Brothers: The True History of a Fight Against Odds
Part 7
With an effort he led them from the nave into the chancel. In this church a famous poet and scholar had ministered for more than a quarter of a century. The ancients from the workhouse, who sat in the front seats of the aisle, wearing white smock frocks, had been ruddy-faced youths when the poet first came to King's Charteris. And in the village the influence of this saint remained a vital force, although he had been dead nearly twenty years. This thought moved Mark to pray that he might be given the gift of tongues, which is not the faculty of speaking many languages, but the infinitely greater power of making our fellow-creatures feel what we feel--of touching them to issues finer than those which ordinarily engross them, of so setting forth what is strong and tender and true that other things, no matter what they may be, shrink and shrivel into the trivial and insignificant.
The psalms came to an end. Standing at the great brass lectern, Mark read the lessons without stutter or pause in a voice slightly harsh, yet susceptible of modulation. Later, in the same harsh, penetrating tone he gave out his text. The scrapings of feet, the rustle of skirts, the occasional cough were silenced. Mark began his sermon by asking his hearers to consider man's relation to others: a theme informed by him with phrases and illustrations drawn from personal observation of village life. Betty Kirtling felt as if she were peering into a magic mirror, wherein she saw herself illumined by a strange light, and this shining image was no phantom of the imagination, but her true substantial self, the woman as God intended her to be, with finite aims and appetites subordinate and subservient to the majestic design and purpose of the Infinite.
To her right were the village boys, a mob of sluggish-minded urchins, the raw material out of which is fashioned the Slowshire yokel. But each boy--so Betty noted--was gazing at Mark with intelligence and affection. He held them in thrall. The hard lines about Mrs. Samphire's eyes and mouth softened. The Squire was staring into the face of the preacher--seeing, hearing, feeling the mother of his son.
And then, when the great thing for which Mark had laboured as patiently as Demosthenes, seemed within his grasp, when he had proved to the meanest understanding that he had something to say which the world would hear gladly, his infirmity seized him. In the middle of a phrase he began to stutter. His face grew convulsed, his thin hand went to his throat, as if seeking to tear from it the abominable lump. But no articulate word followed. Only a stutter falling with sibilant hiss upon the dismayed congregation.
At that moment a nervous, hysterical girl tittered. The woman seated next to her glared indiscreet rebuke. The wretched creature burst into discordant laughter. Betty heard the girl's laughter and saw Mark's twisted face. His eyes met hers in a glance which she could not interpret, as the girl who had laughed was led weeping from the church. The great oak door clanged behind her, and in the silence which followed Mark attempted to continue his sermon, but the last desperate effort to conquer a physical disability cannot be described. Betty covered her face. Old Ellen burst into piteous sobs. Mark turned towards the altar, the congregation rising. Then, with a firm step, he descended the steps of the pulpit.
The brothers came out of the vestry together, passed in silence through the churchyard, where Easter flowers were shining in the shadows cast by the lindens, crossed the village street, and strolled up the lane which led to Westchester Downs. In the street a small crowd had collected, including Wadge and Bulpett. Further down, by the lychgate, stood the Samphire landau. Mark saw a burly figure, and a face, redder even than usual. When the Squire perceived that his sons were crossing the street he got into the carriage.
"It's hard on him," said Mark. "The dear old man was so certain I should score."
The crowd made way; all the men touched their hats; upon every face was inscribed sympathy and affection. Bulpett advanced, holding out his huge hand. "Gawd bless ee, sir, we be tarr'ble sorry we be; but try again, Master Mark, try again!"
"Thank you, Bulpett," said Mark, without stammering. He glanced at the circle of kindly faces. "By Jove! it's good to have such friends."
The brothers walked on till they reached a bank flaming with primroses, and sloping to the old chalk-pit, where as boys they used to find fossils.
"You _will_ try again?" said Archie nervously.
"Again and again," Mark answered. "All the same, I have the feeling that I shall never be a preacher."
The words burst vehemently from his lips. He was very pale, but calm. Archibald seemed quite overcome. Mark then said slowly: "I am not fit to preach."
"What?"
