Part 20
"Nina?" he said interrogatively, then going on with his shining with bent head. "Why--a--no, I--I thought I would go over to the Jameses--that is if I won't be in the way. I--a--I thought I'd like to ask if they had heard anything about Herb."
Joe stared at him.
"Go over to the Jameses? Your first evening at home! Why, Lige!"
Lige looked up with rather a red face.
"Well, why not? We've been with the family all day, and I haven't seen Beatrice, and----"
"But Nina--what will she think--how will she feel----"
"_Nina_? What the deuce----" Lige suddenly suspended operations on his boots and straightened up, holding the brush extended and staring at his brother.
"Good Lord!" he ejaculated suddenly.
For a moment he continued to stare, then dropped the shoe-brush and caught Joe's arm.
"What d'you mean--you don't mean--you don't think--that I--that Nina--that there is anything between _us_, do you?" he demanded.
Joe turned white to the lips.
"Why I--I----" he managed to stammer.
"_Great Jehoshaphat!_" ejaculated Lige. "That--_that's_ what's been eatin' you! I couldn't understand it. I thought it was Beatrice----"
"_Beatrice_? What the dickens do I care about Beatrice!" panted Joe. "I thought you loved Nina--and that she loved you. I saw you kiss her----"
"Well, Lord A'mighty, why shouldn't I kiss her? She's my sister, isn't she? I kiss Ruth and Mary and Sara; why shouldn't I kiss her?"
Joe's heart was pounding so he could hardly speak.
"Yes, but that's different. She _isn't_ our sister, you know. I saw you together the night before we went away, and her arms were around your neck and she was----"
"And she was talking about _you_ every minute of the time, you big booby, begging me to take care of you and bring you home safe and all that! Oh, gosh, this does beat all! Why here was me trying to do the noble brother act and forget all about little Beatrice because I thought you cared for her, while all the time you were hating me like the old Harry because you thought I'd cut you out with Princess! Why, Lord love you, boy, what's the matter with you? Are you blind as a bat? Can't you _see_ how she feels toward you? Why, there never was any one else in the whole world for Nina but just you, ever since that first day when she refused to ride anywhere else in the wagons but beside you!"
Joe's face was as white as chalk, his eyes fastened on his brother's face, and his breath coming quick and short.
"Is it--is it true, Lige?" he asked after a little interval, in a strained whisper.
"_True_? Well, you are a duffer if you haven't seen it yourself. Didn't you see her face when you gave her that cold little hand-shake to-day? She could hardly keep from crying all the way home. I thought you didn't care about her at all. I thought all the time you cared for Beatrice----"
"Beatrice! As if I could ever think of Beatrice when Nina was around! Do you really think she cares, Lige? That she doesn't care for me just as a brother----"
"Go along and ask her, you old gosling," cried Lige, busily adjusting a new tie. "As for me, I'm going over to the Jameses so fast you can't see me for the dust. I've been afraid to even write to little Bee for fear I'd be making trouble for you, but now that I know what a goose you are----" He clapped on his soldier-cap and shot through the door, leaving Joe standing motionless beside the window with wildly beating heart.
Twilight was coming before he found courage to wander down to the river. He found Nina sitting in the little arbor alone. She had been with Ruth for the past hour, trying to comfort her, and her eyes were red and her heart cold as she sat gazing down at the water.
Joe came so quietly that she did not hear him. For a long moment he stood gazing at her, his very heart in his eyes. She was more beautiful than ever, startlingly, exquisitely lovely, as she sat with bent head, the sunlight flickering through the golden waves of her hair, the pure oval of her cheek and chin a little sharpened in the years he had been away.
He entered the arbor noiselessly and sat down by her side.
"Joe!" she cried, and started violently.
Very tenderly he took the little hand that lay trembling in her lap.
"Nina," he said, bending his head close to hers, "are you really glad I have come home?"
