A Fair Mystery: The Story of a Coquette
CHAPTER LXVI.
A LITTLE ARTIFICE.
It did not occur to Lady Doris that in all probability Lord Vivianne would recognize Earle. He had seen him once, and once only--that was walking with her, near Brackenside. But his lordship had no eyes then to spare for the rustic lover. He had also known his name--Earle Moray--but he was proverbially careless, forgetful and indifferent. It was a question whether he had paid the least heed to it, not thinking it could even interest him.
On the day of the dinner party at Hyde House it had occurred to her that they would meet. They had both been at the Duchess of Eastham's ball, but in a crowded ball-room even friends often failed to recognize each other. How would it be when they met in the same room, dined at the same table? People would be sure to make some allusion to Earle's poems, some one would be sure to mention Downsbury Castle, then Earle would join in and she would be lost. She might, by her indifference, make him believe that he was mistaken: but if he once found out who Earle was, and that Earle was still her lover, she could blind him no longer. Had she met him only at rare intervals, she might have continued to mislead him. Had she met him casually in society, she could have carried on her deception until it was too late for him to injure her. But now that he was coming, as it were, into the very heart of her home, she had less chance.
If he found out about Earle, he would find out about her, too. Then--well, suppose it came, this discovery that she dreaded so terribly, what would he do if she refused to marry him? "Kill her," he had said; but that was not so easily done. She might compromise and secure her own safety by refusing to marry Earle, and marrying Lord Vivianne. He would keep her secret then. People would only say that she had changed her mind, and say that she was like all the Studleighs--faithless. But she loved Earle with all her power of loving, and she hated Lord Vivianne with an untold hatred.
She said to herself that if she had to save herself from the most terrible death by marrying him, she would not do it. She loathed him; she would have been pleased to hear that he was dead, or anything else dreadful had happened to him, for he had spoiled her life. Of what use was all her wealth, her luxury, her magnificence? Her life through him was spoiled--completely spoiled.
"I wish he were dead," she said to herself, over and over again. "The toils are spreading around me; I shall be caught at last."
She flung her arms above her head with a terrible cry. What was she to do? She must, first of all, prevent them from meeting that night. They must not dine together at her father's house; that was the evil to be immediately dreaded. She flung the masses of golden hair back from her white face.
"If I dare but tell Earle, and let him avenge me," she thought.
Then she wrote to him a coaxing little note, telling him that she had a particular reason for desiring him not to dine at Hyde House that evening--a reason that she would explain afterward, but that she herself desired to see him alone. Would he come later on in the evening and ask for her? She would arrange to receive him in Lady Linleigh's boudoir. Then she rung for a footman in hot haste.
"Take this note to Mr. Moray," she said. "Never mind how long you have to wait. Give it into his own hands, then bring me the answer."
"Oh, these lovers," sighed the servant. "What there is to do to please them!"
Still, he did his best. He waited until he saw Earle, put the note in his hand, and waited for the answer.
Earle only smiled as he read it. He was so completely accustomed to these pretty little caprices, he had ceased to attach any importance to them. He merely wrote in reply that he was entirely at her command.
"You remember the old song, my darling:
"'Thou art my life, my love, my heart, The very eyes of me; Thou hast command of every part, To live and die for thee.'
"I will come later on in the evening and see no one but you."
He laughed as he closed the note.
"I wonder what pretty caprice possesses my darling now," he said to himself.
The man who took the note back wondered at his young mistress, her face was quite white, her golden hair clung in rich disorder, the white hands, so eagerly extended to seize the letter, trembled and burned like fire.
"They must have had a quarrel," he said to himself, with a knowing nod, as he closed the door. "They have had a quarrel, and my lady wishes to make it all right again."
It was a reprieve. She kissed the little note with a passion of love that was real.
"My darling," she said, "if we could but go away together."
And as she sat there a sudden memory of the time when she had run away from him came to her. She saw the old-fashioned garden at Brackenside; she saw the great crimson roses, and the sheaves of white lilies; she saw the kindly face of Mattie, and heard Earle singing:
"Thou art my soul, my life--the very eyes of me."
Ah, peaceful, innocent days! Blind, mad fool that she had been ever to listen to Vivianne--to let him tempt her--to let him take her from the innocent, happy home! What had she gained? And--ah, Heaven!--what had she lost? If she could but have foreseen, have known, how differently she would have behaved.
