CHAPTER XIX.
FLIRTATION.
They stood together in the dusk of the evening, the tempter and the deceived. Really it is not too much so to designate them. She, one of the fairest of earth's fair daughters, leaned in a listless attitude against the window-frame, looking out on the square. Perhaps, listening: for a woman of misery, with three children round her, was singing her doleful ditty there, and gazing up at the noble mansion as if she hoped some poor mite might be dropped to her from its superfluity of wealth. The children were thin and haggard, with that sharp, pinching look of _age_ in their faces so unsuited to childhood, and which never comes but from famine and long-continued wretchedness. The mother--she was little more than a girl--made a halt opposite the window: her eye had caught the beautiful face enshrined there amidst the curtains, and she sang out louder and more piteously than ever.
"Now I think that's real--no imposture--none of those made-up cases that the Mendicity Society look up and expose."
The remark came from a young man, who was likewise looking out, a very good-looking fellow of prepossessing countenance. There was an air of tenderness in his manner as he spoke, implying tenderness of heart for her who stood by him. And the Lady Adela roused herself, and carelessly asked, "What's real?" For her mind and thoughts had been dwelling on invisible and absent things, and the poverty and the singing had remained to her as though they had not been.
"That poor wretch there, and those famished children. That one--the boy--looks as if he had not tasted food for a week. See how he fixes his eyes up here! I am sure they are famished."
"Oh, Charles, don't talk so! Street beggars ought not to be allowed to bring the sight of their misery here. It makes one shiver. They should confine themselves to the City, and similar low parts."
"What's that about the City," inquired Mr. Grubb, who had entered and caught the last words; while the young man, Charley Cleveland, moving listlessly towards a distant window, stealthily threw a shilling from it and then quitted the room.
"Street beggars," answered Adela. "I say they ought not to be allowed out of the City, exposing their rags and their wretchedness to us! It is too bad."
"The City is much obliged to you," said her husband, in a marked manner, as if implying that he belonged to it. And the Lady Adela shrugged her shoulders in very French fashion, the gesture betraying contempt for the speaker and his words.
"Adela," he said, quietly drawing her to a sofa and sitting down beside her, "I have long wanted a few minutes' serious talk with you; and I have put it off from day to day, for the subject is full of pain to me, as it ought to be to you. Of shame, I had almost said."
She turned her lovely eyes upon him. He could see the hard and defiant expression they took, even in the twilight gloom.
"You may spare yourself the trouble of a lecture--if that is what you intend. It will do me no good."
"Whether it will do you good or not, you must hear it. Your behaviour----"
She interrupted him, humming a merry tune.
"Adela, listen to me," he resumed; and perhaps it was the first time she had heard from him so peremptory a tone. "Your behaviour is not what it ought to be; it is not wise or seemly; and you must alter it."
"So you have told me ever since we were married, all the four years and odd months," she said, with a half-playful, half-mocking laugh.
"Of your behaviour to me I have told you so repeatedly and uselessly that I have now dropped the subject for ever. What I would speak of is your behaviour to young Cleveland. The world is beginning to notice it; and, Adela, what is objectionable in it _shall_ be discontinued."
"There is nothing objectionable--except in your imagination."
"There is: and you know it, Adela. You may treat me as you like; I cannot, unfortunately, alter that; but I will guard _you_ from being talked about. As to Cleveland----"
"Charley," she broke in, turning her head to look for him; "Charley, do you hear my husband? He would like to---- I thought Charley was here."
"Had he been here, I should not have spoken," was Mr. Grubb's reply, signs of mortification on his refined and sensitive lips.
"Is your rôle going to be that of a jealous husband at last?"
"No," he replied. "You have striven, with unnecessary endeavour, to deaden the love for you which once filled my heart; if that love has not turned to gall and bitterness, it is not your fault. This is not a case for jealousy, Adela. You must know that. _I_ jealous of a schoolboy!"
"What is it a case of, then?"
"Your fair reputation. That shall be cared for in the eyes of the world."
"There is no necessity for your caring for it," she retorted. "My reputation--and your honour--are perfectly safe in my own keeping. There lives not a man who could bring disgrace upon me. You are out of your senses, Mr. Grubb."
"That my honour is safe, I do not doubt," he returned, drawing himself slightly up. "Forgive me, if my words could have borne any other construction. I speak only of your reputation for folly--frivolity. The world is laughing at you: and I do not choose that it shall laugh."
A shade of annoyance flashed into her pretty face. "The world is nothing to me. It had better laugh at itself."
