Part 12
The storm may darken over land and sea, But step by step with Christ I walk along. Dear Christ, the storm and sun are both of Thee, And Thou, Thyself, art still my strength and song!
IX.
THE RESCUE.
“He bringeth them unto their desired haven.”
Dick sprang suddenly to his feet. “There’s something—I do believe—yes, it is—it _is_ a boat. Call, boys, as loud as you can! _All_ together, _now_!”
The wind stripped the frail sound into shreds, but all the same the boat came steadily that way, and was evidently making directly for them.
Brave Bill Finnegan, when he disappeared behind the rocks, had stopped only long enough to pull off his clothes and cast one quick, appealing glance up into the blackened sky, with a thought of Him who he had been told could still even the raging sea; then he struck out into the boiling, seething waters. It was their only chance. Help, if it came at all, must be summoned. He might reach the shore, and he might not, but he would make the attempt. What a plaything he was for the mad waves! How they whirled and tossed him, blinded him with the spray, deafened him with their roar, strangled him, chilled him, laughed him to scorn!
But his strong muscle and early training stood him in good stead now, although it was some minutes after he was seemingly flung upon the shore before he could more than crawl out of reach of the cruel water. He climbed the cliff at last, and fortunately found Griggs close by, in a sort of shanty, taking a smoke with two other brawny-armed, bronzed-faced seamen. In less time than we can tell it, although not without some growling about the foolishness of boys in general and the fool-hardiness of Bill in particular, the three were on their way to the Needle. Bill insisted on going back with them, but was peremptorily ordered up to the house, where he was taken in hand by Mother Griggs, sent to bed, dosed with hot drinks and rubbed with warm flannels till even his anxiety for the boys was lost in a sound sleep.
When he opened his eyes they were all there. Dick sprang on the low couch, and gave him a suffocating hug. Mr. Vance leaned over, with tears in his eyes, and said, “How shall we ever thank you, my brave boy!” Then Tom and Varney and the rest crowded up, laughing, talking, sobbing,—a little hysterical yet, in spite of Mother Griggs’ herb teas and hot baths.
The clouds were all piled away in the southwest, their gold and crimson linings fluttering in the sunset; the tired waves rolled heavily in, scattering pearls and diamonds over the black, pitiless rocks; the moon crept quietly up in the background: but a sail was out of the question even had any one felt inclined. Robert and Bill were content to lie quietly on their couches; none of the others were apparently the worse for their exposure. Mother Griggs insisted on making a chowder for the entire party; Griggs himself regaled them with “yarns” about life in mid-ocean; but it was a very quiet evening, and the talk would continually drift back to the day’s adventures.
“Cur’us, ain’t it, now, how things work round?” said Griggs. “I’d a good mind as ever I had to eat to put in at Long Wharf where I left t’other party, and wait till the blow was over,—I could see it comin’; but Larkins an’ Sam wanted to git on towards home. Ef we hadn’t, ye see, there wouldn’t a been a man anywheres round. It’s what _I_ call cur’us.”
Bill looked up eagerly at Mr. Vance.
“I see Mother Griggs’ garden survived the shower,” the latter remarked carelessly, going to the window; “I expected to find it washed away, lying on a slope so. Ah! there is a sort of breakwater to turn the freshet. How fortunate that should be there, in the nick of time!”
“Guess I think too much of my wife’s posies not to look out for the wash,” said Griggs, slapping his own knee approvingly. “I fixed that there thing more’n a month ago on purpose.”
“And don’t you suppose the God who rules the tempests loves His creatures enough to provide a way of escape from any or all dangers?”
“Well, now, you’ve come it over me slick,” said Griggs, taking out his pipe, and thoughtfully wiping his mouth.
“And not only from temporal dangers,” continued Farmer Vance, “but he has also provided a ‘way of escape’ from temptation, sin, and death.”
“I’ve allus reckoned there _was_ a God,” said Griggs, slowly. “One can’t live close t’ the sea and disbelieve that there; an’ I’d like to believe He ’tends to things down here, but it never struck me jest so afore. Take an early start to-morrow, sir?”
“We must have a short sail first, to leave a pleasant taste of old ocean in our mouths,” rejoined Mr. Vance, smiling; “and now, boys, before we separate” (half of them were to sleep in the big covered wagon and the others on Mother Griggs’ kitchen floor), “let’s have our Psalm again. I don’t believe anything could express our feeling like that grand one hundred and seventh”; and in a voice slightly tremulous he began,—
“_Oh, give thanks unto the Lord for He is good_;”
and, as they had done the night before, but with a far different understanding of its meaning, the boys joined in the refrain,—
“_Oh, that men would praise the Lord for His goodness and for His wonderful works to the children of men._”
Once and again and again; but after the words—
“He commandeth, and raiseth the stormy wind, which lifteth up the waves thereof.