"I--I felt this morning a desire for material success which appalled me. I had touched you--all of you--to something fine, but--I cannot talk about it, even to you."
He paused with his eyes upon a distant cloud.
"That wretched girl!" groaned Archibald.
Mark's quietness seemed to exasperate the elder brother.
"I can't follow you," he said irritably. "Why shouldn't one want the good things of this world: power, position, honour?"
"Don't I want 'em? Great heavens! don't I hunger for 'em? But if they are not to be mine, what then?"
"You kiss the rod? In your place I should be furious, beside myself with resentment."
"Good old Archie," said Mark, taking his brother's hand and pressing it.
He stood up, reminding Archie that Mrs. Corrance had asked them to lunch with her.
"Betty cried like a baby," said Archie irrelevantly.
Mrs. Corrance received them in the small hall of her house, welcoming Mark with a mute sympathy more eloquent than words. Mark broke the silence as Betty came forward.
"I made a sad mess of it," he said, smiling genially.
But as he was washing his hands in Jim's room upstairs, his face hardened. He went to the window which overlooked Mrs. Corrance's rose-garden. At the end of a _pergola_, glorious in June with the blossoms of an immense Crimson Rambler, he could see a small arbour wherein Mrs. Corrance was in the habit of sitting whenever the day proved fine. This arbour was the prettiest thing in the garden, and the one which brought most vividly to mind his childhood. Here, many and many a time, Mrs. Corrance had read to and played with Jim and the Samphire boys. He could just remember how dreary and neglected this garden had been when the arbour was built. Out of a chaos of weeds and stones and broken crockery (for the outgoing tenant had used this backyard as a dumping-ground for rubbish) Mrs. Corrance had created a lovely little world, a tiny domain peculiarly her own, fragrant with memories sweet as the thyme and lavender of its herbaceous borders. As a boy, Mark often wondered why time and care were lavished upon a piece of ground so insignificant. Now he knew. Mrs. Corrance had had the joy of fashioning beauty out of ugliness.
At luncheon he told some anecdotes of life in Stepney. Archibald's gloomy face and Betty's tell-tale eyelids kept his tongue wagging, but his thoughts were in the pulpit of King's Charteris Church or in Mrs. Corrance's rose-garden. The one seemed to have affinity with the other. Would his life remain a wilderness of weeds and broken crockery?
After luncheon he found himself alone with Betty in the arbour. He had dreaded this moment; so had she; and yet each was sensible of a harmony no more to be interpreted than the murmur of the wind in tall grasses.
"What are your plans?" she asked.
Indirectly he answered by speaking of life at the Camford Mission. She listened, computing the distance between Randolph House and Bethnal Green.
"You talk as if work--such work, too,--were all that is left."
He was silent. Her face, delicately flushed, brimming over with a tender and imaginative pity, implored him to speak.
"Work lies between me and what is left," he answered slowly, watching the pulse beat in the blue veins of her white neck.
"You may be famous yet," she whispered. "This morning when you began I--I almost forgot that it was you. And when I looked round, everybody, even the village boys, were spellbound."
"But when I f-f-failed," said Mark hurriedly, "you, you felt what I f-f-felt, that, that----" He put his hand to his throat, unable to finish the phrase because of the detestable lump rising and swelling in his throat.
"You thought _that_ because I cried."
He nodded, seeing again her despairing gesture.
"I am sorry I was such a poor friend," she said quickly. "I ought not to have cried. I behaved like a weak fool. You will succeed yet, Mark. I know it; I know it."
The lump in his throat seemed to dissolve.
"But," she continued, "if--if it should be otherwise, do you think that I would care? Do you measure my friendship for you by the world's foot-rule?"
Mark seized her hands.
"God bless you!" he said passionately. "God bless you, dear, dear Betty!" Then abruptly, with a strange smile, he added, "Good-bye!"
He had gone before she could recover her wits or her voice. She stood alone, a piteous figure, truly feminine inasmuch as she was not able to pursue the man.
"Oh, oh!" she cried, covering her face as she had done in the church. "I cannot bear the misery behind his smiles."
*CHAPTER X*
*AFTER THREE YEARS*
"I am growing older and older," said Betty Kirtling.