"_Glad!_" The tears she had been trying to conceal rushed into her eyes. "Glad, Joe? There are no words that can tell how glad! Oh, we have all missed you so! Sometimes I have thought that Mother would die of grief and longing. And Father--oh, Joe, his patience, his gentleness, his suffering, his noble and generous admission of his mistake----"
"But you, Nina, you----"
She lowered her lashes and gently drew her hand away.
"I, Joe? Why, of course I am glad! Why shouldn't I be glad? Both my dear brothers back from war----"
"But I am not your brother, Princess. I don't want to be your brother." Then suddenly the denial that he had so long set on his heart burst its bonds and cried to her, "Oh, Nina, Nina, dearest, sweetest, loveliest girl in all the world, I don't want you for my sister. I love you, I love you! I want you for my love, my sweetheart, something nearer, dearer, sweeter than a sister--I want you for my wife!"
From Nina's parted lips came a little smothered cry, and she covered her face with her hands.
Joe drew them down gently.
"I have always loved you, Princess. Ever since the day that I first saw you out there on the desolate prairies, lying on the graves of your father and mother. I have always loved you----"
Nina looked up at him, tears flooding the purple splendor of her eyes.
"Oh, Joe, Joe, why didn't you tell me so before!" she cried. "You went away to the war--and I might never have known. I thought you cared for me only as a sister, and I have suffered--my God, how I have suffered--thinking that you did not care for me, while I--while I----"
He caught her in his arms and pressed her to his heart.
"While you--say it, darling, say it; my heart has been breaking for those words! I thought I should never hear them from your lips. I thought you loved Lige. I could not speak because I thought he loved you and you cared for him. The night before we went away I saw you in his arms, and I thought--I thought----"
She drew herself from his clasp and gazed into his eyes.
"You thought I cared for _Lige_?"
"Yes, dearest, yes, I truly, truly, did."
"And you went away without a word! You gave up your own chance of happiness because you thought you were adding to mine--and his! But what about me, Joe? I almost broke my heart trying to make myself love you like a sister. Oh, Joe, Joe, how like you! And you never suspected about Beatrice? Oh, Joe, you dear, darling old simpleton, how _could_ you think such a thing? Didn't you know that there never was--never could be--any one else in all the world but _you_?"
Darkness had quite come when they went back to the house together. As they entered the kitchen hand in hand Hannah Peniman looked up, and a little cry escaped her lips.
Nina ran to her and hid her head on her breast. Joe took her hand and slipped his arm about her.
"I've been a great fool, Mother," he said tenderly, "but I've come out of it better than I deserved. I thought that Lige cared for Nina, and I was going to just step aside and never let any one know how I felt. But I find I was mistaken, and that Princess cares for me. Are you glad, Mother? Tell us that you are glad she is really and truly going to be your daughter."
"She could never be more truly my daughter than she is now," said Mrs. Peniman, kissing the white brow that nestled against her shoulder. "But I am glad that she and you have found each other, for true love is the greatest thing in the world."
It was long after midnight when Lige came home, bursting into the room where Joe lay in the darkness with a tumult in his heart too great for sleep.
Lige rushed up to the bed and grasped his hand.
"Congratulate me, old boy," he cried; "by golly, I'm the happiest chap in all Christendom to-night. She loves me, Joe, she really loves me. I can hardly believe it even yet. And she's loved me all the time I've been away. I'm so happy----"
"I'll bet you're not any happier than I am," cried Joe, returning the grip of his hand.
"You are? Bully! Then you and Nina have fixed it up all right? Good! I'm mighty glad. Lord, Joe, I wish I'd suspected it sooner; it would have saved us both a lot of heartaches. But no matter, they're all over now, and perhaps we fought all the better for feeling that we hadn't so much to live for at home."
And while the boys lay in their old bed exchanging confidences and talking in whispers of the happiness that was to be theirs, and Nina, glowing with a happiness she had thought to never know, kept watch and ward through the silent night, little Ruth lay at the other side of the curtain and wept for the boy who did not come home.
*CHAPTER XXX*
*RUTH RECEIVES A SURPRISE*
With the return of the young men of the West from the war the settlement and development of the new country made rapid strides.
