Hands Around [Reigen]: A Cycle of Ten Dialogues
Part 3
YOUNG WIFE
Well,—there must be something in it—! Otherwise, they wouldn’t do it.
HUSBAND
It is nothing … an intoxication.
YOUNG WIFE
(_Pensively_) An intoxication…
HUSBAND
No, it is not even intoxication. Like everything—it is dearly paid for, that much is certain.
YOUNG WIFE
Well … it has happened to you, hasn’t it?
HUSBAND
Yes, Emma.—And it is the thing I most regret.
YOUNG WIFE
Who was she? Tell me! Do I know her?
HUSBAND
The idea!
YOUNG WIFE
Was it long ago? Was it very long before you married me?
HUSBAND
Don’t ask me. Please, don’t ask.
YOUNG WIFE
But, Karl!
HUSBAND
She is dead.
YOUNG WIFE
Are you in earnest?
HUSBAND
Yes … it sounds almost ridiculous, but I have the feeling that all such women die young.
YOUNG WIFE
Did you love her very much?
HUSBAND
One doesn’t love women who lie.
YOUNG WIFE
Then why…
HUSBAND
An intoxication…
YOUNG WIFE
Really?
HUSBAND
Don’t talk about it any more, please. All that is passed long ago. I have only loved one woman—that is you. You only love where there is purity and truth.
YOUNG WIFE
Karl!
HUSBAND
Oh, how secure, how happy one feels in such arms. Why didn’t I know you as a child? I am sure I wouldn’t then even have looked at other women.
YOUNG WIFE
Karl!
HUSBAND
And how beautiful you are!… beautiful!… Oh, come…
(_He puts the light out_)
* * * * *
YOUNG WIFE
Do you know what I am thinking of to-night?
HUSBAND
What, sweetheart?
YOUNG WIFE
Of … of … of Venice.
HUSBAND
Our first night…
YOUNG WIFE
Yes…
HUSBAND
What then? Tell me!
YOUNG WIFE
You love me as much to-day.
HUSBAND
Yes, just as much.
YOUNG WIFE
Oh … if you would always…
HUSBAND
(_In her arms_) If I would what?
YOUNG WIFE
My Karl!
HUSBAND
What do you mean? If I would always?…
YOUNG WIFE
Well, yes.
HUSBAND
Well, what then, if I would always?…
YOUNG WIFE
Then I would always know that you love me.
HUSBAND
Yes. But you must know that anyway. One cannot always be a lover, sometimes one has to go out into the cold world to struggle and achieve! Don’t forget that, my child. There is a time for everything in marriage—that is the beauty of it. There are not many who can remember their Venice after five years.
YOUNG WIFE
True!
HUSBAND
And now … good-night, my child.
YOUNG WIFE
Good-night!
THE HUSBAND AND THE SWEET YOUNG MISS
_A private dining-room in the Riedhof, comfortably furnished with moderately good taste. A gas-grate is burning. The HUSBAND and the SWEET YOUNG MISS are disclosed. The remains of dinner are on the table, cream-cakes, fruit, cheese. In the wine-glasses is a Hungarian white wine._
HUSBAND
(_Is smoking a Havana cigar, and leaning against the corner of a sofa_)
MISS
(_Sits beside him in an armchair, eating the cream out of a cake with a spoon, and tasting it with satisfaction_)
HUSBAND
Is it good?
MISS
(_Without stopping_) Oh!
HUSBAND
Do you want another?
MISS
No. I’ve eaten too much already.
HUSBAND
Your wine is all gone.
(_He fills her glass_)
MISS
No … stop. I’ll leave it anyway.
HUSBAND
Why are you so shy?
MISS
Am I?—Well, it takes time to get acquainted.
HUSBAND
Come and sit here with me.
MISS
Right away… I’m not ready yet.
HUSBAND
(_Rises and stands behind her chair, and puts his arms around her, turning her face toward him_)
MISS
What’s the matter?
HUSBAND
I want a kiss.
MISS
(_Kissing him_) You are … excuse me, you have a lot of nerve.
HUSBAND
You’re just finding that out?
MISS
Oh, no, I knew that long ago … from the first, in the street.—You must—
HUSBAND
What?
MISS
You must have a nice opinion of me.
