Part 5
"Did you know Mona long ago?" asked Jill.
"I knew her," said Mr. Arnold slowly, as his gaze travelled to a white-gowned figure in the distance, "when she was about as big as you, and we used to spend all our holidays together till we grew up. You ask your sister to tell you of our prank in the church tower with old Solomon Disher!"
"Oh, do tell me."
He shook his head. He saw Mona coming towards them again and he rose to meet her.
A few words that then passed between them puzzled Jill.
"Well, Mr. Arnold, tell me your news. I suppose you have never changed your opinion since we last met."
"No, I never have."
His eyes and mouth were stern as he spoke.
Mona looked at him thoughtfully, then as she met his gaze, she laughed lightly.
"Your spirit is still ruling your body. I can see that. And I suppose you would say that my body is still ruling my spirit. I think it is. I always told you I should take the easy path."
Mr. Arnold glanced at her, then he looked at the gay company on the flowered lawns, his ear caught the lively strains of the band, and his gaze wandered to the beautiful sloping hills and woods that formed a background to the charming old English house that was her property.
"A noble patrimony," he said in a low clear voice. "I would it did not belong to those who lay up treasure for themselves and are not rich toward God."
A crimson flush mounted to Mona's fair cheeks.
"Seven years ago," she said "we parted because of your unreasonable severity. Have we met to do the same this afternoon?"
A smile came to his lips.
"I hope not. I have lived and learnt to judge less harshly; but my aim is still the same. I hope my standard has not been lowered."
Mona shrugged her shoulders, then deliberately walked away from him.
Jill looked after her astonished.
"You have made Mona cross, Mr. Arnold."
"I am afraid I have," he said humbly. "Shall we come over to the tea tent?"
Jill was only too delighted.
VIII
"I MUST LOVE FIRST, BEFORE I CAN GIVE"
But Jill lost her friend in the tent. Several ladies took possession of him, and Miss Falkner told her to come with her and speak to two little girls who were standing outside. They were evidently twins. Both had white delicate faces and long fair hair reaching almost to their waists.
Jill was much astonished when she heard they were the "Indian nieces."
"Why do they call you Indians?" she asked them abruptly, as Miss Falkner having left them they walked across the lawn towards the band.
"We are not Indians," one of the little girls said indignantly. "We have been living in India and came to England last month. Mother and father are still out there."
"Oh," said Jill in a relieved tone: "I was afraid you would be half black. Mona told me you were coming. What do you do in India?"
Their tongues were loosened, they poured out such a volley of "ride through bazaars," "tiffins," "ayahs," "dobies," "punkahs," "rupees," "gymkanas," and other unknown words and terms that Jill grew quite bewildered.
She questioned them eagerly and was quite impressed with all the strange things they had seen and heard.
"What kind of things do you do?" they asked in their turn. "It seems so dull to us in England, but that's because we are shut up in a school-room with a governess."
"We're never dull," said Jill warmly. "Never! And we're always doing new things every day. Do you see Jack and Bumps anywhere?"
"Who are they? Is Bumps a dog? What a funny name!"
"She's my little sister; we've always called her Bumps because she tumbles about and hurts herself so. They've gone off together somewhere. Now if we find them you'll see the sort of things we do. Whenever Jack and Bumps are missing, they are always up to something!"
Jill commenced a rapid and thorough search for her brother and sister. Miss Falkner was also looking for them, but it was a long time before their search was successful. At last coming to a small artificial lake which was tenanted by some wild waterfowl and white swans, they heard a commotion, and found Jack and Bumps very busy indeed.
Bumps was sitting in a wheelbarrow to which were harnessed with yards of tape and ribbon, two of the swans. It had been a difficult task, to judge from the children's heated, dirty faces. The birds were screeching and fluttering their wings, nearly choking themselves in their efforts to free themselves.
Jack was pushing the wheelbarrow behind, trying to follow the lead of the distressed and angry birds. Bumps, elated by her position, was brandishing a small whip and trying to manage her reins, which seemed a difficult matter.
How they had got hold of the swans at all was a wonder, but Jack's white suit was covered with green slime and soaked with water.
"I'm Snow White," called out Bumps, "but these thtupid thwans won't go prop'ly!"