The Free Homestead Law, which had been signed by President Lincoln, took effect in 1863 and provided that any man or woman twenty-one years old or the head of a family could have 160 acres of land by living on it for five years and paying about eighteen dollars in fees.
Joe and Lige, who were now of age, immediately filed claims on the tracts of land that their father had staked out for them near his own eight years before, and proceeded joyfully to build upon them the houses necessary to hold the claims, which each fondly hoped would shelter a bride before another year had rolled away.
Ruth was not yet old enough to file a claim, but Nina, who had passed her twenty-first birthday, filed a claim on a beautiful tract of land next to Joe's, near the river. Sam, who was only twenty, had already taken out a timber-claim, and was planting trees upon it in his spare time, and both he and Paul had pieces of land located upon which they meant to preempt as soon as they were old enough.
In spite of the thankfulness she felt for the return of her brothers Ruth could not be happy. She tried to enter into all the joy of the household, but the sight of Joe and Nina walking hand-in-hand in the moonlight, of Lige and Beatrice scampering across the prairies on their ponies, caused an ache in her heart that kept her sleepless many nights and wet her pillow with tears.
She had kept her secret while Herbert was away, feeling that they were both too young to become formally engaged, but she knew that she loved him as she could never love any other man, and that if he never returned there would be a grave in her heart for all eternity.
Joe and Lige did their utmost to comfort her, but felt as the days crept by that there was little chance of Herbert's return.
Joe's ambition to become a lawyer had never faltered, and as soon as he had received his discharge from the army he immediately set to work to prepare himself for his examination for admission to the bar.
He studied hard, and the reading he had done during the long days while he plowed in the fields now stood him in good stead. A month after his return he went to Nebraska City and took his examination, which he passed with high honors and was admitted to practise law in the State.
He left the building with his certificate in his pocket and pride and exultation in his heart. He was a lawyer! The ambition of his boyhood was fulfilled. It now remained with him to make the rest of his dreams come true.
As he walked along jubilantly he saw a group of men coming toward him wearing the familiar blue uniform. He had returned to citizen's clothes, but the sight of the old uniform still thrilled him, and with the feeling of comradeship that it always inspired in him he stopped and waited for them to come up.
They walked very slowly, and as they came nearer he saw that they supported between them one of their comrades, who tottered like an old man.
"That fellow ought to be in an ambulance instead of on foot," he thought, and walked toward the group. As he reached them the man who was being supported raised his head.
"_Herbert_--my God, Herbert!" he cried, and clutched the yellow, skeleton-like hands.
The gaunt figure raised a haggard, ashen face, with hollow eyes and unshaven cheeks.
"_Joe!_" he whispered in a weak voice; "thank God!"
Joe had his arm about him by this time supporting him. Casting a swift glance up and down the street he saw a man coming toward them in a wagon.
"Here," he shouted, "take this soldier to a hotel, won't you? He's sick--wounded--he is not able to walk."
The war was too fresh in the minds of the people for any one to hesitate. Willing hands lifted the emaciated frame of the young soldier into the wagon, Joe sprang in beside him, and a few moments later Herbert James was in a hot bath, laid in a clean bed, with a doctor and nurse beside him.
When he could speak he told Joe that he had been captured and held in a Southern prison, where the conditions were so terrible that it was a miracle a single man came out of it alive. He had just been exchanged, he said, and he and the companions whom Joe had seen with him were on their way home when Joe met him.
Joe saw that there was something on his mind of which he hesitated to speak, and after a little time he asked for Ruth, so bashfully, and with an expression of such wistfulness in his hollow eyes that Joe's heart rejoiced. He told him that Ruth was well, but very unhappy at his failure to return, at which a faint color stained the boy's thin cheeks, and he turned his face to the wall and lay silent for many moments.
When he had fallen asleep Joe asked the doctor how soon he could be taken home, and was told that the sooner he reached home the better. "All he needs now is food and rest and care," he continued, "and it will take a lot of that, and considerable time before he is much better."