“They mount up to the heaven, they go down again to the depths.
“Then they cry unto the Lord in their trouble, and He bringeth them out of their distresses.
“He maketh the storm a calm, so that the waves thereof are still.
“Then are they glad because they be quiet; so He bringeth them unto their desired haven,”—
one and another voice trembled and broke. Even old Griggs cleared his throat suspiciously.
Mr. Vance quietly added the last verse,—
“Whoso is wise, and will observe these things, even they shall understand the loving-kindness of the Lord,”
and with a short, simple prayer, closed a day the events of which no one of them could ever forget.
Even old Griggs would never again look out anxiously over the stormy seas, without a thought of the words—
“So _He_ bringeth them unto their desired haven.”
X.
WILL’S DEBT.
“I am debtor both to the Greeks and to the barbarians, both to the wise and to the unwise.”
“I’m sorry, Bill, and _so_ ashamed.”
Will Carter said that, sitting beside Bill Finnegan, in the big covered wagon. The others had all jumped out to run up the last, long hill on their way home.
Finnegan’s pale face flushed scarlet. Will had not spoken to him the night before, had avoided him all that day, and his quick Irish blood had felt it keenly.
“It was downright mean, the way I treated you,” Will continued, “and meaner still not to have owned up sooner, and before the boys too. I’ll do it yet. Only say you forgive me, Bill, and if there’s anything in the world I can do for you—ever, please let me. I shall never forget you just the same as saved my life.”
Bill was looking back, out of the carriage. “It’s queer, folks do forget—that,” he said, absently, and then, flushing more deeply, he continued hurriedly, “I didn’t mean—I was thinking—it’s all right, Carter, an’ you needn’t never say no more about it, afore the boys nor no time. ’Twas just as much for Number One you know, what I did; and them other things ain’t worth minding, now. Only if—maybe, you could help me a bit; you know how so much better.”
“About lessons?” asked Will.
“Well, no, not exactly; I’m dull enough at them, but it’s the ‘_understanding_,’ I’m thinking about; because I ain’t the least bit ‘_wise_.’ I’m going to try all the same, though.”
“Try what?” asked the other, in surprise.
“Why, the ‘way,’—provided, you know. It come all plain to me last night, after Mr. Vance had prayed, and we’d all got quiet, how we belonged to whoever made us, an’ if the waves obeyed Him, it was certain we’d ought to; and if we was so thankful to Him for taking us out of danger yesterday why didn’t we thank Him for keeping us out every day? I never had, you see; an’ it struck me we should call it mighty mean in folks to take so much kindness from one another and never say ‘Thank ’ee.’ And then I thought if this great, kind God had provided a ‘way,’ why shouldn’t folks choose to go in it; there can’t be a better one. I’d always supposed being a Christian meant sort of giving in to a Master, knuckling right under, and never having your own way nor nothing. I think people do have an idea it’s a come-down to pray and all that, don’t you? I did, anyhow; and when I see how, instead, it was Him doing all those ‘wonderful works’ for us, and we just turning our backs on the way He’d provided,—why, I made up my mind I’d turn right square round. That’s all there is to it, ain’t it? to begin I mean; and if you’d tell me what comes next.”
“You’re a great ways ahead of me now,” said Will, thoughtfully. “I haven’t even made up my mind.”
It was Bill’s turn to look surprised.
“I believe I’ve felt a good deal about it as you have,” continued Will, “as if it was something beneath me; but you’ve made out it is mean and ungrateful _not_ to be a Christian. I thought it would be giving up a great deal, and you talk as if it was just stepping into the best possible ‘way.’”
“Well, isn’t it, don’t you think?” asked Bill, earnestly.
“Why, yes, it does look so; but what are you going to do about ‘conviction’ and ‘change of heart,’ and lots of things nobody can understand?”
Bill shook his head.
“I don’t even know what they mean; all I know is, I’d ought to serve Him that made me an’ takes care of me, an’ I mean to. O Mr. Vance, won’t you tell us how ’tis?”
That gentleman had looked in at the back of the wagon, but seeing the two boys in earnest confab had quietly withdrawn; now, however, he climbed in.