"Perfectly true. But I must take care it does not laugh at you. Your mother spoke to me today about Charles Cleveland. She called you a child, Adela; and she said, if I did not interfere and put a stop to it, she should."
"Let my mother mind her own affairs," was Adela's answer, full of resentment. "She can dictate to the two who are left to her, but not to the rest of us. When we married, we passed out of her control."
"Surely not. Your mother is always your mother."
"Pray where did you see her? Has it come to secret meetings, in which my conduct is discussed?"
"Nonsense, Adela! Lady Acorn came to see me in Leadenhall Street, but upon other matters."
"And so you got up a nice little mare's-nest between you! That I was too fond of Charles Cleveland, and ought to be put in irons for it!"
"That you were too _free_ with him, Adela," corrected her husband. "That your manners with him, chiefly in this your own house, were losing that reserve which ought to temper them, though he is but a boy. It was she who said the world was laughing at you."
"And what did you say?" asked Lady Adela, with an ill-concealed sneer.
"I said nothing," he replied, a sort of sadness in his tone. "I could have said that the subject had for some little time been to me a source of annoyance; and I might have added that if I had refrained from remonstrance, it was because remonstrance from me to my wife had ever been worse than useless."
"That's true enough, sir. Then why attempt it now?"
"For your own sake. And in years to come, when time shall have brought to you sense and feeling, you will thank me for being more careful of your fair fame than you seem inclined to be yourself. I do not wish to pursue the subject, Adela; let the hint I have given you avail. Be more circumspect in your manners to young Cleveland. You know perfectly well that you are pursuing this senseless flirtation with him for one sole end--to vex me: you really care no more for him than for the wind that passes. But society, you see, not being behind the scenes, may be apt to attribute other motives to you. Change your tactics; _be true to yourself_; and then----"
"And then? Well?"
"I shall not be called upon to interpose my authority. To do so would be against my inclination and Charles Cleveland's interests."
"_Your_ authority?" she retorted, in a blaze of scorn--for if there was one thing that put out Lady Adela more than another it was to be lectured: and she certainly did not like to be told that the world was laughing at her. "Have I ever altered my manners for any authority you could bring to bear?--do you suppose that I shall alter them now? Go and preach to your people in the City, if you must preach somewhere."
"Lady Grace Chenevix," interrupted the groom of the chambers, throwing wide the door.
"You are all in the dark!" exclaimed Grace. "I took the chance of finding you at home, Adela. Mamma and Harriet are gone to the Dowager Cust's."
"I am glad you came, Grace," said Mr. Grubb, ringing for lights. "I wanted to look in at the club for half-an-hour: you will stay with Lady Adela."
"Grace," to his sister-in-law, "_Lady_ Adela" to his wife: what did that tell? Anyway, it told that he had been provoked almost beyond bearing.
"Mary came up this afternoon, taking us by surprise," began Grace, as Mr. Grubb left the room, and the man retired after lighting the wax-lights. "She does not seem strong; and the baby is such a poor little thing----"
"Pray are you a party to this conspiracy between my mother and him?" unceremoniously interposed Adela, with a motion of her hand towards the door by which her husband had disappeared, to indicate whom she meant; and the words were the first she had condescended to speak to her sister since her entrance.
"Conspiracy! I don't know of any," answered Grace, wondering what was coming.
"Had you been a few moments earlier, you would have found him holding forth about Charley Cleveland. And he said my mother went to him in the City today to put him up to it."
"Oh, if you mean about Charley Cleveland, I was going to speak to you of it myself. You are getting quite absurd about him, Adela. Or he is about you. It was said at Brookes's the other day that Charley Cleveland was losing his head for Lady Adela Grubb."
Lady Adela laughed. "Who said it, Gracie?"
"Oh, I don't know; a lot of them were together. Captain Foster, and John Cust, and Lord Deerham, and Booby Charteris, and others. It seems Charley was a little overcome the previous evening. He and his brother had been dining with the Guards, very freely, and afterwards they went to--I forget the place--somewhere that young men go to of an evening, and Charley finished himself up with brandy and cigars; and then he managed to hiccup out, that the only angel living upon earth was Lady Adela Grubb."
"And that's all!" she said lightly--"that Charley called me an angel! I told him it was a mare's-nest."
"No; it is not all," quickly answered Lady Grace. "It might be all, if it were not for your folly. I have seen Charley hold your hand in his; I have seen him kiss it; I have seen him bend forward and whisper to you until his hair has all but touched yours. It is very bad, Adela."
