any rate, without sign of any kind. Then, restlessly, he began to pace to and fro. Repressing her tears, Lora seated herself at the table and tried to eat, hopeful that she might thus induce him to do likewise. Mrs. Maclean followed her example, but ate in silence. She had almost ended, when Lora saw that she had abruptly laid down her spoon and was looking intently at Ian.
The old man now followed every motion of the invalid with a look as of one fascinated. When, suddenly, Alastair turned, went to the door and crossed the threshold, Ian rose and followed.
A few seconds later he came back, his withered face almost as white as his hair.
Mrs. Maclean met him ere he could speak.
"Not a word before _her_" she whispered.
"Meet me at the byre: I shall be there in a minute or two."
But just then Lora rose and went out.
"Ian Maclean, what is it?"
"Mary, my kinswoman, he is not alone."
"Not alone?"
"I have seen _the other_"
She knew now what he meant. He had seen the shadow-self, the phantasm of the living that, ere death, is often seen alongside the one who shall soon die. Mrs. Maclean knew well that this shadowy second-self simulated the real self, and that even all the actions of the body were reproduced with a grotesque verisimilitude. But she was also aware how, sometimes, one may learn from the mien of the phantasm what is hidden in the aspect of the doomed.
"Last night," Ian went on in a dull voice, "I had the sight again. I saw the mist of death as high about him as when a man is sunken in a peat-bog up to the eyes."
"Well? I know you have more to say."
"Ay."
"Speak, Ian!"
With a long, indrawn breath, the old man resumed in a slow, reluctant voice.
"When I came in, a little ago, I saw the sorrow there was on every face. My vision, too, came back upon me, and I had trouble. I meant to eat and go out quickly. But when Mr. Alastair began to move about, I saw that he was not alone. I knew _the other_ at once. There could be no mistake. In dress, in height, in face, in movement, they were the same. But there was a difference."
Mrs. Maclean shuddered slightly, and her lips opened as though she were about to speak. With a gesture, however, she signed to Ian to continue.
"Ay, there was a difference. I hoped against my eyes; but when I followed him yonder I saw what I saw, and what killed my hope."
"Speak, speak, Ian!"
"In all things, the same but one, and that was in the eyes, in the expression. Those of Mr. Alastair were dull and lightless, and brooding low; those of _the other_ were large and wild, and stared in terror and amaze; and on the face of the thing the Fear lay, and moved, and was alive."
"O Ian, Ian, what does it mean?"
"It means this, Mary, daughter of Donnacha, what, sure, you know well: that not only is the shadow of death near this house, but that upon Alastair Mac Diarmid is the mind-dark that lay upon his father and upon his father's father."
"The curse of Michael be upon this evil, Ian!"
"Even so, _Mhoire nighean Donnacha_."
"His father was the third of his race in succession, who, soon or late, fell under that shadow. And we all know, sure we all know, that after the third generation the veil is withdrawn. This thing is an evil dream of yours, Ian Maclean!"
"It is an evil doing of _some one_," muttered the old man, with sombre eyes.
"Perhaps"--
But before Mrs. Maclean could say what was in her mind, Alastair and Lora entered.
With downcast eyes Ian passed out, giving a furtive, terrified look behind him ere he closed the door.
* * * * *
It was through the old islesman that the rumour of Alastair Macleod's madness went abroad.
Long before the stormy afternoon which followed the beautiful youth of that day, with its ominous morning-red in the north-east, had waned to gloaming, there was not a soul on Innisròn who did not know of the sorrow.
Yet no one came near out of a cruel sympathy: no one spoke heedless words either of question or solace to Mrs. Maclean; for none could be said to the two most concerned, neither Alastair nor Lora having been seen throughout the day.
Nevertheless, a deep resentment prevailed against one person upon the island. Not only had the spring gone ill with the fishing, but the nets had been torn and trailed in a way that suggested something beyond the blind malice of wind and wave and the currents of the deep sea and the savage dog-fish. Several cows had ceased to give milk; hens had ceased to lay; and Gregor McGregor's white mare had dropped a dead foal, the first time such a thing had happened on the isle. And now that, unforeseen and in the heyday of youth and health, the worst of all troubles had come upon Alastair Macleod, many recalled how his father, Macleod of Dunvrechan, who had died on Innisròn, had not only once denounced old Ealasaid MacAodh as a woman of the evil eye, but had cursed her ere he died, and attributed his misery to a blight of her working.
As one spake to another, the same thought came into each mind: that the old widow who lived at Craig-Ruaidh, at the head of the Glen of the Dark Water, had put her malice upon Alastair Mac Diarmid.
Some one, in a group by the ferry, reminded her hearers that, by a mischance, every one on the isle save Widow MacAodh had been invited to the feast in the little mission-house, when "_Lora nighean maighstir Tormaid_" was wedded; and how it was well known that old Ealasaid had been full of anger and pain at the slight, and had since scarce spoken with any one save Mrs. Maclean, with whom no bitterness was ever long to endure.
"Ay, ay, it's her doing--it's her doing," was muttered all round; "she has put the spell of the evil eye upon him--foreigner that she is."
Many years had gone by since Duncan bàn MacAodh, a Hebridean, who had settled in Innisròn, brought thither a wife out of remote St. Kilda. Long since he had gone to his rest, and lay among the few dead under the great runic cross at the extreme of Ardfeulan, on the west of the isle; yet he was still "the man from Uist," as his widow was still the "outlander."
"Ian," said Pòl Macdonald, one of the oldest of the fishermen, "you too are said to have _the thing_ in you, though you always look through both eyes, and with good will to man and beast. Let you, and two others of us, go to-night to Widow Ealasaid's, do upon her and find out if she is accursed:...and then...and then...."
No one spoke, though a veiled consenting glance went between Macdonald and Ian and a young islesman, Ronald Macrae, who lived over by Ardfeulan.
It was not a subject to discuss further in that hour of uncertainty. One or two members of the group had already edged away, when Kathia Macdonald suddenly drew attention to the appearance of the first three of the returning herring-boats, anxiously expected for over an hour past.
The brown-sailed wherries came in under the lee of the isle in a smother of foam. Already a snarling north-easter was racing over the sea, still smelling of the ling and bracken it had flattened as it tore over the summits of the mainland hills.
The water was of a shifting emerald near the haven; of a dark bottle-green beyond; and, out in the open, black, fretted and torn with staring white splashes and a myriad-leaping surge.
The race of the sea-horses had begun, and no one on Innisròn was at ease till the last boat had come safely round from Ardgheal, the point whence on the yestereve Lora had so eagerly watched for the coming of her husband.
A fiery sunset disclosed the immense and swirling procession of clouds high over the isle--cloud not only racing after cloud, but often leaping one upon the other as flying sheep in panic. Toward the east, the vapours were larger and darker: the cohorts more densely massed. Above the mainland stretched one vast unbroken phalanx of purple-livid gloom, out of the incessant and spasmodically convulsive travail in whose depths swept monstrous cloudbirths.
As the night fell, there was audible beyond the hills the noise of a baffled thunderstorm--a tempest which had been caught among the mountains, and could no more lift itself over the summits than a screaming and wrestling eagle could tear itself from a stag in whose hide its talons had become irremovably gripped.
Above the peaks and along the flank of the mass of livid gloom, spears of lightning were swung against the wind; and with splinter and flash, there was a rain of whirled lances as against some unseen assault from below.