Part 7
And then, without her formulas and her Protective Screen, the curse had proved too strong for her.
He wanted to run out into the street, to shout her name.
But the pool of ink had dried to glistening black flakes all around the margin. It must have been spilled hours ago--as early as last midnight even.
He beat his temple in a rage at his own impotence.
This mood did not last long. His anxiety persisted, grew stronger. But the supernatural terror rapidly died away. It could not sustain itself now that he no longer experienced it directly. Even the argument that he had lost his sensitivity only because the curse was now directed at her, did not convince him for a moment. No, there was nothing supernatural in this--no guardian except a figment of his and her neurotic nerves. What _had_ happened was that he had suggested all this to her. He had forced upon her the products of his own morbid imagination. Undoubtedly he had babbled everything to her while he was drunk. And it had worked on her suggestible nature--she already believed in witchcraft--until she had got the idea of transferring his curse to herself, and had convinced herself that the transference had actually occurred. And then gone off, God knew where!
And that was bad enough.
* * * * *
There was a light chime from the front door. He extracted a letter from the mailbox, ripped it open. It was addressed with a soft pencil, and the graphite had smeared. But he knew the handwriting.
The message was so jerky and uneven that he was some time reading it. It began and ended in the middle of a sentence.
--and a length of gut, a bit of platinum or iridium, a piece of lodestone, a phonograph needle that has only played Scriabin's "Ninth Sonata." Then tie--
That was all. A continuation of the first message, with its bizarre formula. Had she really convinced herself that there was a guardian watching her, and that she could only communicate during the infrequent moments when its attention was elsewhere? He knew the answer. When you had an obsession you could convince yourself of anything.
He looked at the postmark. He recognized the name of a town several miles east of Hempnell. He could not think of a soul they knew there, or anything else about the town. His first impulse was to get out the car and rush over. But what could he do when he got there?
The phone was ringing. It was Evelyn Sawtelle.
"Is that you, Norman? Please ask Tansy to come to the phone. I wish to speak to her."
The question was rapped out with precision, as if its wording had been carefully planned.
"I'm sorry, but she isn't in."
Evelyn Sawtelle did not sound surprised at the answer--her second question came too quickly. "Where is she then? I must get in touch with her."
He thought. "She's out in the country," he said, "visiting some friends of ours. Is there something I can tell her?"
"No, I wish to speak to Tansy. What is your friend's number?"
"They don't have a phone!" he said angrily.
"No? Well, it's nothing of importance." She sounded oddly pleased, as if his anger had given her satisfaction. "I'll call again. I must hurry now. Hervey is so busy with his new responsibilities. Good-by."
He replaced the phone. Now, why the devil--Suddenly an explanation occurred to him. Perhaps Tansy had been seen leaving town, and Evelyn Sawtelle had scented the possibility of some sort of scandal and had wanted to check. Perhaps Tansy had been carrying a suitcase.
He looked in Tansy's dressing room. The small suitcase was gone. Drawers were open. It looked as if she had packed in a hurry. But what about money? He examined his billfold. It was empty. Forty-odd dollars missing.
You could go a long way on forty dollars. The jerky illegibility of the message made it look as if it had been written on a train or bus.
The next few hours were highly unpleasant. He checked schedules, and found that several busses and trains passed through the town from which Tansy's letter had been sent. He drove to the stations and made guarded inquiries, with no success.
He wanted to do all the things you should do when someone disappears, but he held back. What could he say? "My wife, sir, has disappeared. She is suffering from the delusion that--" And what if she should be found and questioned in her present state of mind, examined by a doctor, before he could get to her?
No, this was something for him to handle alone. But if he did not get a line on it soon, he would have no choice. He would have to go to the police, inventing some story to cover the facts.
She had written, "Two days." If she believed that she were doomed to die in two days, might not the belief be enough? That was his worst fear.
Toward evening he drove back to the house, repressing the chimerical hope that she had returned in his absence. The special delivery carrier was just getting into his car. Norman pulled up alongside.