"I am strong," she said, pushing away the golden hair with her white hands. "I am strong, but I could not live this life--it would kill me."
She sat for half an hour, thinking steadily, then her resolve was taken. She would tide over the dinner as well as she could, throwing him more and more off his guard. She would see Earle that evening, and tell him that she wanted their marriage hastened; that she was tired of so many lovers, and wanted to go away with him; that she was wearied of London life.
She knew that Earle would be on the alert to serve her, he would manage it all. She had faith in his great love. Then she would tell the earl that her health and strength were failing her; ask him to take her to Linleigh Court. Lord Vivianne would not dare to follow her there. It was like a haven of rest to her. When the summer came, she would marry Earle quietly and go abroad. Then she would be out of her enemy's power; he could no longer hurl her from her high estate, or compel her to marry him. She would be another man's wife then, and it would be his place to protect and avenge her.
The plan, rapidly conceived, rapidly sketched, was her only resource, her only safety. True, it would spoil her life, the triumphs that she now enjoyed would be hers no longer. She would cease to be the belle of the season, the queen of beauty and fashion. She must lose that part of her life which she valued most--the homage, the adulation, the brightness, and all through him. How her whole soul raged in burning fury against him!
If he had been lying there on the ground, her foot on his neck, she would not have spared him. She would have seen him die with pleasure. It did not lessen her anger and her rage that she had to talk to him, to smile, and charm him.
"If a look could kill him," she said to herself, "he should die."
She longed to be in Italy, where a bravo, for a comparatively small sum, would soon have ended his life. She was obliged to soothe her anger, to still the fierce tempest of rage, to calm her fears, to take an interest in her dress, to smile, to look sweet and winning, with the most vindictive hate in her heart.
Then she went into the little drawing-room. Lord Linleigh went up to her.
"What a pretty toilet, Doris," he said. "White lace and roses. Your taste is simply superb. But, ah, me! ah, me!"
"What is it, papa?" she asked, as he laughed, gently.
"Earle is not coming, my dear. I am afraid you will be disappointed. He has sent a hurried little note to say that it is impossible. He is busy about his election, you know."
A few minutes afterward and Lord Vivianne, with a smile on his face, entered the room. Her fingers clutched the flowers she carried so tightly; the thought passed through her mind that if he could but have fallen dead over the threshold it would have been well for her.
"I shall see him if he comes in later on," she said.
A few minutes afterward he was seated by her side, and they were talking in the most friendly manner. The dinner passed over better than she had hoped. Earle was not mentioned nor did any one allude to Downsbury Castle. Lord Vivianne had contrived to secure a place by Lady Studleigh's side, and he did his best to please her. She could not help remarking how courteous and gallant was his manner in society. She contrasted it with what she had seen of him in Florence. When dinner was over, and they had gone into the drawing-room, he bent over the back of her chair.
"Lady Studleigh, have you forgotten my terrible outburst of the other day?"
"Yes," she replied; "I have seen much that is amusing since then."
"It was not very amusing to me," he said. "When a man lays bare the core of his heart, he does not do it for amusement."
"Not for his own, perhaps," she said; "but if he does it in your tragic style, he cannot help other people being amused."
"I could call you Doris," he said, "when you look at me with that piquant smile."
"I hope you will not, Lord Vivianne. I should always fancy papa was talking to me."
"Did you think I was mad that day in the chestnut grove?"
Lady Doris laughed.
"My experience of the world is not very large at present," she said. "Whenever I see or hear anything unusual, I think it is the fashion of the times."
"Ah, Lady Studleigh, I wish I could persuade you to be serious--you are always laughing at me."
"Tendency to laughter is hereditary with me," she said. "I cannot help it. I am afraid that I have no talent for sentiment. The only matter I find for surprise is why you should have selected such a very unsuitable character as myself for your confidante. I cannot say what may be in store for me, but I do not remember that any love affair ever possessed the least interest for me yet."
"You should have a love affair, as you call it, Lady Studleigh, in Italy, where the air is poetry, and the wind music."
"Papa," said Lady Studleigh to the earl, who was just passing her chair, "do you hear Lord Vivianne's advice?"
"No, my dear; but I do not doubt that it is good."
"He tells me to go to Italy to learn a lesson in love. That is a sorry compliment to England and the English, is it not?"