HUSBAND
Why?
MISS
Because I went right away with you to a private dining room.
HUSBAND
Well, you can hardly say “right away.”
MISS
But you asked in such a nice way.
HUSBAND
Do you think so?
MISS
And, after all, what is the harm?
HUSBAND
Of course.
MISS
Whether we go walking or—
HUSBAND
Besides, it’s much too cold for walking.
MISS
Yes, it was too cold.
HUSBAND
But here it’s nice and warm, isn’t it?
(_He sits down again, puts his arms around the girl, and draws her to his side_)
MISS
(_Weakly_) Don’t.
HUSBAND
Tell me… You noticed me before, didn’t you?
MISS
Certainly. Several blocks before you spoke to me.
HUSBAND
I don’t mean to-day. I mean yesterday and the day before, when I was following you.
MISS
A lot of people follow me.
HUSBAND
I don’t doubt that. But did you notice me?
MISS
Guess … do you know what happened to me the other day? My cousin’s husband followed me in the dark, and didn’t recognize me.
HUSBAND
Did he speak to you?
MISS
What do you suppose? Do you imagine every one is as bold as you?
HUSBAND
But they sometimes do, don’t they?
MISS
Of course, they do.
HUSBAND
Well, and what do you do?
MISS
Why nothing—I just don’t answer.
HUSBAND
Hm-m … but you answered me.
MISS
Are you sorry?
HUSBAND
(_Kisses her violently_) Your lips taste like cream-cakes.
MISS
Oh, they are sweet by nature.
HUSBAND
I suppose many have told you that?
MISS
Many! What are you dreaming of?
HUSBAND
Now, be honest. How many have kissed this mouth before?
MISS
Why do you ask? You wouldn’t believe me anyhow, if I told you.
HUSBAND
Why not?
MISS
Guess, then.
HUSBAND
All right, I’ll guess—but you mustn’t get angry!
MISS
Why should I get angry?
HUSBAND
Well, then, I’ll guess … twenty.
MISS
(_Slipping away from him_) So—why not make it a hundred?
HUSBAND
Oh, I was just guessing.
MISS
You guessed badly.
HUSBAND
Say—ten.
MISS
(_Offended_) Oh, of course. A girl who lets a man talk to her on the street, and goes right away with him to a private dining-room!
HUSBAND
Don’t be childish. Whether we walk about in the streets or sit in a room… We are in a restaurant. The waiter may come in at any moment—it doesn’t signify anything at all…
MISS
That’s just what I thought.
HUSBAND
Have you ever been in a private dining-room before?
MISS
If I must tell the truth—yes.
HUSBAND
I am glad that you are honest with me at least.
MISS
But it wasn’t—no it wasn’t the way you imagine. I was in a private dining-room with a friend and her fiancé, once during the carnival.
HUSBAND
It wouldn’t have been anything tragic, if you had ever gone—with your sweetheart—
MISS
Of course, it wouldn’t have been anything serious. But I haven’t any sweetheart.
HUSBAND
Oh, come now.
MISS
I swear, I haven’t.
HUSBAND
But you don’t expect to make me believe that I…
MISS
Make you believe what?… I haven’t any—at least, haven’t had for six months.
HUSBAND
I see… But before then? Who was he?
MISS
Why are you so curious?
HUSBAND
I am curious because I love you.
MISS
Really?
HUSBAND
Of course! You should have noticed that. Tell me about him.
(_Presses her tightly to him_)
MISS
What do you want me to tell?
HUSBAND
Don’t keep me in suspense so long. Who was he, that’s what I want to know.
MISS
(_Laughing_) Just a man.
HUSBAND
Well—well—who?
MISS
He looked something like you.
HUSBAND
No!
MISS
If you hadn’t looked so much like him—
HUSBAND
Well, what then?
MISS
Now, don’t ask, don’t you see that…
HUSBAND
(_Understanding_) That’s why you let me speak to you.
MISS
Yes, that’s it.
HUSBAND
I really don’t know whether I ought to be pleased or angry.
MISS
If I were you, I’d be pleased.
HUSBAND
All right.
MISS
You also remind me of him the way you speak … and the way you look at one…
HUSBAND
What was he?
MISS
And then, the eyes—
HUSBAND
What was his name?