That he made plain things even plainer may be inferred from the happy, hopeful look that replaced the puzzled expression on Bill’s face. Will drew quietly back when the noisy crew came trooping in, and scarcely spoke till they were nearly home. Then he leaned forward, and under cover of the loud talking, said quietly, “It’s queer, Bill, but you’ve set this thing straight for me, and helped me make up my mind at last. That leaves me doubly in debt, you see.”
“No, oh no, indeed!” returned the other, earnestly. “It was all Mr. Vance.”
“Well, both of you together, then; but remember, old fellow, I’m ‘yours to command’ for life, or ought to be, whatever this old proud heart of mine may say to the contrary.”
“And we’ll both be _His_ ‘to command’ _always_,” said Bill, his plain, homely face glowing with the thought.
XI.
MR. BLACKMAN.
“I am ready to preach the gospel to you that are at home also, for I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ.”
“I hope the c’mmittee’s satisfied now,” sputtered Maybee. “They’ve got a degraded school, with me in one room and Tod in another. I don’t care! Mr. Blackman’s gone to the ’cademy, and we have wimmins to teach us. Mine has curls, and Tod’s hasn’t, and mine prays a real nice little prayer before she says ‘Our Father.’ Mr. Blackman never said only that, quick’s ever he could,—Amen! ring-a-ling-a-ling, right along together, as if it didn’t mean nothing ’tall.”
Maybee was right. “Our Father” had no meaning to Mr. Blackman.
Dick and Will, who were both trying to be Christian boys now, were talking it over one day. “It isn’t so much what he _says_,” Dick remarked, “as the feeling he gives you that the Bible and such things are of no account, anyhow.”
“Yes, and then it sounds so grand,” Will rejoined, “when he talks about the Good and the True and Beautiful,—how they of themselves will help men up, and how Reason teaches us all we need to know, and about matter and law and evolution. I couldn’t understand it any more than I could father’s free agency and election, but it made me feel easier, and didn’t say _do_ anything in particular, so I liked to think it might be true. Queer, wasn’t it, Bill Finnegan should be the one to open my eyes? but queerer yet, as he said, that I or anybody could ever forget or not care that Christ died for us.”
Dick looked thoughtful. “It seems stranger anybody can believe there is a God, and not care to know about Him or try to please Him, than it does not to believe in Him at all, like Mr. Blackman. I wonder if he reads the Bible? He never goes to church. Would you dare ask him to?”
“To go to church? Mr. Blackman? No, indeed!—that is, I shouldn’t like to. He is so much older, and he turns up his nose,—that is, he makes you feel as if it was all nonsense.”
“But it ought not to make us feel so. If he should turn up his nose at the sun, we shouldn’t think any the less of it. I’ve a good mind to. It would come a little tough to say anything of that sort to him, but—I guess I could.”
“I do wish you would, then. Oh, dear! you are so much braver than I, Dick, about these things.”
“Oh! that’s something in the grain, I guess, but I don’t see why we should be ashamed of our Master. It would be mean enough for us to feel ashamed of Bill Finnegan anywhere after what he did for us; and Jesus Christ has done so much more, besides being God’s own Son and the Lord of heaven and earth.”
That evening Mr. Blackman’s bell rang,—the very faintest tingle; but when he opened the door, Dick looked him straight in the face, his honest blue eyes full of eager longing. “Please, Mr. Blackman, I called—I don’t know how to say it,—but I—I wish—you was a Christian. Couldn’t you—won’t you go to the meeting to-night?”
The Bible tells of a certain king who went into battle disguised, and who supposed himself quite safe, covered as he was with a strong armor; but somebody drew a bow at a venture and smote him between the joints of his breastplate and killed him.
Now, Mr. Blackman prided himself that nothing Conscience or anybody else might say about God and religion ever had made or ever could make the least impression upon his armor of arguments and proofs; but just those few simple words, so earnestly spoken, found a crevice somewhere, and struck right home to his heart.
“What makes you wish so?” he asked, taking the boy’s hand.
“Because—because you’re so good and kind and know most everything, and God wants just such men for his servants. Besides, you couldn’t help loving Him if you knew Him.”
“Do you think so? Well, suppose I go to-night, just to please you,” and Mr. Blackman reached at once for his hat.
Dea. Carter looked at Mr. Sampson, and Mr. Sampson said “Thank God!” in his heart when the two came in together.
