Part 2

"He took it all so gracious that somehow or other I begun t' forget that he was froze t' the pan an' bound out t' sea. He was 'longside, now; an' I seed un smile. So I sort o' got his feelin'; an' I didn't fret for un no more.

"'An', Tumm,' says he, 'I've had a wonderful grand night. I'll never forget it so long as I lives.'

"'A what?' says I. 'Wasn't you cold?'

"'I--I--I don't know,' says he, puzzled. 'I was too busy t' notice much.'

"'Isn't you hungry?'

"'Why, Tumm,' says he, in s'prise, 'I believes I is, now that you mentions it. I believes I'd _like_ a biscuit.'

"'I wisht I had one t' shy,' says I.

"'Don't you be troubled,' says he. 'My arms is stuck. I couldn't cotch it, anyhow.'

"'Anyhow,' says I, 'I wisht I had one.'

"'A grand night!' says he. 'For I got a idea, Tumm. They wasn't nothin' t' disturb me all night long. I been all alone--an' I been quiet. An' I got a idea. I've gone an' found out, Tumm,' says he, 'a law o' life! Look you! Tumm,' says he, 'what you aboard that berg for? 'Tis because you had sense enough t' get there. An' why isn't I aboard that berg? 'Tis because I didn't have none o' the on'y kind o' sense that was needed in the mess last night. You'll be picked up by the fleet,' says he, 'when the weather clears; an' I'm bound out t' sea on a speck o' flat ice. This coast ain't kind,' says he. 'No coast is kind. Men lives because they're able for it; not because they're coaxed to. An' the on'y kind o' men this coast lets live an' breed is the kind she wants. The kind o' men this coast puts up with ain't weak, an' they ain't timid, an' they don't think. Them kind dies--just the way I 'low _I_ got t' die. They don't live, Tumm, an' they don't breed.'

"'What about you?' says I.

"'About me?' says he.

"'Ay--that day on the Pillar o' Cloud.'

"'Oh!' says he. 'You mean about _she_. Well, it didn't come t' nothin', Tumm. The women folk wasn't able t' find me, an' they didn't know which I wanted sove, the mother or the child; so, somehow or other, both went an' died afore I got there. But that isn't got nothin' t' do with _this_.'

"He was drifted a few fathoms past. Just then a big sea fell atop of un. He ducked real skilful, an' come out of it smilin', if sputterin'.

"'Now, Tumm,' says he, 'if we was t' the s'uth'ard, where they says 'tis warm an' different, an' lives isn't lived the same, maybe you'd be on the pan o' ice, an' I'd be aboard the berg; maybe you'd be like t' starve, an' I'd get so much as forty cents a day the year round. They's a great waste in life,' says he; 'I don't know why, but there 'tis. An' I 'low I'm gone t' waste on this here coast. I been born out o' place, that's all. But they's a place somewheres for such as me--somewheres for the likes o' me. T' the s'uth'ard, now, maybe, they'd _be_ a place; t' the s'uth'ard, maybe, the folk would want t' know about the things I thinks out--ay, maybe they'd even _pay_ for the labor I'm put to! But _here_, you lives, an' I dies. Don't you see, Tumm? 'Tis the law! 'Tis why a Newf'un'lander ain't a nigger. More'n that, 'tis why a dog's a dog on land an' a swile in the water; 'tis why a dog haves legs an' a swile haves flippers. Don't you see? 'Tis the law!'

"'I don't quite find you,' says I.

"Poor Botch shook his head. 'They isn't enough words in langwitch,' says he, 't' 'splain things. Men ought t' get t' work an' make more.'

"'But tell me,' says I.

"Then, by Botch's regular ill luck, under he went, an' it took un quite a spell t' cough his voice into workin' order.

"'Excuse me,' says he. 'I'm sorry. It come too suddent t' be ducked.'

"'Sure!' says I. '_I_ don't mind.'

"'Tumm,' says he, 'it all comes down t' this: _The thing that lives is the kind o' thing that's best fit t' live in the place it lives in_. That's a law o' life! An' nobody but _me_, Tumm,' says he, 'ever knowed it afore!'

"'It don't amount t' nothin',' says I.

"'Tis a law o' life!'