"It is very amusing; it serves to pass away the time," laughed Adela. "And, pray, Grace, how came you to know so much of what they say and do at their clubs?"
"That's one of the annoying parts of it. Colonel Hope heard it; he was present. He went home, shocked and scared, to tell Sarah; and Sarah came yesterday morning and told mamma."
"Shocked and scared too? I should like to have seen Sarah's long face!"
"You should have seen mamma's. No wonder she went down to your husband. But that is not all yet, Adela. One of them, I think it was Lord Deerham--whoever it was, had dined here a night or two before--told the others that you flirted with Charley desperately before your husband's eyes, and that while you showed favour to one you snubbed the other."
"And it's true," coolly avowed Adela. "I like Charley Cleveland, and I _choose_ to flirt with him. But if you strait-coated people think I have any wrong liking for him, you err woefully. Grace, all this is but idle talk. I shall never compromise myself by so much as a hazardous word, for Charley, or for any one else. I have just told him so."
"Pleasant! the necessity for such an assertion to one's lord and master!"
"I never loved any one in my life; and I'm sure I am not going to begin now. Not even Captain Stanley--though I did have a passing liking for him. Perhaps you will be surprised to hear, Grace, that there were odd moments in my life during the first year or two after my marriage, when I was nearer loving Francis Grubb than I had been of loving any one--only that I had set out by steeling my heart against him."
Grace gazed at her sister wonderingly.
"But that's all past: and of love I feel none for any mortal man, and don't mean to feel it. But I like amusement--and I am amusing myself with Charley Cleveland."
"You have no right to do it, Adela. What is but sport to you, as it seems, may be death to him."
"That is his look-out," laughed Adela. "My private belief is, if you care to know it, that my husband was thinking as much of Charley as of me when he took upon himself to lecture me just now. Of the consequences to Charley's vulnerable and boyish heart; though he did put it upon me and on what the world might say."
"How grievously you must try your husband!" exclaimed Grace.
"He's used to it."
"You provoking woman! You'll never go to heaven, I should say, if only for your treatment of him. Adela, you made your vows before Heaven to love and honour him: how do you fulfil them?"
"I heard the other day you had turned Methodist: Bessy Cust came in and said it. I am sorry I contradicted it," cried the provoking Adela.
"You cannot set the world at defiance."
"I don't mean to. As to Charley dancing attendance on me, or kissing my hand--what harm is there in it?"
"That may be according to one's own notion of 'harm.' Even the most trifling approach to flirting is entirely unseemly in a married woman."
"Are you quite a competent judge--not being married yourself?" rejoined Adela. "See here, Grace--if you never flirt more with any one than Charley flirts with me, you won't hurt."
"I am afraid he has learnt to _love_ you, Adela."
"Then more silly, he, for his pains. Why, I am oceans of years older than Charley is. He ought to think of me as his grandmother."
"_Can't_ you be serious, child? I want you to see the thing in its proper--or, rather, improper--light. When it comes to a man, other than your husband, kissing you, it is time----
"Who said Charley kissed me?" retorted Adela, in a blaze of anger. "He has never done such a thing--never dared to attempt it. I said he kissed my hand sometimes--and then it has generally had a glove upon it."
"Well, well, whatever the nonsense may be, you must give it up, Adela. There can be no objection on your part to doing so, as you say you do not care for Charles Cleveland."
"Incorrect, Lady Grace. I do care for him; I enjoy his friendship amazingly. What I said was, that I did not love him. That would be too absurd."
"Call it flirtation, don't call it friendship," wrathfully retorted Grace. "And he must be devoid of brains as a calf, to attach himself to you, if he has done it. I hope nothing of this will reach the ears of Mary or of his father. They would not believe him capable of such folly. From this hour, Adela, you must give it up."
"Just what Mr. Grubb has been good enough to tell me; but 'must' is a word I do not understand," lightly rejoined Adela. "Neither you nor he will make me break off my flirtation with Charles Cleveland. I shall go into it all the more to spite you."
"If I were Francis Grubb I should beat you, Adela."
"If!" laughingly echoed Lady Adela. "If you were Francis Grubb, you would do as he does. Why, Gracie, girl, he loves me passionately still, for all his assumed indifference. Do you think there are never moments when he betrays it? He is jealous of Charley; that's what he is, in spite of his dignified denial--and oh, the fun it is to me to have made him so!"
"Adela," said Grace, sadly, "does it never occur to you that this behaviour may tire your husband out?--that his love and his patience may give way at last?"
