PART II
_The School-Mistress_
I
THE OLDER LETITIA
Precisely at half-past seven there was a faint rustling on our staircase and a moment later Letitia Primrose appeared at our breakfast-table smiling "Good-morning." She was dressed invariably in the plainest of black gowns with the whitest of ruching about her wrists and throat, and at the collar a pin which had been her mother's, a cameo Minerva in an antique setting of vine leaves wrought in gold. The gown itself--I scarcely know how to style it, for no frill or foible of the day was ever visible in its homely contour, or if existing there, had been so curbed by the wearer's modesty as to be quite null and void to the naked eye. Every tress of her early whitening hair lay smoothly back about her forehead, and behind was caught so neatly beneath her comb, it might be doubted how or if she ever slept upon it. Just so immaculate, virginal, irreproachable did the older Letitia come softly down to us every week-day morning of her life, and taking her chair between Dove's seat and mine, she would adjust her gold-rimmed glasses to better see how the night had dealt with us, and beaming upon us with one of the pleasantest of inquiring smiles, would murmur--
"Well?"
She ate little, and that so unobtrusively, I used to wonder if she ate at all. I can remember her lifting her cup, but do not recall that it ever reached her lips. She had, I think, some trick of magnetism, some power of the eye that held yours at the crucial moment, so that you never really saw her sip or bite, and she never chewed, I swear, yet I never heard of her bad digestion. Eating in her was a chaste indulgence common only, I believe, to spinsterhood--a rite, communionlike, rather than a feast.
When the clock struck eight, we would rise together--I for my office, Dove for farewells, Letitia for the school-room; I with a clattering chair, Dove demurely, Letitia noiselessly, to put on a hat as vague and unassuming as that decorous garment in which she cloaked herself from the outer world--a kind of cape and jacket, I think it was, in winter, but am not quite sure. In summer it was a cashmere shawl. Then slipping on a pair of gloves, black always and always whole, however faded, she would take up her small pearl-handled parasol, storm or shine, and that linen bag of hers, a marvellous reticule for books and manuscripts with a separate pocket in the cover-flap for a comb and mirror and extra handkerchief--though not to my knowledge; I am merely telling what was told. Nor am I telling all that was said of Letitia's panoply and raiment, the manner of which at every season, at every hour of the night and day, was characterized--if I have understood the matter--not so much by a charm of style as of precaution, a modest providence, a truly exquisite foresight and readiness for all emergencies, however perilous, so that fire nor flood nor war's alarms nor death itself, however sudden, should find her unprepared. Fire at night would merely have illumined a slender, unobtrusive figure descending a stair or ladder unabashed, decently, even gracefully arrayed in a silk kimono which hung nightly on the foot-board of her bed; and since for other purposes it was never worn, it remains unscorched, and, indeed, unblemished, to this very day. But for that grim hand the moment of whose clutch can never be foretold with certainty, nothing could exceed Letitia's watchfulness and care. She dressed invariably, I have said, in the plainest black, but I have heard, and on authority I could not question, that however simple and inexpensive those outer garments were, the inner vestments were of finest linen superimposing the softest silk. Thus--for a tendency to some heart-affection was hereditary in the Primrose family--thus could no sudden dissolution or surrender, such as might occur in an absence from home and the ministration of loving friends, be attended ever by any _post-mortem_ embarrassment or chagrin, but rather would disclose a pride and delicacy of taste and consideration, the more remarkable and worthy of approval and regret, because it could never otherwise have been revealed. Nothing I know of in the way of gifts was more acceptable to Letitia Primrose than those black silk ones which she took such pains to purchase and secrete.
It was a wondrous reticule, that linen pouch of which I spoke, bearing "L. P." embroidered on its outer side. I say its outer, for so she carried it always; and in years, so many I will not count them, I never knew that monogram turned in, or down. She met me with it in the doorway from which Dove watched us till we had left the gate. Mornings, for years, we went to our work together, save when an urgent matter summoned me earlier or compelled me, against my will and exercise, to drive. Morn after morn we walked together to the red brick school-house, talking of village news and the varying moods of our fickle northern weather, or perhaps of books, old ones and new ones, or of those golden memories that we shared. They were not perfunctory as I recall them, those morning dialogues. There was no abstraction about Letitia, no cursory, unweighed chattering of things so obvious as to need no comment. Every topic might be a theme for her mild eloquence. It might be of Keats that she discoursed to me, or Browning or Alfred Tennyson or perhaps the Corsican, whom she hated, partly for tyranny, partly because he made her "look at him," she said; it might be the Early Church, whose records she had read and read again, though not one-half so much for Cuthbert's holiness, I told her, as for Fuller's quaintness, which she loved; or it might be a March morning that we walked together, while she spoke like a poet's daughter of the first pink arbutus some grinning farm-boy had laid but yesterday upon her desk.
Why no one ever wooed and won such fervor seemed passing strange to Dove and me. With all the grace of goodness and gentle courage in which she faced the world alone, in all those years which had followed her father's death, she had never, to Dove's ken or mine, won a single suitor. Those burdens of care and sacrifice laid too soon upon her frail, young shoulders had borne early fruit--patience, wisdom, and a sweet endurance beyond her years--but on such harvest young men set small store. A taste for it comes late. It made her pleasing to her elders, but those of her own years shrank instinctively from its very perfectness. She had matured too soon. How then should any one so coolly virtuous know trial or passion? Surely so young a saint could have no warm impetuous hours to remember, no sweet abandonment, no pretty idyls--had she even a spring-time to recall?
Men admired her for her mind and heart, but in her presence secretly were ill at ease. Her self-dependence rendered useless their stronger arms accustomed to being leaned upon. She smiled upon them, it is true, but not as men like to be smiled upon--neither as a child, trustingly, nor as a queen, confident of their homage and gallant service. She appealed neither to their protection nor to their pride. She awoke the friend, but not the lover, in them; and so the years slipped by and she won no chivalry, because she claimed none. She had but asked and but received respect.
Our raillery, harmlessly meant, was not always kind, as I look back at it. It is scarcely pleasant to be reminded that among one's kind one is not preferred, yet Letitia bore all our jesting with steadfast pleasantry.
"Do I look forlorn? Do I look so helpless?" she would ask. Her very smile, her voice, her step, seemed in themselves an answer. "What do I want with a husband then?"
"Why," Dove would say, "to make you happy, Letitia."
"You child: I am perfectly happy."
"Well," Dove would answer, stubbornly, "to make you happier, then."
I have forgotten Letitia's answers--all but one of them:
"I lived so long with my scholar-love," she once said, sweetly, of her father, "I fear I never should be content with an ordinary man."
Dove declared that no one in Grassy Fordshire was half worthy of her cousin; at least, she said, she knew but one, and he was already wedded--and to a woman, she added, humbly, not half so good or wise or wonderful as Letitia. Dove stoutly held that Letitia could have married, had she wished it, and whom she would. Father would shake his head at that.
"No," he would say, "Letty is one of those women men never think of as a bride."
"But why?" Dove would demand then, loyally. "She is the very woman to find real happiness in loving and self-sacrifice. Adversity would never daunt her, and yet," my wife would say with scorn rising in her voice, "the very men who need such help and comprehension and comradeship in their careers, would pass her by, and for a chit of girl who would never be happy sharing their struggles--but only their success!"
"My dear," father would reply, sagely, "a man glories in his power to hand a woman something she cannot reach herself. Letty Primrose has too long an arm."
"But if a man once married Letitia--" Dove would protest, and father would chuckle then.
"Ah, yes, my dear, if one only would! But there's the rub. Doubtless he would find Letitia much like other women, quite willing he should reach things down to her from the highest shelf. But he must be a wise man to suspect just that--to guess what lies beneath our Letty's apparent self-sufficiency."
"An older man might," Dove once suggested. "A general, or a great professor, or a minister plenipotentiary."
"Doubtless," he answered, "but our Grassy Ford is a narrow world, my dear. The young sprigs in it are only silly lads, and the elder bachelors are very musty ones, I fear--and not an ambassador among them. I doubt very much if Letitia will ever meet him--that man you mean, who might choose Letty's love through wisdom, and whose wisdom she might choose through love."
Dove's answer was a sigh.
"Bertram," she said, "you must make some real nice, elderly bachelor doctor friends, and we'll ask them to visit us."
It seemed a likely plan, but nothing came of it, and the silly lads and the musty ones alike left our Letitia more and more to friendships beyond her years. From being so much in the company of her elders, she grew in time to be more like them. Her modesty became reserve; reserve, in turn, a certain awkwardness or shy aloofness in the presence of the other sex--primness, it was called. She had not forgotten how to smile; her talk was blithe enough with those she knew, and was still colored by her love for poetry, but it fast grew quainter and less colloquial; there was a certain old-fashioned care and subtlety about it, a rare completeness in its phrases not at all like the crude, half-finished ones with which our Grassy Ford belles were content. It added to her charm, I think, but to the evidence as well of that maturity and self-complacency which all men seemed to fear and shun, not one suspecting that the glow beneath meant youth--youth preserved through time and trial to be a light to her, or to Love belated.
Her brown hair turned to gray, her gray to white, and she still came down to us smiling good-morning; still worshipped Keats, still scorned the upstart who made her look; taught on, year after year, in the red brick school-house, wearing the wild flowers farm-boys gathered in the hills. Her life flowed on like a stream in summer, softly in shadow and in sun. She seemed content--no bitter note in her low voice, no glance of envy, malice, or chagrin in those kind gray eyes of hers, which beamed so gently upon others' loves; we used to wonder how they might have shone upon her own.
One day in August--it was again that anniversary birthday around which half my memories of her seem to cling--she gave me a copy of _In Memoriam_, and bought for herself the linen for another reticule. Neatly, and in the fashion of our grandmothers' day, she worked upon it her initials, L. and P., in Old-English letters, old-rose and gold.
"What," I asked, "is the figure meant for?"
"The figure? Where?"
"In the background there--the figure seven, in the lighter gold."
She bent to study it.
"There _is_ a seven there," she said. "I must have used a lighter silk."
"Then shall you alter it?" I asked.
"No," she answered. "It is now too late."
"She means the figure," I explained to Dove.
"The letters also," Dove murmured, softly, as we turned away.
II
ON A CORNER SHELF
At five minutes to four o'clock the red school-house gave no sign of the redder life beating within its walls. The grounds about it, worn brown by hundreds of restless feet and marked in strange diagrams, the mystic symbols of hop-scotch, marbles, and three-old-cat, were quite deserted save for sparrows busy with crumbs from the mid-day luncheon-pails. Five minutes later, one listening by the picket-fence might have heard faintly the tinkling of little bells, and a rising murmur that with the opening of doors burst suddenly into a tramping of myriad feet, while from the lower hallway two marching lines came down the outer stair, primly in step, till at the foot they sprang into wild disorder, a riot of legs and skirts, with the shouts and shrieks and shrill whistlings of children loosed from bondage. When the noisy tide had swept down the broad walk into the street, Letitia might be seen following smilingly, her skirts surrounded by little girls struggling for the honor of being nearest and bearing her reticule.
At the end of happy days Letitia's face bore the imprint of a sweet contentment, as if the love she had given had been returned twofold, not only in the awkward caresses of her little ones, but in the sight of such tender buds opening day by day through her patient care into fuller knowledge of a great bright world about them. She strove earnestly to show them more of it than the school-books told; she aimed higher than mere correctness in the exercises, those anxious, careful, or heedless scribblings with which her reticule was crammed. In the geography she taught there were deeper colorings than the pale tints of those twenty maps the text-book held; greater currents flowed through those green and pink and yellow lands than the principal rivers there, and in the plains between them greater harvests had been garnered, according to her stories, than the principal products, principal exports--principal paragraphs learned by rote and recited senselessly.