"'But it don't _mean_ nothin'.'

"'Tumm,' says he, discouraged, 'I can't talk t' you no more. I'm too busy. I 'lowed when I seed you there on the berg that you'd tell somebody what I thunk out last night if you got clear o' this mess. An' I _wanted_ everybody t' know. I did so _want_ un t' know--an't' know that Abraham Botch o' Jug Cove did the thinkin' all by hisself! But you don't seem able. An', anyhow,' says he, 'I'm too busy t' talk no more. They's a deal more hangin' on that law 'n I told you. The beasts o' the field is born under it, an' the trees o' the forest, an' all that lives. They's a bigger law behind; an' I got t' think that out afore the sea works up. I'm sorry, Tumm; but if you don't mind, I'll just go on thinkin'. You _won't_ mind, will you, Tumm? I wouldn't like you t' feel bad.'

"'Lord, no!' says I. '_I_ won't mind.'

"'Thank you, Tumm,' says he. 'For I'm greatly took by thinkin'.'

"An' so Botch sputtered an' thunk an' kep' his neck limber 'til he drifted out o' sight in the snow."

But that was not the last of the Jug Cove philosopher.

"Next time I seed Botch," Tumm resumed, "we was both shipped by chance for the Labrador from Twillingate. 'Twas aboard the dirty little _Three Sisters_--a thirty-ton, fore-an'-aft green-fish catcher, skippered by Mad Bill Likely o' Yellow Tail Tickle. An' poor Botch didn't look healthful. He was blue an' wan an' wonderful thin. An' he didn't look at all _right_. Poor Botch--ah, poor old Botch! They wasn't no more o' them fuddlin' questions; they wasn't no more o' that cock-sure, tickled little cackle. Them big, deep eyes o' his, which used t' be clean an' fearless an' sad an' nice, was all misty an' red, like a nasty sunset, an' most unpleasant shifty. I 'lowed I'd take a look in, an' sort o' fathom what was up; but they was too quick for me--they got away every time; an' I never seed more'n a shadow. An' he kep' lookin' over his shoulder, an' cockin' his ears, an' givin' suddent starts, like a poor wee child on a dark road. They wasn't no more o' that sinful gettin' into nothin'--no more o' that puttin' away o' the rock an' sea an' the great big sky. I 'lowed, by the Lord! that he couldn't _do_ it no more. All them big things had un scared t' death. He didn't dast forget they was there. He couldn't get into nothin' no more. An' so I knowed he wouldn't be happy aboard the _Three Sisters_ with that devil of a Mad Bill Likely o' Yellow Tail Tickle for skipper.

"'Botch,' says I, when we was off Mother Burke, 'how is you, b'y?'

"'Oh, farin' along,' says he.

"'Ay,' says I; 'but how _is_ you, b'y?'

"'Farin' along,' says he.

"'It ain't a answer,' says I. 'I'm askin' a plain question, Botch.'

"'Well, Tumm,' says he, 'the fac' is, Tumm, I'm--sort o'--jus'--farin' along.'

"We crossed the Straits of a moonlight night. The wind was fair an' light. Mad Bill was t' the wheel: for he 'lowed he wasn't goin' t' have no chances took with a Lally Line steamer, havin' been sunk oncet by the same. 'Twas a kind an' peaceful night. I've never knowed the world t' be more t' rest an' kinder t' the sons o' men. The wind was from the s'uth'ard, a point or two east: a soft wind an' sort o' dawdlin' careless an' happy toward the Labrador. The sea was sound asleep; an' the schooner cuddled up, an' dreamed, an' snored, an' sighed, an' rolled along, as easy as a ship could be. Moonlight was over all the world--so soft an' sweet an' playful an' white; it said, 'Hush!' an', 'Go t' sleep!' All the stars that ever shone was wide awake an' winkin'. A playful crew--them little stars! Wink! wink! 'Go t'sleep!' says they. ''Tis our watch,' says they. '_We'll_ take care o' _you_.' An' t' win'ward--far off--black an' low--was Cape Norman o' Newf'un'land. Newf'un'land! Ah, we're all mad with love o' she! Good-night!' says she. 'Fair v'y'ge,' says she; 'an' may you come home loaded!' Sleep? Ay; men could sleep that night. They wasn't no fear at sea. Sleep? Ay; they wasn't no fear in all the moonlit world.

