Chapter 24
He sat between Lady Cecily and Mary at supper, but he did not talk a great deal to either of them, for Mary was chattering excitedly to Sir Geoffrey Mundane, and Cecily was persuading Ninian that engineering had always been the passion of her life. "I quite agree," she was saying, "a Channel Tunnel would be very useful and ... and so convenient, too. I've often said that to Jimphy, but dear Jimphy doesn't pretend to understand these things!" She had turned to him once and, in a whisper, had said, "Which of you is in love with Mary?" but he had pretended to be wooden and hard of understanding.
"My dear Paddy," she said, raising her eyebrows, "I believe you're sulking ... just because I wouldn't run away with you. You're as bad as Gilbert!"
"You're perfectly brutal," he said under his breath.
"Aren't you exaggerating?" she replied. "And if I had gone off with you, we'd have missed this nice supper. Do be sociable, there's a dear Paddy, and perhaps I'll run away with you next Tuesday!"
There was a babble of conversation about them, and much laughter, for Gilbert, reacting from his fright, was full of bright talk, and Sir Geoffrey, reminiscent, capped it with entertaining tales of dramatists and stage people. It was easy for Cecily and Henry to carry on their conversation in quiet tones without fear of being overheard.
"You treat me like a boy," he said reproachfully.
"You are a boy, Paddy dear, and a very nice boy!"
"I suppose," he retorted, "it's impossible for you to understand that I love you...."
"Indeed, it isn't," she interrupted. "I understand that quite easily. What I can't understand is why you wish to spoil everything by silly proposals to ... to elope!..."
"But I love you," he insisted. "Isn't that enough to make you understand?"
She shook her head, and turned again to Ninian.
"You see," Ninian said, "you bore through this big bed of chalk from both sides...."
"But how do you know the two ends will meet?" she asked.
"Oh, engineers manage that sort of thing easily," Ninian answered. "Think of the Simplon Tunnel!..."
"Yes!" she said, to indicate that she was thinking of it.
"Well, that met, didn't it?"
"Did it?" she replied. "Oh, but of course it must have met. I've been through it!..."
"There was hardly an inch of divergence between the two ends," he went on....
"Hell's flames!" Henry said to himself.
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"I must see you," he said to her when the party had broken up and she was going home. "I must see you alone!"
"I do hope you're not going to be a nuisance, Paddy!" she replied.
He put her cloak about her shoulders. "Will you meet me at the suspension bridge over the lake in St. James's Park to-morrow at eleven?..."
"That's awfully early, Paddy, and St. James's Park is such a long way from everywhere. Couldn't you come to lunch? Jimphy'll be glad to see you. He seems to like you for some reason!"
"I want to talk to you alone, and we're not likely to be disturbed in St. James's Park. You must come, Cecily!"
"Oh, all right," she answered. "But I shan't be there before twelve. You can take me to lunch somewhere...."
"Very well," he said. "I'll be at the bridge at twelve, and I'll wait for you ... only, come as soon as you can, Cecily!"
"I can't think why you want to behave like this, Paddy. It's so melodramatic. Gilbert was just the same!..."
He felt that he could hit her when she said that, and he turned away from her so quickly that her cloak slipped from her shoulders.
"Oh, Paddy!" she exclaimed.
"I beg your pardon!" he answered, turning again and picking the cloak from the ground.
"You're so ... so selfish," she said. "You want everything to be just as you like it. You're just like Gilbert ... where is Gilbert?... I must say good-night to him ... and that nice girl, Mary. I think it's a very clever play, and she's such a nice girl, too. Oh, Gilbert, there you are! Good-night! I've enjoyed everything so much ... a nice play and a nice supper. Good-night, and do come and see me soon, won't you. Why not come to-morrow with Paddy?..."
"Paddy?" said Gilbert.
"Yes, Henry Quinn. I call him Paddy. It seems natural to call him Paddy. He's so Irish. Do come with him to-morrow, and bring all your press cuttings with you and read them to me. Paddy wants to talk to me...."
Henry walked away from them. What sort of woman was this? he asked himself. Was she totally insensitive? Was it impossible for her to realise that she was hurting him?...
"Good-night, Quinny!"
He turned quickly to take Mary's hand.