"I wish they would!" cried the provoking girl, little seeing or caring, in her reckless humour, what the wish might imply. "I wish he would go his way and let me go mine, and give me hundreds of thousands a-year for my own share. He should have the dull rooms in the house and I the bright ones, and we would only meet at dinner on state occasions, when the world and his wife came to us."
Lady Grace felt downright angry. She wondered whether Adela spoke in her heart's true sincerity.
"There's no fear of it, Gracie: don't look at me like that. My husband would no more part company with me, whatsoever I might do, than he would part with his soul. He loves me too well."
"It is a positive disgrace to have one's married sister's name coupled with a flirtation," grumbled Grace: for the Lady Acorn, whatever might be her failings as to tongue and temper, had brought her daughters up to the purest and best of notions. "That reverend man, Dr. Short--I cannot think how it came to _his_ ears--hinted at it today in talking with mamma when they met at the picture-galleries. He----"
"There it is!" shouted Adela, in glee; "the murder's out! So it is you who have been putting mamma up to complain to Mr. Grubb! You are setting your cap at that sanctimonious Dr. Short, and you fear he won't see it if you have a naughty sister given to flirting. Oh, Gracie!"
"You are wrong; you know you are wrong. How frivolous you are, Adela! Dr. Short is going to be married to Miss Greatlands."
"Well, there's something of the sort in the wind, I know. If it's not the Reverend Dr. Short, it's the Reverend Dr. Long; so don't shake your head at me, Gracie."
Dancing across the room, Adela rang the bell. "My carriage," she said to the servant.
"It has been waiting some time, my lady."
"Where are you going?" asked Grace, surprised:
"To Lady Sanely's."
"To Lady Sanely's," echoed the elder sister. Then, after a pause, "Your husband did not know you were going there?"
"Do you suppose I tell him of my engagements? What next, I wonder?"
"Oh, Adela!" uttered Grace, rising from her seat--and there was a piercing sound of grief in her tone, deeper than any which had characterized it throughout the interview--"do not say you are going _there!_ Another rumour is rife about you; worse than that half-nonsensical one about Charles Cleveland; one likely to have a far graver effect on your welfare and happiness."
"I--I do not understand," repeated Adela; but her tone, in spite of its display of haughtiness, betrayed that she did understand, and it struck terror to the heart of her sister. "I think you are all beside yourselves today!"
Grace, greatly agitated, clasped the other's arm as she was turning away. "It is said, Adela--I have heard it, and papa has confirmed it--it is rumoured that you have become addicted to a--a--dangerous vice. Oh, forgive me, Adela! Is it so? You shall not go until you have answered me."
The rich colour in Lady Adela's cheeks had faded to paleness; her eyes dropped; she could not look her sister in the face. From this, her manner of receiving the accusation, it might be seen how much more real was this trouble, than the half-nonsensical one, as Grace had called it, connected with Charles Cleveland.
"Vice!" she vaguely repeated.
"That of gaming," spoke Grace, her own voice unsteady in its deep emotion. "That you play deeply, night by night, at Lady Sanely's."
"What strong words you use!" gasped Adela, resentfully. "Vice! Just because I may take a hand at cards now and then!"
"Oh, my poor sister, my dear sister, you do not know what it may lead to!" pleaded Grace. "You shall not go forth to Lady Sanely's this night--do not! do not! Break through this dreadful chain at once--before it be too late."
Angry at hearing this amusement of hers had become known at home, vexed and embarrassed at being pressed, almost by force, to stay away from its fascinations, Adela flung her sister's arm from her and moved forward with an impatient gesture of passion. They were near a table, and her own hand, or that of Grace, neither well knew which, caught in a beautiful inkstand, and turned it over. The ink was scattered on the light carpet: an ugly, dark blotch.
What cared Adela? If the costly carpet was spoiled, _his_ money might purchase another. She moved on to her dressing-room, caused her maid, waiting there, to envelop her in her evening mantle, and then swept down to her carriage.
That Lady Adela did not care for Charles Cleveland was perfectly true. She would have laughed at the very idea; she regarded him but as a pleasant-mannered boy: nevertheless, partly to while away the time, which sometimes hung heavily on her hands, partly because she hoped it would vex her husband, whom she but lived to annoy, she had plunged into the flirtation.