MISS
Please don’t look at me that way; please don’t.
HUSBAND
(_Embraces her. A long, burning kiss_)
MISS
(_Trembles, and tries to get up_)
HUSBAND
Why do you want to leave me?
MISS
It’s time to go home.
HUSBAND
Later.
MISS
No, I really have to get home. What do you think mother will say.
HUSBAND
You live with your mother?
MISS
Of course, I live with my mother. What did you imagine?
HUSBAND
So—with your mother. Do you live alone with her?
MISS
Oh, yes, alone! There are five of us! Two boys and two more girls.
HUSBAND
Don’t sit so far away from me. Are you the oldest?
MISS
No, I’m the second. First comes Kitty. She’s working in a flower store. Then come I.
HUSBAND
Where do you work?
MISS
I stay at home.
HUSBAND
Always?
MISS
One of us has to stay home.
HUSBAND
Of course,—and what do you tell your mother, when you—come home so late?
MISS
That happens so seldom.
HUSBAND
Well, to-day, for example. Your mother will ask you, won’t she?
MISS
Of course, she’ll ask. It doesn’t matter how careful I am when I come home, she always wakes up.
HUSBAND
And what do you tell her?
MISS
Oh—that I’ve been to the theater.
HUSBAND
Does she believe that?
MISS
Why shouldn’t she believe it? I often go to the theater. I saw an opera on Sunday with my friend and her fiancé, and my oldest brother.
HUSBAND
Where did you get the tickets?
MISS
My brother is a hairdresser.
HUSBAND
Oh, yes, a hairdresser … at the theater, I suppose?
MISS
Why are you asking so many questions?
HUSBAND
Because I am interested. What does your other brother do?
MISS
He’s still going to school. He wants to become a teacher. Just imagine!
HUSBAND
And you also have a little sister?
MISS
Yes, she is a mere child, but you have to keep an eye on her all the time already. You have no idea how girls are spoiled at school. Just imagine! The other day I caught her keeping a date.
HUSBAND
Really?
MISS
Yes! She was out walking one evening at half-past seven with a boy from the school across the way. A mere child like her!
HUSBAND
And what did you do?
MISS
I gave her a spanking.
HUSBAND
Are you as strict as all that?
MISS
Well, who would be if I wasn’t? My older sister is working and mother does nothing but grumble—everything always depends on me.
HUSBAND
You are a dear, sweet girl! (_Kisses her, and grows more tender_) You also remind me of some one.
MISS
So—of whom?
HUSBAND
Of no one in particular … of bygone days … of my youth. Come, drink, child!
MISS
How old are you?… You … why … I don’t even know your name.
HUSBAND
Karl.
MISS
Is it possible? Your name is Karl?
HUSBAND
Was his name also Karl?
MISS
No, but that’s the queer thing … that is … the eyes … (_shaking her head_) the way you look at me…
HUSBAND
And who was he?—You haven’t told me yet.
MISS
Oh, he was a bad man—that’s sure, otherwise he wouldn’t have gone away.
HUSBAND
Did you love him very much?
MISS
Of course, I loved him.
HUSBAND
I know what he was—a lieutenant.
MISS
No, he wasn’t in the army. He couldn’t pass the examinations. His father owns a house in … but why do you have to know?
HUSBAND
(_Kisses her_) You have gray eyes. I thought, at first, they were black.
MISS
Well aren’t they pretty enough?
HUSBAND
(_Kisses her eyes_)
MISS
Don’t please—I can’t bear it… O, please don’t … let me get up … only for a moment—please.
HUSBAND
(_More tenderly still_) No, indeed.
MISS
But, please, Karl…
HUSBAND
How old are you?—eighteen—isn’t it?
MISS
Just past nineteen.
HUSBAND
Nineteen … and I—
MISS
You are thirty…
HUSBAND
And a little more—Don’t let’s talk about it.
MISS
He was thirty-two, when I first met him.
HUSBAND
How long ago was that?
MISS
I don’t remember… Listen, there must have been something in the wine.
HUSBAND
What makes you think so?
MISS
I am quite … see—everything is turning round about me.
HUSBAND
Then hold tight to me. So… (_He holds her close to him, and becomes more and more tender. She hardly resists_) I’ll tell you something, dear, we might go now.