Lady Randolph, looking up from a paper, peered through her glasses at charms which Time had embellished rather than diminished. Betty had passed her twenty-second birthday; she had begun her fifth season; but by virtue of high health and spirits she still retained the bloom and freshness of the _debutante_. She stood at the middle window of the morning-room of Randolph House, the big brown house at the corner of Belgrave Square, from whose hospitable doors Archibald and Mark Samphire had driven to Lord's Cricket Ground when they were Harrow boys. Outside, a May sun was shining after a shower; and in the puddles on the balcony some sparrows were taking their bath. Betty was reflecting that London sparrows must be very uncomfortable in a dry summer.
"Are you wiser?" Lady Randolph asked.
"I know that sparrows wash themselves, and that skylarks don't," Betty replied. "I suppose the London sparrows had to bathe, and that they learned to love it. How jolly they look, splashing about. That must be a cock bird. Do you see? He takes a whole puddle to himself."
Lady Randolph laid down the _Morning Post_.
"Archibald Samphire has been made a minor canon of Westchester," she said abruptly.
Betty slightly turned her head. Lady Randolph perceived a faint pink blush tinging the whiteness of her neck.
"And Jim Corrance is coming here to luncheon--to-day."
Betty's exclamation at this must be explained. Jim had spent three years in South Africa, buying and selling gold-mines. He was now a junior partner in the great firm which he had entered five years before as a clerk.
"I shall ask Archibald Samphire and Jim to come to us at Birr Wood for the Whitsuntide recess. Do you think Mark would join them!"
"Perhaps; if you were careful to make no mention of me."
"Betty?"
"He shuns me as if I were a leper. I've not seen him for eighteen months. Yes--ask him. Make him come! I should like to meet those three once again."
She ran from the room, laughing. Lady Randolph frowned. "Does she care for Jim?" she was reflecting, "or is it still Mark? Or--is it Archibald? She has always been loyal to her boy lovers." Her wise old eyes began to twinkle. Many men, some of them irreproachable from the marriage point of view, had fallen in love with the Kirtling girl with the De Courcy eyes, but in vain. "And yet she is not cold," mused her friend; "a passionate nature if ever there was one. How will it end?" She often told herself that this ever-increasing interest in Betty made life worth the living. She recognised in her qualities which invited speculation. Betty had a sense of religion lacking, or let us say elementary, in Lord Randolph's wife; on the other hand, the girl's sense of humour was less keen than her own. Pynsent--she liked Pynsent--always spoke of Betty's unexpectedness. So far, what she had done and said had been more or less conventional. That indicated Irish blood--the wish to please those with whom she lived.
Her reflections were interrupted by Jim Corrance. He explained that he had landed at Southampton within the week.
"I saw this house last night," he concluded, "and it brought back the days when you were so kind to us. So I asked if you were at home. And I was delighted to get your wire this morning. Is Betty here?"
"No." His face amused his old friend, but she added quickly: "She is upstairs, prinking--for you. Have you seen Mark Samphire?"
"I saw him yesterday, and I shall see him again this afternoon," said Jim gravely. "Mark is overworked, you know."
"I don't know," said Lady Randolph drily. "Tell me about him."
Jim began to describe the difficulties against which Mark was contending. Lady Randolph's eyes lost their sparkle.
"Do you believe all you say?" she asked when Jim paused. "You indict Mark's common sense and worldly wisdom, but are you as sure as you seem to be that he is tilting at windmills?"
Corrance was silent.
"I have used your arguments a thousand times," continued Lady Randolph, "and always, but always, I have doubted their real value. And I am supposed to be a scoffer, a freethinker, a woman of the world. It is amazing that I can sympathise at all with Mark, yet I do, and so do you, my friend. You are no more sure than I that he is not right in sacrificing the things which we rate so highly. When I last saw him his face was haggard and white, but he looked happier than you."
Jim stared at the pattern in the carpet, till an awkward pause was broken by the entrance of Betty, a radiant vision from which the young man laughingly shaded his eyes. Her welcome was so warm, that Lady Randolph made certain the girl's heart was untouched so far as Jim Corrance was concerned. Soon after the three joined Lord Randolph in the dining-room, where Jim was persuaded to talk of what he had done and what he hoped to do. The sun had been shining on him steadily during three years; and its glow illumined the present and the future.