When the young soldier awakened it was to find a new suit of citizen's clothes laid out upon a chair, his filthy, tattered old uniform destroyed, and a barber waiting to shave him.
When he had eaten, was bathed and shaved and dressed he looked better.
"Now we're going home, old chap," Joe told him, whereat the poor broken youth began to cry.
Joe now had a side-bar buggy, to which he drove Kit, and with Herbert beside him made as comfortable as possible with rugs and pillows, they started for the Blue.
When they came in sight of the homestead Herbert gave a glad cry. "I never thought to see it again," he cried.
Joe lifted him out of the buggy and supported him into the house. Fortunately Ruth had gone for a walk with Nina. Mrs. Peniman received him almost as joyfully as if he had been one of her own sons. He seemed too exhausted to go farther, and a message was sent to his parents by David, who almost caused the death of Mrs. James by bursting into the house and yelling at the top of his voice that Herbert had come home.
The James family arrived at the homestead a few minutes later, and Mrs. Peniman went out and closed the door, leaving the young soldier to meet and greet his mother.
Half an hour later Ruth and Nina came home. It was evident that Ruth had been crying, and they walked slowly, with Nina's arm clasped about her waist.
Mrs. Peniman sent the children away and stood in the door awaiting them. As they came up to her she put her arms about Ruth and drew her to her side.
"Ruth," she said gently, "I have news for thee. A message has come----"
Ruth started forward, the color ebbing out of her face.
"From Herbert?" she whispered.
"Yes, there is a message from Herbert. Is thee strong enough to bear a shock----"
"A _shock_? Then he is dead?"
"No, no, I did not mean that. But we have news--some one has come----"
"Some one has come--_Herbert_?" and without waiting for the preparation that her mother had intended, she rushed into the house. For an instant she stood inside the door with white face and distended eyes. Then, hearing the low murmur of voices, she dashed aside the curtains, and saw Herbert lying on the bed.
The two young people uttered a simultaneous cry, and a moment later were locked in each other's arms. It was not for many minutes that Ruth could look at him, that she saw the wreck that war had made of the handsome boy she had loved. But when she did see it made no difference in her love. With the wealth of mother-love that had always overflowed her gentle heart she soothed and comforted him, told him that he would soon be well, and promised that she would nurse him back to life and health.
The next day she went quietly to her father and told him that she wanted him to marry them.
"It will take months to nurse him back to himself, Father," she told him, "and I am the one who can do it best. I can give him better care as his wife than I could as his sweetheart, and I want to marry him right now."
The family protested, but Ruth was never known to abandon an idea once she had set her mind upon it, and after some argument on the subject her family at last gave in.
"She might as well be nursing Herbert as a chicken with a broken wing or a dog with a sore foot," smiled her father, "for you know Ruthie will always be taking care of something. We all know and like Herbert, and have no objection to her marrying him sometime, and I know no reason why, if they both desire it, Ruth should not be given the privilege of nursing her husband back to health."
Mrs. Peniman finally agreed to this, and that evening as the sunset glow shone into the little soddy Herbert was propped up in his bed, and Ruth, in a simple little white dress, with the flush and glow of radiant happiness upon her face, stood with her hand in his while her father spoke the solemn words that made them man and wife.
*CHAPTER XXXI*
*JOE HEARS A STRANGE STORY*
Civilization was now moving westward with rapid strides.
The part of the Territory in which the Peniman family had cast their lot had been organized into a county, and a thriving little town had sprung up about five miles from their homestead which had been made the county seat.
It was here that Joe decided to open his law office and begin the serious business of his life.
Sam and Paul were now old enough to take his place at home, and he saw no reason why he should not begin his life-work, continuing to live at home, and doing what work he could mornings and evenings.
He had managed to save up a little money, and with it he rented a small one-story frame building containing two rooms, and after building his book-shelves with his own hands he disposed upon them his precious library, bought a table and two chairs, and hung out his shingle, "Joseph Peniman, Attorney at Law."