MISS
Yes … home.
HUSBAND
Well, not exactly home…
MISS
What do you mean?… O, no—no… I won’t go anywhere else. What do you think I am?
HUSBAND
But listen to me, child—the next time we meet, you know, we will arrange it so that … (_He has slipped to the floor with his head in her lap_) This is so comfy, oh, so comfy!
MISS
What are you doing? (_She kisses his hair_) Something must have been in that wine—I’m so sleepy … what would happen, if I couldn’t get up again? But, but—look, but Karl … if some one should come in … please … the waiter.
HUSBAND
No … waiter … will ever come in … here…
* * * * *
MISS
(_Leaning with closed eyes in the corner of the sofa_)
HUSBAND
(_Pacing up and down the little room, after having lighted a cigarette_)
(_Long silence_)
HUSBAND
(_Looking for a long time at the girl; speaking to himself_) Who knows what sort of a person she really is—Confound it … so quickly … that wasn’t very cautious of me … hm-m…
MISS
(_Without opening her eyes_) There must have been something in the wine.
HUSBAND
Why?
MISS
Otherwise…
HUSBAND
Why do you blame everything on the wine?…
MISS
Where are you? Why do you stay so far away? Come to me.
HUSBAND
(_Sits beside her_)
MISS
Now tell me if you really love me.
HUSBAND
But you know that… (_He interrupts himself quickly_) Of course.
MISS
Listen… There must have … come, tell me the truth, what was in the wine.
HUSBAND
Well, do you think I … I would drug your wine?
MISS
Well, see, I can’t understand it. I’m really not that kind… We’ve known each other only since… Dear, I’m not that kind … honestly, I’m not—if you think that of me—
HUSBAND
Well—why worry about that? I don’t think anything bad of you. I only think that you love me.
MISS
Yes…
HUSBAND
After all, when two young people are alone in a room, and have dinner, and drink wine … there doesn’t need to be anything in the wine.
MISS
I merely said it to say something.
HUSBAND
But, why?
MISS
(_Almost defiantly_) Because I was ashamed.
HUSBAND
How absurd! There is no reason to be. Especially, since I made you think of your first sweetheart.
MISS
Yes.
HUSBAND
Your _first_ sweetheart.
MISS
Yes, yes…
HUSBAND
Now I should like to know who the others were.
MISS
There weren’t any.
HUSBAND
That is not true, it can’t be true.
MISS
Oh, please, don’t tease me.
HUSBAND
Would you like a cigarette?
MISS
No, thanks.
HUSBAND
Do you know how late it is?
MISS
Well?
HUSBAND
Half-past eleven.
MISS
Really?
HUSBAND
Well … and your mother? She’s used to this, is she?
MISS
Do you really want to send me home?
HUSBAND
But earlier in the evening you yourself wanted—
MISS
You are quite changed. What have I done to you?
HUSBAND
But, child, what is the matter with you, what do you imagine?
MISS
And it was only your looks, believe me, or you would have had to wait … many men have asked me to go with them to a private dining-room.
HUSBAND
Well, would you like … to come here again with me soon … or rather somewhere else?
MISS
I don’t know.
HUSBAND
What do you mean by, “I don’t know”?
MISS
Well, why don’t you make a date?
HUSBAND
When? First of all, I must explain that I do not live in Vienna. I am only here for a few days’ visit now and then.
MISS
Oh, you’re not a Viennese?
HUSBAND
Yes, I am a Viennese. But I am living out of town now…
MISS
Where?
HUSBAND
Oh, well, that doesn’t matter.
MISS
Oh, don’t be frightened, I won’t come to see you.
HUSBAND
If it would give you any pleasure you may come. I live in Graz.
MISS
Honestly?
HUSBAND
Yes, why does that surprise you?
MISS
You are married, aren’t you?
HUSBAND
(_Greatly surprised_) What makes you think that?
MISS
I just got the impression.
HUSBAND
And you wouldn’t mind that at all?
MISS
Well, I would rather that you were single.—So you are married!—
HUSBAND
But, tell me first what made you think of that?
MISS
If a man says he doesn’t live in Vienna, and he doesn’t always have time—
HUSBAND
But that’s not so improbable.