Mr. Blackman was an excellent teacher for the older pupils, and had a great deal of influence over them; many a parent had been praying it might yet weigh on the Lord’s side. Who shall say that was _not_ the reason Dick’s bold effort for the Master was so successful?
“He went to please me, that night,” Dick said joyfully, some four weeks later. “Now I guess he goes to please himself. I’m _so_ glad I asked him.”
And well you may be, Dick; only remember the results are not always thus speedy and pleasant; but all the same, _never_ be ashamed of your Master.
XII.
MAYBEE’S “PREACH” AND PRACTICE.
“I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.”
A bit of black crape hung from the door of the little red house in the woods.
Aunty McFane had gone home.
Kind friends placed the poor wasted body in the plain coffin, covered it with fragrant flowers, and laid it away under the new-fallen snow.
“Fought the fight, the victory won!” sang Maybee that night, sitting in her little rocker before the open fire.
“I shouldn’t think you’d sing wight after you’ve been to a fooneral,” said Tod, curled up on the hearth-rug.
“Why, they sung it to-day, right beside the coffin,” said Maybee, “and mamma ’xplained it to me coming home, how Aunty McFane has been fighting most seventy-seven years, and trusted Jesus all the whole time, and how she has got through, and gone to stay with Him always.”
“Wimmins don’t fight,” said Tod, disbelievingly.
“Yes, they do; everybody does that kind of fighting. Don’t you know our Sabbath School hymn says,—
“‘I’m glad I’m in this army’?”
“Yes, but I thought it meant when we march Fourth of Julys and have flags and cannon and evewyfing.”
“Why, The-od-o-re Smith! I’m surprised! Don’t you know what fighting means, the Bible way? Suppose it’s time for you to go to bed and you don’t want to. It’s the ‘_don’t want to_’ you fight with, and if you beat and go straight along, just as aunty says, all pleasant, that’s being a conqueror; but if you don’t—”
“I’m weal hungwy, ain’t you?” interposed Tod. “Let’s go out and snowball so ’twill be supper-time quicker.”
Maybee was nothing loth, and after a nice frolic they sat down on the steps to rest and make snow images.
“Wouldn’t you like to be a sure-enough soldier?” asked Maybee, rolling up a tiny ball for a head.
“I’d wather be a cap’n or a gen’wal,” said Tod, “an wide a horse, and have folks say ‘Hurwah’!”
“Yes, but everybody can’t be generals, ’cause who’d carry the guns? And you know we can be ever so much greater.”
“No; how?”
“We can be greater than Napoleon or George Washington. The Bible says so. My mamma showed me the verse. It says, ‘_He that is slow to anger is better than the mighty; and he that ruleth his spirit than he that taketh a city._’”
“What is wuling his spiwit?” asked Tod.
“Oh, it’s being real mad and not saying a single word till you feel pleasant. I guess it means _feel_ right, soon as you can, too. I’ll show you. There comes Tom Lawrence and Jack Mullin. They’ll be sure to say something awful provoking, and I shall be just as polite. Good-morning, Tom—I mean good-afternoon.”
“Did anybody speak—I mean squeal?” queried Tom, staring all around. “I saw a couple of magpies—no; ’pon my word, one is a bumble-bee. Hear it buzz, now.”
But Maybee worked on without a word.
“Oh, she’s mad; regular spitfire, _she_ is. I wonder what she’s making,—a duck or a toad.”
Maybee reddened, but rejoined quite cheerfully, “Tod’s making a house. Mine is a soldier, and this stick is for a gun.”
“Look out, then! Here comes one of Carter’s three-hundred-pounders,” and sending a huge snowball over the fence, the two boys moved leisurely on.
It fell directly on the roof of Tod’s house, quite demolishing it.
“Never mind,” said Maybee, pulling a feather out of the wing on her hat, to stick in her soldier’s cap. “You saw how pleasant I was, didn’t you?”
“They didn’t skwush _your_ house all to nuffin, an’ you was just showing off, _you_ was. I wish I could fump ’em,” said Tod, excitedly.
“That’s very wicked; you can’t be one of Christ’s soldiers and wish such bad things,” said Maybee, plastering a knapsack on to her soldier. “I do, sometimes,” she added, more humbly, “but I don’t mean to ever again,—much,” and she began singing, louder than before,
“Fought the fight, the victory won.”
Tod worked away, rebuilding his house, putting on _two_ “chimleys” this time. By and by, just as Maybee was giving the finishing touch to her image, he reached over for a fresh handful of snow, lost his balance, and in trying to recover himself, managed to hit the poor soldier in the breast with his elbow, leaving him a shapeless ruin.