"We're going back to Devonshire the day after to-morrow," she said.
"Are you?" he murmured vaguely.
"Yes. Good-night, Quinny!"
"Aren't you tired?" he asked.
"Oh, no," she answered. "I've enjoyed myself awfully much. Here's Ninian! He's taking us back to our hotel. Good-night, Quinny!"
He hesitated for a moment or two. He wanted to suggest that he should go with her instead of Ninian, but before he could speak he saw Cecily moving down the room towards the street.
"Good-night, Mary!" was all he said.
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Roger had taken Rachel home, and so, when Ninian had gone off with his mother and Mary, there were only Henry and Gilbert left.
"Let's go home, Quinny," Gilbert said. "I'd like to walk if you don't mind!"
"Very well," Henry replied.
They left the hotel and strolled across the street towards the National Gallery.
"I wish it were the morning," Gilbert said. "I want to see the newspapers!"
"It doesn't greatly matter what they say, does it?" Henry answered. "The play's a success. The audience liked it."
"I want to read the notices all the same. Of course, I want to read them. I shall spend the whole of to-morrow reading and re-reading them. Just vanity!"
They walked past the Gallery, and made their way through the complicated streets that lie behind the Strand, about Covent Garden, towards Bloomsbury. They did not speak for some time, for they were tired and their minds were too full of other things. Once indeed, Gilbert began to speak ... "I think I could improve the second act a little ..." but he did not finish his sentence, and Henry did not ask him to do so. It was not until they were nearly at their home that Henry spoke to Gilbert about Cecily.
"Are you going to Lady Cecily's to-morrow?" he said.
"Eh?" Gilbert exclaimed, starting out of his dreams. "Oh, no, I think not! Why?"
"I only wondered. She asked you, you know!"
They walked on in silence until they reached the door of their house.
"I say, Quinny," said Gilbert, while Henry opened the door, "you seem to be very friendly with Cecily!"
Henry fumbled with the key and muttered, "Damn this door, it won't open!"
"Let me try!..."
"It's all right now. I've done it! What were you saying, Gilbert?"
They entered the house, shutting the door behind them, and stood for a while in the hall, removing their hats and coats.
"Oh, nothing," Gilbert replied. "I was only saying you seemed very friendly with Cecily!"
"Well, yes, I suppose I am, but not more than most people. Are you going to bed now or will you wait up for Ninian and Roger?"
"I shan't sleep if I go to bed ... I'm too excited. I shall read for a while in my room ... unless you'd like to jaw a bit!"
Henry shook his head. "No," he said, "I'm too tired to jaw to-night. See you in the morning. Good-night, Gilbert!"
"Good-night, Quinny!"
Henry went to his bedroom, leaving Gilbert in the hall, and began to undress. His mind was full of a flat rage against Cecily. She had consented to meet him in St. James's Park, and then, almost as she had made her promise, she had turned to Gilbert and had invited him to call on her, in his company, at the time she had appointed for his private meeting with her. He did not wish to see her again. "She's fooling me," he said, throwing his coat on to a chair so that it fell on to the ground where he let it lie. "I've not done a stroke of work for days on her account, and she cares no more for me than she does for ... for anybody. I won't go and meet her to-morrow, damn her! I'll send a messenger to say I can't come, and then I'll drop her. It isn't worth while going through this ... this agony for a woman who doesn't care a curse for you!"
"I'm not going to be treated like this," he went on to himself while he brushed his teeth. "I'm not going to hang about her and let her treat me as she pleases. She can get somebody else, some one who is more complacent than I am, and doesn't feel things. I hope she goes to the Park and waits for me. Perhaps that'll teach her to understand what a man feels like...."
But of course she would not go to the Park and wait for him. He would send an express messenger with a note to tell her that he was unable to keep the appointment.
"I'll write it now," he said to himself and he stopped in the middle of washing his face and hands to find notepaper. "Damn, my hands are wet," he said aloud, and picked up a towel.
"_Dear Lady Cecily_," he wrote, when he was dry, using the formal address because he wished to let her know that he was ill friends with her, "_I am sorry I shall not be able to meet you to-day as we arranged last night_." He wondered what excuse he should make for breaking off the appointment, and then decided that he would not make any. "I won't add anything else," he said, and he signed himself, "_Yours sincerely, Henry Quinn_." "She'll know that I'm sick of this ... messing about. I don't see why I should explain myself to her!"