"Anything for Saylor?"
"Yes, sir. It's in the box."
The message was longer this time, but just as difficult to read.
At last its attention is somewhere else. If I control my emotions, it isn't so quick to notice my thoughts. But it was hard for me to post the last letter. Norman, you _must_ do what I tell you. The two days end Sunday midnight. Then the Bay. You _must_ follow all directions. Tie the four white cords into a granny, a reef, a cat's-paw, and a carrick bend. Tie the gut in a bowline. Then add--
He looked at the post mark. The place was two hundred miles east. Not on the railroad lines, as far as he could recall. That should narrow down the possibilities considerably.
One word from the letter was repeating itself in his mind, like a musical note struck again and again until it becomes unendurable.
Bay. Bay. Bay. Bay.
* * * * *
The memory came of a hot afternoon fifteen years ago. It was just before they were married. They were sitting on the edge of a ramshackle little pier. He remembered the salt smell, and the faintly fishy, dry-wood smell of the splintery old planks.
"Funny," she had said, looking down into the green water, "but I always used to think that I'd end up down there. Not that I'm afraid of it. I've always swum way out. But even when I was a little girl I'd look at the Bay--maybe green, maybe blue, maybe gray, covered with whitecaps, glittering with moon-beams, or shrouded by fog--and I'd think, 'Tansy, the Bay is going to get you, but not for years and years.' Funny, isn't it?"
And he laughed and put his arms around her tight, and the green water had gone on lapping at the piles heavy with seaweed.
He had been visiting with her family, when her parents were still alive, at their home near Bayport on the southern shore of New York Bay.
The narrow corridor suited itself to its victim's most cherished fear. It ended for her in the Bay, tomorrow midnight.
She must be heading for the Bay.
He made several calls--first bus lines, then railroad and air. It was impossible to get a reservation on the air lines, but tonight's train would get him into Jersey City an hour ahead of the bus she must be traveling, according to the deductions he made from the place and time of the postmarks.
He had ample time to pack a few things, cash a check on his way to the station--
He spread her three notes on the table--the one in pen, the two in pencil. He reread the crazy incomplete formula. He shook his head.
He frowned. Would a scientist neglect the millionth-and-one possibility? Would the commander of a trapped army disdain a stratagem just because it was not in the books? This stuff looked like gibberish. Yesterday it might have meant something to him emotionally. Today it was just nonsense. But tomorrow night it might conceivably represent a fantastic last chance.
"Norman, you _must_ do what I tell you." The scrawled words stared at him.
He went out in the kitchen and got a ball of white twine.
He rummaged in the closet for his squash racket and cut out the two center strings. That ought to do for gut.
The fireplace had not been cleaned since the stuff from Tansy's dressing table had been burned. He poked around the edges until he found a piece of lodestone.
He located the recording of Scriabin's "Ninth Sonata" and started the phonograph, putting in a new needle. He glanced at his wrist watch and paced the room restlessly. Gradually the music took hold of him. It was not pleasant music. There was something tantalizing and exasperating about it, with its droning melody and rocking figures in the base and shakes in the treble and elaborate ornamentation that writhed up and down the piano keyboard. It rasped the nerves.
He began to remember things he had heard about it. Hadn't Tansy once told him that Scriabin called his "Ninth Sonata" a "Black Mass" and had developed an antipathy to playing it? Scriabin, who had conceived a color organ and tried to translate mysticism into music, and had died of a peculiar lip infection. An innocent-faced Russian with a huge curling mustache. Critical phrases Tansy had repeated to him floated through his mind. "The poisonous 'Ninth Sonata'--the most perfidious piece of music ever conceived--" Ridiculous! How could music be anything but an abstract pattern of tones?
And yet--while listening to the thing--one could think differently.
Faster and faster it went. The lovely second theme became infected, was distorted into something raucous and discordant--a march of the damned--a dance of the damned--breaking off suddenly when it had reached an unendurable pitch. Then a repetition of the droning first theme, ending on a soft yet grating note low in the keyboard.