"An' then up from the forecastle comes Botch o' Jug Cove.

"'Tumm,' says he, 'you isn't turned in.'

"'No, Botch,' says I. 'It isn't my watch; but I 'lowed I'd lie here on this cod-trap an' wink back at the stars.'

"'I can't sleep,' says he. 'Oh, Tumm, I _can't_!'

"''Tis a wonderful fine night,' says I.

"'Ay,' says he; 'but--'

"'But what?' says I.

"'You never can tell,' says he

"'Never can tell what?'

"'What's goin' t' happen.'

"I took one look--just one look into them shiverin' eyes--an' shook my head. 'Do you 'low,' says I, 'that we can hit that berg off the port bow?'

"'You never can tell,' says he.

"'Good Lord!' says I. 'With Mad Bill Likely o' Yellow Tail Tickle at the wheel? Botch,' says I, 'you're gone mad. What's _come_ along o' you? Where's the _is_ an' the _was_ an' the _will be_? What's come o' that law o' life?'

"'Hist!' says he.

"'Not me!' says I. 'I'll hush for no man. What's come o' the law o' life? What's come o' all the thinkin'?'

"'Tumm,' says he, 'I don't think no more. An' the laws o' life,' says he, 'is foolishness. The fac' is, Tumm,' says he, 'things look wonderful different t' me now. I isn't the same as I used t' be in them old days.'

"'You isn't had a fever, Botch?' says I.

"'Well,' says he, 'I got religion.'

"'Oh!' says I. 'What kind?'

"'Vi'lent,' says he.

"'I see,' says I.

"'I isn't converted just this minute,' says he. 'I 'low you might say, an' be near the truth, that I'm a damned backslider. But I _been_ converted, an' I may be again. Fac' is, Tumm,' says he, 'when I gets up in the mornin' I never knows which I'm in, a state o' grace or a state o' sin. It usual takes till after breakfast t' find out.'

"'Botch, b'y,' says I, for it made me feel awful bad, 'don't you go an' trouble about that.'

"'You don't know about hell,' says he.

"'I _does_ know about hell,' says I. 'My mother told me.'

"'Ay,' says he; 'she told you. But you doesn't _know_.'

"'Botch,' says I, 'twould s'prise me if she left anything out.'

"He wasn't happy--Botch wasn't. He begun t' kick his heels, an' scratch his whisps o' beard, an' chaw his finger-nails. It made me feel bad. I didn't like t' see Botch took that way. I'd rather see un crawl into nuthin' an' think, ecod! than chaw his nails an' look like a scared idjit from the mad-house t' St. John's.

"'You got a soul, Tumm,' says he.

"'I knows that,' says I.

"'How?' says he.

"'My mother told me.'

"Botch took a look at the stars. An' so I, too, took a look at the funny little things. An' the stars is so many, an' so wonderful far off, an' so wee an' queer an' perfeckly solemn an' knowin', that I 'lowed I didn't know much about heaven an' hell, after all, an' begun t' feel shaky.

"'I got converted,' says Botch, 'by means of a red-headed parson from the Cove o' the Easterly Winds. _He_ knowed everything. They wasn't no _why_ he wasn't able t' answer. "The glory o' God," says he; an' there was an end to it. An' bein' converted of a suddent,' says Botch, without givin' much thought t' what might come after, I 'lowed the parson had the rights of it. Anyhow, I wasn't in no mood t' set up my word against a real parson in a black coat, with a Book right under his arm. I 'lowed I wouldn't stay very long in a state o' grace if I done _that_. The fac' is, he _told_ me so. "Whatever," thinks I, "the glory o' God does well enough, if a man only _will_ believe; an' the tears an' crooked backs an' hunger o' this here world," thinks I, "which the parson lays t' Him, fits in very well with the reefs an' easterly gales He made." So I 'lowed I'd better take my religion an' ask no questions; an' the parson said 'twas very wise, for I was only an ignorant man, an' I'd reach a state o' sanctification if I kep' on in the straight an' narrow way. So I went no more t' the grounds. For what was the _use_ o' goin' there? 'Peared t' me that heaven was my home. What's the use o' botherin' about the fish for the little time we're here? I couldn't get my _mind_ on the fish. "Heaven is my home," thinks I, "an' I'm tired, an' I wants t' get there, an' I don't want t' trouble about the world." 'Twas an immortal soul I had t' look out for. So I didn't think no more about laws o' life. 'Tis a sin t' pry into the mysteries o' God; an' 'tis a sinful waste o' time, anyhow, t' moon about the heads, thinkin' about laws o' life when you got a immortal soul on your hands. I wanted t' save that soul! _An I wants t' save it now_!'