It was something more on Charley's part. For, while Adela cared not for him, beyond the passing amusement of the moment, would not have given to him a regretful thought had he suddenly been removed from her sight for ever, he had grown to love her to idolatry. It is a strong expression, but in this case justifiable. Almost as the sun is to the world, bringing to it light and heat, life to flowers, perfection to the corn, so had Lady Adela become to him. In her presence he could alone be said to live; his heart then was at rest, feeding on its own fulness of happiness, and there he could thankfully have lived and died, and never asked for change: when obliged to be absent from her, a miserable void was his, a feverish yearning for the hour that should bring him to her again. Surely this was most reprehensible on his part--to have become attached, in this senseless manner, to a married woman! Reprehensible? Hear what one says of another love; he who knew so much about love himself--Lord Byron:
"Why did she love him? Curious fool, be still: Is human love the growth of human will?"
Could the fault have lain with Lady Adela? Most undoubtedly. She, not casting a thought to the effect it might have upon his heart, and secure in her own supreme indifference, purposely threw out the bait of her beauty and her manifold attractions, and so led him on to love--a love as true and impassioned as was ever felt by man. What did he promise himself by it?--what did he think could come of it? Nothing. He was not capable of cherishing towards her a dishonourable thought, he had never addressed to her a disloyal word. It was not in the nature of Charles Cleveland to do anything of the kind; he was single-minded, single-hearted, chivalrously honourable. He thought of her as being all that was good and beautiful: to him she seemed to be without fault, sweet and pure as an angel. To conceal his deep love for her was beyond his power; eye, tone, manner, tacitly and unconsciously betrayed it. And Lady Adela, to give her her due, did not encourage him to more.
And so, while poor Charley was living on in his fool's paradise, wishing for nothing, looking for nothing, beyond the exquisite sense of bliss her daily presence brought him, supremely content could he have lived on it for ever, Lady Adela already found the affair was growing rather monotonous. The chances were that had her husband and Grace not spoken to her, she would very speedily have thrown off Charley and his allegiance. Adela had no special pursuit whence to draw daily satisfaction. No home (the French would better express it by the word ménage) to keep up and contrive for; the hand of wealth was at work, and all was provided for her to satiety; she had no children to train and love; she had no husband whom it was a delight to her to yield to, to please and cherish: worse than all, she had (let us say _as yet_) no sense of responsibility to a higher Being, for time and talents wasted.
A woman cannot be truly happy (or a man either) unless she possesses some aim in life, some daily source of occupation, be it work or be it pleasure, to contrive, and act, and live for. Without it she becomes a vapid, weary, discontented being, full of vague longings for she knows not what. One of two results is pretty sure to follow--mischief or misery. Lady Adela was too young and pretty to be miserable, therefore she turned to mischief.
Chance brought her an introduction to the Countess of Sanely, with whom the Chenevix family had no previous acquaintance, and who had a reputation for loving high card-playing and for encouraging it at her house: she and Adela grew intimate, and Adela was drawn into the disastrous pursuit. At first she liked it well enough; it was fascinating, it was new: and now, when perhaps she was beginning to be a little afraid and would fain have retreated, she did not see her way clear to do so: for she owed money that she could not pay.
Lady Grace Chenevix, unceremoniously left alone in her sister's drawing-room, rang the bell. It was to tell them to attend to the ink. The carriage was not coming for her till eleven o'clock, and it was now but half-past ten. Hers were not very pleasant thoughts with which to get through the solitary half-hour. Mr. Grubb came in, and inquired for his wife. Grace said she had gone out.
"What, and left you alone! Where's she gone to?"
"To Lady Sanely's."
"Who are these Sanelys, Grace?" he inquired as he sat down. "Adela passes four or five nights a-week there. The other evening I took up my hat to accompany her, and she would not have it. What sort of people are they?"
"Four or five nights a-week," mechanically repeated Grace, passing over his question. "And at what time does she get home?"
"At all hours. Sometimes very late."
Grace sat communing with herself. Should she impart this matter of uneasiness to Mr. Grubb, or should she be silent, and let things take their chance; which of the two courses would be more conducive to the interests of Adela; for she was indeed most anxious for her. She looked up at him, at his noble countenance, betraying commanding sense and intellect--surely to impart the truth to such a man was to make a confidant of one able to do for her sister all that could be done. Mr. Cleveland and Mary both said he ought to hear it without delay. And Grace's resolution was taken.
"Mr. Grubb," she said, her voice somewhat unsteady, "Adela is your wife and my sister; we have both, therefore, her true welfare at heart. I have been deliberating whether I should speak to you upon a subject which--which--gives me uneasiness, and I believe I ought to do so."