Drawing, in Letitia's room, it was charged against her by one named Shears, who had the interests of the school at heart and jaw, had become a subterfuge for teaching botany as well.
"For draggin' in a study," as he told a group on the corner of Main and Clingstone streets, "not _in_cluded in the grammar-grade curriculum!"
He paused to let the word have full effect.
"For wastin' the scholars' time and gettin' their feet wet pokin' around in bogs and marshy places, a-pullin' weeds! And for what?--why, by gum, to _draw_ 'em!"
His auditors chuckled.
"What," he asked, "are drawin'-books _for_?"
His fellow-citizens nodded intelligently.
"And even when she _does_ use the books," cried Mr. Samuel Shears, "she won't let 'em draw a consarned circle or cross or square, without they tell her some fool story of Michael the Angelo!"
The crowd laughed hoarsely.
"And who _was_ Michael the Angelo?" asked Mr. Shears, screwing his face up in fine derision and stamping one foot, rabbit-like, by way of emphasis to his scorn. "Who _was_ this here Michael the Angelo?"
Four men spat and the others shuffled.
"A _Dago_!" roared Shears, and the crowd was too much relieved to do more than gurgle. "What does my son care about Michael the Angelo?"
Letitia admitted, I believe, that _his_ son didn't.
"And further_more_," said Mr. Shears, insinuatingly, "what I want to know is: why has she got them pitchers a-hanging around the school-room walls? Pitchers of Dago churches and Dago statures--and I guess _you_ know what Dago statures are--I guess you know whether they're dressed like you and me!--I guess you fellows know all right--and if you don't, there's them that do. And, in conclusion, I want to ask right here: who's a-payin' for them there decorations?"
Mr. Shears spat, the crowd spat, and they adjourned.
Now, there may have been a dozen prints relieving the ugliness and concealing the cracks in the school-room walls, but all quite innocent, as I recall them: "Socrates in the Market-Place," "The Parthenon," "The Battle of Salamis," "Christian Martyrs," a tragic moment in the arena of ancient Rome, "St. Peter's," I suppose, "St. Mark's by Moonlight," and of statues only one and irreproachable, the "Moses" of Michael Angelo. His "David" was Letitia's joy, but she never dreamed, I am sure, of its exhibition in a grammar-school, though I have heard her declare (shamelessly, Mr. Shears would say) that were it not for a Puritan weakness of eyesight hereditary in Grassy Ford, that lithe Jew's ideal figure would be a far better lesson to her boys than all the text-books in physiology.
"Might it not incite them to sling-shots?" queried Dove, softly.
"I don't agree with you," said Letitia, lost in her theme, and noting only the fact, and not the nature, of the opposition. "I don't agree with you at all. It would teach them the beauty of manly--Why do you laugh?"
If Shears could have heard her! His information, such as it was, had been derived from his only son, a youth named David, "not by Angelo," Letitia said, and hopelessly indolent, whose only fondness was for sticking pins into smaller boys. He was useful, however, as a barometer in which the rise or fall of his surly impudence registered the parental feeling against her rule.
Shears and his kind held that the proper study of mankind was arithmetic. What would he not have said at the corner of Main and Clingstone streets, had he known that Letitia was trifling with Robinson's Complete?--that between its lines, she was teaching (surreptitiously would have been his word), an original, elementary course in ethics, a moral law of honesty, fair-dealing, and full-measure, so that all examples, however intricate, were worked out rigidly to the seventh decimal, by the Golden Rule!
Red geraniums bloomed in her school-room window, and on a corner-shelf, set so low that the children easily might have leaned upon it, lay Webster and another book--always one other; though sometimes large and sometimes small, now green, now red, now blue, now yellow, but always seeming to have been left there carelessly. Every volume bore on its fly-leaf two names--"David Buckleton Primrose," written in a bold, old-fashioned script in fading ink, and below it "Letitia Primrose," in a smaller, finer but no less quaint a hand. That book, whatever its name and matter, had been left there purposely, you may be sure. Letitia remembered how young Keats drank his first sweet draught of Homer and became a Greek; how little lame Walter poured over border legends to become the last of the Scottish minstrels; and how that other, that English boy, swam the Hellespont in a London street, to climb on its farther side, that flowery bank called poesy. It was her dream that among her foster-children, as she fondly called them, there might be one, perhaps, some day--some rare soul waiting rose-like for the sun, who would find it shining on her school-room shelf. So she dropped there weekly in the children's way, as if by accident, and without a word to them unless they asked, books which had been her father's pride or her own young world of dreams--books of all times and mental seasons, but each one chosen with her end in mind. They were beyond young years, she admitted frankly, as school years go, but when her Keats came, she would say, smiling, they would be bread-and-wine to him; milk and wild-honey they had been to her.
"Suppose," said Dove, "it should be a girl who bears away sacred fire from your shelf, Letitia?"
"Yes, it might be a girl," replied the school-mistress. "Perhaps--who knows?--another 'Shakespeare's daughter'!" And yet, she added, and with the faintest color in her cheeks, knowing well that we knew her preference, she rather hoped it would be a boy.
Few could resist that book waiting by the dictionary; at least they would open it, spell out its title-page, flutter its yellowing leaves, looking for pictures, and, disappointed, close it and turn away. But sometimes one more curious would stop to read a little, and now and then, to Letitia's joy, a lad more serious than the rest would turn inquiringly to ask the meaning of what he found there; then she would tell its story and loan the volume, hoping that Johnny Keats had come at last.
No one will ever know how many subtle lures she set to tempt her pupils into pleasant paths, but men and women in Grassy Ford today remember that it was Miss Primrose who first said this, or told them that, and while her discipline is sometimes smiled at--she was far too trusting at times, they tell me--doubtless, no one is the worse for it, since whatever evil she may have failed to nip, may be balanced now by the good of some lovely memory. Bad boys grown tall remembering their hookey-days do not forget the woman they cajoled with their forged excuses; and it is a fair question, I maintain, boldly, as one of that guilty clan, whether the one who put them on an honor they did not have, or, let us say, had mislaid temporarily--whether the recollection of Letitia Primrose and her innocence is not more potent now for good than the crimes she overlooked, for evil.
Sometimes I wonder if she was half so blind as she appeared to be, for as we walked one Sabbath by the water-side, with the sun golden on the marshes, and birds and flowers and caressing breezes beguiling our steps farther and farther from the drowsy town, I remember her saying:
"It is for this my boys play truant in the spring-time. Do you wonder, Bertram?"
For the best of reasons I did not. I was thinking of how the springs came northward to Grassy Fordshire when I was a runaway; and then suddenly as we turned a bend in Troublesome, there was a splash, and two bare feet sank modestly into the troubled waters. There was a bubbling, and then a head emerged dripping from all its hairs. Young David Shears had dived in the nick of time.
III
A YOUNGER ROBIN
When our boy was born we named him Robin Weatherby, after that elder Robin who had charmed my youth. If his babyhood lacked aught of love or discipline, it was neither Dove's fault nor Letitia's, for Robin's mother had ideas and a book on childhood, and dear Letitia did not need a book. In fact, she clashed with Dove's. I, as physician-in-ordinary to my child--for in dire emergencies in my own family I always employ an old-fogy, rival--was naturally of some little service in consultation with the two ladies and the Book. Of the characters of these associates of mine, I need only say that Dove was ever an anxious soul, the Book a truthful but at times a vague one, while Letitia was all that could be desired as guide, philosopher, and friend. Alarming symptoms might puzzle others, but never her; they might, even to myself, even to the Book, bode any one of twenty kinds of evil; to her they pointed solely, solemnly to one--that one, alas! which had carried off some dear child of her school.
Dove, I am sure, had never been impatient with Letitia, but now, such was the tension of these family conferences and such the gravity of the case involved, there were times, I noted, when the cousins addressed each other with the most exquisite and elaborate courtesy, lest either should think the other in the least disturbed. For example, there was that little affair of consolation--a sort of rubber make-believe with which young Robin curbed and soothed his appetite and invited pensiveness. Microbes, Letitia said, were--
Dove interposed to remind her that the things were boiled just seven--
Germs, Letitia argued, were not to be trifled with.
"Just seven times a week, my dear," said Dove, triumphantly.
"And besides," Letitia continued, undismayed, "they will ruin the shape of the child's mouth."
"But how?" cried Dove. "Pray tell me how, my love, when they are made in the very identical im--"
"And modern doctors," Letitia stated with some severity, "are doing away with so many foolish notions of our grandmothers."
"Yet our fathers and mothers," Dove replied, "were very fair specimens of the race, my dear. Shakespeare, doubtless, was rocked in a cradle, and his brains survived. They were quite intact, I think you will admit. _He_ wasn't joggled into--"
"Yet who knows what he might have written, dear love," answered Letitia, "if he had been permitted to lie quite--"
"_You_ try to make a child go to sleep, my darling, without _something_!" my wife suggested. "Just try it once, my dear."
"Cradles," said Letitia--but at this juncture I stepped in, authoritatively, as the father of my child. It is due to Dove, I confess gladly, and partly to Letitia also, that this fatherhood has been so pleasant to look back upon. Robin's mouth is very normal, as even Letitia will admit, I know, as she would be the last person in the world to say that his brains had suffered any in the joggling. Somehow, by dint of boiling the consolation I suppose, and by what-not formulæ, we got him up at last on two of the sturdiest, little, round, brown legs that ever splashed in mud-puddle--Dove's Darling, my Old Fellow, and Letitia's Love.
Love she called him in their private moments, and other names as fond, I have no doubt; publicly he was her Archer, her Bowman, her Robin Hood. She, it was, who purchased him bow-and-arrows, and replaced for him without a murmur, three panes in the library windows and a precious little wedding vase. The latter cost her a pretty penny, but she reminded us that a boy, after all, will be a boy! She took great pride in his better marksmanship and sought a suit for him, a costume that should be traditional of archers bold.
"Have you cloth," she asked, "of the shade called Lincoln green?"
The clerk was doubtful.
"I'll see," she said. "Oh, Mr. Peabody! Mr. Peabody!"
"Well?" asked a man's voice hidden behind a wall of calicoes. "Well? What is it?"
"Mr. Peabody, have we any cloth called Abraham--"
"Not Abraham Lincoln," Letitia interposed, mildly. "You misunderstood me. I said Lincoln green."
"Same thing," said the clerk, tartly.
Mr. Peabody then emerged smilingly from behind his wall.
"How do you do, Miss Primrose," said he. "What can we do for you this morning?" Letitia carefully repeated her request. He shook his head, while the young clerk smiled triumphantly.
"No," he said. "You must be mistaken. I have never even heard of such a color--and if there was one of that name," he added, with evident pride in his even tones, "I should certainly know of it. We have other greens--"
Letitia flushed.
"Why," she explained, "the English archers were accustomed to wearing a cloth called Lincoln green."
Mr. Peabody smiled deprecatingly.
"I never heard of it," he replied, stiffly; "and, as I say, I have been in the business for thirty years."
"But don't you remember Robin Hood and his merry men?"
"Oh!" exclaimed the merchant, a great light breaking in upon him. "You mean the fairy stories! Ha, ha! Very good. Very good, indeed. Well, no, Miss Primrose, I'm afraid we can hardly provide you with the cloth that fairies--"
"Show me your green cloths--all of them," said Letitia, her cheeks burning.
"Certainly, Miss Primrose. Miss Baggs, show Miss Primrose all of our green cloths--_all_ of them."
"Light green or dark green?" queried Miss Baggs, who had been delighted with the whole affair.