He sealed the envelope and put the letter aside, and sat for a while drumming on his table with the pen.
"Mary's worth a dozen of her," he said aloud, getting up and going to bed.
THE NINTH CHAPTER
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They all rose early the next day. Ninian had been out of the house before any of them had reached the breakfast room, and when he returned, his arms were full of newspapers.
"What's Walkley say?" said Gilbert. "That's all I want to know!"
They opened the _Times_, and then, when they had read the criticism of "The Magic Casement," they murmured, "Charming! Splendid! Oh, ripping!" while Gilbert, sitting back in his chair, smiled beatifically and said, "Read it again, coves. Read it aloud and slowly!"
While they were reading the notices, Henry went off to a post office, and sent his letter to Lady Cecily by express messenger. "That's settled," he said, as he returned home, for he had been afraid that he might change his mind. As he was shaving that morning, he had faltered in his resolution. "I'd better go," he had said to himself, and then had added weakly, "No, I'm damned if I will!" Well, it was settled now. The letter was on its way to her. She would probably be angry with him, but not as angry as he was with her, and perhaps they would not meet again for a long while. So much the better. Now he could get on with his book in peace. Gilbert was right. Women _do_ upset things. Well, this particular woman would not upset him again....
They had read all the notices when Henry returned, and were now at breakfast. Roger was relating the latest legal jest about Mr. Justice Kirkcubbin, a poor old man who persisted in clinging to the Bench in spite of the broadest hints from the _Law Journal_, and Ninian was making mysterious movements with his hands.
"What's the matter, Ninian?" Henry asked, as he sat down at the table.
Ninian, while searching for the notices of Gilbert's play, had seen a sentence in a serial story in one of the newspapers.... "_Her hands fluttered helplessly over his breast_" ... and he was trying to discover exactly what the lady had done with her hands. "She seems to have just flopped them about," he said, and he turned to Gilbert. "Look here, Gilbert," he said, "you try it. I'll clasp you in my arms as the hero clasped this female, and you'll let your hands flutter helplessly over my breast!"
"I'll let my fist flutter helplessly over your jaw, young Ninian!..."
"I don't believe she let her hands do anything of the sort," Ninian went on. "She couldn't have done it. An engineer couldn't do it, and I don't believe a female can do what an engineer can't do!"
"I suppose," he added, getting up from the table, "Tom Arthurs is half way across now. I wish I could have gone with him. What a holiday!"
"Talking of holidays," Gilbert said, "I'm going to take one, and as you don't seem in a fit state to do any work, Quinny, you'd better take one too, and come with me!"
"Where are you going?" Roger asked. "Anglesey?"
"No. I thought of going there, but I've changed my mind. I shall go to Ireland with Quinny."
"Ireland!" Henry exclaimed, looking across at Gilbert.
"Yes. Dublin. We can go to-night. I've never been there, and I'd like to know what these chaps, Marsh and Galway, are up to. That whatdoyoucallit movement you were telling me about?... you know, the thing that means 'a stitch in time saves nine' or something of the sort!"
"Oh, the Sinn Fein movement!"
"Yes. That's the thing. The Improved Tories ought to know about that...."
"That reminds me," said Roger, "of an idea I had in the middle of the night about the Improved Tories. We ought to publish our views on problems. The Fabians do that kind of thing rather well. We ought to imitate them. We ought to study some subject hard, argue all round it, and then tell the world just how we think it ought to be solved. I thought we might begin on the problem of unemployment...."
"Good Lord, do you think we can solve that!" Ninian exclaimed.
"No, but we might find a means of palliating it. My own notion...."
"I thought you had some scheme in your skull, Roger!" said Gilbert. "Let's have it!"