Miss Falkner said very little, but what she said had the effect of bringing Jack to his senses.
"Well," she said; "you have shortened your happy day by this! What a pity! You evidently were tired of the party. We will go straight back to the school-room and stay there for the rest of the day."
In two minutes she had liberated the unhappy swans and was marching Jack and Bumps--one on each side of her--back to the house. The little girls watched them, half in amusement half in pity.
"That's what I say," said Rose, one of the twins, "a governess spoils every bit of fun!"
"Miss Falkner doesn't," said Jill loyally, "but Jack does sometimes go too far. He nearly hung Bumps the other day. He was pretending to do it, but he got the rope too tight round her neck. She was a Royalist and he was Oliver Cromwell. We had had it in our lesson that day. He said he really felt she was his enemy, and he would have to get rid of her! Miss Falkner was very angry. She is very quiet when she is angry, but she's very nice. I love her!"
Then with a quick change of thought, Jill said--
"Do you get a lot of money? Have you pocket-money?"
"Yes, we have sixpence a week each, but it doesn't seem a great lot."
"Wouldn't you like to give your tenth to God? You can easily, if you like. I'll tell you how it's done."
The little girls looked at Jill completely puzzled, but she had a wonderful way of compelling attention and interest, and before she separated from them that afternoon they had promised to think over the matter, and let her know what they could do.
"You see," said Norah, the other twin, "we haven't very much money to spare. We want every penny of it. We're always wanting to buy things."
"Yes, but God wants it most," said Jill, "and it's such a very little He wants; only one penny out of tenpence, that's all it is. And if you saw the poor people out on Chilton Common, who have no church and who look so dirty and wicked, you'd like to give some money to help them."
"Are you good?" asked Rose looking at her curiously.
"No, I'm awfully wicked," said Jill with conviction, "but giving your money away doesn't make you good. I wish it did."
There was nothing to say to this. They parted excellent friends, but Rose said to Norah afterwards, "She's rather a nice girl, but I feel if I was with her she would make me do a thing whether I liked it or not."
"It's the way she talks," said Norah; "she gets so excited over it. I never heard of a tenth before, did you?"
"No, never. I wonder if Aunt Mary gives it, I will ask her."
Jill had a word or two again with Mr. Arnold before he left. He came up to wish her sister good-bye when she was standing by her side.
"Good-bye, Miss Baron. I am off to my work again to-morrow, so shall not see you again for some time."
Mona looked up at him a little wistfully, then spoke in her most airy manner--
"Good-bye, it is not likely we shall often meet; my path is not yours, as you are so fond of inferring."
He looked at her in silence, then his hand fell rather heavily on Jill's shoulder.
"I think of you," he said, "as you were at this age. This little sister of yours has discovered that she is a steward--help her when she grows up, as you were never helped, to preserve her childish faith and integrity. It is required in stewards that a man may be found faithful!"
Then turning to Jill he said--
"Good-bye, little friend. I am not sorry that I trespassed this afternoon, for I am going away happier than when I came."
"And you don't mind us keeping your five shillings?"
"I shall like to think of it reposing in that scarlet bag you told me about!"
He went, and Mona turned sharply upon Jill--
"Run away, child, to Miss Falkner. It is getting late, you have been here long enough."
Jill obeyed, wondering why her sister spoke so crossly.
It was a few days after this that Jill discovered two more trespassers in the vicinity of Bethel.
She was by herself, and did not feel quite so ready to arrest them when they proved to be Mona and Captain Willoughby.
They had been wandering through the plantation, and Captain Willoughby's voice was very low and earnest when the sudden appearance of Jill startled and disconcerted him.
"You can't come any further, I'm afraid," said Jill barring the way; "for you'll be trespassing."
Mona looked at her in amusement.
"Whose wood is this? Yours or mine?" she asked.
"This corner is ours," answered Jill firmly, "No one used it before we did."
"But what have you been using it for?" inquired Mona.
Jill looked a little rebellious. Captain Willoughby seized hold of her.
"You are the little trespasser, not us, I fancy," he said. "Now then I have got you. Come along, and don't pull away from me unless you want a sore wrist."
So Jill was dragged captive before her board and pile of stones.
Mona looked at it curiously.