He removed the needle, sealed it in an envelope, and packed it along with the rest of his stuff.
On an afterthought, he tore out of the big dictionary a page carrying an illustrated list of knots.
The telephone stopped him as he was going out.
"Oh, Professor Saylor, would you mind calling Tansy to the phone?" Mrs. Carr's voice was very amicable.
He repeated what he had told Mrs. Sawtelle.
"I'm glad she's having a rest in the country," said Mrs. Carr. "You know, Professor Saylor, I don't think that Tansy's been looking so well lately. I've been a little worried. You're sure she's all right?"
"How do you mean?"
It was then the other voice broke in.
"What's the idea of checking up on me? Do you think I'm a child? I know what I'm doing!"
"Be quiet!" said Mrs. Carr. Then, in her sweet voice. "I think someone must have cut in on us. Good-by, Professor Saylor."
The line went dead.
He picked up his suitcase and walked out.
X.
The bus driver they pointed out to him had thick shoulders and sleepy, competent-looking eyes. He was standing by the wall, smoking a cigarette.
"Sure, she must have been in my bus," he told Norman after thinking a moment. "A pretty woman, on the small side, in a gray dress, with a queer-looking silver brooch like you mentioned. One suitcase. Light pigskin. I figured her out as going to see someone who was very sick, or had been in an accident, maybe."
Norman curbed his impatience. If it had not been for the hour-and-a-half delay outside Jersey City, he would have been here well ahead of the bus, instead of twenty minutes late.
He said, "I want, if possible, to get a line on where she went after she left your bus. The man at the desk can't help me."
The driver looked at Norman. But he did not say, "Whatcha wanta know for?"--for which Norman was grateful. He seemed to decide that Norman was O. K.
He said, "I can't be sure, mister, but there was a local bus going down the shore. I think she got on that."
"Would it stop at Bayport?"
The driver nodded.
"How long since it left?"
"About twenty minutes."
"Could I get to Bayport ahead of it? If I took a cab?"
"Just about. If you wanted to pay the bill there and back--and maybe a little extra for the rubber he'd burn--I think Alec could take you." He waved in casual recognition at a man sitting in a cab just beyond the station. "Mind you, mister, I can't say for certain she got on the shore bus."
"That's all right. Thanks a lot."
In the glow of the street lamp Alec's foxy eyes were more openly curious than the bus driver's, but he did not make any comments.
"I can do it," he said cheerfully, "but we haven't any time to waste. Jump in."
The shore highway led through lonely stretches of marsh and wasteland. Occasionally Norman caught the sibilant rustle of the leagues of tall stiff seagrass, and a brackish tang from the dark inlets crossed by long low bridges. The odor of the Bay.
Indistinctly he made out factories and scattered houses.
"There's a dimout some places," Alec volunteered once. He was paying close attention to the road.
They passed three or four busses without Alec making any comment.
After a long while Alec said, "That should be her."
A constellation of red and green taillights was vanishing over the rise ahead.
"About three miles to Bayport," he continued. "What should I do?"
"Just get to Bayport a little ahead of her, and stop at the bus station."
"O.K."
They overtook the bus and swung around it. The windows were too high for Norman to see any of the occupants. Besides, the interior lights were out.
As they drew ahead, Alec nodded confirmingly. "That's her all right."
* * * * *
The bus station at Bayport was also the railway depot. Vaguely Norman remembered the loosely planked platform and packed cinders on the track side. The station building was dark, but there were several cars and a lone local cab drawn up, and there were some men standing around talking in low voices, and a couple of soldiers going back to camp.
He had time to scent the salt air, with its faint and not unpleasant trace of fishiness. Then the bus pulled in.
Several passengers stepped down, looking around to spot the people waiting for them.
Tansy was the third. She was staring straight ahead. She was carrying the pigskin suitcase.
"Tansy!" he said.
She did not look at him. He noted a black stain on her right hand, and remembered the spilled ink on his study table. Odd that it should still be there.
"Tansy!" he said. "Tansy!"