Letitia pondered. There had been some reason, she reflected, for Robin Hood's choice of gear.
"Something," she said, at last--"something as near to the shade of foliage as you can give me."
"I beg pardon?" inquired Miss Baggs.
"The color of leaves," explained Letitia.
"Well," Miss Baggs retorted, smartly, "some leaves are light, and some are dark, and some leaves are in-between."
There was a dangerous gleam in Letitia's eyes. "Show me _all_ your green cloths," she requested, curtly--"all of them." Miss Baggs obeyed.
"I suppose it really isn't Lincoln green, you know," Letitia said, when she had brought the parcel home with her and had spread its contents upon the sofa, "but I hope you'll like it, Dove. It is the nearest to tree-green I could find."
It was, indeed.
Now, Dove had never heard of a boy in green, and had grave doubts, which it would not do, however, to even hint to dear Letitia; so made it was, that archer-suit, though by some strange freak of fancy that caused Letitia keen regret, Robin, dressed in it, could seldom be induced to play at archery, always insisting, to her discomfiture, that he was Grass!
"When you grow up, my bowman," she once told him, "I'll buy you a white suit, all of flannel, and father shall teach you to play at cricket in the orchard."
"But crickets are black," cried Robin, whose eye for color, or the absence of it, I told Letitia, was bound to ruin her best-laid English plans.
It was good to see them, the Archer Bold and the Gray Lady walking together, hand-in-hand--the one beaming up, the other down; the one so subject to sudden leaps and bounds and one-legged hoppings to avoid the cracks, the other flurried lest those wild friskings should disturb the balance she had kept so perfectly all those years till then.
In their walks and talks lay many stories, I am sure--things which never will be written unless Letitia turns to authorship, for which it is a little late, I fear; but even then she would never dream of putting such simple matters down. She does not know at all the delicious Lady of the Linen Reticule, who, to herself, is commonplace enough. She might, perhaps, make a tale or two of the Archer in Lincoln Green, but what is the romance of an archer without the lady in it?
One drowsy afternoon on a Sunday in summer-time I stretched myself in my easy-chair with another for my slippered feet. My dinner had ended pleasantly with a love-in-a-cottage pudding which had dripped blissfully with a heavenly cataract of golden sauce. Dove had gone out on a Sabbath mission, rustling away in a gown sprinkled with rose-buds--one of those summer things in which it is not quite safe for any woman to risk herself in this wicked world.
Such shallow thoughts were passing through my mind as Dove departed, and when the front gate clicked behind her, I opened a charming novel and went to sleep. I know I slept, for I walked in a path I have never seen. I should like to see it, for it must be beautiful in the spring-time. It was a kind of autumn when I was there. I was dragging my feet about in the yellow leaves, when a senile hollyhock leaned over quietly and tickled me on the ear. As I brushed it away I heard it giggling. Then a twig of pear-tree bent and trifled with my nose, which is a thing no gentleman permits, even in dreams, and I brushed it smartly. Then I heard a voice--I suppose the gardener's--telling something to behave itself. Then I swished again among the leaves. How long I swished there I have no notion, but I heard more voices by-and-by, and I remember saying to myself, "They are behind the gooseberries." They did not know, of course, that I was there, else they had talked more softly.
"No," said he, "you be the horsey."
"Oh no," said the other, "I'd rather drive."
"No, _you_ be the horsey."
"Sh! Let me drive."
"I said _you_ be the horsey."
"I be the horsey?"
"Yes. Whoa, horsey! D'up! Whoa! D'up!"
Then all was confusion behind the gooseberries and the horsey d'upped and whoaed, and whoaed and d'upped, till I all but d'upped. I _did_ move, and the noise stopped.
How long I slept there I do not know, but I heard again those voices behind the vines, though more subdued now, mere tender undertones like lovers in a garden seat. Lovers I supposed them, and, keeping still, I listened:
"But I'm not your little boy," said one, "because you haven't any."
"Oh yes, you are," replied the other, confidently. "You're my little boy because I love you."
"But why don't you ask God to send you a little boy all your own, just four years old like me, so we could play together? Why don't you?"
"Because," the reply was, "you're all the little boy I need."
"But if you _did_ ask God and the angel brought you a little boy, then his name would be Billie."
"Oh, would it?"
"Yes, his name would be Billie, because now Billie is the next name to Robin."
"What do you mean by the next name to Robin?"
"Why, 'cause now, first comes Robin, and then comes Billie, and then comes Tommy, or else Muffins, if you turn the corner--unless he's a girl--and then he's Annie."
"What?" gasped the second voice. "I don't understand."
"Well, then," the first voice answered, wearily, "call him Johnny."
I know at the time the explanation seemed quite clear to me, as it must have been to the second speaker, for the colloquy ended then and there. I might have peeked through the gooseberries and not been discovered, I suppose, but just then I went out shooting flamingoes with a friend of mine, and when I got back, some time that day, the gooseberry-vines were thick with rose-buds. And while I was gone a brook had come--you could hear it plainly on the other side--and I was surprised, I remember, and angry with my aunt Jemima (I never had an Aunt Jemima) for not telling me. I listened awhile to the tinkle-tinkling till presently the burden changed to a
"Tra, la, la, Tra, la, la,"
over and over, till I said to myself, "These are the Singing Waters the poets hear!" So I tiptoed nearer through the crackling leaves, and touching the rose-vines very deftly for fear of thorns, again I listened. My heart beat faster.
"It is an English linn!" I said, astonished, for there were words to it, English words to that singing rivulet! I could make out "gold" and "rue" and "youth."
"Some woodland secret!" I told myself; so I listened eagerly, scarcely breathing, and little by little, as my ears grew more accustomed to the sounds, I heard the song, not once, but often, each time more clearly than before:
"Many seek a coronet, Many sigh for gold, Some there are a-seeking yet-- (Never thought of you, my pet!) --Now they're passing old.
"Many yearn for lovers true, Some for sleep from pain, Seeking laurel, some find rue-- (Oh, they never dreamed of you!) --Now want youth again.
"Crown and treasure, love like wine, Peace and laurel-tree, Have I all, oh! world of mine-- (Soft little world my arms entwine) --Youth thou art to me."
It seemed familiar, yet I could not place the song, till at last it came to me that Dr. Primrose wrote it for his only child, a kind of lullaby which he used to chant to her.
Then I remembered how all that while I had been listening with my eyes shut, and so I opened them to find the singer--and saw Letitia with Robin sleeping in her arms.
IV
HIRAM PTOLEMY
One afternoon in a spring I am thinking of, passing from my office to the waiting-room beyond it, I found alone there a little old gentleman seated patiently on the very edge of an old-fashioned sofa which occupied one corner of the room. He rose politely at my entrance, and, standing before me, hat in hand, cleared his throat and managed to articulate:
"Dr. Weatherby, I believe."
I bowed and asked him to be seated, but he continued erect, peering up at me with eyes that watered behind his steel-bowed spectacles. He was an odd, unkempt figure of a man; his scraggly beard barely managed to screen his collar-button, for he wore no tie; his sparse, gray locks fell quite to the greasy collar of his coat, an antique frock, once black but now of a greenish hue; and his inner collar was of celluloid like his dickey and like the cuffs which rattled about his lean wrists as he shook my hand.
"My name is Percival--Hiram De Lancey Percival," he said. "De Lancey was my mother's name."
"Will you come into my office, Mr. Percival?" I asked.
"No--no, thank you--that is, I am not a patient," he explained. "I just called on my way to--"
He wet his lips, and as he said "New York" I fancied I could detect beneath the casual manner he assumed, no inconsiderable self-satisfaction, accompanied by a straightening of the bent shoulders, while at the same moment he touched with one finger the tip of his collar and thrust up his chin as if the former were too tight for him. With that he laid his old felt hat among the magazines on my table and took a chair.
"The fact is," he continued, "I am a former protégé of the late Rev. David Primrose, of whom you may--"
He paused significantly.
"Indeed!" I said. "I knew Dr. Primrose very well. He was a neighbor of ours. His daughter--"
My visitor's face brightened visibly and he hitched his chair nearer to my own.
"I was about to ask you concerning the--the daughter," he said. "Is she--?"
"She lives with my family," I replied. "Letitia--"
"Ah, yes," he said; "Letitia! That is the name--Letitia Primrose--well, well, well, well. Now, that's nice, isn't it? She lives with you, you say."
"Yes," I explained, "she has lived with my family since her father's death."
"He was a remarkable man, sir," Mr. Percival declared. "Yes, sir, he was a remarkable man. Dr. Primrose was a pulpit orator of unusual power, sir--of unusual power. And something of a poet, sir, I believe."
"Yes," I assented.
"I never read his verse," said the little old gentleman, "but I have heard it said that he was a fine hand at it--a fine hand at it. In fact, I--"
He paused modestly.
"I am something of a writer myself."
"Indeed!" I said.
"Oh yes; oh yes, I--but in a different line, sir, I--"
Again he hesitated, apparently through humility, so that I encouraged him to proceed.
"Yes?" I said.
"I--er--in fact, I--" he continued, shyly.
"Something philosophical," I ventured.
"Yes; oh yes," he ejaculated. "Well, no; not that exactly."
"Scientific then, Mr. Percival."
He beamed upon me.
"Well, now, how did you guess it? How did you guess it?" he exclaimed.
"Oh, I merely took a chance at it," I replied, modestly.
"Well, now, that's remarkable. Say--you seem to be a clever young fellow. Are you--are you interested--in science?" he inquired, sitting forward on the very edge of his chair.
"Well, as a doctor, of course," I began.
"Of course, of course," he interposed, "but did you ever take up ancient matters to any extent?"
"Well, no, I cannot say that I have."
"Latin and Greek, of course?" suggested Mr. Percival.
"Oh yes, at college--Latin and Greek."
"Dr. Weatherby," said my visitor, his eyes shining, "I don't mind telling you: I am a--"
He wetted his lips and glanced nervously about him.
"We are quite alone," I said.
"Dr. Weatherby, I am an Egyptologist!"
"You are?" I answered.
"Yes," he replied! "Yes, sir, I am an Egyptologist."
"That," I remarked, "is a very abstruse department of knowledge."
"It is, sir," replied the little old gentleman, hitching his chair still nearer, so that leaning forward he could pluck my sleeve. "I am the only man who has ever successfully deciphered the inscriptions on the great stone of Iris-Iris!"
"You don't say so!" I exclaimed.
"I do, Dr. Weatherby. I am stating facts, sir. Others have attempted it, men eminent in the learned world, sir, but I alone--here in my bosom--"
He tapped the region of his heart, where a lump suggested a roll of manuscript. "I alone, Dr. Weatherby, have succeeded in translating those time-worn symbols. Dr. Weatherby"--he lowered his voice almost to a whisper--"it has been the patient toil of seven years!"
He sprang back suddenly in his chair, and drawing a red bandanna from his coat-tails proceeded to mop his brow.
"Mr. Percival," I said, cordially, looking at my watch, "won't you come to dinner?" His eyes sparkled.
"Well, now, that's good of you," he said. "That's very good of you. I _was_ intending to go on to New York to-night by the evening-train, but since you insist, I might wait over till tomorrow."
"Do so," I urged. "You shall spend the night with us. Letitia will be delighted to see an old friend of her father, and my wife will be equally pleased, I know. Have you your grip with you?"
"It is just here--behind the lounge," said Mr. Percival, springing forward with the agility of a boy and drawing from beneath the flounce of the sofa-cover a small valise of a kind now seldom seen except in garrets or in the hands of such little, old-fashioned gentlemen as my guest. It had been glossy black in its day, but now was sadly bruised and a little mildewed with over-much lying in attic dust. In the very centre of the outer flap, which buckled down over a shallow pocket, intended, I suppose, for comb and brush, was a small round mirror, dollar-sized, which by some miracle had escaped the hand of time.