One of his first cases was that of an Indian, brought to him by Pashepaho, for whom he obtained justice against a white man for fraud. This case received wide notice in the Territory, and before long the young attorney had a large Indian clientage, whom he served with fairness and honesty, demanding for the red men the same justice that the law provided for white settlers.
By this time Joshua Peniman was considered one of the leading men of the county, and the family were all well and favorably known. Joe's anti-slavery speeches had made him many friends, and it was not long after his admission to the bar before he had a good practice.
In the fall of '65 the first election was held, and he was nominated for floating delegate to the legislature.
He had been too busy since his return from war to go to Omaha to call on his friend Judge North, but shortly after his nomination, while he was sitting in his office one day busily preparing a brief, the door opened and Judge North walked in.
Joe sprang up to meet him joyously.
"I heard that you had returned safely," said the Judge, warmly shaking his hand, "and I've been expecting that you would drop in to see me. But as you didn't, and as I had business here in the county, I thought I'd come to see you."
Joe expressed his pleasure in seeing him.
"Thought you were coming up to study law in my office?" smiled the Judge, casting a glance about the modestly furnished little office.
Joe colored, then smiled. "I took my examination a few weeks ago," he answered, "and as I got my certificate and felt that I couldn't lose time I thought I'd better not study any longer, but begin work on my own hook."
"You're right, my boy," and as he spoke the same strange, illusive resemblance that always tormented him when in the Judge's presence again flashed through Joe's mind.
They talked for a long time, Joe telling of the war and his experiences, Judge North informing him of many things that had taken place during his absence, and were soon to take place in the State.
As the sun declined Joe looked at his watch.
"Come home to dinner with me, Judge, and meet my family," he said. "I have often talked to Father and Mother about you and I would like you to meet them. It's only a short ride, and I have my buggy here."
The Judge, who had contemplated spending the night at the little cross-roads hotel, gladly accepted the invitation.
It was twilight as they drove across the prairies and approached the little soddy. The warm rosy afterglow was lingering in the sky, and silhouetted against it a figure moved toward them across the prairie, a light, graceful figure, the after-glow touching its crown of golden hair into gleaming splendor.
As they drew nearer Judge North fastened his eyes upon the girl who was coming to meet them, with a strange, intent expression.
When she raised her hand and waved to them he turned to Joe swiftly. "Who is that girl?" he asked.
"It is my--my--a--foster--sister," Joe answered, his face flushing a little.
"I asked"--explained Judge North,--"because as she came toward us in this light she bore such a strange, such a remarkable resemblance to some one I--some one I loved very dearly."
The girl had drawn nearer now, and seeing that there was a stranger in the buggy was about to turn back when Judge North leaned forward and stared at her, then leaped out and ran to her.
"_Marion!_" he cried, "_Marion!_"
The girl stopped, then turned to him inquiringly.
The lawyer was breathing quickly, and his face was pale, his eyes intent as he leaned forward staring at her.
"My God!" he breathed. "Her face--her voice--her hair! It must be--I can't be dreaming--Marion, Marion!"
Nina came toward him. For some reason she too appeared greatly moved.
"My name is not Marion," she said; "my name is Nina, but Marion was my mother's name."
"_Your--mother's name_? Then you are her daughter--you must be the child of Marion--Marion North!"
"No, of Marion Carroll."
"_Marion Carroll_! Oh, thank God, at last, at last!"
He sprang forward and clasped Nina's hand.
"Your mother was Marion Carroll--Marion North--my sister--my precious little sister--who was lost, and whom I have been searching for all these years! Where is she? Where is she? You are her living image. I thought when I first saw you that it was she. I had forgotten the lapse of years. I should have known you were her daughter anywhere!"
Nina had turned white, and Joe, who had thrown the lines to Paul, now came up to them.
"Come into the house," he said quickly, slipping his arm about her. "This is very strange. There must be much to tell and much to hear. Come, Nina, you are shaking so you can hardly stand."
He led the way swiftly to the house. Inside the door Mr. and Mrs. Peniman were waiting to receive them. After a hasty introduction Joe explained to them what had just taken place.