"You look pink with prosperity," said Betty; then she added: "Have you heard of Archie's preferment? he has been made a minor canon of Westchester."
"Archibald Samphire is the handsomest young man in the Church of England," observed Lord Randolph.
"Mark always said that Archie had a leg for a gaiter," Corrance remarked.
"A well-turned leg," said Lady Randolph, "carries a man into high places; and Archie is hard-working, discreet, and ambitious. He will climb, mark me."
Obviously Jim was delighted to hear of his friend's success; but Betty's expression defied interpretation.
"It's queer," said Corrance, "but old Archie has always got what he wanted. Some fellows at Harrow called it luck. I don't believe in luck."
"I do," cried Betty. "So did Napoleon. Archie is lucky. Do you know that he has come into an aunt's fortune--about eight hundred a year--which ought to have gone to the eldest son--George? Archie won the old lady's heart, when he was a boy, by writing her a wonderful letter; George pinched her pug's tail, or threw stones at her cat, or something. Archie behaved nicely, and his letter, I believe, was a model."
"Well--I'm hanged!" exclaimed Jim. "Was it Aunt Deborah Samphire? It was--eh? Well, I remember that letter quite well. Mark dictated it, for a lark. And I contributed a word or two. She sent Archie a fiver when he got into the Sixth, and he came to us. Mark said that Aunt Deb should have a letter which would warm the cockles of her heart. It was a masterpiece."
"Um!" said Lord Randolph. "This young fellow is certainly a favourite of the Gods. Luck? Good Gad--who can doubt it? There was that scoundrel Crewkerne----"
He plunged into a story which began behind the counter of a haberdasher's and ended in the House of Lords.
"Crewkerne had the devil's own luck," Lord Randolph concluded; "and luck seems to sit beside young Samphire and you, my boy, but the other lad, Mark, the fellow with the eyes, is one of the unlucky ones. That first sermon of his now----"
"Which was also his last," said Betty.
"Eh--what?" Lord Randolph stared. "You don't mean that. He has tried again--surely?"
"Again--and again," said Betty, "but his stammer always defeats him."
"And he had the real stuff in him," said Lord Randolph. "What a pity it was not allowed to come out!"
"The real stuff always comes out," said Lady Randolph, rising.
When Jim took his leave a few minutes later, he was under promise to spend Whitsuntide at Birr Wood. Lady Randolph commissioned him to persuade Mark to be of the party. Archibald--she felt assured--would join them. But it must be made plain that a refusal from Mark would be considered an offence.
Outside, Jim lit an excellent cigar which he smoked as a cab whirled him eastward. Years afterwards he remembered that drive: the swift transition from Belgrave Square to the Mile End Road. He had seen Mark the day before, but only for a few minutes, because some poor creature had come running for his friend. But those few minutes stood out sable against the white background of their previous intercourse. Never could he forget Mark's delight at seeing him: the light in his blue eyes, the grasp of his thin hand, the thrill of his voice. And yet, to offset this, was the grim fact that his friend's health and strength were failing. And this failure, measured by his (Corrance's) success, seemed tragic. Yet was it? The question festered. And that long drive, the gradual descent of the hill of Life, lent it new and poignant significance. If Mark had forsworn all Randolph House included--and it held Betty Kirtling--what had he gained?
The well-bred grey between the shafts of the hansom sped on past the houses of the rich and mighty, and plunged into the roaring world of work. Here, on both sides of the street, in flaming gold letters for the most part, were the names of the successful strivers, the prosperous tradesmen, merchants, and bankers. Farther on, in Fleet Street, might be seen other names--those of the heralds and recorders of human effort--the famous newspapers. Jim's eyes sparkled, and his heart beat faster. For the moment he forgot the dun streets behind these resplendent thoroughfares--the interminable miles and miles of houses which shelter the millions who toil and moil out of sight and out of mind!