"By-the-way," I said, as we entered my buggy, "you haven't told me--"
He interrupted me, smiling delightedly.
"Why I am going to New York?"
"Yes," I said.
"Well, sir, I'll tell you. I'll tell you, doctor, and it's quite a story."
"Where is your home, Mr. Percival?"
"Sand Ridge," he said, "has _been_ my home, but I expect to reside hereafter in--"
He wetted his lips and pulled at his collar again--
"In New York, sir."
On our drive homeward he told his story. Early in manhood he had been a carpenter by day, by night a student of the ancient languages, which he acquired by dint of such zeal and sacrifice that Dr. Primrose, then in the zenith of his own career, discovering the talents of the poor young artisan, urged and aided him to obtain a pulpit in a country town. He proved, I imagine, an indifferent preacher, drifting from place to place, and from denomination to denomination, to become at last a teacher of Greek and Latin in the Sand Ridge Normal and Collegiate Institute. Whatever moments he could spare from his academic duties, he had devoted eagerly to Egyptian monuments, and more particularly to that one of Iris-Iris which had baffled full half a century of learned men.
"But how did you do it?" I inquired. He wriggled delightedly in the carriage-seat.
"Doctor," he said, "how does a man perform some marvellous surgical feat, which no one had ever done, or dreamed of doing, before? Eh?"
"I see," I replied, nodding sagely. "Such things are beyond our ken."
"I did it," he chuckled. "I did it, doctor. And now, sir--"
He paused significantly.
"You are going to New York," I said.
"Exactly. To--"
"Publish," I suggested.
"The very word!" he cried. "Doctor, I am going to give my discovery to the world--to the world, sir!--not merely for the edification of savants, but for the enlightenment of my fellow-men."
"By George!" I said, "that's what I call philanthropy, Mr. Percival."
"Well, sir," he replied, modestly, "all I ask--all I ask in return, sir, is that I may be permitted to spend the remainder of my days, rent free and bread free, in some hall of learning, that I may edit my books and devote myself to further research undismayed by the--the--"
"Wolf at the door," I suggested.
"Exactly," he replied. "That's all I ask."
"It is little enough," I remarked.
"Doctor," he said, solemnly, "it is enough, sir, for any learned man."
When I reached home with my unexpected guest, Dove and Letitia smilingly welcomed him; I say smilingly, for there was that about the little old gentleman which defied ill-humor. He seemed shy at first, as might be expected of a bachelor-Egyptologist, but the simple manners he encountered soon reassured him. I led him to our best front bedroom, where he stood, dazzled apparently by the whiteness and ruffles all about him, and could not be induced to set down his valise till he had spread a paper carefully upon the rug beneath it.
"Now, I guess I'll just wash up," he said, "if you'll permit me," looking doubtfully at the spotless towels and the china bowl decorated with roses, which he called a basin. I assured him that they were there to use.
It was not long before we heard him wandering in the upper halls, and hastening to his rescue I found him muttering apologies before a door through which apparently he had blundered, looking for the staircase. Safe on the lower floor again, Letitia put him at his ease with her kind questions about Egyptology, and the delighted scientist was in the midst of a glowing narrative of the great stone of Iris-Iris when dinner was announced. It was evident that Dove's table quite disconcerted him with its superfluity of glass and silver, and dropping his meat-fork on the floor, he strenuously resisted all Dove's orders to replace it from the pantry.
"No, no, dear madam," he exclaimed, pointing to the shining row beside his plate, "do not disturb yourself, I pray. One of these extras here will do quite as well."
During the dinner Letitia plied him with further questions till he wellnigh forgot his plate in his elation at finding such sympathetic auditors. Dove considerately delayed the courses while he talked on, bobbing forward and backward in his chair, his slight frame swayed by his agitation, his face glowing, and his beard bristling with its contortions.
"Never," he told me afterwards, as we passed from the dining-room arm-in-arm--"never have I enjoyed more charming and intelligent conversation--never, sir!"
I offered him cigars, but he declined them, observing that while he never used "the weed," he had up-stairs in his valise, if we would permit him--
We did so, though none the wiser as to what he meant, for he did not complete his sentence, but, bowing acknowledgment, he briskly disappeared, to return at once without further mishap in our deceitful upper hallway--reappearing with a paper bag which he untwisted and offered gallantly to the ladies.
"Lemon-drops," he said. "Permit me, Mrs. Weatherby. Oh, take more, Miss Letitia--do, I beg; they are quite inexpensive, I assure you--quite harmless and inexpensive. Help yourself liberally, Mrs. Weatherby. Lemon-drops, as you are doubtless aware, doctor, are the most healthful of sweets, and as a--have another, Miss Primrose, do!--as a relaxation after the day's toil are much to be preferred, if you will pardon my saying so, Dr. Weatherby--much to be preferred to that poisonous cigar you are smoking there."
"Quite right, Mr. Percival," I assented.
"They are very nice," Dove said.
"Oh, they are delicious!" cried Letitia.
"Are they not?" said the little man, delighted with his hospitality, and so I left them--two ladies and an Egyptologist sucking lemon-drops and talking amiably of the great stone of Iris-Iris--while I attended on more modern matters, but with regret. I returned, however, in time to escort the scientist to his bedroom, where he opened his valise and took from it a faded cotton night-gown, which with a few papers and a Testament seemed its sole contents. His books, he explained, had gone on by freight. As I turned to leave him he said, earnestly:
"Doctor, my old friend's daughter is a most remarkable woman, sir--a most remarkable woman."
"She is, indeed," I assented.
"Why," said he, "she evinced an interest in the smallest detail of my work! Nothing was too trivial, or too profound for her. I was astonished, sir."
"She is a scholar's daughter, you must remember, Mr. Percival."
"Ah!" said he. "That's it. That's it, doctor. And what an ideal companion she would make for another scholar, sir!--or any man."
Next morning I was called into the country before our guest had risen, and when I returned at noon he had gone, leaving me regretful messages. I heard then what had happened in my absence. Hiram Ptolemy--it is the name we gave to our Egyptologist--had awakened soon after my departure and was found by Dove walking meditatively in the garden. After breakfast, while my wife was busy with little Robin, Letitia listened attentively to a further discourse on the Iris-Iris, which, she was told, bore on its surface a glorious message from the ancient to the modern world.
"It will cause, dear madam," said the scientist, his eyes dilating and his voice trembling with emotion, "a revolution in our retrospective vision; it will bring us, as it were, face to face with a civilization that will shame our own!"
Letitia told Dove there was a wondrous dignity in the little man as he spoke those words. Then he paused in his eloquence.
"Miss Primrose," he said, "permit me to pay you a great compliment: I have never in my life had the privilege--of meeting a woman--of such understanding as your own. You are remarkably--remarkably like your learned and lamented father."
"Oh, Mr. Percival," Letitia said, flushing, "you could not say a kinder thing."
"And yet," said the scientist, "you--you are quite unattached, are you not?"
"Quite--what, Mr. Percival?"
"Unattached," he repeated, "by ties of--the affections?"
"Oh, quite," she answered, "quite unattached, Mr. Percival."
"But surely," he said, "you still have--"
He paused awkwardly.
"Oh," said Letitia, "I shall never marry, Mr. Percival--if you mean that."
He bowed gravely.
"Doubtless, dear madam--you know best."
V
A. P. A.
One spring a strange infection spread through the land and appeared suddenly in our corner of it. First a rash became a matter of discussion in our public places, but was not thought serious until the journals of the larger cities brought us news that set our town aflame with apprehension. Half our citizens broke out at once in a kind of measles, not, however, of the common or school-boy sort--that speckled cloud with a silver lining of no-more-school-till-it's-over--nor yet that more malignant type called German measles. It was, in fact, quite Irish in its nature, generally speaking, and in particular it was what might be termed anti-papistical--for, hark you! it had been discovered that the Catholics were arming secretly to take the world by storm!
There are many Romanists in Grassy Ford. St. Peter's steeple, tipped with its gilded cross, towers higher than our Protestant spires, and on the Sabbath a hundred farmers tie their horses beneath its sheds and follow their womenfolk and flocks of children in to mass. In those days Father Flynn was the priest, a youngish, round-faced man, who chanted his Latin with a rich accent derived from Donegal, and who was not what is called militant in his manner, but was, in fact, the mildest-spoken of our Grassy Ford divines. He held aloof from those theological disputes which sometimes set his Protestant brethren by the ears, declining politely all invitations to attend the famous set debates between our Presbyterian and Universalist ministers, which ended, I remember, in a splendid God-given victory for--the one whose flock you happened to be in. Father Flynn only smiled at such encounters; he was not belligerent, and while his parish might with some good reason be described as coming from fine old fighting stock, it had never given evidence, so far as I am aware, of any desire to use cold steel, its warm, red, hairy fists having proven equal to those little emergencies which sometimes arise--more particularly on a Saturday night, at Riley's. But when it was whispered, then spoken aloud, and finally charged openly on the street corners and even in letters to the _Gazette_, then edited by Butters's son, that Father Flynn was training a military company in the basement of St. Peter's church, that the young Romanists had been armed with rifles, and that ammunition was being stored stealthily and by night under the very altar!--and this by order from the Vatican, where a gigantic plot was brewing to seize the New World for the Pope!--then it was shrewdly observed by those who held the rumors to be truth that Father Flynn _did_ have the look of a conspirator and that he walked with a military ease and swing.
The priest and his flock denied the charges with indignant eloquence, but without convincing men like Shears, who argued that the guilty were ever eager to deny. Shears himself was of no persuasion, religious or otherwise, but belonged by nature to the great party of the Opposition, whose village champion he was, whether the issue was the paving of a street or a weightier matter like the one in hand, of protecting the nation, as he said, from the treason of its citizens and the machinations of a decaying power eager to regain its ancient sway! He was a lawyer by profession, but one whose time hung heavily on his hands, and, frequenting village shops where others like him gathered daily to argue and expound, he would hold forth glibly on any theme, the chief and awe-inspiring quality of his eloquence being an array of formidable statistics, culled Heaven knows where, but which few who listened had the knowledge or temerity to oppose. He was now brimming with figures concerning Rome--ancient, mediæval, or modern Rome: "Gentlemen, you may take your choice; I'm your man." He was armed also, by way of climax and reserve, should statistics fail to convince his auditors, with some strange stories having a spicy flavor of Boccaccio, which he told in a lowered voice as illustrations of what had been and what might be again should priests prevail.
To hear him pronounce the Eternal City's name was itself ominous. His mouth, always a large one, expanded visibly as he boomed out "R-rome!" discharging it as from a cannon's muzzle, and with such significance and effect that many otherwise sanguine men began to suspect that there might be truth in his solemn warnings. Lights _had_ been seen in St. Peter's church at night! Catholic youths _did_ hold some kind of drill there on certain week-day evenings! And, lastly, it was pointed out, Father Flynn himself had ceased denials!
"And why?" Shears asked. "Why, gentlemen? I'll tell ye!--_I'll_ tell ye!--orders from R-rome! You mark my words--orders from Rome!"
Apprehension grew. A society was formed, with Shears at its head, to protect the village, and assist, if need be, the State itself. Meetings were held--secret and extraordinary sessions--in the Odd Fellow's Block. Watches were set on the priest's house and on St. Peter's. Resolute men stood nightly in the shrubbery near the church lest guns and cartridges should be added to the stores already there. Zealous Protestant matrons of the neighborhood supplied hot coffee to the midnight sentinels. All emergencies had been provided for. At a given signal--three pistol-shots in quick succession, and the same repeated at certain intervals--the Guards of Liberty would assemble, armed, and march at once in two divisions, a line of skirmishers under Tommy Morgan, the light-weight champion of Grassy Fordshire, followed by the main body in command of Shears. No one, however, was to fire a shot, Shears said--"not a shot, gentlemen, till you can see the whites of their eyes. Remember your forefathers!"