She walked straight past him, so close that her sleeve brushed his.
"Tansy, what's the matter with you?"
He had turned and hurried after her. She was heading for the local cab. He was conscious of a silence, and curious unfriendly glances. It made him angry.
She did not slacken her pace. He grabbed her elbow and pulled her around. He heard a remonstratory murmur behind him, and realized that a couple of the men were closing in.
"Tansy, stop acting this way! Tansy!"
Her face looked frozen. She stared past him without a hint of recognition in her eyes.
That infuriated him. He did not pause to think. Accumulated tensions prodded him into an explosion. He grabbed both elbows and shook her. She still looked past him, completely aloof--a perfect picture of an aristocratic woman enduring brutality. If she had yelled and fought him, the men might not have interfered.
He was jerked back.
"Lay off her!"
"Who do you think you are, anyway?"
She stood there, with maddening composure. He noticed a scrap of paper flutter out of her hand. Then her eyes met his and for one terrible moment--but one moment only--he saw rise up behind her a shaggy black form twice her height, with hulking shoulders, out-stretched massive hands, and dully glowing eyes.
Only a moment, though. Then she turned away. But he fancied that a great shadow followed hers. Then they swung him around and he could no longer see her.
* * * * *
In a queer sort of daze--for the kind of fear he had just experienced mixes badly with any other emotion--he listened to them jabber at him.
"I ought to take a crack at you," he finally heard someone say.
"All right," he replied in a flat voice. "They're holding my hands."
He heard Alec's voice. "Say, what's going on here?" Alec sounded cautious, but not unfriendly, as if he were thinking, "The guy's my fare, but I don't know anything about him."
One of the soldiers spoke. "Where's the lady? She doesn't seem to be making any complaint."
"Yeah, where is she?"
"She got in Jake's cab and drove off," someone volunteered.
"Maybe he had a good reason for what he did," said the soldier.
Norman felt the attitude of the crowd change.
One of the men holding him retorted, "Nobody's got a right to treat a lady that way." But the other one slackened his grip and asked Norman, "How about it? Did you have a reason for doing that?"
"I did. But it's my business."
He heard a woman's voice, high-pitched. "A lot of fuss over nothing!"
Grumbling, the men let him go.
"But mind you," said the more belligerent one, "if she'd stuck around and complained, I'd 've sure taken a crack at you."
"All right," said Norman, "in that case you would have." His eyes were searching for a scrap of paper.
"Can anyone tell me the address she gave the cab driver?" he asked at random.
One or two shook their heads. The others ignored the question. Their feelings toward him had not changed enough to make them co-operative. And very likely, in the excitement, no one had heard.
Silently the little crowd drifted apart. People waited until they got out of earshot before beginning to argue about what had happened. Most of the cars drove off. The two soldiers wandered over to the benches in front of the depot, so they could sit down while they waited for their bus or train. He was alone except for Alec.
He located the scrap of paper in one of the slots between the worn planks. It had almost slipped through.
He took it over to the cab and studied it.
He heard Alec say, "Well, where do we go now?" Alec sounded dubious.
He glanced at his watch. Ten thirty-five. Not quite an hour and a half until midnight. There were a lot of things he could do, but he could not do more than a couple of them in that time. His thoughts moved sluggishly, almost painfully.
He looked around at the dim buildings. The seaward halves of some of the street lamps were painted black. Up a side street there were signs of life. He looked again at the scrap of paper.
Then he made a decision.
"I think there's a hotel on the main street," he told Alec. "You can drive me there."
* * * * *
"Eagle Hotel" read the black-edged gold letters on the plate-glass window, behind which the narrow lobby with its half-dozen empty chairs was nakedly revealed.
He told Alec to wait, and took a room for the night. The clerk was an old man in a shiny black coat. Norman saw from the register that no one else had checked in recently. He carried his bag up to the room and immediately returned to the lobby.
"I haven't been here for ten years," he told the clerk. "I believe there is a cemetery about five blocks down the street, away from the Bay?"
