Canadian Wild Flowers: Selections from the Writings of Miss Helen M. Johnson

PART I.

Chapter 1739 wordsPublic domain

All day the snow came silently to earth, Until the branches of the apple trees Bent lower than in autumn 'neath their weight Of glossy fruit: the youthful pines that stood, With leafless beech and maple interspersed, To speak of summer when all else that laughed In balmy air with summer should depart, Were robed in white, save where some little twig Of deepest verdure timidly looked forth, Like gentle Spring reclining in the arms Of stern old Winter. Silence reigned abroad; There was no sun, no sky, but over all A dense dark mist which hid the blue beyond.

The cottager had tarried long that day Within the village inn, and night drew near And found him at his glass; then rose the wind And hurled the snow against the window pane. "Come, father, come;" a little hand was laid Upon the father's arm, and into his A pair of pleading eyes looked gently up. "Come, father, come; the wind begins to blow, And mother waits and watches all alone." He heeded not the warning; to the bar He gaily turned, and cried, "Another glass!" The glass was drained, and yet another filled,-- And still the pleader cried, "Come, father, come."

"The night is cold," one thoughtless comrade said "And you have far to walk; here, drink, my boy." The child pushed back the tempter's hand, a glow Of indignation mantling cheek and brow,-- "My mother says there's poison in the cup, And I will never drink," he firmly said. The father gave him an approving smile, Patted his rounded cheek, and stroked his curls, Then heaved a sigh--while o'er his manly face, Which had been handsome ere the fatal wine Disfigured it, a mournful shadow crept And darkened all his soul. "Come, father, come:" This time he listened, clasped the little hand, And they went forth together in the storm.

The wind blew fiercely from the north and east, And called its forces from the neighboring hills; They heard the summons, eager to obey, And swept along in one continuous roar. They caught the snow new-fallen from the earth And wove a sheet with which to blind the eyes Of those two wanderers on the frozen waste. Then night came on; dark night came suddenly, And hid within its bosom bush and tree, And all that stood as waymarks to their home. The little winding path they trod that morn Was now a path no more; yet had his brain Been clear as on the morn, his step as firm, The father might have found his homeward way. But oft the earth seemed reeling 'neath his feet, And once he fell, then nerved himself anew To struggle with the storm.

"How long the way! Dear father, are we almost home at last?" Through teeth that chattered came the words half-formed, And drops of dew stole from his anxious eyes And turned to pearly ice-drops where they fell. And then the father took the patient boy Within his arms; he hugged him to his breast And tried with steady gaze to pierce the gloom If he might catch a glimpse of friendly lights, Or haply of the lamp that burned for him In his own cottage, fed by one who watched, And wept, and prayed, and turned the cottage door Upon its frosty hinges, till her fair cheek Grew purple with the cold; he thought of this, And anguish and remorse smote heavily. But deeper grew the night; and hours that seemed Like years to that distracted father passed. Nearer and nearer to his aching breast He held the child--for hope grew faint within; Yet with that precious burden at his heart He could not quite despair. "If I have sinned, If I am seen in Heaven's all-searching light Black and polluted, yet my child is pure, And for the father's sin he should not die. Guard him, ye angels! Save him, O my God!" Thus in the depths of his own soul he prayed, And chafed again the little trembling hands, And kissed the cheek so cold it spoke of death.

"Let me kneel down, dear father; let me pray, For I am weary--I will sleep awhile; But ere I sleep, dear father, let me pray." And round his father's neck he twined his arms, And faintly whispered half his evening prayer. O wretched father! O polluted man! Is it the wind that makes thee shiver thus?