Every night now half the town pulled down its curtains and opened doors with the gravest caution.
"Who's there?"
"Peters, you fool."
"Oh, come in, Peters. I thought it might be--"
"I know: you thought it might be the Pope."
It was considered wise to take no chances. Assassination, it was widely known, had ever been a favorite method with conspirators, especially at Rome, and Shears made it plain, in the light of history, that "the vast fabric," as he loved to call the Romish world, was composed of men who, certain of absolution, would murder their dearest friends if so commanded by cipher orders from the Holy See!
Meanwhile, in Grassy Ford, friendships of years were crumbling. Neighbors passed each other without a word; some sneered, some jeered, some quarrelled openly in the street, and there were fisticuffs at Riley's, and in the midst of this civil strife some one remembered--Shears himself, no doubt--that Dago pictures hung shamelessly on the walls of a public school-room!
"Michael the Angelo" had been a Catholic!
_What if Letitia Primrose were the secret ally of the Pope!..._
"But she's not a Catholic," said one.
"She's Episcopalian," said another.
"What's the difference?" inquired a third.
"Mighty little, I can tell ye," said Colonel Shears. "The thing's worth seein' to."
A knock on Letitia's door that afternoon was so peremptory that she answered it in haste and some trepidation, yet was not more surprised by the sudden summons than by the man who stepped impressively into the school-room. The pupils turned smilingly to David Shears.
"Your father!" they whispered.
It was, indeed, Colonel Samuel Shears, of the Guards of Liberty. He declined the chair Letitia offered him.
"No," he said, majestically, "I thank you. I prefer"--and here he thrust up his chin by way of emphasis--"to stand."
The school giggled.
"Silence!" said Letitia. "I am ashamed."
Colonel Shears coolly surveyed the array of impudent youths before him, or perhaps not so much surveyed it as turned upon it, slowly and from side to side, the calm defiance of his massive jowls. He was well content with that splendid mug of his, which he carried habitually at an angle and elevation well calculated to spread dismay. Upon occasion he could render it the more remarkable by a firm compression of the under-lip, pulled gravely down at the corners into what old Butters used to say was a plain attempt "to out-Daniel Webster." The resemblance ended, however, in the regions before described. His brow, it should be stated, did not attest the majesty below them, nor did his small eyes glower with any brooding, owl-like light of wisdom, as he supposed, but bulged rather with a kind of fierce bravado, as if perpetually he were saying to the world:
"Did I hear a snicker?"
Colonel Shears surveyed the school, and then, more slowly, the pictures on the walls about him, turning sharply and fixing his gaze upon Letitia.
[Point One: She was clearly ill at ease.]
[Point Two: A guilty flush had overspread her features.]
"These pictures--" said Colonel Shears, with a wave of his hand in their direction. "Who--if I may be so bold"--and here he raised his voice to the insinuating higher register--"who, may I inquire, paid for them?"
"I did, Mr. Shears," Letitia answered.
"A-ah! _You_ paid for them?"
"I did."
"Very good," he replied. "And now, if I may take the liberty to--"
"Pray don't apologize, Mr. Shears."
The Colonel's crest rose superior to the interruption.
"If I may be permitted," he said, "to repeat my humble question--may I ask, was it your money--that bought--the pictures?"
"It was."
"Your own?"
"My own."
"You are remarkably generous, Miss Primrose."
"I think not," said Letitia, with increasing dignity. "You will pardon me, Mr. Shears, if I continue with my classes. After school I shall be at liberty to discuss the matter. Meanwhile, won't you be seated?"
Colonel Shears for the second time declined, but asked permission, humbly he said, to examine the works of art upon the walls. His request was granted, and Letitia proceeded with her class. When the inspector had made a critical circuit of the room, and not without certain significant clearings of his throat and some sharp glances intended to catch Letitia unawares, he sniffed the geraniums in the window and picked up a book lying on the corner shelf. He glanced idly at its title and--started!--gasped!--and then, horrified, and as if he could not believe his bulging eyes, which fairly pierced the covers of the little volume, he read aloud, in a voice that echoed through the school-room:
"_The Lays of Ancient Rome_--by Thomas--Babington--Macaulay!"
Letitia, whose back was turned, jumped at the unexpected roar behind her, and the Colonel, perceiving that evidence of what he had suspected, now strode forward with an air of triumph, tapping the _Lays_ with his heavy fore-finger.
"Pardon me," he said, his countenance illumined by a truly terrible smile of accusation, "but when, may I ask, did these here heathen tales become a part of the school curriculum?"
"They are not a part of it," replied Letitia.
"Ah! They are _not_ part of it! You admit it, then? Then may I ask when you _made_ them a part of it, Miss Primrose?"
"The stories of Roman heroes--" Letitia began.
"That is not my question. That is not my humble question. _When_ did these here Romish--"
"Mr. Shears," Letitia interposed, flushed, but speaking in a quiet tone she sometimes used, and which the Colonel might well have heeded had he known her, "I observe that you are not familiar with Macaulay. I shall be pleased to loan you the volume, to take home with you and read at leisure. You will find it charming."
She turned abruptly to the class behind her.
"We will take for to-morrow's lesson the examples on page one hundred and thirty-three."
The Colonel glared a moment at the stiff little back before him, and then at the book, which he slipped resolutely into his pocket. A dozen strides brought him to the door, where he turned grandly with his hand upon the knob.
"I bid you," he said, with a fine, ironical lowering of the under-lip, and bowing slightly, "good-day, ma'am," and the door closed noisily behind him. There was a tittering among the desks. Young David Shears, red-faced and scowling, dropped his eyes before his school-mates' gaze. Letitia tapped sharply on her bell.
* * * * *
That evening the president of the school-board called and talked long and earnestly with Letitia in our parlor. Mr. Roach was a furniture dealer by trade, a leading citizen by profession--a tight, little, sparrow-like man, who had risen by dint of much careful eying of the social and political weather to a place of honor in the village councils. He was considered safe and conservative, which was merely another way of saying that he never committed himself on any question, public or private, till he had learned which way the wind was blowing. He smiled a good deal, said nothing that anybody could remember, and voted with the majority. Out of gratitude the majority had rewarded him, and he was now the custodian of our youth--the sentinel, alert and fearful of the slightest shadow, starting even at the sound of his own footfall on the Ramparts of the Republic, as Colonel Shears once called our public schools. He had come, therefore, under the shadow of the night, but out of kindness, as he himself explained, to advise the daughter of an old friend--and in a voice so low and cautious that Dove, seated in the room beyond, heard nothing but a soothing murmur in response to Letitia's spirited but respectful tones. In departing, however, he was heard to say:
"Oh, by-the-way--er--I think you had better not mention my calling, Miss Primrose. Better not mention it, I guess. It--er--hum--might do harm, you know. You understand."
"Perfectly," replied Letitia. "Good-night." When the door was closed she turned to Dove.
"What do you think that little--that man wants?" she asked.
"Don't know, I'm sure."
"Wants me to take down all my pictures--"
"Your pictures!"
"Yes--and remove all books but text-books from the school-room. And listen: he says my geraniums--fancy! my poor little red geraniums!--are 'not provided for in the curriculum.'"
"The curriculum!" cried Dove, hysterically.
"The curriculum," replied Letitia, without a smile. "Do you know what I asked him?" She leaned her chin upon her hands and gazed at Dove's laughing face across the table. "Do you know what I asked that man?"
"No."
"I asked him if Samuel Luther Shears was provided for in the curriculum."
"You didn't say _Luther_, Letitia!"
"I did--I said Luther."
"Darling! And what did he say to that?"
Letitia smiled.
"What could he say, my love?"
VI
TRUANTS IN ARCADY
The excitement vanished as it had come, in our tranquil air. A few keen April nights had been sufficient for the sentinels in the lilac-bushes, who wearied of yawning at St. Peter's silent and gloomy walls. Their ardor and the matrons' midnight coffee cooling together, they were withdrawn, and the Guards themselves, though they had no formal mustering-out, forgot their fears and countersigns and met no more. Friendships were renewed. Neighbors nodded again across their fences. Protestant housewives dropped Catholic-vended sugar into their tea, and while there were men like Shears, who still in dreams saw candles burning, St. Peter's arsenal became a quiet parish church again.
Untouched by the whirlwind's passing, Letitia's window-garden went on blooming red, her pictures still hung defiantly on the walls, and classic fiction tempted our youth to her corner shelf. Colonel Shears, however, in that single visit to the school-room, had found new texts for his loquacity, and, our courts failing as usual to furnish him with sufficient cases to engross his mind, he devoted himself with new ardor to our public welfare, and recalled eloquently, to those who had time to listen, the little, old, red school-house of their youth, the simpler methods of the old school-masters, who had no fads or foibles beyond the birch, and who achieved, he said--witness his hearers, to say nothing of his humble self--results to which the world might point with satisfaction if not with pride. Had the modern schools produced an Abraham Lincoln, he wished to know?
"Not by a jugful," was his own reply. "You may talk about your kindergartens, and your special courses, and your Froebel, and your Delsarte, and you may hang up your Eyetalian pictures on the wall, and stick up geraniums in your windows--but where is your Abraham? That's what I ask, gentlemen. I tell you, the schools they had when you and I were boys--gentlemen, they were ragged--they were ragged, as we were--but they turned out men! And you mark my words: there ain't any old maid in Grassy Ford, with all her ancient classics, and her new methods, and her gimcracks and flower-pots, that'll ever--produce--an Honest--Abe!"
I am told that the crowd agreed with him so heartily and with such congratulatory delight that he was emboldened to announce himself then and there as a candidate for the school-board. Though he failed of election, there was always a party in Grassy Ford opposed to new-fangled methods in the schools. Letitia herself was quite aware that even among her fellow-teachers there were those who smiled at her geraniums, and there had been some criticism of her manner of conducting classes. Shears was fond of relating how a visitor to her room had found a class in fractions discussing robins' eggs! Letitia explained the matter simply enough, but the fact remained for the Colonel to enlarge upon.
"A lesson," he said, "in Robinson's _Complete Arithmetic_, page twenty-seven, may end in somebody's apple-tree, or the top of Sun Dial, or Popocatapetl, or Peru! Gentlemen, I maintain that such dilly-dallying is a subversion of the--"
"Subversion!" growled old man Butters, who still came out on sunny days with the aid of his cane. "I calculate you mean it's not right."
"That," said the orator, suavely, "is the meaning I intended to convey, Mr. Butters."
"Well, then, you're wrong," grumbled the old man. "Why, that there girl"--he called her so till the day he died, this side of ninety--"that there girl's a trump, Sam Shears, I tell ye. She teaches Robinson and God A'mighty, too!"
Letitia was often now in the public eye; her teaching was made a campaign issue, though all her nature shrank from such contests. It was easy to attack her manner of instruction, and sometimes difficult to defend it--it had been so subtle in its plan, and so unusual in its execution, and, moreover, time alone could disclose what fruits would ripen from its flowery care. Old Mr. Butters had put roughly what Dr. Primrose himself had taught:
"Dearly beloved, in the fountains of learning, no less than in the water-brooks, His lilies blow."
"Wouldst thou love God?" he asked, in the last sermon that he ever wrote. "First, love His handiwork."