"'Well,' says I, 'ain't it sove?'

"'No,' says he; 'for I couldn't help thinkin'. An' when I thunk, Tumm--whenever I fell from grace an' thunk real hard--I couldn't believe some o' the things the red-headed parson said I _had_ t' believe if I wanted t' save my soul from hell.'

"'Botch,' says I, 'leave your soul be.'

"'I can't,' says he. 'I can't! I got a immortal soul, Tumm. What's t' become o' that there soul?'

"'Don't you trouble it,' says I. 'Leave it be. 'Tis too tender t' trifle with. An', anyhow,' says I, 'a man's belly is all he can handle without strainin'.'

"'But 'tis _mine_--_my_ soul!'

"'Leave it be,' says I. 'It'll get t' heaven.'

"Then Botch gritted his teeth, an' clinched his hands, an' lifted his fists t' heaven. There he stood, Botch o' Jug Cove, on the for'ard deck o' the _Three Sisters_, which was built by the hands o' men, slippin' across the Straits t' the Labrador, in the light o' the old, old moon--there stood Botch like a man in tarture!

"'I isn't sure, Tumm,' says he, 'that I wants t' go t' heaven. For I'd be all the time foolin' about the gates o' hell, peepin' in,' says he; 'an' if the devils suffered in the fire--if they moaned an' begged for the mercy o' God--I'd be wantin' t' go in, Tumm, with a jug o' water an' a pa'm-leaf fan!'

"'You'd get pretty well singed, Botch,' says I.

"'I'd _want_ t' be singed!' says he.

"'Well, Botch,' says I, 'I don't know where you'd best lay your course for, heaven or hell. But I knows, my b'y,' says I, 'that you better give your soul a rest, or you'll be sorry.'

"'I can't,' says he.

"'It'll get t' one place or t'other,' says I, 'if you on'y bides your time.'

"'How do you know?' says he.

"'Why,' says I, 'any parson'll _tell_ you so!'

"'But how do _you_ know?' says he.

"'Damme, Botch!' says I, 'my mother told me so.'

"'That's it!' says he.

"'What's it?'

"'Your mother,' says he. ''Tis all hearsay with you an' me. But I wants t' know for myself. Heaven or hell, damnation or salvation, God or nothin'!' says he. 'I wouldn't care if I on'y _knowed_. But I don't know, an' can't find out. I'm tired o' hearsay an' guessin', Tumm. I wants t' know. Dear God of all men,' says he, with his fists in the air, 'I _wants t' know_!'

"'Easy,' says I. 'Easy there! Don't you say no more. 'Tis mixin' t' the mind. So,' says I, 'I 'low I'll turn in for the night.'

"Down I goes. But I didn't turn in. I couldn't--not just then. I raked around in the bottom o' my old nunny-bag for the Bible my dear mother put there when first I sot out for the Labrador in the Fear of the Lord. 'I wants a message,' thinks I; 'an' I wants it bad, an' I wants it almighty quick!' An' I spread the Book on the forecastle table, an' I put my finger down on the page, an' I got all my nerves t'gether--_an' I looked_! Then I closed the Book. They wasn't much of a message; it _done_, t' be sure, but 'twasn't much: for that there yarn o' Jonah an' the whale is harsh readin' for us poor fishermen. But I closed the Book, an' wrapped it up again in my mother's cotton, an' put it back in the bottom o' my nunny-bag, an' sighed, an' went on deck. An' I cotched poor Botch by the throat; an', 'Botch,' says I, 'don't you never say no more about souls t' me. Men,' says I, 'is all hangin' on off a lee shore in a big gale from the open; an' they isn't no mercy in that wind. I got my anchor down,' says I. 'My fathers forged it, hook-an'-chain, an' _they_ weathered it out, without fear or favor. 'Tis the on'y anchor I got, anyhow, an' I don't want it t' part. For if it do, the broken bones o' my soul will lie slimy an' rotten on the reefs t' leeward through all eternity. You leave me be,' says I. 'Don't you never say soul t' me no more!'