"Now what on earth does it mean, Jill? Explain."
"You're trespassers both of you," said Jill stubbornly. "It's got to do with _us_, and we are the ones that know about it."
"The mighty _US_!" said Captain Willoughby, who loved to tease her sometimes.
But Mona stopped him, and drew Jill's hand out of his very gently.
"Never mind, Jill dear. We will own ourselves trespassers if you will explain this. What does 'Bethel' mean? It is a Bible word, is it not?"
Jill was quickly appeased. When Mona spoke to her kindly she was ready to tell her anything.
"It is a secret place, and a religious one," she said.
"Of course it comes out of the Bible, and it's not idolatry, though Sam's father says it is."
"I know!" said Captain Willoughby. "It's an altar, and you offer sacrifices on it."
"No, we don't," said Jill indignantly, "we wouldn't be so wicked!"
"But the good people in the Bible always offered sacrifices," argued the young Captain.
Jill looked at him thoughtfully.
"Well, we don't," she said.
"What do you do?" asked her sister. "This is a kind of altar, isn't it?"
"It is a kind of one," admitted Jill, "though Jacob did not call it an altar. He made a heap of stones and called it Bethel, and so we've done it too."
"Oh, I see," said Captain Willoughby. "This is Jacob's heap of stones. Isn't one of them in the King's coronation chair, by the bye?"
"But what use is this to you?" asked Mona, wanting to get to the bottom of it.
"It has to do with our vow," said Jill, speaking fast and earnestly. "We have done what Jacob did, we've told God we'll give Him our tenth. 'Of all that Thou shalt give me, I will surely give a tenth unto Thee.' That's the vow. And if anybody wants to make it I shall let them come here and make it, and they won't be trespassers any longer."
"That's a grand inducement," murmured the Captain, "but what does your tenth consist of, Jill? Sweets and currant-buns, and dolls, and picture-books? I should like the system explained."
"It's the tenth of our money, of course," said Jill, "I thought everybody knew that."
Mona was silent. She was looking a little troubled. Then she turned suddenly to Jill--
"Is this where you brought Mr. Arnold the other day?"
"I found him here," said Jill. "He was a trespasser. That's why he gave me five shillings."
"What have you done with it?"
"I've put it into our bag. Miss Falkner made us a red bag and all our tenth goes into it, and then I take it to Mr. Errington, and he's going to build a mission church on Chilton Common with it!"
Mona gasped, then she began to laugh.
"Hopeful Mr. Errington! I admire his ambition, but I fancy many years will roll by before that church is built!"
"I knew you would laugh," said Jill reproachfully.
"Well," said Mona, looking first at Jill and then at her pile of stones, "I always did say you children had the bump of invention. But I, with Mr. Arnold, will plead guilty of the charge of trespassing; and you must do the same, Captain Willoughby. What will you fine us, Jill? Five shillings? I think we cannot escape with less than that."
"Be merciful," pleaded Captain Willoughby. "If I had known this visit of ours would have entailed such a loss to my pocket, I would have kept a long way off from it!"
Jill looked perplexed.
"I don't want to get money out of people," she said, "but you really are trespassers, and it will be lovely for our bag!"
Mona took her purse out of her pocket, and put half a sovereign into her little sister's hand.
"There!" she said. "Run away and put that into your bag. It is for a good object. Now, Captain Willoughby, we must go back to the house. I promised to drive with Miss Webb at four o'clock, and it is that already."
Jill turned over the gold coin in amazement and delight. She thanked her sister effusively.
"I knew our bag would get on, I was sure it would," she said; and then she scampered back to the school-room, where Miss Falkner was teaching Jack how to arrange his stamps geographically in his stamp album, and Bumps was looking admiringly on.
"Look!" she cried. "Mona has given this to me for our bag! Isn't it perfectly lovely."
She got plenty of sympathy from the school-room party. Miss Falkner had heard at last about "Bethel," but she had respected Jill's wish about it, and had never been there.
That evening when the children were in bed she sat by the open school-room window. Her thoughts were not sad ones, though she had had much in her life to make her sad. And when a slender figure in a black lace gown came across the dusky lawn and spoke to her, it was the young heiress's face that looked weary and troubled, not the governess's.