It was his daughter's motto. It hung on the walls of her simple chamber, with others from her "other poets," as she used to call them--little rubrics printed for her in red and gold at the "Pide Bull." That handiwork of God which she still called Grassy Fordshire was so full of marvels to this poet's daughter, there were so many flowers in it, the birds there sang so blithely, its waters ran with such tremulous messages echoed by woods and whispered by meadow-grasses, its skies, melting into glowing promises in the west, shone thereafter with such jewelled truths, she could hold no text-books higher than her Lord's.
It was not mere duty that drew her morn after morn, year after year, to the red-brick school-house. All the tenderness, all those eager hopes and fears which she lavished so upon her labor, meant life and love to her, for she truly loved them--those troops of laughing, heedless children, passing like flocks of birds, stopping with her for a little twittering season to seize her bounty and, as it seemed to her, fly on gayly and forget.
It may be that I write prejudiced in her favor, but I write as one knowing the dream of a woman's lifetime to set those young feet straight in pleasant paths, to open those wondering eyes to the beauty of an ancient world about them, in every leaf of it, and wing--in the earth below and the sky above it, and there not only in the flawless azure, but in the rain-clouds' gloom.
"Dark days are also beautiful," she used to tell them. "Had you thought of that?"
They had not thought of it. It was one of those subtler things which text-books do not say; but Letitia taught them, and a woman of Grassy Ford, when sore bereft, once said to me: "Dark days, doctor, are also beautiful. Miss Primrose told us that, when we went to school to her. It was of clouds she spoke, but I remembered it--and now I know."
"Oh, Miss Primrose," Johnny Murray used to say. "Do you remember when I went to school to you? Do you remember where I sat--there by the window? Well, it's awfully funny, but do you know, I never add or multiply or subtract but I smell geraniums."
Perhaps, the Colonel would reply, that was why Johnny Murray deserted the ledgers he was set to keep--the scent of the flowers in them proved too strong for him. It may be so, for little things count so surely; it may be the reason he is today a sun-browned farmer instead of a lily-white clerk in his father's store. From the geraniums in a school-room window to a thousand peach-trees blooming in a valley is a long journey, but it was for just such journeys that Letitia taught, and not merely for that shorter one which led through her petty school-room to the grade above.
Letitia tells me that sitting there at her higher desk above those rows of heads, she used to think of them as flowers, and of her school-room as a garden. Often then it would come to her how pleasant a task it was to tend the roses there--golden-haired Laura Vane, and Alice Bishop, and Isabel Walton, and handsome, black-eyed Tommy Willis, whose pranks are famous in Grassy Fordshire still; then, at the doting thought of them, her heart would smite her, and she would turn to those other homelier flowers. It must have been in some such moment of repentance that Susan Leary, chancing to raise her eyes to her adored school-mistress, found Letitia smiling so amiably upon her that the girl blushed, and from that hour grew more mindful of her scolding looks; her freckled face was scrubbed quite glossy after that, her dress was neater, her ribbons tied, till by-and-by, to Letitia's wonder and reward, she found in that beaming Irish face upturned to her, color and fragrance for her very soul.
Young Peter Bauer was a German sprout transplanted steeragewise to a corner of the garden, and slow in budding, his face as blank as the blackboard-wall he grew beside; but one fine morning, at a single question in the B geography, it burst into roseate bloom.
"Teacher, teacher, I know dot! Suabia ist in Deutschland. Mein vater ist in Deutschland! Ich bin--"
And after that Peter was a poppy on Friday afternoons, reading essays on his fatherland. Thus, honest gardener that Letitia was, she trained and pruned, disdaining nothing because of weediness, believing that what would bear a leaf would bear a flower as well. To leave at four o'clock, to return at nine and find one open which had been shut before!--is it not the gardener's morning joy?
It was not alone the plants which refused to grow for her that caused her pain. These at least she had never loved, however patiently she had cared for them. There were wayward beauties in her garden who on tenderer stalks bore longer thorns. She learned, in her way, the lesson mothers learn in theirs, who sometimes love and toil and sacrifice unceasingly, and wait, years or forever, for reward.
"Remember, Miss Primrose, you are not a mother," snapped a certain sharp-tongued matron of our town who had disagreed with her.
"Oh," said Letitia, "but I have loved so many children. I am a kind of mother."
"Mother!" cried the matron.
"Yes," Letitia answered. "I am a mother--without a child."
Had they been her children, it had been easier to forgive their thoughtlessness. Offended sometimes by her discipline, they said plain things of her lack of pretty youth; they whispered lies of her; she shed some tears, I know, over those scribblings which she intercepted or found forgotten on the school-room floor. Then her garden was the abode of shadows, her efforts vain there. Sometimes, for solace, she sought out Dove, but the habit of lonely thinking had grown upon her; it had been enforced by her maidenhood.
While I am not a herb-doctor by diploma, I am one by faith, simples have wrought such speedy cures in my own gray hours, and Grassy-Fordshire is so green with them that a walk by Troublesome or a climb on Sun Dial is in itself a marvellous remedy, aromatic and anodyne. In my drives to patients beyond the town, I have been seized suddenly by a kind of fever. There are no pills for it, or powders, or any drugs in all the bottles on my shelves--but a jointed fishing-rod and line kept in the bottom of a doctor's buggy is efficacious if applied in time. Often when that spell was on me I have turned Pegasus towards the nearest stream, and while he nibbled, one hour on a scented bank, fish or not--sixty drops from the grass-green phial of a summer's day--has restored my soul. Clattering home again at double-quick, Pegasus's ears on end, his nostrils quivering, my buggy thumping over thank-you-ma'ams, I would not be a city leech for a brown-stone front and a brass name-plate upon my door.
In some such pleasant hooky-hour in spring I had cast, sullenly enough, but was now humming to myself, in tune with Troublesome, when a twig snapped behind the willows. Some cow, thought I, and kept my eyes upon the stream. Another twig: I turned inquiringly. There, by the water-side, and all unmindful of my presence, was Letitia Primrose.
I bit my pipe clean through. I would have called at once, but something stopped me. She stood quietly by the brook, gazing at the stones on which it played and sang. Her shoulders drooped a little, her face seemed tired and pale. She turned and saw me.
"Bertram!" Her face was guilty.
"Hello!" I said, lighting my pipe.
"You here, Bertram?"
"Yes," I replied, casting again. "How is it you're here? No school, Letitia?"
She hesitated.
"No patients, doctor?" she asked, softly.
"No patients dying," I retorted. We eyed each other.
"I had a headache," she said, meekly, seating herself upon a log. "And I have a substitute."
"There are other doctors," I remarked.
Suddenly she rose.
"I think," she said, "I'll just stroll that way, if you don't mind, Bertram."
"Not at all," I replied. "I know how you feel, Letitia. That's why I come here."
"Do you?" she asked. "Then this isn't your first--"
"Nor my twentieth offence," I replied, laughing. She sighed.
"I'm glad of that. It's my first--really. I feel like a criminal."
I pointed with my broken pipe-stem.
"You'll find the best path there," I said.
"I think I'll stay, if you don't mind, Bertram."
"Stay, by all means," I replied, and went on fishing. Letitia was the first to speak.
"It's hard always trying to be--dominant," she remarked, "isn't it?"
"Why, I rather like it," I replied.
"You are a man," she said. "Men do, I believe. But I, I get so tired sometimes"--she bit her lip--"of being master." She laughed nervously. "That's why I ran away."
Presently she went on speaking.
"If we could only be surrounded by such things as these, always, how serene our lives might be. Don't smile. It's my old sermon of environment, I know; but why are you here?--and why am I? I try my best to keep the beautiful before my children's eyes, to tempt them into lovely thinking. Bertram, I believe, heart and soul, in the power of beauty. I am so sure of it, I know I should be a stronger teacher if I were young and beautiful myself--or even pretty, like Helen White."
"She is a mere wax doll," I said.
"But children like pretty faces," she replied. "Look! You have a fish!"
It was a snag, but while I was busy with it she rose. "Wait," I said, "I'll drive you home."
"No, thank you, Bertram. I'd rather walk. My head is better now. Good-bye."
I did not urge her. When she had gone I picked up a slip of paper from the path where she had passed. It was a crumpled half of a blue-ruled leaf torn from some pupil's tablet, and, scrawled upon it in a school-girl's hand, I read:
"DEAR EDNA,--Don't mind the homely old thing. Everybody says she's fifty if she's a day. No one would marry her, so she had to teach school."
It was written, Dove told me afterwards, by one of the rose-girls in Letitia's garden.
VII
PEGGY NEAL
My aunt Miranda, who was wise in many things, used to maintain that a woman ceased to be charming only when she thought she had ceased to be so; that age had nothing whatever to do with the matter--and so saying, she would smile so bewitchingly upon me that I was forced inevitably to the conclusion that she bore her fifty years much better than many women their paltry score. Letitia was not so sanguine; she laid more stress upon the spring-time. I have heard her say that there was nothing lovelier in the world than a fair young girl full of pure spirits as a rose-cup full of dew. She would turn in the street to look at one; she liked them to be about her; her own face grew more winning in such comradeship, and when she was given a higher school-room, where the girls wore skirts to their shoe-tops and put up their hair, it was an almost childish pleasure which she displayed. It was this very preference for exquisite maidenhood that explained her fondness for Peggy Neal. It was not scholarship which had won the teacher's heart, for Peggy was an indifferent student, as Letitia herself confessed, but she was a plump and brown-eyed, pink-cheeked country girl who always smiled and who had that grace of innocence and bloom of health which are the witchery of youth. She was a favorite with school-boys, a belle of theirs at straw-rides, dances, and taffy-pulls, and other diversions of our Grassy Fordshire teens, where, however, her gentle ways, her readiness to follow rather than to lead, her utter incapability of envy or spiteful speech made her beloved of girls as well. She was the amiable maiden whom men look twice at, yet whose sisters are never quite jealous, holding her charm to be mere pinkish prettiness and beneath the envy of superior minds like theirs. Peggy was the sort of girl Letitia had never been, roseate with the kind of youth Letitia had never known, and it enchanted her as a joy and beauty which had been denied.
Neal, the father, was a drunken farmer, whose wife was chiefly responsible for the crops they planted, and who, being strong and abler than her shiftless spouse, was usually to be seen in the field and garden directing and aiding the hired man. Peggy was the only child. She helped her mother in the kitchen, fed the chickens, skimmed the milk, sold the butter, and let her father in o' nights. He was a by-word in the village. Occasional revivalists prayed for him publicly upon their knees, but without effect. His wife could have told them how futile that method was; she had tried it herself in more hopeful years. She had tried rage also, but it left her bitter and sick of life, and Pat the drunker; so wisely she had fallen back upon resignation, though not of the apathetic sort, and had made herself mistress of the farm, where her husband was suffered to spend his nights if he chose, or was able to walk so far from the tavern where he spent his days.
For Peggy the mother had better dreams. She knew that the girl was beautiful, and she knew also what beauty, however born, might win for itself in a wider world than her own had been. Peggy, therefore, was to finish school, however the farm might suffer by her absence and the expense of such simple dress as her village friendships would require. Nature might marry Thrift or Money, thought the hard-faced woman in the faded sunbonnet; silk and lace and a new environment might make a queen of this beggar-maid, her last hope in a life of hopelessness. Proudly she watched her daughter flower into village fame, guarding that fairness with jealous eyes.
"Daughter," she would say, "where is your hat?"
"Mamma, I like the sun."
"Nonsense. Go straight and fetch it and put it on. Do you want to be speckled like your ugly old mother-hen?"
It was a care and pride that would have turned another and far less lovely head than Peggy's, yet in spite of it this country school-girl ripened sweetly. Driving on country visits I used to meet her by the way, walking easily and humming to herself the while, her books and luncheon swinging at her side--a perfect model for romantic painters who run to milk-maids, or, as Letitia used to say, the veritable Phyllis of old English song.