"I 'low," Tumm sighed, while he picked at a knot in the table with his clasp-knife, "that if I could ''a' done more'n just what mother teached me, I'd sure have prayed for poor Abraham Botch that night!"

He sighed again.

"We fished the Farm Yard," Tumm continued, "an' Indian Harbor, an' beat south into Domino Run; but we didn't get no chance t' use a pound o' salt for all that. They didn't seem t' be no sign o' fish anywheres on the s'uth'ard or middle coast o' the Labrador. We run here,' an' we beat there, an' we fluttered around like a half-shot gull; but we didn't come up with no fish. Down went the trap, an' up she come: not even a lumpfish or a lobser t' grace the labor. Winds in the east, lop on the sea, fog in the sky, ice in the water, colds on the chest, boils on the wrists; but nar' a fish in the hold! It drove Mad Bill Likely stark. 'Lads,' says he, 'the fish is north o' Mugford. I'm goin' down,' says he, 'if we haves t' winter at Chidley on swile-fat an' sea-weed. For,' says he, 'Butt o' Twillingate, which owns this craft, an' has outfitted every man o' this crew, is on his last legs, an' I'd rather face the Lord in a black shroud o' sin than tie up t' the old man's wharf with a empty hold. For the Lord is used to it,' says he, 'an' wouldn't mind; but Old Man Butt would _cry_.' So we 'lowed we'd stand by, whatever come of it; an' down north we went, late in the season, with a rippin' wind astern. An' we found the fish 'long about Kidalick; an' we went at it, night an' day, an' loaded in a fortnight. 'An' now, lads,' says Mad Bill Likely, when the decks was awash, 'you can all go t' sleep, an' be jiggered t' you!' An' down I dropped on the last stack o' green cod, an' slep' for more hours than I dast tell you.

"Then we started south.

"'Tumm,' says Botch, when we was well underway, 'we're deep. We're awful deep.'

"'But it ain't salt,' says I; ''tis fish.'

"'Ay,' says he; 'but 'tis all the same t' the schooner. We'll have wind, an' she'll complain.'

"We coaxed her from harbor t' harbor so far as Indian Tickle. Then we got a fair wind, an' Mad Bill Likely 'lowed he'd make a run for it t' the northern ports o' the French Shore. We was well out an' doin' well when the wind switched t' the sou'east. 'Twas a beat, then; an' the poor old _Three Sisters_ didn't like it, an' got tired, an' wanted t' give up. By dawn the seas was comin' over the bow at will. The old girl simply couldn't keep her head up. She'd dive, an' nose in, an' get smothered; an' she shook her head so pitiful that Mad Bill Likely 'lowed he'd ease her for'ard, an' see how she'd like it. 'Twas broad day when he sent me an' Abraham Botch o' Jug Cove out t' stow the stays'l. They wasn't no fog on the face o' the sea; but the sky was gray an' troubled, an' the sea was a wrathful black-an'-white, an' the rain, whippin' past, stung what it touched, an' froze t' the deck an' riggin'. I knowed she'd put her nose into the big white seas, an' I knowed Botch an' me would go under, an' I knowed the foothold was slippery with ice; so I called the fac's t' Botch's attention, an' asked un not t' think too much.

"'I've give that up,' says he.

"'Well,' says I, 'you might get another attackt.'

"'No fear,' says he; ''tis foolishness t' think. It don't come t' nothin'.'

"'But you _might_,' says I.

"'Not in a moment o' grace,' says he. 'An', Tumm,' says he, 'at this instant, my condition,' says he, 'is one o' salvation.'

"'Then,' says I, 'you follow me, an' we'll do a tidy job with that there stays'l.'