Miss Falkner looked up brightly.
"Isn't it a delicious evening?"
"Is it? Yes, I suppose so. I wish I enjoyed things as you do, Miss Falkner."
There was a little silence.
Then Mona sat on the low window-ledge and put her light shawl over her shoulders.
"I must have some one to talk to to-night, or I feel I shall go crazy, and I have come out of doors to get away from Miss Webb, because she is so cross with me."
Miss Falkner looked her sympathy but said nothing.
"Jill has altered a chapter in my life to-day, and I don't know whether I am glad or sorry."
"I hope she has done good, not harm," said Miss Falkner.
"From your standpoint--yes. From mine--I'm not so sure. I was about to yield to persuasion, when she interrupted us, but after her interruption, I--well I altered my mind. What a lot of bother one's memory gives one!"
"Sometimes it does."
Mona moved in her seat restlessly.
"Seven years ago, Miss Falkner, I quarrelled with some one that I liked very much. It was about a certain subject. It is strange that this week the same person and the identical subject have both cropped up again."
"I should say," said Miss Falkner, "that the coincident has occurred for a purpose."
"Yes, I knew you would say that." Then after a pause she said--
"Do you believe that prosperity is good or bad for one?"
"I think if we regard our wealth as a trust it will be good for us," said Miss Falkner.
Mona laughed a little bitterly.
"Of course. It is the same old story. People can't give because it's right to give. I hate being forced."
"No," said Miss Falkner gently. "It is only when we love the One to whom our wealth belongs that we love to give it back to Him."
"Then," said Mona, "I must love first, before I can give."
She rose, then looked a little wistfully at the young governess.
"Sometimes I wish I could change places with you," she said, and before Miss Falkner could make any reply she slipped away.
IX
TRYING TO BE "DOUBLE GOOD"
"Are you going away?"
It was Jack who spoke, and who stood at the door of Captain Willoughby's room, looking at the half-filled portmanteaus, and the general chaos of a man's quarters when he is on the point of departure. It was before breakfast, and being a rainy morning, Jack was wandering about the passages seeking for some occupation.
Captain Willoughby looked up from his employment. He was vainly trying to strap a Gladstone bag, and was muttering imprecations under his breath.
"Now then, young shaver, what do you want? You children are always turning up when you aren't desired. I have to thank your small sister yesterday for an interruption which proved disastrous!"
Jack edged himself in, and climbed up to the iron foot-rail of the bed, where he sat swinging his legs.
"Why are you going?"
"You didn't really think I had taken up my quarters here for good and all, did you?"
Captain Willoughby's tone was distinctly irritable.
"You needn't be waxy," said Jack cheekily. "There's one thing! I know you'll be back again before long!"
"Shall I?" said the Captain, giving a vicious tug to his straps. "I shall volunteer to go out to India with the next draft; I'm sick of England."
"Do tell me why you're so cross," said Jack earnestly, clasping his hands round his knees.
Captain Willoughby had finished his task. He sat down upon his bag with a sigh of relief.
"There! I shall leave my man to do the rest. The world is an utter failure, Jack, that's what it is!"
"Is it?" said Jack innocently.
"Yes," went on Captain Willoughby. "And it's the women who are at the bottom of it. They're all the same--unstable, uncertain, fickle, false, their moods change from day to day; they make you believe in them, and take you in all round, and then are quite surprised to see that you are taken aback by their complete change of tone and mind. It's a bad thing, my boy, to spend too much time with women. Remember that when you grow up. You will rue the day you made their acquaintance."
This dissertation was perfectly incomprehensible to Jack. He stared at the Captain with open eyes and mouth. Then he slipped down from his perch.
"I'm sorry you're so put out," he said. "I suppose you're cross because you have to go away."
Then he slipped out of the room, and confided to Jill that Captain Willoughby was awfully cross with everybody in the world, and that she had better keep out of his way.
The children with their governess occasionally lunched in the dining-room, when there were no visitors.
Jack looked around on this particular day before he commenced to eat.
"There are five women," he announced; "and I'm the only man. It's a bad lookout for me!"
"Why?" asked Mona, who had been sitting at the head of the table rather _distrait_ and silent.