Maybee’s black eyes blazed. “Tod Smith! you did it a purpose.”
“Yes’m,” said Tod, sitting coolly down and facing her.
She turned quickly, and lifted one foot. Another moment and Tod’s pretty cottage, with its “merandah” and bay-window, would have shared the fate of its predecessor; but a better thought came suddenly to Maybee, in the words of her song,—
“Fought the fight, the victory won.”
A _real_ victory this would be,—no make-believe, no mere “showing-off,” as Tod had called it; and to tell the truth, she _did_ feel just like the Pharisee mamma read about all the time she was being so polite, but _now_ she was—oh, so dreadfully angry! If she _could_ speak pleasant, wouldn’t that be “ruling her spirit,” “real, sure-enough.”
“I’ll try not to mind,” she said, slowly. “Let’s build some more houses, a whole village; yours is so pretty.”
“Oh, my gwief!” ejaculated Tod. “I wanted to see if you _would_ fight that Bible way, an’ you _did_, an’ I’m awful sorwy I made you, ’twas such a splendid soldier.”
“I just wanted to show it to papa,” sighed Maybee, furtively wiping away a few tears.
Tod sprang up, and set both feet squarely on the dainty snow-house. “There! my’ll punish my’s own self,” he cried, forgetting his nominative case in his excitement. “My is sorwy as my can be, my never will do so again. Please, won’t you forgive my this time?” and putting both arms around her neck, the little fellow burst into tears.
“I declare, there must be a thaw,—such a freshet! What _is_ the matter?” asked Dick Vance, coming up the walk, and sitting down beside them.
Tod explained as well as he could.
“I don’t feel much bad now,” said Maybee, “but I think that kind of fighting is better to _talk_ about than ’tis to _do_! Seems’s if it was a miser’ble kind of a world,—the good times all chopped up so you can’t get only the littlest bit to once.”
“That’s so,” said Dick, gravely. “I’ve just been riled myself, and know how it feels.”
“Did you fump ’em, or fight th’ other way,” inquired Tod, eagerly.
“I’m afraid I ‘fumped,’—that is, I felt real cross—”
“What’s the matter with you?” laughed Sue, coming out on the piazza.
“Oh! it’s Tom and Jack. You know they don’t come to Sabbath School scarcely any, now, but they keep promising to, and just now, when I asked them, they were so awfully provoking. I don’t believe I’ll ever say another word to them.”
“We mustn’t forget it’s a fight for life,” said Sue, gently. “You see, I’ve been talking with mother about this very thing. I do so want Bell to be a Christian, and I get _so_ discouraged. But mother says a soldier must not expect to win every battle with the first shot. Some places have to be besieged for months. And she says the very hardest kind of fighting is waiting patiently and bearing meekly, because it is then we get discouraged and give up trying. So I’m going to keep on praying for Bell and do everything I can. And we must remember how wild Tom has always been—”
“I’d better remember I was just as bad, and might not have been a bit better now if I hadn’t been shut right up there with Aunty McFane. Oh, how good she did use to talk!”
“Dear old aunty! Isn’t it nice to think of her up in heaven, all well and happy? Think what a Christmas she will have.”
“O me! I’d most forgot the miser’blest thing of all,” broke in Maybee, dolefully. “Uncle Thed isn’t going to have any Christmas tree. I heard him tell mamma so.”
“Not have any Christmas tree!” exclaimed Sue and Tod together.
“That is as you say,” said mamma, standing in the door. “He will leave it all to you. Come in to supper now and we will talk it over,—you, too, Dick, for if we decide on the new plan you may like to join us.”
They listened with wide-open eyes while she told them that, because of the hard times, a great many little boys and girls would have no Christmas at all, no presents, no dinner even; that what Uncle Thed’s annual Christmas party, tree, presents, supper and all cost would go a great ways towards making such children happy, and if they would agree to go without their nice presents, Uncle Thed would help them make out a list of names; they should decide on a present for each one, and Christmas Eve they could go around and leave the parcels on the doorsteps.
“Oh, oh! in a sleigh an’ eight tiny weindeer, just like St. Nicholas!” screamed Tod. “Won’t that be nice?”
“With Steady and Frolic instead of the reindeer,” laughed mamma.
“That would be a little bit nice,” said Maybee, gravely. “And then there’ll be the miser’ble part,—not having a single thing our own selves.”