"Well, it's rather raw in my mind at present, but my idea is that the way to mitigate the problem of unemployment, perhaps solve it, is to join it on to the problem of defence. Supposing we decided to create a big army ... and we shall need one sooner or later with all these ententes and alliances we're forming ... the problem would be to form it without dislocating the industrial system. My idea is to make it compulsory for every man to undergo military training, about a couple of months every year, and call the men up to the camp in times of trade depression. You wouldn't have to call them all up at once ... trades aren't all slack at the same time ... and you'd arrange the period of training as far as possible to fit in with the slack time in each job. I mean, people who are employed in gasworks could easily be trained in the summer without dislocating the gas industry ... colliers, too, and people like that ... and men who are slack in the winter, like builders' men, could be trained in the winter. That's my idea roughly. There'd be training going on all the year round, and of course you could vary the duration of the period of training ... never less than two months, but longer if trade were badly depressed. You'd save a lot of misery that way ... you'd keep your men fit and fed and their homes going ... and you'd have the nucleus of a large army. I don't see why we shouldn't bring the Board of Education in. If we were to raise the school age to sixteen, and then make it compulsory for every boy to go into a cadet corps or something of the sort for a couple of years, you'd relieve the pressure on the labour market at that end enormously, and you'd make the job of getting the army ready much easier in case of emergency. A couple of years' training to begin with, followed by a couple of months' further training every year, would make all the difference in the world to us militarily, and it would do away, largely, with the unemployed!"
"How about apprentices?" said Gilbert. "If you raise the school age to sixteen and then make all the boys go into training until they are eighteen, you're going to make a big difficulty in the way of getting skilled labour!"
"I don't think so. As far as I can make out the period of apprenticeship is much too long. Five or six years is a ridiculous time to ask a boy to spend in learning his job, and any trade unionist will tell you that every apprentice spends the first year or two in acting as a sort of messenger: fetching beer and cleaning up things. I suppose the real reason why the period of indenture is so long is because the Unions don't want to swamp the labour market with skilled workers. Well, why shouldn't we reduce the period of apprenticeship by giving the boy a military training? You see, don't you, what a problem this is? I thought of talking about it to the Improved Tories, and when we'd argued it over a bit, we'd put our proposals into print and circulate them among informed people, and invite them to come and tell us what they think of the notion from their point of view ... Trade Union secretaries and military men and employers and people like that ... and then, we might publish a book on it. Jaurés wrote a book on the French Army ... a very good book, too ... so there isn't anything remarkably novel about the notion, except, perhaps, my idea of linking the military problem on to the unemployment problem. You and Quinny could write the book, Gilbert, because you've got style and we want the book to be written so that people will read it without getting tied up. Of course, if you must go to Ireland, you must, but it seems a little needless, doesn't it?"
"This business will take time," Gilbert replied. "Tons of time. I don't think our visit to Ireland will affect it much. You'll come with me, won't you, Quinny?"
Henry nodded his head. "At once, if you like," he answered, hoping indeed that Gilbert would suggest an immediate departure. If Lady Cecily were to hear that he had left London....
"To-night will do," said Gilbert.
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"Are you going to work?" Gilbert said to Henry, when the others had gone.
"I think so," Henry replied. "I haven't written a word for days. You?"
"I'll go and have a squint at the Pall Mall ... just to make sure that last night wasn't a dream. I'll come back to lunch. It 'ud be rather jolly to go on from Dublin and see your father, Quinny?"
"Yes ... that's a notion. I'll write and tell him we're coming. Bring back the afternoon papers when you come, Gilbert, I'd like to see what they say about the play!"
"Righto!" said Gilbert.
Henry sat on in the breakfast room, after Gilbert had gone, reading the criticisms of "The Magic Casement," and then, when he had finished, he went up to his room and began to work on "Turbulence." He wrote steadily for an hour, and then read over what he had done.
"This is better," he murmured to himself, pleased with what he had written, and he prepared to go on, but before he could start again, there was a knock on the door, and Magnolia came in.
"You're wanted on the telephone, sir!" she said.
"Who is it?"
"I don't know, sir. They didn't say!"
He went downstairs and took up the receiver. "Hilloa!" he said.
"Is that you, Paddy?" was the response.
"Cecily!"
"Yes. I've just had your letter. Are you very cross, Paddy?"
He felt perturbed, but he tried to make his voice sound as if he were indifferent to her.
"No," he replied, "I'm not cross at all...."
"Oh, yes, you are, Paddy. You're very cross, and you're going to teach me a lesson, aren't you?"
He could hear her light laugh as she spoke.