"Because," said Jack slowly, "Captain Willoughby told me this morning that it is a bad thing to spend too much time with women."
Mona's cheeks flushed a deep crimson. Miss Webb glared at Jack through her pince-nez, and then Mona laughed outright.
"I'm afraid your lot is cast amongst women for the present, Jack. When you are Captain Willoughby's age, I advise you to be careful how you cultivate their society."
"Mona!" said Miss Webb warningly.
"Oh yes," said Mona; "I mean it. And if a woman, Jack, gets tired of your company, and doesn't like the idea of spending all her life with you, take yourself off like a man, and don't be talking over your grievances with everybody you come across!"
Jack said no more. His sister's words were like Captain Willoughby's, beyond his comprehension.
Jill's walk to the Golden City was a very halting one. When she was put to bed at night she generally reviewed her path through the day, and sometimes Bumps was favoured with her confidences.
"I've had an _awful_ day," she admitted one night after a series of misdemeanours and punishments. "I meant to go as straight as--as a ruler, and I've gone all crooked. I always mean to behave, but things happen to make me forget!"
"Yeth," said Bumps a little virtuously. "You forgot when you dressed up the black cat in Annie's cap and apron that she alwayth goes in the coal cellar when she's frightened. And when Annie is croth, she's horrid! When you locked her up here becauth she said she'd tell Miss Falkner, I knew she'd bang at the door till she brought everybody up-stairs. I tolded you tho."
"Well," said Jill, sighing; "when Miss Falkner gave me a column of spelling to learn as a punishment, I did mean to do it; but when I saw Sam pass through the garden, I just forgot all about it, and all I thought was that this was the day he got his money, and I must ask him again about his tenth--of course that was another crooked turn I took; and when Miss Falkner said she couldn't trust me I think Satan came up behind and pushed me down as hard as he could. For I don't remember what I called her! I only know I was in a passion."
"You called her a beatht!" said Bumps in a shocked tone; "and Jack and I heard you, and Jack said he wouldn't never have called her that!"
"And then I threw the spelling-book in the fire, and then I was sent to bed," pursued Jill mournfully. "I wonder, Bumps, if you can make up for one bad day in the next. You see, if I was sent to walk two miles along a road, and I only did a little bit of a mile, and the rest of the time I went into crooked lanes and got myself into scrapes, I think the next day if I ran hard all day, and never stopped to sit down one minute, perhaps I could do the two miles I didn't do the day before, and two more besides."
"Two and two make four," said Bumps complacently. "Will you try to-morrow, Jill?"
"I think I will," said Jill. "I don't want to lose a day if I can help it."
The next morning she remembered her resolve, and she added a silent petition to her morning prayer--
"Oh God, please help me to run hard and very straight to-day. Keep me from tumbling, and let me make up for yesterday, for Jesus Christ's sake. Amen."
"Jill is going to be very, _very_ good to-day," said Bumps confidentially to Jack.
"Is she?" said Jack with interest. "Then I'll ask her to give me those stamps Captain Willoughby gave her the other day."
Jill was taken aback by this request.
"They are mine, Jack. You know I'm beginning to collect them."
"Yes, but it will be unkind if you don't give them to me, because I want them. You should try to please others before yourself, that's what Miss Falkner says."
Jill did not see this.
"I thought you were going to be double good to-day," said crafty Jack.
"Yes," said Jill slowly; "but if you take them it will be unkind and selfish of you."
"But I'm not trying to be good to-day like you," argued Jack, quite unabashed.
"But I shall be making it easy for you to be wicked; I shall be helping you to do an unkind thing."
They were in the thick of their argument when Miss Falkner came into the room, so they dropped it. Lessons were started, and progressed very smoothly. At twelve o'clock, when they were dismissed, Jill came to Jack, and put the stamps into his hand.
"There they are," she said; "but I wouldn't be you for _anything_!"
"I've helped you to be good," said Jack with the greatest satisfaction as he sat down at the school-room table and began to stick the stamps into his album at once.
Jill ran out into the garden.
"Come and thwing me!" cried Bumps.
"I can't, Bumps, I must try to do something wonderfully good."
"What will you do?" asked Bumps curiously.
"I don't know; I think I will get the Bible and find out."