The mother rose at dawn; she toiled by sunlight and by lamplight; her face grew haggard, her figure gaunter, her voice sharper with bitter irony, her heart harder save in that one lone corner which was kept soft--solely for her child. Peggy, I believe, was the only living thing she smiled upon. Neighbors dreaded her cutting tongue; her husband was too dazed to care.
Time went by. In spite of that stern resolve in the woman's nature, and all her labor and frugal scheming, what with the failure of crops and her lack of knowledge of their better care, and an old encumbrance whose interest could be barely met on the quarter-days that cast their shadows on the whole round year, the farm declined. Letitia's gifts from her own wardrobe were all that kept Peggy Neal in school. It was a word from Letitia also that raised the cloud on the mother's face when despair was darkest there. Might not summer-boarders, Letitia asked, bear a surer, more golden harvest than those worn-out fields?
"Summer-boarders!" cried Mrs. Neal, with a grim irony in her voice. But she repeated it--"Summer-boarders," in a milder tone, and the plan was tried.
The first ones came in June. They descended noisily from the fast express, lugging bags and fishing-rods and guns. Some of them stared; some young ones whistled softly at the fair driver of that old two-seated buckboard waiting to bear them to the farm. They greeted effusively--for the daughter's sake--the hard-mouthed woman who met them at the door, striving her best to smile a welcome. She it was who showed them their plain but well-scrubbed chambers, while their minds were at the barn.
Pastures and orchards bore strange fruit that summer: white-faced city clerks in soft, pink shirts smoked cigarettes and browned in the sun; freckled ladies set up their easels in the cow-lot; high-school professors asked one another puzzling questions, balanced cannily on the topmost rail of the Virginia fence, and all--all, that is, to a man--helped Peggy carry in the milk, helped Peggy churn, helped Peggy bake, helped Peggy set the table, and clear it, and wipe the dishes, and set them safely away again in the dim pantry--helped Peggy to market, and Peggy to church: so rose her star.
The mother watched, remembering her own girlhood. Its romance, seen through a mist of gloomy years, seemed foolish now. There might be happiness in human life--she had never known any. There was a deal of nonsense in the world called love, she knew, and there was a surer thing called money. Peggy should wait for it.
The mother watched, smiling to herself sardonically, secretly well-pleased--smiling because she knew quite well that these callow sprigs had far less money than negligées; well-pleased because she guessed that soon enough a man with both would be hovering about sweet Peggy's dairy. It was a humorous thing to her that all these city men should think it beautiful--that dampish, sunless spot where the milk-cans stood waist-deep in cresses.
She kept sharp eyes upon her daughter, and farm-house duties filled Peggy's days to their very brim. There must be no loitering by star-light, either. Mother and daughter now slept together in the attic store-room, for the new farming had proved a prosperous thing.
The summer was not like other summers. There was life and gayety up at Neal's: strumming of banjos and the sound of laughter and singing on the porch, much lingering in hammocks under the pine-trees, moonlit jaunts in the old hay-rick, lanterns moving about the barn and dairy, empty bowls on the buttery table when Mrs. Neal came down at dawn, and half-cut loaves in the covered crocks.
September came and the harvest had been gathered in. The last boarder had returned cityward. Peggy was in school again. One day, however, she was missing from her classes, and Letitia, fearing that she might be ill, walked to the farm after school was over. It was a pleasant road with a narrow path beside it among the grasses, and the day was cool with premonitions of the year's decline.
The farm seemed silent and deserted. She knocked at doors, she tapped lightly on the kitchen-windows, but no one was at home. At the barn, however, the horses were in their stalls, turning their heads to her and whinneying of their empty mangers. Surely, she thought, the Neals could not be gone. She stood awhile by the well-curb from which she could better survey the farm: it lay before her, field and orchard, bright with sunshine and golden-rod, yet she saw no moving thing but the crows in the corn-stubble and the cows waiting by the meadow-bars. Then she tried the dairy, and there heard nothing but the brook whimpering among the cans and cresses, and she turned away.
Now a lane runs, grassy and strewn with the wild blackberry-vines, through the Neal farm to a back road into town, and Letitia chose it to vary her homeward way. It passes first the brook, over a little hoof-worn, trembling bridge, and then the vineyard, where the grapes were purple that autumn evening. There, pausing to regale herself, Letitia heard a strange sound among the trellises. It was a child crying, moaning and sobbing as if its heart would break. For a moment only Letitia listened there; then she ran, fearfully, stumbling in the heavy loam between the rows of vines, to the spot from which the moaning came. She found a girl crouching on the earth.
"Peggy!" she cried, kneeling beside her. "Peggy! Are you hurt? Peggy! Answer me!"
The girl shook her head and shrank away among the lower leaves.
"Oh, what is the matter?" Letitia begged, terrified, and gathered Peggy into her arms. "Tell me! Tell me, sweet!"
"Nothing," was the wretched answer. "Please--please go away!"
But Letitia stayed, brushing the dirt from the girl's dark hair, kissing her, petting her, murmuring the tenderest names, and gently urging her to tell. Peggy raised herself upon her knees, putting both hands to her temples and staring wildly with swollen eyes.
"Mamma's gone in, Miss Primrose," she said, brokenly. "She'll--she'll tell you. Please--please go away!"
She begged so piteously, Letitia rose.
"I'd rather stay, Peggy; but if you wish it--"
"Yes. Please go!"
"I'd rather stay."
"No. Please--"
Slowly, and with many misgivings, Letitia went. She knocked again at the farm-house, but got no answer, as before. She tried the doors--they were locked, all of them. Then her heart reproached her and she hurried back again to the lane. It was growing dusk, and in the vineyard the rows confused her.
"Peggy!" she called, softly.
Her foot touched a basket half-filled with grapes.
"Peggy! Where are you?"
She could hear nothing but the rustling leaves.
"Peggy!" she called. "Peggy!"
There was no answer, but as she listened with a throbbing heart, she heard cows lowing at the pasture-bars--and the click of the farmyard gate.
VIII
NEW EDEN
Letitia's church, the last her father ever preached in, is a little stone St. Paul's, pine-shaded and ivy-grown, upon a hill-side. There are graves about it in the lawn, scattered, not huddled there, and no paths between them, only the soft grass touching the very stones. Above them in the untrimmed boughs swaying with every wind, the wild birds nest and sing, so that death where Dr. Primrose lies seems a pleasant dreaming.
"Our service," he used to say, "is the ancient poetry of reverence;" and every verse of it brings to Letitia memories of her father standing at the lecturn, while she was a child listening in the pews.
"I was very proud of him," she used to tell us. "His sermons were wonderful, I think. You will say that I could not judge them as a girl and daughter, but I have read them since. I have them all in a box up-stairs, and now and then I take one out and read it to myself, and all that while I can hear his voice. They are better than any I listen to nowadays; they are far more thoughtful, fuller of life and fire and the flower of eloquence. Our ministers are not so brimming any more."
She told us a story I had never heard, of his earnestness and how hard it was for him to find words fervent enough to express his meaning; how when a rich old merchant of Grassy Ford confessed to him a doubt that there was a God, dear Dr. Primrose turned upon him in the village street where they walked together and said, with the tears springing to his eyes:
"Gabriel Bond, not as a clergyman but as a man, I say to you, consider for a moment that apple-bloom you are treading on!" It was spring and a bough from the merchant's garden overhung the walk where they had paused. "Hold it in your hand, and look at it, and think, man, _think_! Use the same reason which tells you two and two make four--the same reason that made you rich, Gabriel--and tell me, if you can, there is no God! Why, sir--" and here Dr. Primrose's heart quite overcame him, and his voice broke. "Gabriel, you are not such a damned--"
And the merchant, Letitia said, for it was Bond himself who told her the story long after Dr. Primrose's voice was stilled--the merchant, astounded to find a clergyman so like another man struggling for stressful words for his emotion, picked up the bruised twig from beneath his feet and stuck it in her father's coat.
"Doctor," he said, quietly, "there's force, sir, in what you say," and left Dr. Primrose wondering on the walk. But the next Sunday he appeared at church, and every Sunday for many years thereafter, merely explaining to those who marvelled, that he had found a man.
It was not likely that the daughter of such a man would be much troubled with doubts of what he had taught so positively or what she had come to believe herself; if led astray it would be like her sex in general, through too much faith. While not obtrusive in her views of life in her younger years, Letitia, as she reached her prime, and through the habit of self-dependence and her daily duty of instructing undeveloped minds, grew more decisive in her manner, more impatient of opposition to what she held was truth, especially when it seemed to her the fruit of ignorance or that spirit of bantering argument so common to the humorously inclined. She liked humor to know its place, she said; it was the favorite subterfuge of persons championing a losing cause. In such discussions, finding her earnestness useless to convince, and scorning to belittle a theme dear to her with resort to jest or personalities, she would sit silenced, but with a flush upon her cheeks, and if the enemy had pressed too sharply on her orderly retreat, one would always know it by the tapping of her foot upon the floor.
She was no mean antagonist. For she read not only those volumes her father loved, but the books and journals of the day as well. Reading and theorizing of the greater world outside her little one, she was not troubled by those paradoxes which men meet there, which cause them to falter, doubt, and see two sides of questions where they had seen but one, till they fall back lazily, taking their ease on that neutral ground where Humor is the host, welcoming all and favoring none. We used to smile sometimes at Letitia's fervency; we had our little jests at its expense, but we knew it was her father in her, poet and preacher not dead but living still. In his youth and prime Dr. Primrose was ever the champion of needy causes, whose name is legion, so that his zeal found vent, and left him in his decline the mild old poet I remember. Would Letitia be as mild, I wondered?
"A few more needy causes," I used to say, "would soften that tireless spirit--say, stockings to darn and children to dress for school, and a husband to keep in order."
"Yet in lieu of these," Dove once replied, "she has her day's work and her church and books--"
"But are they enough for a woman, do you think?" I asked my wife. We were standing together by Robin's bedside, watching him as he slept. Dove said nothing, but laid her hand against his rose-red cheek.
Little by little we became aware of some subtle change in our Letitia. She took less interest in the mild adventures of our household world. She smiled more faintly at my jests, a serious matter, for I have at home, like other men, some reputation for a pretty wit upon occasion. It was a mild estrangement and recluseness. She sat more often in her room up-stairs. She was absent frequently on lonely walks, sometimes at evening, and brought home a face so rapt, and eyes with a look in them so far away from our humble circle about the reading-lamp, we deemed it wiser to ask no questions. For years it had been an old country custom of ours, when we sat late, to seek the pantry before retiring, but now when invited to join us in these childish spreads, "No, thank you," Letitia would reply, and in a tone so scrupulously courteous I used to feel like the man old Butters told about--a poor, inadvertent wight, he was, who had offered a sandwich to an angel. I forget now how the story runs, but the man grumbled at his rebuff, and so did I.
"I know, my dear," Dove reproved me, "but you ought not to do such things when you see she's thinking."
"Thinking!" I cried, cooling my temper in bread-and-milk. "Is it thinking, then?"
"I don't know what it is," Dove sighed. "She isn't Letitia any more, yet for the life of me I can't tell why. I never dream now of disturbing her when she looks that way, and I cannot even talk to her as I used to do."
"She isn't well," I said.
"She says she was never better."
"She may be troubled."
"She says she was never happier."
"Well, then," I decided, sagely, "it must be thinking, as you say."