"I can't _make_ you believe that I'm not cross at all," he said.
"No, you can't. Paddy!" Her voice had a coaxing note as she said his name.
"Yes."
"Come to lunch with me. Jimphy's gone off for the day somewhere...."
"I'm sorry!..."
"Do come, Paddy. I want you to come. I do, really!"
He paused for a second or two before he replied. After all why should he not go?...
"I'm sorry," he said, "but I really can't lunch with you. I'm going to Ireland!..."
"Going where?"
"Ireland. To-night! I'm going with Gilbert!"
"But you can't go this minute. Paddy, you _are_ cross, and you're spiteful, too. If you aren't cross, you'll come and lunch with me. You ought to come and say 'good-bye' to me before you go to Ireland...."
"I've got a lot to do ... packing and things!"
"You can do that afterwards!" Her voice became more insistent. "Paddy, I want you to come. You must come!..."
He hesitated, and she said, "Do, Paddy!" very appealingly.
It would be weak, he told himself, to yield to her now ... she would think she had only to be a little gracious and he would be at her feet immediately; and then he thought it would be weak not to yield to her. "It'll look as if I were afraid to meet her ... running away like this. Or that I'm sulking ... just petulant!"
"All right," he said to her, "I'll come!"
"Come now!"
He nodded his head, forgetting that she could not see him, and she called to him again, "You'll come now, won't you?"
"Yes," he replied. "I'll come at once!"
He put up the receiver and reached for his hat. "I wonder what she wants," he thought, "perhaps she really does love me and my letter's frightened her!" His spirits rose at the thought and he went jauntily to the door and opened it, and as he did so, Ninian, pale and miserable, panted up the steps.
"My God, Quinny!" he exclaimed, almost sobbing, "the _Gigantic's_ gone down!"
"The what?"
"The _Gigantic's_ gone down! It's in the paper. Look, look!" He was unbalanced by grief as he thrust the _Westminster Gazette_ and the _Globe_ into Henry's hands.
"But, damn it, she can't have gone down," Henry said, "she's a Belfast boat ... she can't have gone down!"
"She has, I tell you, and Tom Arthurs ... oh, my God, Quinny, he's gone down too! The decentest chap on earth and ... and he's been drowned!"
Henry led him into the house. "I went out to get the evening papers to see about Gilbert's play," he went on, "and that's what I saw. I saw her at Southampton going off as proud as a queen ... and now she's at the bottom of the Atlantic. And Tom waved his hand to me. He was going to show me over her properly when he came back. Isn't it horrible, Quinny? What's the sense of it ... what the hell's the sense of it?"
"She can't have gone down ..." Henry said, as if that would comfort Ninian.
"She has, I tell you...."
Henry went to the sideboard and took out the whisky.
"Here, Ninian," he said, pouring out some of it, "drink that. You're upset!..."
"No, I don't want any whisky. God damn it, what's the sense of a thing like this! A man like Tom Arthurs!..."
There was a noise like the sound of a taxi-cab drawing up in front of the house, and presently the bell rang, and then, after a moment or two, the door opened, and Mrs. Graham came hurrying into the room.
"Ninian! Where's Ninian?" she said wildly to Henry.
"He's here, Mrs. Graham!"
She went to him and clutched him tightly to her. "Oh, my dear, my dear," she said.
"What is it, mother?" he asked, calming himself and looking at her.
"I telephoned to your office, but you weren't there, so I came here to find you. I couldn't rest content till I'd seen you!"
"What is it, mother?"
"That ship, Ninian. If you'd been on it ... you wanted to go, and I said why didn't you ... oh, my dear, if you'd been on it, and I'd lost you!"
He put his arms about her and drew her on to his shoulder. "I'm all right, mother!" he said.
Henry left the room hurriedly. He went to the kitchen and called to Mrs. Clutters. "I won't be in to lunch," he said. "Don't let any one disturb Mrs. Graham and Mr. Graham for a while. They ... they've had bad news!"
Then he went out of the house. The taxi-cab in which Mrs. Graham had come was still standing outside the door.
"I ain't 'ad me fare yet," said the driver.
"All right!" said Henry. "I'll pay it."
He gave Cecily's address to the man, and then he got into the cab.
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