MISS
I don’t believe it.
HUSBAND
And wouldn’t it hurt your conscience to have caused a married man to become unfaithful?
MISS
Oh, my, no doubt your wife acts just like you.
HUSBAND
(_Very indignant_) That will do. No more of such remarks.
MISS
I thought you didn’t have a wife.
HUSBAND
Whether I have one or not—such remarks are uncalled for.
(_He has risen_)
MISS
But Karl, Karl, what is the matter? Are you angry? I really didn’t know that you were married. I was just talking. Come, don’t be angry.
HUSBAND
(_Comes back to her after a few minutes_) You are strange creatures, you … women.
(_He becomes tender again_)
MISS
Stop … don’t … it’s too late now.
HUSBAND
Well, listen to me a minute. Let’s talk seriously. I would like to see you again, to see you often.
MISS
Would you?
HUSBAND
But one thing is necessary … that I can depend upon you. I can’t look out for you.
MISS
Oh, I can look out for myself.
HUSBAND
You are … well, I can’t just say inexperienced—but, you are young—and—men in general are pretty unscrupulous.
MISS
Oh, my!
HUSBAND
I don’t mean on the moral side only.—Well, you know what I mean—
MISS
Tell me, what do you think I am?
HUSBAND
Look here—if you want me—me only—we can easily arrange it—even if I do generally live in Graz. In a place like this where some one may come in at any moment, it isn’t very comfortable.
MISS
(_Snuggles up to him_)
HUSBAND
Next time … we shall go somewhere else, won’t we?
MISS
Yes.
HUSBAND
Where we may be entirely alone.
MISS
Yes.
HUSBAND
(_Embracing her passionately_) We’ll discuss the rest on the way home. (_He rises, and opens the door_) Waiter … the bill!
THE SWEET YOUNG MISS AND THE POET
_A small room, furnished with taste and comfort. Red curtains half-darken the room. A large writing-table strewn with books and papers. A piano against the wall. The SWEET YOUNG MISS and the POET are disclosed. They are just entering. The POET closes the door._
POET
(_Kisses her_) My darling!
MISS
(_With hat and coat_) Oh! It’s very pretty here! Only you can’t see anything!
POET
Your eyes will have to get used to this semi-darkness.—Those sweet eyes—
(_Kisses her eyes_)
MISS
But there won’t be time enough.
POET
Why not?
MISS
Because I can only stop a moment.
POET
But, you can take your hat off, can’t you?
MISS
Just for the sake of a minute?
POET
(_Takes the pin out of her hat which he removes_)
And your coat—
MISS
The idea!—I have to leave right away.
POET
But you must rest a while first. We have been walking for three hours.
MISS
Riding, you mean.
POET
Yes, we rode home—but we ran around for a full three hours in the country. Now come, sit down, child … wherever you like—here at my desk;—no, that’s not comfortable. Sit down on the sofa.—That’s it. (_He presses her down_) If you are very tired, you may as well lie down. So. (_He stretches her out on the sofa_) There, put your head on the cushion.
MISS
(_Laughing_) But I’m not tired at all!
POET
You merely imagine you’re not. So—and if you are sleepy, you can go to sleep. I shall be very quiet. And what’s more I can play you a lullaby … one of my own…
(_He goes to the piano_)
MISS
One of yours.
POET
Yes.
MISS
But I thought, Robert, you were a professor.
POET
I? But I told you I was a writer. But what made you think of that?
MISS
Because you said the piece you are playing is your own.
POET
Yes … perhaps it is, perhaps it isn’t. But that doesn’t matter. Well? Anyway it doesn’t matter who composed it, if only it is beautiful. Don’t you agree?
MISS
Of course … it must be beautiful … that’s the chief thing!—
POET
Do you know what I meant by that?
MISS
By what?
POET
By what I just said.
MISS
(_Sleepily_) Of course I do.
POET
(_Gets up, goes to her, and strokes her hair_) You didn’t understand a word.
MISS
I’m not as stupid as that.
POET
Certainly you are, but that is just the reason why I love you. It is so beautiful, when girls are stupid. I mean in the way you are.
MISS
Go on, you are talking nonsense.
POET
Angel, little one! Isn’t it comfy on this soft, Persian couch cover?