We agreed to take no notice of what might be only moody crotchets after all; they would soon pass. We no longer pressed her to join our diversions about the lamp, but welcomed her in the old spirit when she came willingly or of her own accord. Yet even then it was not the same: there was some mute, mysterious barrier to the old, free, happy intercourse. Some word of Dove's or mine, mere foolery, perhaps, but meant in cheerfulness, would dance out gayly across the table where we sat at cards, but slink back home again, disgraced. What could this discord be? we asked ourselves--this strange impassiveness, this disapproval, as it seemed to us--negative, but no less obvious for that?
There was a heaviness in the air. We breathed more freely in Letitia's absence. We grew self-conscious in that mute, accusing presence, which I resented and my wife deplored. Dove even confessed to a feeling of guiltiness, yet could remember no offence.
"What have I done?" I asked my wife.
"What have _I_ done?" asked she.
At meals, especially, we were ill at ease. The very viands, even those famous dishes of Dove's own loving handiwork, met with disfavor instead of praise. Letitia had abandoned meats; now she declined Dove's pies! Pastry was innutritious, she declared, meats not intended for man at all, and even of green things she ate so mincingly that my little housewife was in despair.
"What can I get for you, dear?" she would ask, anxiously. "What would you like?"
"My love," Letitia would reply, flushing with annoyance, "I am perfectly satisfied."
"But I'll get you anything, Letitia."
"I eat quite enough, my dear," was the usual answer--"quite enough," she would add, firmly, "for any one."
Then Dove would sink back ruefully, and I, pitying my wife--I, rebuked but unabashed and shameless in my gluttony, would pass my plate again.
"Give me," I would say, cheerfully, "a _third_ piece of that excellent, that altogether heavenly cherry-pie, my dear."
It may sound like triumph, but was not--for Letitia Primrose would ignore me utterly. "Have you read," she would ask, sipping a little water from her glass, "_New Eden_, by Mrs. Lord?"
We still walked mornings to the school-house, still talked together as we walked, but not as formerly--not of the old subjects, which was less to be wondered at, nor yet of new ones with the old eloquence. I felt constrained. There was a new note in Letitia's comments on the way the world was going, though I could not define its pitch. She spoke, I thought, less frankly than of old, but much more carelessly. She seemed more listless in her attitude towards matters that had roused her, heart and soul, in other days. Me she ignored at pleasure; could it be possible, I wondered, that she was determined to renounce the whole round world as well?
It was I who had first resented this alienation, but it was Dove who could not be reconciled to a change so inscrutable and unkind. Time, I argued, was sufficient reason; age, I reminded her, cast strange shadows before its coming; our friend was growing old--perhaps like her father--before her time. But Dove was alarmed: Letitia was pale, she said; her face was wan--there was a drawn look in the lines of the mouth and eyes; even her walk had lost its buoyancy.
"True," I replied, "but even that is not unnatural, my dear. Besides, she eats nothing; she starves herself."
My wife rose suddenly.
"Bertram," she said, earnestly, "you must stop this folly. I have tried my best to tempt her out of it, but I have failed. It is you she is fondest of. It is you who must speak."
"I fear it will do no good," I answered, "but I will try." I have had use for courage in my lifetime, both as doctor and man, but I here confess to a trembling of the heart-strings, a childish faintness, a lily cowardice in these encounters, these trifling domestic sallies and ambuscades. Nor have I strategy; I know but one method of attack, and its sole merit is the little time it wastes.
"Letitia," I said, next morning, as we walked townward, "you are ill."
"Nonsense, Bertram," she replied.
"You are ill," I replied, firmly. "You are pale as a ghost. Your hands tremble. Your walk--"
"I was never stronger in my life," she interposed, and as if she had long expected this little crisis and was prepared for it. "Never, I think, have I felt so tranquil, so serene. My mind--"
"I am not speaking of your mind," I said. "I am talking of your body."
"Bertram," she said, excitedly, "that is just your error--not yours alone, but the whole world's error. This thinking always of earthly--"
"Now, Letitia," I protested, "I have been a doctor--"
"Illness," she continued, "is a state of mind. To think one is ill, is to be ill, of course, but to think one is well, is to be well, as I am--well, I mean, in a way I never dreamed of!--a way so sure, so beautiful, that I think sometimes I never knew health before."
"Letitia," I said, sharply, "what nonsense is this?"
"It is not nonsense," she retorted. "It is living truth. Oh, how can we be so blind! The body, Bertram--why, the body is nothing!"
"Nothing!" I cried.
"Nothing!" she answered, her face glowing. "The body is nothing; the mind is everything! It is God's great precious gift! With my mind I can control my body--my life--yes, my very destiny!--if I use God's gift of Will. It is divine."
"Letitia," I said, sternly, "those are fine words, and well enough in their time and place. I am not a physician of souls. I mend worn bodies, when I can. It is yours I am thinking of--the frail, white, half-starved flesh and blood where your soul is kept."
"Stop!" she cried. "You have no right to speak that way. You mean well, Bertram, but you are wrong. You are mistaken--terribly mistaken," she repeated, earnestly--"terribly mistaken. I am quite, quite able to care for myself. I only ask to be let alone."
She had grown hysterical. Tears were in her eyes.
"See," she said, in a calmer tone, wiping them away, "I have had perfect control till now. This is not weakness merely; it is worse: it is sin. But I shall show you. I shall show you a great truth, Bertram, if you will let me. Only have patience, that is all."
She smiled and paused in a little common near the school-house where none might hear us.
"I learned it only recently," she told me. "I cannot see how I never thought of it before: this great power mind has over matter--how just by the will which God has given us in His goodness, we may rise above these petty, earthly things which chain us down. We can rise _here_, Bertram--here on earth, I mean--and when we do, even though our feet be on Grassy Fordshire ground, we walk in a higher sphere. Ah, can't you see then that nothing can ever touch us?--nothing earthly, however bitter, can ever sadden us or spoil our lives! There will be no such thing as disappointment; no regret, no death--and earth will be Eden come again."
Her eyes were shining.
"Letitia," I said, "it is of another world that you are dreaming."
"No, it is all quite possible here," she said. "It is possible to you, if you only think so. It is possible for me, because I do."
"It seems," I said, "a monstrous selfishness."
"Selfishness!" she said, aghast.
"As long as you have human eyes," I said, "you will see things to make you weep, Letitia."
"But if I shut them--if I rise above these petty--"
"The sound of crying will reach your ears," I said. "How then shall you escape sadness and regret? What right have you to avoid the burdens your fellows bear?--to be in bliss, while they are suffering? It would be monstrous, Letitia Primrose. You would not be woman: You would be a fiend."
She shook her head.
"You don't understand," she said.
"At least," I answered, "I will send you something from the office."
She shut her lips.
"I shall not take it."
"It will make you stronger," I insisted.
"You can do nothing," she answered, coldly, "to make me stronger than I am."
IX
A SERIOUS MATTER
If ever woman had a tender heart, that heart was Dove's. I used to say, to her confusion, that a South Sea cannibal might find confessional in her gentle ear, were his voice but low enough; that she might draw back, shuddering at his tales of the bones he had picked, but if only his tears were real ones, I could imagine her, when he had done, putting her hand upon his swarthy shoulder and saying, earnestly:
"I know just how you feel!"
Such was the woman Letitia confided in, now that her tongue was loosened and the mystery solved, for her soul was brimming with those new visions--dreams so roseate as she painted them that my wife listened with their wonder mirrored in her round brown eyes, and dumb before that eloquence. Dove loved Letitia as a greater woman than herself, she said, worshipped her for her wider knowledge and more fluent speech, just as she wondered at it ruefully as a girl on Sun Dial listening to Letitia's tales of dryads and their spells. In return for all this rapt attention and modest reverence, Letitia formerly had been grace itself. It was a tender tyranny she had exercised; but now?--how should my simple, earthly Dove, mother and housewife, confide any longer her favorite cares, her gentle fears, her innocent regrets? With what balm of sympathy and cheer would the new Letitia heal those wounds? Would not their very existence be denied; or worse, be held as evidence of sin?--iniquity in my poor girl's soul, hidden there like a worm i' the bud, and to be chastened in no wise save by taking invisible white wings of thought, and soaring--God knows where?
The new Letitia was not unamiable, nor yet unkind, knowingly, for she smiled consistently upon all about her--a strange, aloof, unloving smile though, at which we sighed. We should have liked her to be heart and soul again in our old-time common pleasures, even to have joined us now and then in a fault or two--to have looked less icily, for example, upon our occasional petty gossip of our neighbors, or to have added one wrathful word to our little rages at the way the world was straying from the golden mist we had seen it turn in, in our youth. As we watched her, wondering, laughing sometimes, sometimes half-angry at this new and awful guise she had assumed, it would come to us, not so much how sadly earthen we must seem to her, nor yet how strange and daft and airy her new views seemed to us in our duller sight--but how the old Letitia whom we had loved was gone forever.
"Bertram," said my wife one evening as we sat together by the lamp, "what do you think Letitia says?"
"I am prepared for anything, my dear."
Dove, who was sewing, laid down her work and said, gravely:
"She does not believe in marriage any more."
I raised my eyebrows. There was really nothing to be said.
"At least," my wife went on, resuming her sewing, "she says that the time will come when the race will have"--Dove paused thoughtfully--"risen above such things, I think she said. I really don't remember the words she used, but I believe--yes, there _will_ be marriage--in a way--that is"--Dove knitted her brows--"a union of kindred souls, if I understand her."
"Ah!" I replied. "I see. But what about the perpetuation--"
My wife shook her head.
"Oh, all that will be done away with, I believe," she said, gravely.
"Done away with!" I cried.
"At least," Dove explained, "it will not be necessary."
My face, I suppose, may have looked incredulous.
"I don't quite comprehend what Letitia says sometimes," my wife explained, "but today she was telling me--"
Dove laughed quaintly.
"Oh, I forget what comes next," she said, "but Letitia told me all about it this morning."
I returned to my quarterly. Presently my wife resumed:
"She has four books about it."
"Only four!" I said. "I should think one would need a dozen at least to explain such mysteries."
"She says herself she is only at the beginning," Dove replied. "She's now in the first circle--or cycle, I've forgotten which--but the more she reads and the more she thinks about it, the more wonderful it grows. Oh, there was something else--what was it now she called it?--something about the--cosmos, I think she said, but I didn't quite grasp the thing at all."
"I'm surprised," I replied. "It's very simple."
"I suppose it is," Dove answered, quickly, and so humbly that I laughed, but she looked up at me with such a quivering smile, I checked myself. "I suppose it _is_ simple," she replied. "I guess my mind--is not very strong, Bertram. I--I find it so hard to understand some--"
I saw the tears were coming.
"Don't trouble yourself about such things, my dear," I said, cheerfully. "It's a bonny mind you have, you take my word for it."
Dove wiped her eyes.
"No," she said; "when I listen to Letitia, I feel like a--"
"There, there, my dear," I said, "you have things a thousand times more vital and useful and beautiful than this cosmos Letitia talks about. It's only another word for the universe, my love, if I remember rightly--I'm not quite sure myself, but it doesn't matter. It's easy to pronounce, and it may mean something, or it may mean nothing, but we needn't trouble ourselves about it, little one. You have work to do. You must remember Letitia has no such ties to bind her to the simple things, which are enough for most of us to battle with. I am tired of theories myself, dear heart. Work--everyday, humble, loving service is all that keeps life normal and people pleasant to have about. I see so much of this other side, it is always good to come home to you."
I went back to my medical journal--I forgot to say I had come around to my wife's side of our reading-table in settling this perplexing matter; I went back to my work, and she to hers, and we finished the evening very quietly, and in as good health and unruffled spirits as the cosmos itself must enjoy, I think, judging from the easy way it has run on, year after year, age after age, since the dark beginning.