"Stay, Grace," he interrupted. "If it is--about--Cleveland, I would rather not enter upon it. Lady Acorn spoke to me today, and I have given a hint to Adela."
"Oh no, it is not that. She goes on in a silly way with him, but there's no harm in it, only thoughtlessness. I am _sure_ of it."
He nodded his head, in acquiescence, and began pacing the room.
"It is of her intimacy with Lady Sanely that I would speak; these frequent visits there. Do you know what they say?"
"No," he replied, assuming great indifference, his thoughts apparently directed to placing his feet on one particular portion of the pattern of the carpet, and to nothing else.
"They say--they do say"--Grace faltered, hesitated: she hated to do this, and the question flashed across her, could she still avoid it?
"Say what?" said Mr. Grubb, carelessly.
"That play to an incredible extent is carried on there. And that Adela has been induced to join in it."
His assumed indifference was forgotten now, and the carpet might have been patternless for all he knew of it. He had stopped right under the chandelier, its flood of light illumining his countenance as he looked long and hard at Grace, as one in a maze.
Much that had been inexplicable in his wife's conduct for some little time past was rendered clear now. Her feverish restlessness on the evenings she was going to Lady Sanely's; her coming home at all hours, jaded, sick, out of spirits, yet unable to sleep; her extraordinary demands for money, latterly to an extent which had puzzled and almost terrified him. But he had never yet refused it to her.
"It must be put a stop to somehow," said Grace.
"It must," he answered, resuming his walk, and drawing a deep breath. "What's all this wet on the carpet?"
"An accident this evening. Some ink was thrown down: my fault, I believe. At any cost, any sacrifice," continued Lady Grace. "If the habit should get hold of Adela, there is nothing but unhappiness before her--perhaps ruin."
"Any cost, any sacrifice, that I can make, shall be made," repeated Mr. Grubb. "But Adela will listen to no remonstrance from me. You know that, Grace."
"You must--stop the supplies," suggested Grace, dropping her voice to a confidential whisper. "Has she had much of late?"
"Yes."
"More than her allowance? Perhaps not, as that is so liberal."
"Her allowance!" half laughed her husband, not a happy laugh. "It has been, to what she has drawn of me, as a silver coin in a purse of gold."
Grace clasped her hands. "And you let her have it! Did you suspect nothing?"
"Not of this nature. I suspected that she might be buying costly things--after the reckless fashion of Selina Dalrymple. Or else that--forgive me, Grace, I would rather not say more."
"Nay," said Grace, rising to put her hand on his arm and meeting his earnest glance, "let there be entire confidence between us; keep nothing back."
"Well, Grace, I fancied she might be lending it to your mother."
"No, no; my mother has not borrowed from her lately. Oh, how can we save her! This is an insinuating vice that gains upon its votaries, they say, like the eating of opium."
"Your carriage, my lady," interrupted a servant, entering the room. And Grace caught up her mantle.
"Must you go, Grace? It is scarcely eleven."
"Yes. If mamma does not have the carriage to the minute, she won't cease scolding for days, and it must take me home first. Dear Mr. Grubb, turn this over in your mind," she whispered, "and see what you can do. Use your influence with her, and be firm."
"My influence, did you say?" And there was a touch of sarcasm in his tone, mingled with a grief painful to hear. "What has my influence with her ever been, Grace?"
"I know, I know," she cried, wringing his hand, and turning from him towards the stairs, that he might not see the tears gathering in her eyes. Tears of sympathy with his wrongs, and partly, perhaps, of regret: for she was thinking of that curious misapprehension, years ago, when she had been led to believe that it was herself who was his chosen bride. "I would not have treated him so," her heart murmured; "I would have made his life a happy one, as he deserves it should be."
He gained upon her fast steps; and, drawing her arm within his, led her downstairs, and placed her in the carriage.
"Dear Mr. Grubb," she whispered, as he clasped her hands, "do not let what I have been obliged to say render you harsh with poor Adela. Different days may be in store for you both; she may yet be the mother of your children, when happiness in each other would surely follow. Do not be unkind to her."
"Unkind to Adela! No, Grace. Separation, rather than unkindness."
"Separation!" gasped Grace, the ominous word affrighting her.
"I have thought sometimes that it may come to it. A man cannot patiently endure contumely for ever, Grace."
He withdrew his hand from hers, and turned back into his desolate home. Grace sank back in the carriage, with a mental prayer.
"God keep him; God comfort him, and help him to bear!"