MISS
Indeed, it is. Won’t you play something else on the piano?
POET
No, I’d rather stay near you.
(_Caressing her_)
MISS
But hadn’t you better light the lamp?
POET
Oh, no… The dim light is so restful. We were as if bathed in sunbeams all day. Now we’ve just climbed out of the bath and slipped on … the twilight like a bathrobe—(_Laughs_) No—that ought to be expressed differently… Don’t you think so?
MISS
I don’t know.
POET
(_Moves slightly away from her_) Absolutely divine, this stupidity!
(_He takes out a notebook, and writes a few words in it_)
MISS
What are you doing? (_She turns toward him_) What are you writing?
POET
(_Softly_) Sun, bath, twilight, cloak … so… (_He puts the notebook back. Aloud_) Nothing… Now tell me, sweetheart, wouldn’t you like something to eat or drink?
MISS
I’m not thirsty, but I am hungry.
POET
Hm … it would suit me better, if you were thirsty. I have some cognac at home, but I have to send out for food.
MISS
Can’t you send somebody?
POET
That is difficult, my servant isn’t here now—but, wait a minute—I will go myself … what would you like?
MISS
Oh, really don’t bother; I have to go home anyway.
POET
Child, that’s out of the question. Now I will tell you something; when we leave, we will go together somewhere for supper.
MISS
Oh, no. I haven’t time for that. And, then, where could we go? Somebody we know might see us.
POET
Do you know such a lot of people?
MISS
Well, it takes only one to make trouble for us.
POET
Why trouble?
MISS
Well, suppose mother should hear about it…
POET
We can go somewhere, where no one can see us. There are plenty of restaurants with private dining-rooms.
MISS
(_Singing_) “Let’s dine in a chambre separée!”
POET
Have you ever been in a private dining-room?
MISS
To tell the truth—yes.
POET
Who was the happy man?
MISS
Oh, it wasn’t the way you imagine… I went with a friend and her fiancé. They took me along.
POET
And you expect me to believe that?
MISS
You needn’t believe it!
POET
(_Close to her_) Did you blush? You can hardly see anything. I can’t even distinguish your features. (_He touches her cheeks with his hands_) But even so I recognize you.
MISS
Well, be careful that you don’t take me for some one else.
POET
It is strange, I don’t seem to remember how you look.
MISS
Thank you!
POET
(_Seriously_) It is almost uncanny. I can’t imagine any longer how you look—In a certain way I have already forgotten you—Now, if I couldn’t remember even the sound of your voice … what would you do then?—Something near and far away at the same time … it’s uncanny.
MISS
What are you talking about?
POET
Nothing, my angel, nothing. Where are your lips?…
(_He kisses her_)
MISS
Wouldn’t it be better to light the lamp?
POET
No… (_Very tenderly_) Tell me, do you love me?
MISS
Very much … oh, so much!
POET
Have you ever loved any one as much as me?
MISS
I told you already that I didn’t.
POET
But…
(_He sighs_)
MISS
He was my fiancé.
POET
I’d rather you wouldn’t think of him now.
MISS
Why … what’s the difference … look…
POET
We might imagine now that we were in a palace in India.
MISS
I’m sure people there wouldn’t be as wicked as you are.
POET
How idiotic! Perfectly divine—Ah, if you only know what you are to me…
MISS
Well?
POET
Don’t always push me away, I’m not going to hurt you—
MISS
My corset hurts me.
POET
(_Simply_) Take it off.
MISS
Yes. But you must behave.
POET
Of course!
MISS
(_Rises, and takes off her corset in the darkness_)
POET
(_Sits in the meantime on the sofa_) Tell me, aren’t you at all curious to know my name?
MISS
Yes, what is it?
POET
I’d rather not tell you my real name, but the name I go by.
MISS
What is the difference?
POET
I mean the name I use as a writer.
MISS
Oh, you don’t write under your real name?
POET
(_Close to her_)
MISS
Oh … stop … don’t.
POET
What fragrance! How sweet.
(_He kisses her breasts_)
MISS
You are tearing my chemise.
POET
Away with it … away with it … everything is superfluous.
MISS
Oh, Robert.
POET
And now enter into our Indian palace.
MISS
Tell me first—do you really love me?
POET