The old man's sleepy eyes blinked wide open.
"Bayport Cemetery? Just three blocks, and then a block and a half to the left. But--" He made a vague questioning noise in his throat.
"Thank you," said Norman.
After a moment's thought, he paid off Alec, who took the money and with obvious relief kicked his cab into life. Norman walked down the main street, away from the Bay.
After the first block there were no more stores. In this direction, Bayport petered out quickly. Most of the houses were dark. And after he turned left there were no more street lights.
The gates of the cemetery were locked. He felt his way along the wall, behind the masking shrubbery, trying to make as little noise as possible, until he found a scrubby tree whose lowest branch could bear his weight. He got his hands on the top of the wall, scrambled up, and cautiously let himself down on the other side.
Behind the wall it was very dark. There was a rustling sound, as if he had disturbed some small animal. More by feeling than sight, he located a headstone. It was a thin one, worn, mossy toward the base, and tilted at an angle. Probably from the middle of the last century. He dug into the earth with his hand, and filled an envelope he took from his pocket.
He got back over the wall, making what seemed a great deal of noise in the shrubbery. But the street was empty as ever.
On his way back to the hotel he looked up at the sky, located the Pole Star, and calculated the orientation of his room.
As he crossed the lobby, he felt the curious eyes of the old clerk boring into him.
His room was in darkness. Chill salt air was pouring through the open window. He locked the door, shut the window, pulled down the blind, and switched on the light--a glaring overhead which revealed the room in all its dingy severity. A cradle phone struck the sole modern note.
He took the envelope out of his pocket and weighed it in his hand. His lips curled in a peculiarly bitter smile. Then he reread the scrap of paper that had fluttered from Tansy's hand.
Add a small quantity of graveyard dirt, and wrap all in a piece of flannel, wrapping widdershins. Tell it to stop me. Tell it to bring me to you.
Graveyard dirt. That was what he had found in Tansy's dressing table. It had been the beginning of all this. Now he was fetching it himself.
He looked at his watch. Eleven twenty.
He cleared the small table and set it in the center of the room, jabbing in his penknife to mark the edge facing east. "Widdershins" meant "against the sun"--from west to east.
He placed the necessary ingredients on the table, cutting a short strip of flannel from the hem of his bathrobe, and fitted together the four sections of Tansy's note. The distasteful, bitter smile did not leave his lips.
Taken together, the significant portions of the notes read:
Take four lengths of four-inch white cord and a length of gut, a bit of platinum or iridium, a piece of lodestone, a phonograph needle that has only played Scriabin's "Ninth Sonata." Tie the four white cords into a granny, a reef, a cat's-paw, and a carrick bend. Tie the gut in a bowline. Add a small quantity of graveyard dirt, and wrap all in a piece of flannel, wrapping widdershins. Tell it to stop me. Tell it to bring me to you.
In general outline, it was similar to a hundred recipes for Negro tricken-bags he had seen or heard about. The phonograph needle, the knots, and one or two other items, were obvious "white" additions.
And it was all on the same level as the mental operations of a child or neurotic adult who religiously steps on, or avoids sidewalk cracks.
A clock outside bonged the half-hour.
* * * * *
Norman sat there looking at the stuff. It was hard for him to begin. It would have been different, he told himself, if he were doing it for a joke or a thrill, or if he were one of those people who dope up their minds with morbid supernaturalism--who like to play around with magic because it's medieval and aesthetic. But to tackle it in dead seriousness, to open your mind deliberately to superstition--that was to join hands with the forces pushing the world back into the dark ages, to cancel the term "science" out of the equation.
But, behind Tansy, he had seen that thing. Of course, it had been an hallucination. But when hallucinations start behaving like realities, even a scientist has to face the possibility that he may have to treat them like realities. And when hallucinations begin to threaten you and yours in a direct physical way--
He reached out for the first length of cord and tied the ends together in a granny.
When he came to the cat's-paw, he had to consult the page he had torn from the dictionary. After a couple of false starts he managed it.