Passing the Mansion House, the grey knocked down a ragamuffin. Corrance was out of his cab in a jiffy, but the urchin scrambled up, apparently unhurt. Jim gave him half a crown and a scolding, much to the amusement of the burly policeman, who was of opinion that the young rascal might have done it on purpose. Jim was horrified. "Bless yer, sir, they'd do more than that to get a few coppers." These words stuck in his thoughts.
When he reached the Mission House he was received by one of the younger members--a deacon full of enthusiasm which flared, indeed, from every word he spoke. Corrance was struck by the lad's face--his bright complexion, clear eyes, and general air of sanity. Some of the men at the Mission were ill-equipped for the pleasures of life, and therefore, perhaps, more justified in accepting its pains in the hope of compensation hereafter. They, to be sure, would have repudiated indignantly the barter and sale of bodies and souls. None the less, the self-sacrifice of one pre-eminently qualified to win this world's prizes became the more remarkable.
"Samphire will be here in five minutes," said the young fellow. "Can I offer you anything--a whisky and soda, a cigarette?"
"If you will join me."
"I shall be glad of the excuse," replied the other frankly. "It is horribly thirsty weather--isn't it? And a thirst is catching. I've been working amongst the navvies this morning. Glorious chaps--some of them! I attend to the games, you know--cricket and football."
He plunged into a description of the men with whom he had dealings; and from them, by a natural transition, to David Ross, who had just been ordained Bishop of Poplar. For David Ross great things were predicted.
"It's like this," he concluded: "Our people are waking up. Time they did, too. And the men who will fill the big billets will be those who have seen active service. I don't sneer at the scholars, but a bishop nowadays must be more concerned with the present than the past. Ross chucked the schools, and he was right; he has given his attention to conditions of life amongst the very poor, and I believe he knows more about 'em than most men of twice his age and experience. Samphire's friends may think he's wasting his time--from a worldly point of view, I mean--down here in the slums, but he isn't."
Mark's entrance cut short this conversation, and the speaker withdrew at once.
"Nice boy," said Mark. "The sort we want most, and so seldom get. Half our fellows are discouraged, and show it; but I'm not going to talk shop to you, old chap."
"I saw Betty Kirtling to-day," said Jim abruptly. "It's amazing that she is still Betty Kirtling."
Mark said nothing. Jim, after a keen glance at his pale face, began to speak of the Whitsuntide party, which at first Mark refused to join. Jim grew warm in persuasion, accusing Mark of churlishness, making the matter one personal to himself. Finally, Mark consented to spend four days at Birr Wood.
"We shall hear Archie preach in Westchester Cathedral," Mark said.
"I wish it were you," Jim replied quickly.
"I shall never p-p-preach," stammered Mark.
A few minutes later the friends were on their way to one of those squalid courts which lie between the Mile End Road and the river. To Jim the dull uniformity of the houses indicated a life inexorably drab in colour and coarse as fustian in texture. But Mark had the microscopist's power of revealing the beauty that lies imprisoned in a speck of dust. Seen by the polarised light of his imagination these dreary dwellings showed all the colours of the spectrum. Here lived a family of weavers; there, behind those grimy windows, were fashioned the wonderful hats--the bank-holiday hats of Whitechapel. Of every trade pursued in this gigantic hive he had the details at his tongue's tip; and through the woof of his description ran golden threads. More than once Corrance touched upon the obstacles--the ever-shifting population, the indifference which lies between class and class, the drunkenness, the premature marriages of penniless boys and girls.
"These are mountains--yes."
"You have set your face to the stars, and you do not look back--eh?" Corrance said quickly. He was sorry he had put the question, for he felt that Mark would not try to evade it.
"Look back?" cried Mark. "Aye--a thousand times; and, perhaps, as one climbs higher the pleasant valleys will grow dim. I'm not high enough for that," he added hastily.
"You have climbed far above me," said Jim vehemently; "and far as you have climbed I have gone twice as far--down hill." Then, reading dismay in Mark's face, he added with a laugh: "Don't speak; I have said too much already. You have the parson's power of compelling confession. Tell me more about these weavers!"
Mark obeyed, conscious that troubled waters surged between himself and his old friend.
*CHAPTER XI*
*IN LOVE'S PLEASAUNCE*