"An' out on the jib-boom we went. We'd pretty near finished the job when the _Three Sisters_ stuck her nose into a thundering sea. When she shook that off, I yelled t' Botch t' look out for two more. If he heard, he didn't say so; he was too busy spittin' salt water. We was still there when the second sea broke. But when the third fell, an' my eyes was shut, an' I was grippin' the boom for dear life, I felt a clutch on my ankle; an' the next thing I knowed I was draggin' in the water, with a grip on the bobstay, an' something tuggin' at my leg like a whale on a fish-line. I knowed 'twas Botch, without lookin', for it couldn't be nothin' else. An' when I looked, I seed un lyin' in the foam at the schooner's bow, bobbin' under an' up. His head was on a pillow o' froth, an' his legs was swingin' in a green, bubblish swirl beyond.

"'Hold fast!' I yelled.

"The hiss an' swish o' the seas was hellish. Botch spat water an' spoke, but I couldn't hear. I 'lowed, though, that 'twas whether I could keep my grip a bit longer.

"'Hold fast!' says I.

"He nodded a most agreeable thank you. 'I wants t' think a minute,' says he.

"'Take both hands!' says I.

"On deck they hadn't missed us yet. The rain was thick an' sharp-edged, an' the schooner's bow was forever in a mist o' spray.

"'Tumm!' says Botch.

"'Hold fast!' says I.

"He'd hauled his head out o' the froth. They wasn't no trouble in his eyes no more. His eyes was clear an' deep--with a little laugh lyin' far down in the depths.

"'Tumm,' says he, 'I----'

"'I don't hear,' says I.

"'I can't wait no longer,' says he. 'I wants t' know. An' I'm so near, now,' says he, 'that I 'low I'll just find out.'

"'Hold fast, you fool!' says I.

"I swear by the God that made me," Tumm declared, "that he was smilin' the last I seed of his face in the foam! He wanted t' know--an' he found out! But I wasn't quite so curious," Tumm added, "an' I hauled my hulk out o' the water, an' climbed aboard. An' I run aft; but they wasn't nothin' t' be seed but the big, black sea, an' the froth o' the schooner's wake and o' the wild white horses."

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The story was ended.

A tense silence was broken by a gentle snore from the skipper of the _Good Samaritan_. I turned. The head of the lad from the Cove o' First Cousins protruded from his bunk. It was withdrawn on the instant. But I had caught sight of the drooping eyes and of the wide, flaring nostrils.

"See that, sir?" Tumm asked, with a backward nod toward the boy's bunk.

I nodded.

"Same old thing," he laughed, sadly. "Goes on t' the end o' the world."

We all know that.

II--A MATTER OF EXPEDIENCY

Sure enough, old man Jowl came aboard the _Good Samaritan_ at Mad Tom's Harbor to trade his fish--a lean, leathery old fellow in white moleskin, with skin boots, tied below the knees, and a cloth cap set decorously on a bushy head. The whole was as clean as a clothes-pin; and the punt was well kept, and the fish white and dry and sweet to smell, as all Newfoundland cod should be. Tumm's prediction that he would not smile came true; his long countenance had no variation of expression--tough, brown, delicately wrinkled skin lying upon immobile flesh. His face was glum of cast--drawn at the brows, thin-lipped, still; but yet with an abundant and incongruously benignant white beard which might have adorned a prophet. For Jim Bull's widow he made way; she, said he, must have his turn at the scales and in the cabin, for she had a baby to nurse, and was pressed for opportunity. This was tenderness beyond example--generous and acute. A clean, pious, gentle old fellow: he was all that, it may be; but he had eyes to disquiet the sanctified, who are not easily disturbed. They were not blue, but black with a blue film, like the eyes of an old wolf--cold, bold, patient, watchful--calculating; having no sympathy, but a large intent to profit, ultimately, whatever the cost. Tumm had bade me look Jowl in the eye; and to this day I have not forgotten....

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The _Good Samaritan_ was out of Mad Tom's Harbor, bound across the bay, after dark, to trade the ports of the shore. It was a quiet night--starlit: the wind light and fair. The clerk and the skipper and I had the forecastle of the schooner to ourselves.

"I 'low," Tumm mused, "_I_ wouldn't want t' grow old."

The skipper grinned.